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Travis Tyler Fluck: Denver Mushroom Decriminalization, Mutual Aid, and the Future of Psychedelic Culture

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Denver mushroom decriminalization changed the national conversation around psilocybin access, personal use, and grassroots psychedelic reform. In this episode of Psychedelics Today, Joe Moore speaks with Travis Tyler Fluck, an autognostic mycologist, educator, activist, end-of-life doula, and longtime Colorado mushroom community organizer.

Fluck was involved in Denver’s 2019 psilocybin campaign, which made adult personal use and possession of psilocybin mushrooms the city’s lowest law enforcement priority. The campaign passed by a narrow margin and helped open the door for later reforms in Oakland, Washington, D.C., Oregon, Colorado, and beyond.

This conversation looks at the people, ethics, and tensions behind Denver mushroom decriminalization. It also explores what happens after a law changes: how communities educate themselves, how personal use spaces develop, and how grassroots access fits alongside regulated psychedelic services.

From Mushroom Arrests to Public Advocacy

Fluck describes how his own history with law enforcement shaped his work. Years before the Denver campaign, he was arrested after police found a small mushroom cultivation setup and escalated the case into a serious manufacturing charge.

That experience gave him a direct view into how drug enforcement can distort reality. Joe and Travis discuss how police, prosecutors, and media outlets often exaggerate psilocybin cases by inflating weights, counting substrate, and linking mushroom charges to unrelated criminal narratives.

For Fluck, the central issue was simple: people should not go to jail for mushrooms. During the Denver campaign, he heard from many people who were willing to risk felony prosecution to access mushrooms for grief, trauma, end-of-life distress, depression, anxiety, and personal healing.

The Denver Campaign and Initiative 301

The episode gives a first-person account of the Denver mushroom decriminalization campaign and the passage of Initiative 301.

Fluck recalls how the campaign was built with limited money, volunteer energy, and a strong sense of local community. He describes Friday night volunteer gatherings, shared food, and the practical question that shaped the work: what can we do with what we have?

The vote itself was dramatic. Early results made it look like the campaign had lost. The next day, after additional votes were counted, the measure passed with 50.5 percent support. Denver became the first U.S. city to decriminalize psilocybin mushrooms.

Fluck also reflects on the language of the ordinance, which used a local deprioritization model rather than creating a commercial market. In his view, that made the measure more difficult to attack and more faithful to the original goal: reducing punishment for personal use.

Microdose Mondays and Mushroom Education

After statewide reform in Colorado, Fluck saw a gap. Legal protections were expanding, but public education was not expanding at the same pace.

That led him to create Microdose Mondays, an educational space for people who are new to mushrooms, microdosing, and psychedelic self-inquiry. The classes focus on basic literacy, harm reduction, personal responsibility, and community-based support.

Fluck explains that decriminalization alone is not enough. People need language, context, consent practices, and support systems. Without education, old prohibition-era assumptions remain in place, even when criminal penalties decline.

Joe and Travis also discuss how mushroom education has changed over time. What once lived mostly on forums like Shroomery, Mycotopia, and DMT Nexus now exists in more public forms, including classes, local meetups, and community trainings.

Personal Use, Mutual Aid, and Regulated Services

A major thread in the conversation is the difference between personal use, mutual aid, and regulated psychedelic services.

Fluck does not argue that regulated services should disappear. He sees value in licensed models for people who want or need that structure. But he also argues that regulated access alone cannot meet the scale of need, especially when sessions cost thousands of dollars.

Joe and Travis discuss Colorado’s regulated natural medicine framework, Oregon’s psilocybin services program, and the economic pressure facing operators in highly regulated systems. They raise concern that licensed business interests could eventually see decriminalized personal use as competition.

Fluck’s position is that communities should be allowed to hold mushrooms through gifting, peer support, and mutual aid. He frames mushrooms as folk medicine as well as clinical tools.

Consent, Trust, and Red Flags in Psychedelic Communities

The episode also addresses power and consent in psychedelic spaces.

Fluck warns that years of experience do not automatically make someone trustworthy. Joe and Travis discuss 13th stepping, predatory behavior, secrecy around substances, and groups that present themselves as plant medicine communities while refusing to clearly disclose what is in their sacrament.

They emphasize enthusiastic consent, slow trust-building, and the right to say no without explanation. Fluck also describes trust as layered, not binary. A person may be safe in one context and not appropriate for deeper personal, spiritual, or psychedelic work.

This section is especially useful for listeners navigating unregulated or semi-regulated spaces. The core advice is direct: slow down, ask questions, listen to the body, and do not surrender agency to someone because they claim authority.

Mushrooms, Eldership, and the Path of the Initiate

The conversation moves beyond policy into spiritual practice, direct experience, and the role of mushrooms in personal transformation.

Fluck talks about eldership, initiation, Krishnamurti, Ramana Maharshi, direct perception, and his own long relationship with mushrooms. He describes mushrooms not only as substances that may reduce symptoms, but as allies in deeper inquiry into self, suffering, relationship, and freedom.

Joe and Travis also discuss the limits of one-size-fits-all psychedelic models. Breathwork, LSD, mushrooms, ayahuasca, iboga, and other practices may overlap, but they are not the same. Each carries its own context, risks, traditions, and forms of knowledge.

Mushroom Genetics and Cultivation Culture

Near the end of the episode, Joe asks Fluck about the current amateur mushroom cultivation world, including novel genetics, potency competitions, and highly selected varieties.

Fluck compares some of this work to trends in cannabis, where potency and novelty can become the dominant goals. He is more interested in relationship with the organism than in pushing mushrooms toward human preference.

He describes a cultivation philosophy based on observation, fresh air, organism preference, and listening. Rather than asking how to force mushrooms into a desired form, he asks what the mushroom seems to want.

Final Thoughts

This episode uses Denver mushroom decriminalization as a starting point for a wider conversation about drug policy, mutual aid, community ethics, personal use, and the future of psychedelic culture. Travis Tyler Fluck’s perspective is rooted in lived experience, local organizing, and a long relationship with mushrooms as teachers, medicines, and community catalysts.

Topics Covered

  • Denver mushroom decriminalization and Initiative 301
  • Travis Tyler Fluck’s role in Colorado’s mushroom community
  • Microdose Mondays and mushroom education
  • Personal use, mutual aid, and regulated psychedelic services
  • Consent, trust, and red flags in psychedelic spaces

Guest Bio

Travis Tyler Fluck is an autognostic mycologist, psychedelic educator, activist, end-of-life doula, and longtime Colorado mushroom community organizer. He was involved in Denver’s 2019 psilocybin decriminalization campaign and founded Microdose Mondays, an educational space focused on mushroom literacy, microdosing, personal responsibility, and community-based access.

FAQ

What was Denver mushroom decriminalization?

Denver mushroom decriminalization refers to the 2019 passage of Initiative 301, which made adult personal use and possession of psilocybin mushrooms the city’s lowest law enforcement priority.

Did Denver fully legalize psilocybin mushrooms?

No. Denver did not create a legal sales market for psilocybin mushrooms. The 2019 measure deprioritized criminal enforcement for adult personal use and possession.

Who is Travis Tyler Fluck?

Travis Tyler Fluck is a Colorado-based mushroom educator, activist, end-of-life doula, and autognostic mycologist. He was involved in the Denver psilocybin decriminalization campaign and is known for Microdose Mondays.

What is Microdose Mondays?

Microdose Mondays is an educational series created by Travis Tyler Fluck. It focuses on mushroom literacy, microdosing, harm reduction, personal responsibility, and community-based psychedelic education.

Why did Denver’s 2019 vote become nationally significant?

Denver was the first U.S. city to pass a psilocybin decriminalization measure. The vote helped accelerate similar reforms in other cities and contributed to a broader shift in psychedelic policy.

What is the difference between decriminalization and legalization?

Decriminalization reduces or deprioritizes criminal penalties. Legalization usually creates a regulated legal market. Denver mushroom decriminalization did not create legal sales.

What role does mutual aid play in mushroom access?

In this episode, Fluck describes mutual aid as a community-based way to share education, support, and access outside high-cost clinical or commercial models.

Transcript

Transcript disclaimer: This transcript was generated by computer software and may contain errors, omissions, or minor inaccuracies. Please refer to the audio recording for the most accurate version of the conversation.

Psychedelics Today. Hello. I’m joined today by Travis Tyler Flook, EIT, elder in training, and we’re here to talk about mushroom Denver decriminalization.

[00:00:29] Joe Moore: The anniversary’s today, right?

[00:00:31] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, today’s the day that we actually– the vote came in. So yesterday was the anniversary of the vote. Um, do you want me to just start getting into stuff or introduce myself? Well, let’s,

[00:00:39] Joe Moore: uh, yeah, who, who are you?

[00:00:42] Travis Tyler Fluck: Uh, my name is Travis Tyler Flook, and I am a self-described autognostic mycologist.

[00:00:50] Travis Tyler Fluck: Uh, mycology is the study of mushrooms or fungus, um, pretty accessible. And then I took a little poetic license with the autognosis, which is the [00:01:00] knowledge or mystery of self. So my relationship with the mushroom has allowed me to explore the mystery of self. And under that umbrella, I wear a great many hats.

[00:01:11] Travis Tyler Fluck: Uh, first and foremost, the way that I like to say it is that the mushroom has been working with me for about 30 years now. And, um, along my path of initiation, I became an activist and an advocate and a citizen lobbyist and a community organizer and an end-of-life doula and an award-winning cultivator, and I mean, et cetera, et cetera.

[00:01:34] Joe Moore: Outstanding.

[00:01:35] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[00:01:35] Joe Moore: Um, and yeah, you’ve, you’ve become quite a known entity in Colorado. And, um, yeah, I think a c- cornerstone of the psychedelic community for sure in, in Colorado. And, uh, you’ve been running these kind of microdosing, um, you call it Microdosing Monday workshops?

[00:01:58] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. Talk to me about- I’m a sucker for a- [00:02:00] alliteration.

[00:02:00] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[00:02:01] Travis Tyler Fluck: Um, I knew they were gonna pass statewide decrim without automatically creating, uh, educational platforms, and I felt like that was just asking for a black swan event. So as soon as I felt like they were going to, uh, implement the law to, uh, you know, the spirit of what the voters voted in, I just started teaching what I considered to be a 101, meeting the psychedelically naive space.

[00:02:27] Travis Tyler Fluck: And, uh, because we’re allowed to gift, I was able to, uh, gift people, um, the microdoses on the tail end of the class. So people walked away with a pretty good, you know, baseline introduction, and they walked away with, um, a mushroom that was lab tested for potency and top-tier quality and lots of love. And yeah, I was just really, like, proud to be able to offer something that, um, even in an unamplified way.

[00:02:58] Joe Moore: Yeah. And I think the [00:03:00] amount of people you’ve taught and touched and allowed to interact with mycology is quite profound. Um, yeah, I know a lot of people who have been to those and always report loving it. I think I started growing in, like, 2007, ’08 or ’09 maybe. Um, I wanted to get into cannabis, but it was too expensive.

[00:03:21] Joe Moore: Yeah. I couldn’t find the genetics. It was super hard to find seeds. It was e- way easier to find spores for me for some reason.

[00:03:28] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. I mean, there’s that gatekeeping that happens- Mm … when someone realizes they have, like, something worth, like, hanging onto.

[00:03:34] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[00:03:34] Travis Tyler Fluck: And one of the cool things about, uh, mushrooms is if you get a bag, you can take the spores from the bag and just recreate the culture, um, which is a little bit tricker with cannabis, especially if it’s sinsemilla.

[00:03:46] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know, you don’t end up with a seed, uh, to be able to do that.

[00:03:50] Joe Moore: Yeah. And I thi- yeah, just I think… Who got me inspired? I was listening to a lot of Terence and, um, [00:04:00] Dennis McKenna podcast way back on Psychedelic Salon, and I think somebody like Stamets was like, “You can, you can do this.” I was like, “Oh, okay.

[00:04:10] Joe Moore: Let’s learn.” And the simple experiments you can do with your own grocery store bought mushrooms to train yourself a little bit, so, so fun and interesting. Cardboard grows and all that.

[00:04:23] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, it’s reinforcing very quickly, um, which is, I think, a necessarily, like, first step when you are really s- beginning any type of process or, or, like, larger learning.

[00:04:34] Travis Tyler Fluck: Um, kind of like, like, like something that seems so foreign and unattainable, there’s these bite-sized pieces along the way, and that’s kind of where my journey started is the PF Tek method, which is, like, brown rice flour and vermiculite.

[00:04:49] Joe Moore: In the little glass jars.

[00:04:51] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yep.

[00:04:51] Joe Moore: Um, that guy, I think when I was learning, I, I found out he was in prison, and I’m like, “That’s not great.”

[00:04:58] Travis Tyler Fluck: Professor Fanaticus?

[00:04:59] Joe Moore: I [00:05:00] think so.

[00:05:00] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[00:05:01] Joe Moore: Um, yeah, no. So I, I started there. I started having success with sterilized grain bags, um, that I had to make myself and get the, the tools- Yeah … and all that. I had some PF Tek success, but it was, it was challenging. And for whatever reason, I moved away from glass as quickly as I could figure it out.

[00:05:21] Joe Moore: Um, but it was, it was cool doing the transfer, like monotub transfer into the tubs and, um, kind of growing it out in coco, coir, I guess which is coconut husk.

[00:05:32] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yep.

[00:05:33] Joe Moore: Yeah, it was super… Just a cool, nerdy thing to be able to do to, like, explore the space that was super underexplored at the time, honestly. You know, like Mycotopia, Shroomery, DMT Nexus were like the main places to get info.

[00:05:50] Joe Moore: Now you can actually go to people and train in Denver and elsewhere.

[00:05:54] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, it’s just proliferated in such a, a huge way and, you know, um, for better or for [00:06:00] worse, because they’re not enforcing a lot of laws, you can just buy ready-to-go cultures, you know, and have them shipped right to your door. Mm-hmm. And that makes it really easy.

[00:06:09] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:06:09] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then based on that success, you can kinda choose where you wanna reenter the process.

[00:06:15] Joe Moore: Yeah. I, I probably would’ve bought live culture. So just so everybody knows the technical stuff, so spores you can buy legally in America for microscopy purposes or-

[00:06:24] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah …

[00:06:25] Joe Moore: decoration or whatever. They say microscopy on the label, so for your microscope.

[00:06:29] Joe Moore: Um, but those things can easily be grown into Petri dishes, bags, other places, um, and replicated. So you could keep like a really fresh culture for a very long time off of spores that you, uh, allowed to colonize on things. And then these liquid shots, which I, I started making my own liquid culture, like as quickly as I could ’cause it was like, oh look, it can just grow that much quicker.

[00:06:53] Joe Moore: Um, that was great, but we didn’t really see that for sale at scale [00:07:00] until, I don’t know, somewhat recently. I’ve been surprised about how many people are doing it.

[00:07:04] Travis Tyler Fluck: Well, there’s this, um, belief that the liquid culture itself does not contain, uh, detectable psilocybin.

[00:07:12] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:07:12] Travis Tyler Fluck: And that’s kinda where the line of the law, that’s why the spores- Mm

[00:07:15] Travis Tyler Fluck: are able to be, uh, bought and sold- Right … at least in 46 states is because they contain zero psilocybin. Yeah. Unlike a cannabis seed, which does contain THC. Um, and I forget which four states, I think it’s Georgia, California, uh, I’m gonna miss the two. Florida, and then the DEA came out, I think almost a year ago, and, you know, reinst- like restated that, yeah, spores are fine.

[00:07:44] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:07:44] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then Florida, um, the legislator, legislature responded to that by then creating a new specific ban for spores. And which is kinda crazy because, uh, I think there’s more cubensis, uh, naturally occurring in [00:08:00] the, in the cow farms of Florida than pretty much anywhere else.

[00:08:04] Joe Moore: Right.

[00:08:04] Travis Tyler Fluck: So another, you know, thing, like if you criminalize nature, are we really free?

[00:08:11] Joe Moore: Right. Like what are… I’d like to go further than that, but yeah.

[00:08:15] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[00:08:16] Joe Moore: Um, like what can we criminalize to, um, get in the way of our alleged constitutional rights? Um, there’s plenty of things that have been put in place to do that. Um, yeah. So, so yes, decriminalize everything is where I’m at. I didn’t want to go here right away, but no, I’ll pass.

[00:08:39] Joe Moore: I’ll pass. Maybe if we come around to it, I’ll do it later. But let’s talk about this project to decriminalize mushrooms in Denver. Like, how did that come across your attention?

[00:08:53] Travis Tyler Fluck: Um, I was married at the time and, uh, she was in a coffee shop and overheard people [00:09:00] talking about decriminalizing mushrooms. And it was the, some of the people that were part of the proto version of the campaign.

[00:09:07] Travis Tyler Fluck: And, um, she is, uh, you know, uh, just so excited to get involved. And for two months, every day, she came home and said to me, why aren’t you doing this with me? You’re like Mr. Mushroom. And it’s just, uh, I never fancied myself an activist. And then I was at a meetup that had to do with the Right to Try Act, which says that if you have a terminal diagnosis and a substance has passed a phase one clinical trial, that you can, uh, access it lawfully.

[00:09:41] Travis Tyler Fluck: And at the time there were two people in Colorado that were doing this and they had to grow their own mushrooms in order to participate. And the woman that, uh, opened up the meeting, uh, told her story about her first husband who had a terminal diagnosis and complex PTSD. And after reading the [00:10:00] Hopkins studies, they were so motivated to get him mushrooms and he died without being able to ever access the mushrooms or have the experience.

[00:10:09] Travis Tyler Fluck: And I, in that moment, I recognized my privilege because I knew that at home I had mushrooms, you know, and at that point I went home and I said to, uh, my former wife, I was like, all right, let’s do this. You know, that, that was my, that was my why that, that entered in. And then within a few days, um, I was one of the first four petitioners to go out and collect signatures for this

[00:10:35] Joe Moore: thing.

[00:10:36] Travis Tyler Fluck: And there were three iterations of, um, like, uh, presenting language to the city and county. Uh, the first two times, uh, it was really written by people that have no idea how to write an ordinance. And Denver elections said, we, we really appreciate your effort, but that’s just not how it’s done. So the third time they roped in a lawyer and the lawyer took the [00:11:00] sanctuary city ordinance, which says that Denver will not use its resources to go after immigrants just because the federal government says to, and they replaced the word immigrant with the word psilocybin.

[00:11:11] Travis Tyler Fluck: So it became a human rights issue. And, um, not too long ago, I thought it was really interesting that, you know, in some way, shape or form, uh, Trump by way of ICE, uh, created the little carve out for us to create the language for the ordinance that all this kind of is draped upon.

[00:11:30] Joe Moore: Mm.

[00:11:31] Travis Tyler Fluck: And very quickly, I, I just had an aptitude for what I was doing because I, I was just an embodied advocate for what we were doing, and I also had a, you know, um, run-ins with the, uh, criminal justice system because of drugs.

[00:11:48] Travis Tyler Fluck: So I was motivated to, um, keep people out of jail and, and keep them away from the, the trauma that’s involved with getting arrested for laws that are unjust. [00:12:00]

[00:12:00] Joe Moore: Yeah. It’s important. Um, and having that first person experience- Yeah … is, like, really helpful. I have a number of friends that did time and then came out and got quite active, so it’s, it’s a, you know, it’s a certain way of knowing-

[00:12:19] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah

[00:12:19] Joe Moore: how bad it can be.

[00:12:20] Travis Tyler Fluck: And y- you know, it’s funny, um, I was collecting signatures out in front of The Fillmore, uh, before a concert, and someone walked by me and they scoffed, and they wouldn’t sign my petition, but they said, “Who gets arrested for mushrooms anyway?” And then I had this, uh, realization that I had been arrested for mushrooms.

[00:12:39] Travis Tyler Fluck: Uh, so that really, uh, became an opportunity for me to show up even bolder than before- Mm-hmm … ’cause now I could kind of bring this, uh, this testimonial in. Uh, do you know about my arrest?

[00:12:51] Joe Moore: No. Can you tell that story?

[00:12:52] Travis Tyler Fluck: So in Pennsylvania, uh, years ago, um, I had a warrant served on my property, and I was living [00:13:00] in a cottage on the back of a 40-acre estate, like literally in the middle of nowhere, and I was in custody in Maryland, um, after a traffic stop where they found cannabis, and they had reason to believe that I was an interstate trafficker, so they radioed ahead to the district attorney, uh, where I was living, and then they served a warrant on my house while I wasn’t there.

[00:13:21] Travis Tyler Fluck: And being in the back of a 40-acre estate, I didn’t really think I needed to like, you know, put away my bongs. So they looked into my window and saw a bong, and that’s how they got in, and, uh, upon further investigation, they found a bay window that I had modified and created an incubator- Mm … for 12 PF tech jars.

[00:13:42] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:13:42] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then, um, they proceeded to sensationalize the story and give the mycelium to an FBI lab person, and it took the FBI lab person three weeks to produce mushrooms from my cultures.

[00:13:58] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm. And

[00:13:59] Travis Tyler Fluck: then they charged [00:14:00] me with, uh, attempt to manufacture a controlled substance, which is essentially like if you were making meth.

[00:14:07] Travis Tyler Fluck: And they claimed that my setup was generating $10,000 a month, uh, that I was growing poison that could kill people, and had absolutely no therapeutic value

[00:14:20] Joe Moore: Is it the state of Maryland?

[00:14:21] Travis Tyler Fluck: Uh, Pennsylvania.

[00:14:22] Joe Moore: Pennsylvania.

[00:14:22] Travis Tyler Fluck: So Maryland is where I was pulled over. I was on my way- Mm-hmm … back to Pennsylvania.

[00:14:26] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[00:14:26] Travis Tyler Fluck: And, uh, because, uh, we wouldn’t cooperate, they just took it upon themselves to, like, really ruin my life. Um, and yeah, took that extra step. So I had charges pending in two states for a while. Amazing. And the case was just blown up.

[00:14:41] Joe Moore: Ugh. Yeah. Um, psilocybin-containing mushrooms can’t kill you, folks. Um, yeah, it’s, it’s fascinating that law enforcement would be so vindictive for I don’t know what reason.

[00:14:56] Joe Moore: Um…

[00:14:57] Travis Tyler Fluck: Well, well, I think there’s an incentive, [00:15:00] you know, to like- They can get

[00:15:01] Joe Moore: promotions …

[00:15:01] Travis Tyler Fluck: no, like, they, you feel like you’re doing your job. Yeah. You know, I was pulled over once in the Midwest, and we were waiting for the dog to show up because I refused to- Mm-hmm … let them search my car, and while I was in the backseat of the car, there was this sticker on the laptop in the police, uh, car, cruiser, that said, um, it was an interstate, it looked like an interstate sign, but it said, “Operation 420,” or something.

[00:15:24] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. And it just, like, clued me in that they really thought they, they were righteous in what they were doing.

[00:15:28] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[00:15:29] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? That it was a moral imperative on their behalf. And, you know, much like a hunting dog, when you give them a taste of the blood, they’re like, “All right, let’s, we’re doing this.”

[00:15:39] Joe Moore: That makes sense.

[00:15:40] Travis Tyler Fluck: And I, you know, I can’t imagine how much, um, moral injury that they’ve gone through, like arresting school teachers for a joint, and knowing that they’re gonna ruin a life, but at the same time, following through with it.

[00:15:55] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Yeah. The, the nurse in Indiana was a classic [00:16:00] case. You, you know that one?

[00:16:01] Travis Tyler Fluck: That was really bad.

[00:16:02] Travis Tyler Fluck: Mm-hmm. You know? Um, that was pretty close to the Denver campaign, and, you know, I had a sensitivity to it because I had been caught with a small setup, and it had really kind of been blown out of proportion. And at that point, we, we knew that the mushrooms were helpful, you know, for mental health applications.

[00:16:22] Travis Tyler Fluck: Uh, years before when I got caught, that was not in the zeitgeist at all, at all. Mm-hmm. Um, and then knowing it was a nurse, and, you know, it’s just like, yeah, there’s just a lot of, like, features of that case that I just, like, just felt for her in a real way. You know? That she wasn’t trying to, like, be a mushroom kingpin, and yeah, it’s just, like, sad.

[00:16:43] Travis Tyler Fluck: Uh, and as we’re talking about it, I would love to follow up with her and see how she’s doing now, you know?

[00:16:48] Joe Moore: Yeah. She’s in our orbit a little bit here. Um, but yeah, just a single mom trying to take care of her psychiatric mental health situation, and got popped, and [00:17:00] was just trying to take care of herself.

[00:17:02] Joe Moore: And, uh, that kind of consequence probably happens more than we know.

[00:17:07] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. Yeah, I mean, there’s the, the kid that got caught in Connecticut where they said he had $14 million worth of mushrooms, but that’s just like a, a case of like d- definitely somebody trying to like, um, capitalize on the situation. Um-

[00:17:22] Joe Moore: Let’s talk about that briefly ’cause it’s- Yeah

[00:17:24] Joe Moore: probably what happened to you a little bit too ’cause in, in cannabis cases, typically they’ll weigh all of the soil, the wet soil, the fully undried plants, and say it was this much cannabis. Like, that’s not an uncommon thing, and they’re doing that in a lot of mushroom cases as well, measuring all of the substrate- Yeah

[00:17:42] Joe Moore: and the bags, saying, “This is, you know, 18 pounds of mushrooms.” It’s not true. It could be like three ounces.

[00:17:50] Travis Tyler Fluck: Well, the optics on it, I think are eventually leveraged to, um, like, people that are running for office.

[00:17:57] Joe Moore: I was tough on drugs.

[00:17:58] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, I think that’s how that all gets [00:18:00] leveraged, you know? And when they can make it look way worse than it is, then it, you know, like the fear button is, uh, is our like most effective button to push to get us to do w- what they want, you know?

[00:18:11] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[00:18:11] Travis Tyler Fluck: Um, which is a sad state of affairs, but… And, uh, that seems to be what the media, the, the, you know, the mainstream media thrives on, you know? It’s not the good news, it’s the like, what, what evil’s happening, uh, in your next door neighbor’s house kind of.

[00:18:30] Joe Moore: And the evil’s right- Yeah … on the other side of that wall are immense.

[00:18:34] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[00:18:34] Joe Moore: Yeah. And troubling, right? That’s, yeah, that’s a good assessment. And, uh, we would see cases here regularly where a guy I was buying mushrooms from, uh, you know, not that I’ve ever bought mushrooms, everybody, but- You know, I think- Disclaimer. Um, he, he got in trouble, um, and roped into this large sting where people were getting in [00:19:00] trouble for, um, like a, a massive date rape circuit that was operating out of these businesses, and cocaine and everything.

[00:19:06] Joe Moore: They’re like, “You’re going down, too.” The… Get this, though. This is, this is actually a miracle. So he, he gets like, um, kinda lumped in as all the press, but like gets transferred to a federal circuit court, I think, in Denver, and the judge is like, “What do we do here?” So him and the DA, the new DA, go check it out and like do some interneting, like, “What should we do with mushroom sentencing?”

[00:19:29] Joe Moore: And all the data was like medical, medical, medical. And he got off with like a week, when initially they were looking at like eight to 15 years or something. So what a major kind of shift that like positive conversations like this can have on future sentencing.

[00:19:48] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, and you touched on something that we learned very quickly, that not many people do get arrested for mushrooms, but when they do, it’s often in adjacency to other larger things.

[00:19:57] Travis Tyler Fluck: Mm-hmm. You know, a mushroom grower will get busted in [00:20:00] proximity to someone that’s selling meth. So when we were trying to produce data, you know, like it wasn’t w- it wasn’t the same case for cannabis that we’re locking up all these people for mushrooms. Um, but it became very clear that, uh, that mushroom crimes are, are a lot more undetectable.

[00:20:16] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. Uh, it doesn’t ha- the dogs aren’t trained for the odor. Uh, you don’t have to recreate the sun in an indoor grow, so there’s no electric meter to check out, and it’s, um, yeah, it’s just, uh, I mean, for a lack of a better way to talk about it, it’s like a white person crime, you know? Mm-hmm. And, uh, there’s, uh, yeah, just not a lot on the books like you’d think there was to leverage that as an argument.

[00:20:39] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Yeah. So feels as though we’re making progress. I remember after the win, um, where mushrooms became decriminalized, feeling a lot safer in Denver as I’m walking around with mushrooms in my pocket.

[00:20:56] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, you know, like when we keep adding on these, these, these [00:21:00] wins, um, it do- it does something to the collective, and it is like the story of a small group of rebels taking on the empire and actually shifting things.

[00:21:09] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:21:09] Travis Tyler Fluck: Which is what the story was. And, um, one of the most impactful features of the win is that we passed for 50 cents a vote. Mm-hmm. Which in that world is unheard of.

[00:21:19] Joe Moore: Really?

[00:21:20] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know, most politicians are paying $5 a vote or

[00:21:24] Joe Moore: more. Mm.

[00:21:24] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? And funny enough, uh, mushrooms got more votes than the mayor that year, too.

[00:21:31] Travis Tyler Fluck: So there was… Yeah.

[00:21:34] Joe Moore: Um, so there was a compelling story about how kind of, um, vote night went.

[00:21:44] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yep.

[00:21:45] Joe Moore: Yeah. You wanna jump in?

[00:21:46] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, so the day that I had my petition and I walked into my house, I had a, a very clear message come through that if you give this everything, this is possible. So I taught all the volunteers to [00:22:00] say when instead of if, to look for synchronicity, to like really, you know, this is a, you know, you, you’ve heard of grassroots.

[00:22:08] Travis Tyler Fluck: Well, we, we brought a lot of, uh, ideology and, uh, philosophy from growing mushrooms into what we were doing to organize- Yeah … in a mycelial way. And it just seemed like we were getting every sign that this was gonna happen. And then the night when the votes came in, um, it looked like we lost. So Denver, because we can vote three weeks ear- or Colorado ’cause be- we can vote three weeks early, the first wave to be counted are probably all the conservative people that have their shit together, right?

[00:22:39] Travis Tyler Fluck: And that right away said that we were losing. And then every hour and a half, Denver elections would update that information, and it just didn’t look like it was… The num- the, the gap was narrowing, but it just didn’t look like it was achievable. So we all went into this space just, like, I guess expecting that our watch party was, [00:23:00] you know, going to morph into a win party, and then when it didn’t, all the air was out of the room.

[00:23:05] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then I started having a… I was, like, uh, disassociated obviously and just having, like, a existential, like, dilemma problem because, you know, my awakening up to this point had, like, taught me to, like, kinda read for synchronicity and stuff like that, and I was just so, yeah, lost. And what we d- what nobody knew is that it was the largest non-presidential turnout in Denver elections history.

[00:23:33] Joe Moore: Whoa.

[00:23:33] Travis Tyler Fluck: So signature collecting, uh, the number that you have to turn in is based on a percentage of the previous mayoral cycle. So the previous mayoral cycle was 92,000 votes, which meant that we had to turn in 5,000 signatures to get on the ballot. And this year, and I don’t know if it was because of the homeless or what, but, uh, because there was a homeless or a camping ban-

[00:23:55] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm

[00:23:56] Travis Tyler Fluck: um, 180,000 people turned out to vote in this [00:24:00] election. So what nobody knew is that there were still 45,000 uncounted votes when we all went to sleep.

[00:24:06] Speaker 3: Hmm.

[00:24:06] Travis Tyler Fluck: And when we woke up in the morning, the media was, you know, like, had just assumed that we lost, and then there was this one article I remember reading that, uh, they were making fun of us.

[00:24:16] Travis Tyler Fluck: They said, “Better luck next time,” and they said something like, “But then again, y’all tried to put a ballot measure together in 2015 to create parking spaces for UFOs.” So that was kinda like how this was being looked at. And then in true Colorado fashion, at 4:20 that afternoon, uh, Denver elections released the final, um, numbers, and we had passed 50.5%.

[00:24:39] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then, yeah, nothing would ever be the same. And the following day, then all the media had to re-report on it. Like, “Oh, I guess we were wrong.” And yeah, that night, um, we had the party that we shoulda had the night of the election watch, and then we had it at my house, which is where we had all the volunteer meetings, so it was, like, a lot more, uh, appropriate.

[00:24:59] Travis Tyler Fluck: [00:25:00] Um, and yeah, I remember being on the phone with The New York Times that night, and it was just so, like… It was psychedelic

[00:25:07] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm

[00:25:07] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? And, um, we were just, yeah, a ragtag group that no one thought we could do this, and because we were passing a decrim effort, we weren’t getting funded because people couldn’t see how to profit on the other side.

[00:25:20] Travis Tyler Fluck: And our only, um, visible opposition was a member of the, uh, local Christian think tank that was accusing us of passing decrim to create a pathway for regulation. “You’re just doing this to create…” Right. And all of us, minus one person, were like, “That’s definitely not what we’re doing here,” you know? So it’s been cool to like, you know, like mature in the space and be able to really hold true the values that were the impetus for my work in this space.

[00:25:53] Travis Tyler Fluck: Mm-hmm. People shouldn’t go to jail for this stuff. This is a folk medicine. You know, like this medical way of doing [00:26:00] things, um, you know, we should appreciate as a way to do it, but there are ways that we can do this in mutual aid.

[00:26:06] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Yeah. So, there’s so much there. Yeah. Yep. Um, who were, who were s- well, it’s, there’s too many people to give everybody credit.

[00:26:18] Joe Moore: There was a lot of people. I know a lot of them.

[00:26:20] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, at some point, and I was a little bit more charged to do this, is do a people’s retelling of what happened with 301 because the narrative that comes out of it, um, is not, is not really kind of the way it was, way it happened. Um, it was, uh, you know, people will ask me, “Well, how did, how was it done?”

[00:26:37] Travis Tyler Fluck: And I, and the answer I usually give is lentil soup. You know, um, my, uh, partner and I knew that we couldn’t pay our volunteers, so what we did was is we offered them community. So every Friday night, I would cook three gallons of lentil soup, and we would have all the volunteers over to see what can we do with what we have, and that became the prevailing, like, um, [00:27:00] philosophy that’s followed me up to this day in this space.

[00:27:03] Travis Tyler Fluck: What can we do with what we have? Because, like, this way of doing things is not getting funded well enough to really- Mm … do what it could do. So it comes down to people helping people.

[00:27:14] Joe Moore: Right.

[00:27:15] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[00:27:17] Joe Moore: Um, so since then, what kind of things have you seen be beneficial coming out of the Denver bill? And can you move this up just a little bit?

[00:27:29] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. So, um, early adopters are the most important part to any movement as I see, right? Yeah. So what it did was I think it was, it just became permissive. Like, oh, this is doable. And within a month, um, Oakland, uh, by way of- Uh, city council resolution passed.

[00:27:48] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[00:27:48] Travis Tyler Fluck: So I feel like we were already, there was already quick momentum.

[00:27:52] Travis Tyler Fluck: Um, and then within 18 months of us passing, the only other municipality to take it to vote was Washington, DC, and, [00:28:00] uh, we had a 50.5% yes, and then they had a 76% yes. So it was just like, it, it was wild, you know, that an East Coast city was that aggressively for something like this.

[00:28:14] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[00:28:14] Travis Tyler Fluck: Um, and it j- you know, just the inertia was, was building on itself.

[00:28:19] Travis Tyler Fluck: And also, you know, pushing this issue of, like, home rule mentality. Yeah. These municipalities could create carve-outs for common sense, uh, ways to, you know, inter- interact with the mushroom here, and that they could be little Petri dishes, if you wanna think of it that way. Little, you know, experiments, uh, on a dialectic level, how these l- localities can handle these things.

[00:28:43] Travis Tyler Fluck: And yeah, it’s just, um, it, it… You know, and then Oregon was also, you know, statewide, even though it was just a regulation-only measure, it just, like, just created a lot of specific type of attention that helped to [00:29:00] shift the narrative, appreciating that it’s a giant boat with a tiny rudder, you know? Mm-hmm.

[00:29:06] Travis Tyler Fluck: But we, um, came to appreciate incremental drug reform, um, even at the, you know, even at the cost of, like, like, progress that isn’t necessarily, like, moving slow enough to be the best form of prog- progress.

[00:29:20] Joe Moore: Right. Yeah. Love that.

[00:29:23] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[00:29:23] Joe Moore: And you were seeing more and more people get access to help that they needed?

[00:29:27] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, and the, and the permission part, you know? It’s like, uh, when I was collecting signatures for Denver, you know, I heard all of these powerful stories of people willing to risk felony prosecution to access the healing that the mushroom offered, and that was like, that was just so impact- it was visceral.

[00:29:44] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:29:45] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? And, um, you know, little did I know that, um, a series of traumas was waiting for me, that I would eventually start to go to the mushroom in that medicinal, uh, kind of way, and reaffirm, you know, in my own [00:30:00] experience what all those, uh, individuals had been talking about. And when you remove the criminality from something, then people are allowed to be curious, and that just changes the climate of things.

[00:30:10] Travis Tyler Fluck: And there’s been, um, so many activities that I now… It’s not that I take them for granted, but, you know, I, like, go to a NOAC meeting and talk about the culture of use of substances when, you know, people are not really permissed to even talk about drugs.

[00:30:27] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[00:30:27] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? Just, uh, without people feeling like they need to intervene and that there’s a problem.

[00:30:32] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know, there’s these really cool, uh, granular conversations that are now happening here. Um, and our, our language around this stuff is becoming less and less impoverished that true, it, it, you know, it is a drug, but like there’s this whole other way, non-reductive way to talk about this thing.

[00:30:51] Speaker 3: Yeah.

[00:30:51] Travis Tyler Fluck: So I think it’s just, uh, you know, it’s, um, when you change the laws, you, you kinda change the, the spatial [00:31:00] qualities of the container, and then the people can kind of like inhabit that space, you know, and nest in it.

[00:31:07] Travis Tyler Fluck: So I, I really feel like we’re still in neonate, that it hasn’t even started to look like a human yet.

[00:31:13] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:31:13] Travis Tyler Fluck: And, you know, like the things that we’re seeing are all just like very, um, early, early indicators and interactions of what this is.

[00:31:24] Joe Moore: Right. Yeah, I’d agree. Um, we’ve got a lot of time left. But I, I chatted years ago with, uh, Ethan Nadelmann from, uh, Drug Policy Alliance, I think was his organization, and was like, “Why, why decrim?

[00:31:39] Joe Moore: Like, does it actually make a difference?” And he’s working on the larger kind of drug policy conversation nationally and internationally, and he says, “At the very least, it allows people to operate more safely.” And I love that.

[00:31:52] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. Um, but I will, I will say that it- its, its best case comes with, um, you know, this [00:32:00] responsibility that’s kind of taken up in, in that way for education.

[00:32:04] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? Um, because if you just, if you just decriminalize something, um, and you don’t also kind of like s- provide visible support for, you know, either harm reduction or safe use, depending on what side of the pole you wanna play on, it’s just, um, you know, you’re still, um, in some sense, like a victim of prohibition attitudes.

[00:32:27] Travis Tyler Fluck: Mm. Even prohibition style harms. So the one thing

[00:32:31] Joe Moore: that’s- We’re digging ourselves out of $1 trillion propaganda drug war, and that’s hard. Yeah. And expensive to like dig ourselves out of it. Um, you know, we’ve been here for education for a decade now, right? So like, it’s… There’s people doing education. But it, the state, like honestly, I, I would love to see some sort of reparation payments, like, hey, let’s actually spend that reparation money, uh, uh…

[00:32:59] Joe Moore: That’s probably [00:33:00] the wrong term, but like let’s get people educated on these things and stop lying to them about these substances and plants and fungi.

[00:33:07] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, I mean, that’s like such a multifaceted thing because it’s adjacent to so many other things that we’re being lied to about.

[00:33:13] Joe Moore: Right.

[00:33:13] Travis Tyler Fluck: And just even like the, even just the concept of teaching people about propaganda-

[00:33:19] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm

[00:33:20] Travis Tyler Fluck: you know? Uh, ’cause most people have zero idea that they are just in a constant sea of propaganda- Right … um, and have lost the ability to kind of like suss things out, um, with, with their own thinking mind.

[00:33:33] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:33:34] Travis Tyler Fluck: Um, but I, I was gonna loop back around for a second and just say one of the, one of the cool things about decrim is it doesn’t ask the government for any money.

[00:33:43] Joe Moore: Right.

[00:33:43] Travis Tyler Fluck: So when you legalize something, you also have to earmark all this extra money, and when you decrim, y- you can make the case like it’s actually gonna cost you guys, the taxpayers, everybody less money.

[00:33:54] Joe Moore: Yeah. The police can focus on more important things like violence, um, as opposed [00:34:00] to punishing and prosecuting non-violent citizens.

[00:34:06] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. And, um, you know, the, if you talk to the police, they’re like, at least in Denver, they’re like kinda stoked about that. Um, after I got the West Word cover, I went out into the world to find a, a copy of it so I could see it, and I was making a big fuss around the magazine rack, and this person was taking a picture of me making a big fuss.

[00:34:25] Travis Tyler Fluck: And there were these two cops that were on their lunch break kinda watching all this play out, and they were curious. So I held up the, the front page next to my face, and then they, they were like, “Oh my God.” And then we, it, it, it, we wound up talking and they invited me to come and teach the police force about mushrooms.

[00:34:46] Joe Moore: Love that.

[00:34:47] Travis Tyler Fluck: And I was like cons- considering from whence I came-

[00:34:50] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm …

[00:34:50] Travis Tyler Fluck: you know, it’s just like so like psychedelic-

[00:34:53] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm … you

[00:34:54] Travis Tyler Fluck: know? Did

[00:34:54] Joe Moore: you do it?

[00:34:55] Travis Tyler Fluck: Uh, just haven’t yet.

[00:34:56] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:34:57] Travis Tyler Fluck: Just haven’t yet. Um, [00:35:00] but the more that I kind of teach or meet people in, uh, in, in psychedelic naivete or illiteracy, that I, I feel more competent when I go into these-

[00:35:13] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm

[00:35:13] Travis Tyler Fluck: spaces like, like the police and be able to, um, teach at several different angles, you know? And a lot of that is just, um, you know, invitations to, you know, broaden, um, the perspective on things and kind of appreciate the short night- sightedness of why the laws were passed in the first place.

[00:35:32] Joe Moore: Right. Um, that makes sense to me.

[00:35:36] Joe Moore: And these po- yeah, the police are, eh, victims of the same propaganda that we are. And I read, I read something recently, I need to find out if this is true or not, that the D.A.R.E. program was kind of like an MLM- Yeah … like a multi-level marketing deal. Have yous ever bumped into this?

[00:35:54] Travis Tyler Fluck: Well, I’ve, I’ve been a D.A.R.E.

[00:35:56] Travis Tyler Fluck: participant.

[00:35:58] Joe Moore: I- You know? I got the training, and that’s when I [00:36:00] found out LSD was very interesting. Um- As a young person

[00:36:04] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, depending on how they like, you know, s- sell the prohibition attitude. You know, there’s that South Park episode where Mr. Mackey passes around some cannabis and, uh, yeah, I forget who ends up with it.

[00:36:17] Travis Tyler Fluck: I think Mr. Garrison ends up with it. Um- But yeah, it didn’t, obviously didn’t dissuade me. Um, but the MLM part is, is interesting. Um-

[00:36:27] Joe Moore: I’ll come… I’ll circle back on if that’s true. Yeah. Everybody don’t quote me on it, but it’s a suspicion. Well,

[00:36:32] Travis Tyler Fluck: well, I think a lot about, like, MLM structure or Ponzi structure- Mm-hmm

[00:36:36] Travis Tyler Fluck: or things like that, and just how to, like, uh, take the each, each one teach one kind of paradigm, and then MLM it, you know, in that way. Mm-hmm. That, like, that if I, you know, initiate you, you know, and, and each one teach one was revolving around slaves and literacy, that if you knew how to read, that it was your responsibility to teach the next slave how to read.

[00:36:58] Travis Tyler Fluck: And I feel like the same way with, uh, [00:37:00] psychedelic literacy or entheogenic literacy, um, is that we have an opportunity to, like, you know, uh, care for the next person down the line and kind of like, you know, educate- Mm-hmm … and create, like, um, visible resources, you know? And that’s one of the things that’s a real blessing in my life is, like, I can gift somebody something and say, “Feel free to reach out to me if anything, if you have any concerns.”

[00:37:27] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. And

[00:37:28] Travis Tyler Fluck: they’re like, “Well, what do you want?” And I was like, “Just reach out to me.” The rising tide will raise all the ships.

[00:37:33] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:37:34] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? Yeah,

[00:37:34] Joe Moore: I love that. And you’ve made yourself deeply available to the Denver community in ways that, um, I think are unique to you, you know? Um, you really, I think– I don’t know how you came up with wanting to be this available for everybody, but, um, yeah, do you, do you have a story there?

[00:37:54] Travis Tyler Fluck: It just, you know, it was a byproduct or a self-evident feature of the inner work that I was doing. [00:38:00]

[00:38:00] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:38:00] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? And then this just, like, challenge, like, you know, to take an insight and turn it into demonstrable action. You know, people have a peak experience or a unit of experience, but then they come back, and then they don’t act like it.

[00:38:15] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:38:15] Travis Tyler Fluck: So what the, these plant allies have been in training me in is, like, if we’re gonna give you these insights and you embody them, then there’s the coolest stuff is still ahead.

[00:38:27] Joe Moore: Right.

[00:38:28] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? So there’s been this, like, um, incentive to collect all the Easter eggs, if you wanna say that. And then I guess there’s also been this, like, recognition that there’s something deep inside of my experience that wants to be free.

[00:38:42] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[00:38:43] Travis Tyler Fluck: And what I’m finding is that my freedom, my isolated freedom is not nearly as cool as if I in, hold this in community, you know? And as a feature is, of all is self. You know? [00:39:00] So, you know, I am another you, and instead of, you know, intellectualizing that, it becomes this embodied practice. And, uh, you know, it just, like, feeds my curiosity as, like, what happens if we just keep following this, you know, this, this, the thread.

[00:39:15] Travis Tyler Fluck: Mm-hmm. You know? And it just, um, you know, the intervals are, are variable, but the rewards are, like, beyond anything that I knew was on the menu for being a human being.

[00:39:27] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[00:39:28] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know, the existential- Yeah … relief, um, the path to eldership, which is that kind of EIT, uh, commentary, um, because that’s what I’ve lacked in my life, um, are…

[00:39:40] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know that, you know that book, Are You My Mother?

[00:39:42] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[00:39:43] Travis Tyler Fluck: So, like, my life has been like, “Are you my mentor? Are you my mentor?” And then I have to deal with, like, the, these people that, that present themselves, I have to deal with a fair amount of disillusionment around, because they are not the embodied big T truth, you know?

[00:39:58] Travis Tyler Fluck: Mm-hmm. And then so [00:40:00] more and more it becomes, uh, obvious that all of us hold that, that big T truth, but we have to, like, take our own vector into that. And I am a big student of, uh, Krishnamurti’s work. Do you know anything about Krishnamurti? So he, um, was groomed to be the leader of this esoteric organization, and on the night of his inauguration, he completely dismantled it-

[00:40:24] Travis Tyler Fluck: and stated that the path to truth is a pathless one, and the mere fact that this organization exists and implies that they are a path to truth, like, there’s hypocrisy in that, so I’m dismantling the whole thing. Um, so I just, like, you know, just there’s all these cool threads that I weave into my worldview and how I put that into practice.

[00:40:44] Travis Tyler Fluck: And a lot of it is just, like, it, it becomes, um, like these, like, uh… It’s like, uh, the, the pranksters. You know? Mm-hmm. Like this, like, this kind of, like, trickstery way to kinda interface with the rigidity of, of consensus [00:41:00] reality, and as I mature in it, I’m learning how to be a sweeter, older version instead of a confrontative, provocative, uh- Okay

[00:41:08] Travis Tyler Fluck: version.

[00:41:09] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[00:41:10] Travis Tyler Fluck: But it’s fun. It’s like a big life art project.

[00:41:13] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:41:13] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[00:41:14] Joe Moore: Yeah. There’s so many directions to go. Yeah.

[00:41:19] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[00:41:19] Joe Moore: Um, yeah. Krishnamurti. Everybody read some Krishnamurti.

[00:41:24] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. And I will say that about, like, when I give people access to me, I’m constantly evaluating my capacity, you know? There are a lot of times that I spend very isolated and introverted so that I can come back out and be as, uh, potent as possible.

[00:41:42] Travis Tyler Fluck: Mm-hmm. But that’s, you know, something that we’re not taught in a, uh, society that values an eternal spring of productivity, is that we need winters, you know? We need to, like, r- you know, come back to a regulated nervous system to be able to do our best work. And if I’m not modeling that out in the world, I’m, [00:42:00] I’m only perpetuating the, the culture, the, the, um, what do they call it?

[00:42:04] Travis Tyler Fluck: The hustle culture.

[00:42:06] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:42:06] Travis Tyler Fluck: But in a different, just a different, um, flavor.

[00:42:10] Joe Moore: Yeah. Every few decades, maybe a forest fire.

[00:42:13] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yep.

[00:42:15] Joe Moore: Um, but yeah, absolutely. There’s cycles and all sorts of interesting trajectories, and yeah, to propose a single path for all is cartoonish, which I think is, um, some of my pushback on the psychedelic ecosystem often is like, “No, all you do is this.

[00:42:34] Joe Moore: This is it.” You know? And perhaps that’s true to lower your PTSD scores in some cases, but, like, what if you wanted to think bigger?

[00:42:43] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, and that’s why I keep calling in eldership, because, like, I need to see an example of somebody that woke up within this context and actually embodies, you know, cosmic wisdom.

[00:42:55] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[00:42:55] Travis Tyler Fluck: Like, I need that. I need to know that there’s a successful story out there of someone that did it, [00:43:00] you know? ‘Cause we often hear these stories that are like, you know, like 100 years ago, or– And then we have to, like– We don’t get to conjunctively interface with that stuff. We have to take somebody’s word for it that these beings existed, you know, like Ram Dass talking about his guru, right?

[00:43:15] Travis Tyler Fluck: That’s two degrees of separation. Um, and-

[00:43:19] Joe Moore: But you’d like the in-person intimate encounter with that type of person.

[00:43:25] Travis Tyler Fluck: Well, to be able to, um, feel into their experience.

[00:43:31] Joe Moore: Mm.

[00:43:32] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? Like, when you’re around a calm person, like, generally you calm down, you know? You might fight it for a second, but it’s just- Mm-hmm

[00:43:40] Travis Tyler Fluck: just the way it goes down. And before I knew anything, years ago, I saw the Dalai Lama speak, and when he would giggle, like, the hairs on my arms would, like, go on end, you know? I didn’t really un- appreciate what was happening there.

[00:43:54] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[00:43:54] Travis Tyler Fluck: But he was setting the tone, you know, um, from a more enlightened [00:44:00] perspective.

[00:44:00] Travis Tyler Fluck: And, you know, I, I have to, uh, at least in my experience, that this, uh, this, this process of personal evolution is supported in allyship with these plant teachers, that it’s not just, um, feeling better. It’s going beyond that and really getting to the root of where these, um, this suffering is coming from, you know?

[00:44:23] Travis Tyler Fluck: And, and often I’ll, I’ll mention the illusion of separation kind of being the root, but that’s a place that most people can’t follow. Or if we start talking about layers of, um, systemic oppression like colonialism or patriarchy or, you know, like, people just can’t… They can’t appreciate that that’s why the symptoms of depression and anxiety are revealing themselves.

[00:44:47] Joe Moore: Robert Anton Wilson a while ago in one of his talks talked about the How many Buddhas exist today? And his, his, uh, concept based on his read [00:45:00] of the world, he got a good amount of experience in these weird circles, and it’s like more exist now than ever before in history, which I think is interesting. You know, there’s more abundance, less illness, therefore more practice, and community, and sangha, and people can, like keep evolving, which I find interesting.

[00:45:19] Joe Moore: I, I, um… Mike Crowley, have you bumped into his work yet?

[00:45:23] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yep. Yeah. So I know, I’m friends with Acacia.

[00:45:25] Joe Moore: Okay.

[00:45:26] Travis Tyler Fluck: And Mike is her lama.

[00:45:28] Joe Moore: Cool. Yeah, he’s a fascinating character. He’s still around. Um, I haven’t spent a ton of time with him, but I’ve always enjoyed my time with him. And you know, there’s… If they’re that in awake, are they really gonna wanna seek any kind of attention?

[00:45:44] Joe Moore: It’s hard.

[00:45:45] Travis Tyler Fluck: Well, there’s that, there’s that thing if two Buddhas cro- pass each other in the street, they w- wouldn’t know that they were Buddhas.

[00:45:52] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:45:52] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? There’s not like this, like, virtue signaling around that.

[00:45:55] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:45:56] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? And- Yeah … so, you know, like, [00:46:00] I have to like take my conceptual models that are oriented towards what that looks like and, you know, like offer them for recalibration all the time, because I’ve never really been exposed to somebody embodied in that.

[00:46:13] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:46:14] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? And then when I am, then I’ll, you know, like it’ll be, like the questions will become irrelevant because it’ll have is-ness. Um, I’m giving a talk on Sunday at Plant Magic Cafe, and I’m gonna introduce people to Ramana Maharshi.

[00:46:28] Joe Moore: Cool.

[00:46:29] Travis Tyler Fluck: Do you know anything about Ramana Maharshi?

[00:46:31] Joe Moore: I, I used to be able to speak about him.

[00:46:33] Travis Tyler Fluck: He self-realized as a child.

[00:46:35] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. And

[00:46:35] Travis Tyler Fluck: then his gift was the transmission of silence.

[00:46:39] Joe Moore: Hmm.

[00:46:39] Travis Tyler Fluck: So these people would travel great distances to go see the enlightened saint and have a litany of questions, and when they would get before him, they would all become irrelevant, and they would just sit in silence for 30 minutes, and they would get up completely satisfied with what they had experienced.

[00:46:55] Travis Tyler Fluck: So there’s these three famous pictures of him, and when we [00:47:00] try to articulate what presence truly is, you know, um, it’s conceptual model of what that is. And, uh, so this guy, when you see a picture of it, you know that he’s just pure awareness looking back at you, and that just, even being with that picture for me is psychedelic.

[00:47:15] Joe Moore: Hmm.

[00:47:16] Travis Tyler Fluck: Knowing that that person looking is just pure awareness.

[00:47:20] Joe Moore: So where do you see psychedelics fitting in with this kind of pursuit?

[00:47:24] Travis Tyler Fluck: Well, they dovetail, you know? But it’s like there’s gonna be a sub- a subsect of this landscape that- chooses the path of a, the initiate.

[00:47:35] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[00:47:35] Travis Tyler Fluck: And I think that that is where that, that stuff will become very obvious, uh, that the intellectualizations around ascension and, you know, uh, personal spiritual evolution are kind of like, um, revealed in the entheogenic context.

[00:47:53] Travis Tyler Fluck: And if you’ve ever had a, uh, you know, a pretty depersonalized experience, that a lot [00:48:00] of it feels more real than this.

[00:48:02] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[00:48:02] Travis Tyler Fluck: Right? So I guess there- Mm-hmm … there’s like something to like look into there. Why does that feel more real than this?

[00:48:09] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[00:48:09] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know, a lot of the insights that I’ve received in that state didn’t have to be like argued to me.

[00:48:14] Travis Tyler Fluck: There’s no bullet point. It was just like, “Oh, right. I am a spiritual being having a human experience.” You know? Right. So there’s this mnemonic quality, as Kalindi would say, this opportunity to remember, you know?

[00:48:29] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[00:48:30] Travis Tyler Fluck: And I think that, um, you know, at least in my, in my journey, my study of esotericism became the substrate, uh, by which the mushroom went in and said, “Oh, you’ve read about a chakra?

[00:48:42] Travis Tyler Fluck: Let’s actually show you a chakra.” Because now it’s conjunctive knowledge. It’s d- Now you’re directly perceiving it instead of taking someone else’s word for it.

[00:48:50] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:48:51] Travis Tyler Fluck: Which is the, if you just consider the economy of direct perception versus taking someone’s word for it, it’s like, you know, it’s exponentially [00:49:00] like, uh, more economical.

[00:49:02] Joe Moore: Right. Yeah. Going and seeing ancient sites is far more valuable than reading about them or seeing-

[00:49:09] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah …

[00:49:09] Joe Moore: pictures.

[00:49:10] Travis Tyler Fluck: It just does something to you. And then it also cannot be taken away.

[00:49:14] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:49:15] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know?

[00:49:16] Joe Moore: Right. Absolutely. Um, so what else did we wanna chat about? I-

[00:49:24] Travis Tyler Fluck: Aspen?

[00:49:25] Joe Moore: Sure. Let’s talk about that. Yeah.

[00:49:28] Travis Tyler Fluck: So the Aspen Psychedelic Symposium is coming up in a month, and this is the third year I believe they have thrown it, and the first two years I attended.

[00:49:37] Travis Tyler Fluck: And, and as the, as the title, uh, denotes, it is a symposium, and it’s science leaning, and I felt kind of like, um, bummed that the personal use space hasn’t really had an opportunity to, uh, speak about itself. And after attending MAPS last year, I got a very specific depression because, uh, again, I [00:50:00] felt like the personal use space wasn’t given the time of day, uh, to make its case in congruence to the medicalized way of doing this.

[00:50:08] Travis Tyler Fluck: And this year, the Aspen folks invited me to speak. I didn’t even have to apply, uh, just because they’ve been just like watching my work for so long. So I’m gonna be on stage with Mudu Baki. Do you know who that is?

[00:50:21] Joe Moore: Is he one of the… Oh, yeah. Actually, I do. So he’s one of- I follow him. I met him a couple times.

[00:50:24] Travis Tyler Fluck: He’s one of Kalindi’s students.

[00:50:25] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:50:26] Travis Tyler Fluck: And so we’re gonna be on stage, uh, in dialogue around the perspective of the initiate. Looking around at what’s happening here.

[00:50:33] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:50:34] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then, um, I guess last year 400 people attended, and I, I feel like all of my gifting events have been ramping up to this ’cause I was like, how cool would it be to do the Oprah thing and just gift all the participants a therapeutic dose of mushrooms, and tell them that this, I’m giving all this to you for less than the cost of one person going to a healing center for one [00:51:00] session.

[00:51:00] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[00:51:01] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then I also saw an opportunity to invite people to participate in a qualitative study where, uh, people self-report on their own experiences with the gift, and then we take all of that storytelling data and aggregate it with a chatbot essentially so that anybody can sit down in front of the data and kinda move through it.

[00:51:20] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then, um, some people showed up in support of that idea, and I realized I could do all of that for less than the cost of one person going to a healing center for one experience.

[00:51:30] Speaker 3: Mm.

[00:51:32] Travis Tyler Fluck: So in its- Hell yeah … so in its most ideal presentation, all 4, 400 people accept my invitation and then self-report, and then we have a huge body of something to look at.

[00:51:43] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[00:51:43] Travis Tyler Fluck: Uh, if for nothing else to create contrast and to, you know, recognize that, like, the amount of normalized trauma that we deal with, uh, you know, on a daily basis, like the creating access points through this, uh, [00:52:00] regulation transactional model, like we can’t keep up the, with the rate of attrition. You know, the lawn is growing way too fast for us to mow it.

[00:52:07] Travis Tyler Fluck: So I feel like the evolved version of this is holding these medicines in mutual aid, and the mushroom has proven itself as a very, uh, economic, um, ally in that pursuit. A mushroom once told me, “As long as cows poop, y’all are gonna have mushrooms, so don’t make this a scarcity thing.”

[00:52:28] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:52:28] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? And I, and I, and I’ve just, like really taken that to heart.

[00:52:32] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then, um, Hunter S. Thompson is local to Aspen, so every time I do a, uh, talk, I dedicate it to Hunter, and he ran for sheriff years ago. Huge inspiration as far as, like how I show up as an activist. And there’s this, uh, style of journalism that he is, um, that they’ve… Gonzo journalism, which they claim he invented, which is [00:53:00] immersive, subjective, and essentially using poetry or hyperbole to, you know, describe, uh, an event.

[00:53:07] Travis Tyler Fluck: And I feel like this self-reporting process is in, in some way, shape, or form a form of Gonzo journalism.

[00:53:14] Speaker 3: Mm.

[00:53:14] Travis Tyler Fluck: So you have all these threads that kinda weave together. So it’s, um, from my optics, it’s an art project guised as a qualitative study.

[00:53:23] Joe Moore: That’s great.

[00:53:25] Travis Tyler Fluck: And so just one last piece, someone was asking me, “Well, how do you incentivize people to actually follow through with this?”

[00:53:32] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know, like, we t- we take these things on all the time, and then we never follow through, and it took me about 24 hours and I said, “Well, I’m just gonna ask people to give me their word.”

[00:53:43] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[00:53:43] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know, when’s the last time someone asked for your- Mm-hmm … word specifically? And then if nothing else, that becomes a data point.

[00:53:49] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[00:53:49] Travis Tyler Fluck: 200 people gave me their word, but only 10 people followed through.

[00:53:53] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:53:54] Travis Tyler Fluck: So if, uh, accountability and impeccability aren’t core values in what we’re trying to do with this [00:54:00] plant medicine space, like, what are we doing?

[00:54:02] Joe Moore: Sure. Yeah. Well, a lot of different things is the answer.

[00:54:07] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[00:54:08] Joe Moore: But yes, I’m with you.

[00:54:09] Joe Moore: I think that’s a really cool way to go about it, and there’s, yeah, how do you incentivize them? Most research I’ve seen people go through, they’re not getting paid for anyway, if I’m being honest. Um, you know, you get the gift ahead of time, you know? It’s-

[00:54:24] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, I’ve never applied for a study, so I don’t know what that first person perspective is like, but I, in my world, I get to deal with all the people that, um, either don’t qualify for the studies and then come find me, or they see themselves in the studies, not realizing that they would’ve never qualified for them in the first place, and then don’t have the textbook, you know, experience that the- Mm-hmm

[00:54:46] Travis Tyler Fluck: study has promised them, and they’re, they feel like something’s wrong with them. So then I get to, like, meet them in that place.

[00:54:54] Joe Moore: Right. Yeah. So, ugh, well, this is gonna be fascinating. [00:55:00] I love that. Um-

[00:55:01] Travis Tyler Fluck: Are you coming to Aspen?

[00:55:02] Joe Moore: Yeah. I think, I think I’m doing something on, uh, talking to kids about substance, which will be nice.

[00:55:10] Travis Tyler Fluck: Great.

[00:55:11] Joe Moore: Um, and I, you know, I’ve been to the MAPS events. I, I was there. I’m always a little bummed out that, you know, uh, I don’t think drug policy reform gets in the right kind of attention. I don’t think, like, the actual use cases get enough attention. So I was at the Berkeley Psychedelic Safety Summit ages ago.

[00:55:33] Joe Moore: I forget who paid for it. One of the bazillionaires out there paid for it, and I’m roughly glad it happened. Um, I had to pay my own way and all that to participate in their, kind of, data gathering and free labor. But, um, 99% of those conversations were about 1% of use cases, which is, like, clinical trials and the medical model and these state models.

[00:55:55] Joe Moore: Um, but not about what’s happening at shows and kind of healing [00:56:00] spaces that aren’t kind of, you know, where most of the action is happening.

[00:56:03] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. Um, if I have a byway, um, I would like to throw an event the day before MAPS starts next year in a park where people can be barefoot.

[00:56:12] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:56:12] Travis Tyler Fluck: And we can actually, like- Talk about, like, real, real use cases and how this is being held in community, and all the things that have been kind of like, um, not de-platformed, but just the stuff that isn’t getting the, getting put into the limelight, but that people can feel into.

[00:56:31] Travis Tyler Fluck: Mm-hmm. You know? Like, I’m not getting off on a pie chart, but if, you know, someone tells their testimonial, like, I’ll probably need a Kleenex.

[00:56:38] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:56:38] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? And that’s real to me.

[00:56:40] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Well, uh, would love to chat with you about that, I think. Um, I’m probably not hosting any workshops, so it’d be free. I got microphones and some big speakers.

[00:56:52] Joe Moore: So, um, I think events outside in Denver aren’t too difficult to put together-

[00:56:57] Travis Tyler Fluck: No … from

[00:56:57] Joe Moore: what I understand. And

[00:56:58] Travis Tyler Fluck: I just like, when I think [00:57:00] about being, like, barefoot, like, that’s just… It’s like duh. You know what I mean?

[00:57:05] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:57:06] Travis Tyler Fluck: Um, which is a totally different vibe. And there’s this, you know, this, this thing that’s really tough to accept is that, you know, um, Maps comes here, and then the high ticket price.

[00:57:17] Travis Tyler Fluck: I mean, they, they let a lot of people in with scholarship, and I am, like, very, you know, grateful for that. But it, it’s just like, I feel like Colorado, uh, should be able to just enter the space, you know?

[00:57:29] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[00:57:30] Travis Tyler Fluck: Um, if you’re gonna come here and do the thing here. Um, but I think, I think there’s, like, an, uh, eventually there’s an opportunity for all of us to have our territory.

[00:57:39] Travis Tyler Fluck: Or not territory, but, like, that it all works together, that it isn’t there, there an us and a them and a marginalized and a centered, but there’s this, like, this, this thing that, that weaves in good faith, um, at the speed of trust.

[00:57:54] Joe Moore: And there’s all these niches that need to get built out.

[00:57:56] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. ‘

[00:57:56] Joe Moore: Cause a lot of us wanna have, like, very niche conversations, [00:58:00] and we can’t show up in these spaces to have those ’cause nobody has, like, the fundamental training or experience to have those conversations well.

[00:58:10] Joe Moore: So I think there’s so much room for so many smaller events, too.

[00:58:13] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[00:58:14] Joe Moore: Because we need to build those conversations. Like, they’re all really important.

[00:58:18] Travis Tyler Fluck: Rudiments.

[00:58:19] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[00:58:19] Travis Tyler Fluck: It’s how you build up to any complex activity, you know? Yeah. You, like, teach people the, the really basic elements. Um, and one of the things that I do in my share circles or integration groups is, like, we are teaching each other how to hold space.

[00:58:34] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[00:58:34] Travis Tyler Fluck: Which becomes with or without substance.

[00:58:36] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[00:58:36] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? And with everybody as polarized as they are, you know, that becomes a really valuable skill out in the world for many reasons. If nothing else, to protect your own, you know, psychic energies and your emotional state, to really-

[00:58:50] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm …

[00:58:51] Travis Tyler Fluck: hold space.

[00:58:53] Travis Tyler Fluck: And, um, but yeah, I’m just, uh, the more time I spend in that consequential area of people that, that are [00:59:00] curious and, you know, me not wanting them to be taken advantage of by people that claim self-anointed authority, that is learned. Like, what are these, what skills do people need? To be able to, uh, create their own, um, like navigational techniques.

[00:59:18] Travis Tyler Fluck: Like, what are the questions to ask?

[00:59:21] Joe Moore: Did you see the recent book by Julian Baney? Um, it’s brand new. It’s kind of just… Are you familiar with him at all?

[00:59:29] Travis Tyler Fluck: No.

[00:59:29] Joe Moore: A British, British witch, occultist who’s been around the psychedelic space for many decades. I think it was one of the most concise and well done, like, this is how you trip with your friends kind of book.

[00:59:42] Joe Moore: And, you know, I didn’t agree with everything 100%, nor should I, but I, I was like, “This is the book a lot of people should have as their starting point.” S-

[00:59:51] Travis Tyler Fluck: so let me ask you this. Yeah Does it, is it contextualized within, like, a British kind of way of doing things? Uh,

[00:59:58] Joe Moore: I [01:00:00] don’t know enough about the British, I guess- No,

[01:00:01] Travis Tyler Fluck: I’m just saying

[01:00:01] Travis Tyler Fluck: to speak to it Does it seem like a c- like a, it’s culturally appropriate for that?

[01:00:05] Joe Moore: For Americans?

[01:00:06] Travis Tyler Fluck: Oh, for Americans.

[01:00:06] Joe Moore: Okay And for British. Like, yeah, I th- it wasn’t too far… Like, I called him an occultist and whatever, but that’s kind of just how he shows up in the world. Um, but he’s, he’s an amazing speaker, amazing lecturer, and it was comfortable enough as a read, I think, for m- your average person.

[01:00:23] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, I would love to read it because- Yeah … uh, you know, like I, in my world, I just wanna grok everything that’s out there. Mm-hmm. Even if I ultimately become, like, not advocate for it- Yeah … I feel like it’s just really good to know, like, what is being said out there because, you know, even a blind squirrel can find a few nuts.

[01:00:39] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[01:00:39] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know, there’s a few pearls that come out of things, and I’m, I’m really good at, um, kind of like collage. I’m like a collage artist in that way.

[01:00:46] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[01:00:47] Travis Tyler Fluck: Um, but yeah, I’d just like to know kind of where everybody’s contemplations are because we are in a process of, uh, reintegrating all of this, you know?

[01:00:57] Travis Tyler Fluck: And re- We’re on

[01:00:57] Joe Moore: the tail end of the storming phase and working on the [01:01:00] norming phase maybe.

[01:01:01] Travis Tyler Fluck: Well, we’re still stuck w- at, you know, I’ll use the metaphor of the six blind men that go visit the elephant, the old Persian poem.

[01:01:07] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:01:08] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. We’re still not, like, sussing out that this is an elephant here.

[01:01:12] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[01:01:12] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know, like, oh, it treats anxiety and depression, or oh, you know, like end of life, you know what I mean? We’re meeting all the, we’re meeting this multidimensional thing, you know, where we’re at, and then we’re just staying there. And, um, so yeah, I j- I would like to think that this is all h- like I said, like a neonate.

[01:01:32] Joe Moore: Right.

[01:01:32] Travis Tyler Fluck: It’s still young a- and helpless and has not told us what its needs are and, you know, um, if we were, um, mature enough- And

[01:01:42] Joe Moore: it is variable too.

[01:01:44] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah

[01:01:44] Joe Moore: Like, what are we actually speaking about? Like-

[01:01:46] Travis Tyler Fluck: That’s the elephant

[01:01:47] Joe Moore: part … honestly, well, you know, yes, and, like, I, if I’m talking about breathwork and, and, uh, like Holotropic Breathwork and LSD, it’s like a r- it’s a slightly different or potentially giant different [01:02:00] conversation than ayahuasca and mushrooms or iboga.

[01:02:03] Joe Moore: Um- Yeah … but there’s a similarity, but there’s also a major difference.

[01:02:06] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[01:02:07] Joe Moore: Um, so it’s a big elephant.

[01:02:09] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[01:02:09] Joe Moore: Yeah. Um, but it’s hard to have that conversation even with deep, uh, initiates into those specific traditions, you know?

[01:02:18] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, I think it’s application over time.

[01:02:20] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:02:21] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? Just being content with, like, that we had the conversation and that maybe it’ll grow roots.

[01:02:27] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. ‘

[01:02:27] Travis Tyler Fluck: Cause oftentimes when we hear something once and then we hear it reaffirmed in the world, it kinda does s- it concretizes it a little bit more. Maybe, oh, maybe that person wasn’t as far off the mark as I thought.

[01:02:37] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:02:38] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? Um, so our, you know, uh, being more mature, you know, people that are a little bit further in this process and, like, wanting, wanting, you know, to create environments for people to arrive at self-evident truth, you know, our tactics are gonna evolve.

[01:02:54] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:02:54] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? And just, like, the appreciation of how rigid people’s paradigms are, [01:03:00] and any time you have something rigid, it’s also brittle.

[01:03:02] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:03:03] Travis Tyler Fluck: So just, like, v- really, like, being, bringing as much care into these conversations and dismantling as much righteousness and allowing for curiosity.

[01:03:13] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:03:13] Travis Tyler Fluck: ‘Cause most people aren’t permissed enough to have true curiosity.

[01:03:17] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[01:03:17] Travis Tyler Fluck: They’ll, you’ll say a big word, and they won’t stop you. And you’ll be like, “Well, I could’ve totally… I would’ve been happy to unpack that so that we can actually be in the experience together.”

[01:03:27] Joe Moore: Right. And I think, yeah, listeners and learners, like, take that to heart.

[01:03:32] Joe Moore: Like, if someone is taking the time to speak to you, and, you know, especially if they’re kind of far along in their experience, like, they want to be sure that you’re not, they’re not, they’re not going over your head.

[01:03:45] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, and then just a, you know, just a precautionary thing here, um, you know what 13th stepping is?

[01:03:52] Joe Moore: Oh, let’s have it.

[01:03:53] Travis Tyler Fluck: So in the AA space, there’s this, uh, outside of the 12 steps, there’s a 13th kind of thing where, [01:04:00] like, just because someone has 30 years of clean time doesn’t mean they know what they’re talking about.

[01:04:04] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm. And

[01:04:04] Travis Tyler Fluck: there could be predatory agenda in that.

[01:04:06] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[01:04:06] Travis Tyler Fluck: So another, another thing is, like, if you’re not in an enthusiastically…

[01:04:10] Travis Tyler Fluck: If you’re not giving consent enthusiastically when you’re interfacing with somebody that has a lot more time in this space, just l- like, look at that. You know? Mm-hmm. Just don’t assume that just ’cause someone has 30 years taking mushrooms that they have any idea what, that they’re talking about.

[01:04:25] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:04:25] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know?

[01:04:27] Joe Moore: Yes.

[01:04:27] Travis Tyler Fluck: So it’s just like this taking power back-

[01:04:30] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm …

[01:04:30] Travis Tyler Fluck: you know, in the dynamic like that. Like, don’t give your power away if you don’t have to.

[01:04:35] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. And there’s, yeah, a couple cult warnings. Like, there’s groups out there, folks, that present as plant medicine communities that are, you know, global or national in scope, and they’re not allowing you to ask what is in their sacrament.

[01:04:52] Joe Moore: Um, that’s a red flag AF. Like, they’re saying it’s plant medicine, but it’s probably MDMA, [01:05:00] and that’s not okay. That’s a huge consent issue.

[01:05:03] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. There’s this motivation for people to walk away with having an impactful experience. So the people that are- Mm-hmm … kind of like behind what you’re talking about are- Yeah

[01:05:15] Travis Tyler Fluck: are, that’s their strategy. So they, that there’s this knowledge like, oh, if I put MDMA in it, then they’re definitely gonna have an experience, and there’s, there’s, uh, examples in our landscape here where a camera gets shoved in somebody’s face right as they’re coming down out of an experience like that, and they’re like, “Oh, well give us a testimonial for the next person,” you know?

[01:05:35] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. And/or donate to my cause. Yep. Buy real estate with me. And-

[01:05:40] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yep …

[01:05:41] Joe Moore: there’s so much, um, opportunism here, so be careful. Choose your friends well, and cultivate that community, you know? The more you break bread or share lentil soup with-

[01:05:53] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah …

[01:05:54] Joe Moore: the more trust there is there over time.

[01:05:57] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. And don’t be shy about slowing down.

[01:05:59] Joe Moore: [01:06:00] Mm.

[01:06:00] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? I have a lot of people that gain proximity to me, and then they wanna build things with me, and I’m like, “Well, I haven’t seen you move-

[01:06:07] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm …

[01:06:07] Travis Tyler Fluck: long enough.” And they’re like, “Well, we’ve known each other for five years.” I was like, “I’m not, I’m not moving quickly.”

[01:06:12] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[01:06:13] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? Like, there’s, uh, this, uh, way of looking at trust as a non-binary, right?

[01:06:19] Travis Tyler Fluck: Mm-hmm. So layers of trust. So the first layer would be like, I trust you enough to go to Wendy’s and not mess up my order. But then they- Mm … then, you know, as you move through these concentric layers, then they’re the inner sanctum.

[01:06:31] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[01:06:31] Travis Tyler Fluck: And they’re like, “But I’m not gonna let you into my inner sanctum.”

[01:06:33] Travis Tyler Fluck: Mm-hmm.

[01:06:34] Speaker 3: And

[01:06:34] Travis Tyler Fluck: I think that’s where, like, a lot of these binary constructs fail us, is it, it either is or it isn’t, and there’s this opportunity to create strata in between the binary.

[01:06:45] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Yeah. I like that. Yeah. And, um, I’m probably gonna build some consent training in the near term just because I watch so many people get so abused and taken- Yeah

[01:06:58] Joe Moore: advantage of and… [01:07:00] You know, do we actually even know what consent is here, everybody? I, I don’t know.

[01:07:04] Travis Tyler Fluck: Well, enthusiastic consent is usually how I frame it. Like, if you’re not 10 toes in, no. Yeah,

[01:07:10] Joe Moore: yeah.

[01:07:10] Travis Tyler Fluck: And no is a complete sentence.

[01:07:12] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:07:12] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? Mm-hmm. Like, um, and it, it’s, you know, early adopters’ permission, you know, like just appreciating that, like, people are gonna need this in a world of learned helplessness, and people that just give away their agency and we just, you know, en masse we do that.

[01:07:29] Travis Tyler Fluck: Mm. And then we ended up with the, you know, the, the, some of the specific issues that we have because of that.

[01:07:35] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[01:07:36] Travis Tyler Fluck: So yeah, teaching consent is really important, and also, like, it gives people an opportunity to have an embodied experience. What is your body telling you? You know, outside of the pressure to, like, give an answer quickly.

[01:07:47] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Right. Yeah. So I think there’s a lot of hope here. There’s, you know, this thing is so young. It’s gonna keep forming. Um, I want it to stay somewhat [01:08:00] feral for a while- As order gets put on us, I know it’s gonna be challenging. Um, but I think there’s… How do you control people from growing mushrooms or-

[01:08:12] Travis Tyler Fluck: Well, the cat’s out of the

[01:08:13] Joe Moore: bag

[01:08:14] Travis Tyler Fluck: there

[01:08:14] Travis Tyler Fluck: consuming

[01:08:14] Joe Moore: after? Like, it’s impossible.

[01:08:15] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[01:08:16] Joe Moore: This stuff is never gonna go away.

[01:08:19] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. Um, and I think in Colorado, we can kinda become a vanguard in how the people can rise to the responsibility that will kind of show that the, the governmental regulated way can’t even reach the amount of impeccability and integrity that we can hold these conversations in.

[01:08:41] Joe Moore: Do you think there’s going to be some interesting battles, um, for decriminalized personal use type spaces from this kind of hyper-medicalized model?

[01:08:53] Travis Tyler Fluck: Well, that was our argument when we were opposing the statewide measure, when we were- Mm-hmm … arguing for a decrim first scenario- Mm-hmm … because [01:09:00] lobbying exists.

[01:09:02] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:09:02] Travis Tyler Fluck: So we don’t know what lobbying is gonna look like. When you have FDA approved, uh, psilocybin at $9,000 a dose, you know, it’s, like, in their best interest to lobby to, like, do what they did to medical cannabis and just keep whittling it away.

[01:09:16] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[01:09:16] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? Um, so that was, like, already, uh… w- we were already thinking about this, you know?

[01:09:23] Travis Tyler Fluck: Mm-hmm. And, and, um, so the thing that we can constantly do is just, like, take utmost responsibility in how this rolls out and just keep, like, you know, like, having all of that real world e- experience to give testimonial around, you know? Like, don’t create a problem where there isn’t one.

[01:09:40] Joe Moore: Is there any organizing happening ahead of any kind of battle?

[01:09:45] Joe Moore: Like, how I see a lot of this is that the s- state of Colorado set their program up with too much safety and caution, and as a result it became so expensive, businesses are losing out. I could see there being a reaction in that space [01:10:00] to say, “We need to fight decrim back as these poor business users.”

[01:10:04] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[01:10:05] Joe Moore: Or are you seeing it more from FDA pharma?

[01:10:10] Joe Moore: I guess my, my question is like

[01:10:11] Travis Tyler Fluck: are you- Well, I’m not seeing it yet. You know, like, um, Compass came to Colorado, um, a year ago I guess now and passed the trigger law.

[01:10:18] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[01:10:19] Travis Tyler Fluck: For… And I, like, raised a fuss, and the-

[01:10:21] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm …

[01:10:22] Travis Tyler Fluck: powers that be told me that Colorado has never said no to an FDA approved medication.

[01:10:28] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[01:10:28] Travis Tyler Fluck: So don’t wa- don’t waste my time.

[01:10:30] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:10:30] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? And I was just trying to make the argument, like, why would you want the… why would you wanna let the synthetic in when we have the, the natural shit?

[01:10:38] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. You know

[01:10:38] Travis Tyler Fluck: what I mean? Why would you wanna, like, even allow it in the same space? Um, but they just weren’t ready for that, you know?

[01:10:46] Travis Tyler Fluck: And, um, so we haven’t really seen We haven’t really seen like, like in Oregon there was a prime example of, um, rule making that happened, um, maybe two years ago at this point, where they added this, uh, [01:11:00] self-policing rule in and said, “If you are licensed, you are not allowed to do anything outside of that, um, scope.”

[01:11:06] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[01:11:06] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then they added this other layer that if you know of someone that’s doing something and you don’t tell on them, then you are also, like, subject to criminal prosecution as well.

[01:11:15] Joe Moore: Criminal?

[01:11:17] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[01:11:17] Joe Moore: Oh, dude. Um, is it

[01:11:19] Travis Tyler Fluck: Baltimore? I don’t know that anybody’s, like, actually-

[01:11:21] Joe Moore: Yeah …

[01:11:22] Travis Tyler Fluck: but, but yeah, I mean, there’s this whole thing of, like, the, the Oregon measure was passed o- on three c- three pillars, and one of them was affordability.

[01:11:30] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:11:31] Travis Tyler Fluck: Right? And they also promised- … that 90,000 people were gonna wanna get services the first year, and then 3,000 did. So I think that a lot of, like, you know, the, the two-year difference between the MAPS conferences is that Oregon kinda showed, like, this isn’t necessarily what we thought it was gonna be, so the enthusiasm is just tempered, you know?

[01:11:54] Joe Moore: Right. Without health insurance coverage or, like, some sort of single-payer care, like, that [01:12:00] model is gonna have such a difficult time, and it’s, it’s shown. These businesses are crashing left and right. You know, we, we had the opportunity to jump in early on training in Oregon and Colorado. Yeah. And at the very last minute we said, “No, it just doesn’t seem like a good situation for us to do business in,” for a number of reasons.

[01:12:18] Travis Tyler Fluck: Well, it’s like I think it works really well for the people that can afford those services. Sure. So let’s, like… And, and funny enough, the people with the resources, uh, it, it, there’s some leverage there. If we can- Yeah … like, uh, create, um, empathy in those sectors, then maybe they’ll kind of pitch back to the bottom to bring the bottom up.

[01:12:36] Travis Tyler Fluck: But at the same time, let us have the decrim part. Yeah. Let us hold these medicines in community.

[01:12:41] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:12:41] Travis Tyler Fluck: Um, Sam Gandy, uh, forwarded me the… Do you know who Sam Gandy is? Yeah. So forwarded me this, um, article years ago when we decriminalized, um, that was written about the m- Mustek perspective that the mushroom is the medicine for the poor people because they can’t afford doctors.

[01:12:58] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Right?

[01:12:58] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. So then [01:13:00] you, like, have this diametrical opposition of like, no, or this is now, like, a medicine of the privileged.

[01:13:05] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:13:05] Travis Tyler Fluck: Um, at least in the safe, regulated, um, you know, permissed kinda way.

[01:13:12] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[01:13:12] Travis Tyler Fluck: Prohibition 2.0 is how you and I would talk about that. Um, but you know, I love the yes end.

[01:13:19] Joe Moore: Yeah, I don’t want the regulated frame to go away. Yeah. I just want it to be more self-aware and, like, let’s be careful not to put your problems on the decrim frame.

[01:13:28] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, and to not create draped moral injury around the impulse to wanna help people and do good work, have a good livelihood, which is one of the eight limbs of the no- the path, you know?

[01:13:39] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. Like, like, the, the impulse to, like, help people is a pure one, but now it’s, it’s corrupted or distorted with all these layers of, like, transactional behavior and kind of the parameters in which to do this, even though, um, the medicine in its pure energetic signature is not that. It is the, you know, the mushroom is a decomposer.[01:14:00]

[01:14:00] Travis Tyler Fluck: So my curiosity lies, well, like, when you bring a mushroom, the mushroom into these regulated spaces, how is it gonna decompose them? Because it will.

[01:14:08] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:14:09] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know, it will transmute them and, um, so, you know, like, in my personal work, I am constantly electing things to put on the altar for that decomposition, you know?

[01:14:23] Travis Tyler Fluck: So I usually encourage people to think about bringing– Instead of bringing these medicines into Western medicine, that we bring Western medicine into these medicines to allow them to be healed in the same way. System- systemic healing in the same way that we have individuated healing.

[01:14:42] Joe Moore: We’re seeing a lot of kind of correlation there in the psychedelics and pain association- Yeah

[01:14:47] Joe Moore: where it’s like, “Hey, guys,” like, “look, you, you did a lot of really great niche work developing your fields, but, like, the– they need to have a lot more crosstalk and open to, like… You [01:15:00] know, eventually we’ll get to the point where we need to open to other ways of knowing. But, you know, at first, like, let’s at least have the sciences and medical pillars talk to each other.”

[01:15:08] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[01:15:09] Joe Moore: Um-

[01:15:09] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, um, Kalindi was real quick to, like, you know, request that the quantum physicists take these giant doses so that they could have direct perception with these things that they were theorizing about. Um, so fortunately in Colorado, we have, like, medical doctors that have had these big experiences now that can, like, have an avatar in that world, but at the same time recognize the bridge opportunity.

[01:15:31] Travis Tyler Fluck: Mm-hmm. And the way Colorado law was written in is that there’s ways to get licensed that will not compromise your, um, medical license, which I think is really cool.

[01:15:41] Joe Moore: I think that’s lovely.

[01:15:41] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, so the two can, like, kind of like, they can dance. There’s so

[01:15:44] Joe Moore: many things in the Colorado regs that I love- Yeah

[01:15:46] Joe Moore: so much. It’s just, like, we needed to make it a little less safe and a little less expensive is kinda where I’m at with it. Safe might not even be the right word, differently

[01:15:55] Travis Tyler Fluck: safe. Well, semantics, what does that mean? Yeah. You know? Right. Like-

[01:15:58] Joe Moore: I kinda hate the word safe in [01:16:00] this world. Like, it doesn’t, it’s really easy enough.

[01:16:01] Joe Moore: We’ve gotta

[01:16:01] Travis Tyler Fluck: qualify it.

[01:16:02] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[01:16:03] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know, like, I constantly am seeking semantic safety in conversation- Mm-hmm … especially around relational words, because we wield these words like friend, and almost nobody agrees on what they mean. Minus going to a dictionary and looking it up or, like, dissecting it on an etymological level word.

[01:16:20] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. But, um, yeah, we don’t, we don’t share semantics, so how the F do we know what we’re talking about?

[01:16:26] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[01:16:26] Travis Tyler Fluck: And so when we use the word safety, depending on your social location and your privilege, that’s entirely different.

[01:16:32] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:16:32] Travis Tyler Fluck: Entirely different. And, you know, I think a lot about Marie Antoinette assessing words like safety.

[01:16:38] Joe Moore: Or cake. Yeah.

[01:16:39] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[01:16:40] Joe Moore: Right. For sure. Yeah.

[01:16:42] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then you consider, you know, um, somebody that’s been harmed by the, the, the medical, uh, complex, and now they’re entrusting their body to be safe enough with a facilitator they’ve only spent a few hours with.

[01:16:57] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:16:57] Travis Tyler Fluck: So I just think, you know, it’s just, like, things th- [01:17:00] that I’ve really listened to and tried to take into my, uh, you know, s- when I create solutions-

[01:17:05] Joe Moore: Yeah

[01:17:06] Travis Tyler Fluck: or that type of talk that we bring that perspective in the middle because then everybody gets in.

[01:17:12] Joe Moore: Yeah. Yeah, absolutely.

[01:17:14] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then, you know, like, when we think about safety, like safety in a colonial context, right?

[01:17:20] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Right.

[01:17:22] Travis Tyler Fluck: Which is like a whole other hour we could get into that type of thing, you know?

[01:17:25] Joe Moore: Safety in every sing- yeah, each container’s gonna have its own kind of lens on it.

[01:17:30] Travis Tyler Fluck: Well, if you are doing healing just for the sake of feeling better so that you can participate and still be complicit in the systems, you know what I mean? That’s a level- Mm-hmm … of safety that you can’t achieve if you really let somebody, like, really, um, give access to the, the greater context of what we’re doing here.

[01:17:47] Joe Moore: Yeah. I think, uh, let’s put a, in a safe example, like a BP executive was in charge of that big Gulf oil spill, and potentially was really stressed out about it, kinda unlikely maybe, but, you know, had a lot [01:18:00] of moral injury from his job, and then did a bunch of, uh, psychedelic work of whatever kind to get over it, just to go back to BP to finish out the career and make a lot more oil money for BP.

[01:18:13] Joe Moore: Like, you know, safe example, read through the lines there, folks. But there’s a, you know, this is a thing that we’re all gonna have to think about.

[01:18:21] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[01:18:21] Joe Moore: And, um, and should be, because there’s a lot of activity happening worldwide that, uh, you know, maybe people need to retire before they get it. But, you know, that’s not how medicine works right now.

[01:18:34] Joe Moore: You know, if you’re hurting the world, you still get, you know, and, and potentially restricting people’s ability to live, uh, in a really healthy earth, um, you get the same medical care, maybe better than, uh, theoretically you would deserve. It’s a complicated thing. I don’t know what to do about it. Yeah. Well- But oil is just safe to talk about

[01:18:56] Travis Tyler Fluck: I, I think one of the first layers that we need to address is our [01:19:00] numbness.

[01:19:00] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:19:01] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? I, I read a statistic recently that by the time a child turns 18, minus video game, uh, presentation, but they see 20,000 simulated murders before they turn 18.

[01:19:12] Joe Moore: Mm.

[01:19:13] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? Like, we’re just desensitized in ways that, like, allow those, that type of othering and that type of behavior to- That’s before

[01:19:19] Joe Moore: video games?

[01:19:21] Travis Tyler Fluck: Without, without appreciating how many simulated deaths are in a video game.

[01:19:25] Joe Moore: Good God. Yeah.

[01:19:27] Travis Tyler Fluck: I’m just saying, you know? Like- Mm-hmm … so, you know, in my work, like, one of my big griefs is around, like, the numbness. You know, knowing that the human vessel is one of the most highly intelligent, uh, pieces b- biological hardware, you know, out there, but somehow it’s been kind of like, yeah, numbed down to this commodified state of, you know, being and making sense of the world, you know?

[01:19:51] Travis Tyler Fluck: And a lot of, um, like, my first kind of, like, welcome to the world is my mother handing me over to a doctor and they mutilated my [01:20:00] genitals. You know what I mean? Like-

[01:20:01] Joe Moore: Welcome to the party …

[01:20:02] Travis Tyler Fluck: yeah, that’s nor- normalized.

[01:20:04] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:20:05] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. You know? So, like, what is, what is life exist from the more native way of being?

[01:20:12] Travis Tyler Fluck: We’re so far removed from it, you know? Um, I float around this story about St. Patrick. So we celebrate St. Patrick’s Day because St. Patrick drove all the snakes out of Ireland, right? If you go to Ireland, it’s way too cold there for reptiles to exist. So what were they really talking about? They were talking about the suppression of the Druids and the indigenous, and one of the strands of my DNA is Druidic.

[01:20:36] Travis Tyler Fluck: It was 80 generations ago that Patrick interrupted my indigeneity.

[01:20:40] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:20:41] Travis Tyler Fluck: So when I think about metrics and how much collective healing and processing there is to do, like, that’s just, like, one, that’s, like, one bucket.

[01:20:48] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[01:20:48] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? And I don’t think that u- unless we, like, really hold this in mutual aid networks that, that we can’t make a dent in it in the ways that we are projecting that we can.

[01:20:59] Travis Tyler Fluck: Mm-hmm.

[01:20:59] Joe Moore: [01:21:00] And

[01:21:00] Travis Tyler Fluck: with this being, like, the miracle silver bullet, um, because most of the healing that we’re looking at is just feeling better to be able to go to work and do the thing.

[01:21:10] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[01:21:11] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know?

[01:21:12] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Yeah. There’s so much left to do.

[01:21:17] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, and that’s what’s like, I’m, I’m, like, actually happy about that- Mm-hmm

[01:21:19] Travis Tyler Fluck: because it’s like, you know, like, if there was nothing to do, granted we could just be. I think that’s one of the, the biggest lessons I’ve gotten from a mushroom j- a 10 gram mushroom journey, is being in the presence of everything that had ever been done. Um, some folks call that the Akashic records. Um, but in the presence of that, there was, there was no tension to do anything, and then I had this opportunity for the first time in my existence to just be, and almost nobody gets the opportunity to calibrate to that.

[01:21:51] Travis Tyler Fluck: Um, even our, um, perception of what a regulated nervous system is still one that is in some form of fight or flight.

[01:21:59] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. It’s [01:22:00]

[01:22:00] Travis Tyler Fluck: just normalized.

[01:22:01] Joe Moore: Right.

[01:22:02] Travis Tyler Fluck: Normalized, you know, fight or flight. And what’s interesting on a biological level is that the, the more, um- The higher the intensity of the fight or flight, the less executive function that we have.

[01:22:16] Travis Tyler Fluck: So nobody’s actually able to make decisions from a good place.

[01:22:21] Joe Moore: Right.

[01:22:22] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yep.

[01:22:22] Joe Moore: Right. And the amount of might behind advertising- You

[01:22:28] Travis Tyler Fluck: know- … is

[01:22:28] Joe Moore: astonishing …

[01:22:29] Travis Tyler Fluck: I feel like every time I get advertised to now, I feel like it’s like an unsolicited dick pic. That’s kind of how I’ve like, just like seen things. They just, uh, you know, you get…

[01:22:41] Travis Tyler Fluck: You can’t scroll more than like two accounts before you get marketed to and suggested. And- I was

[01:22:47] Joe Moore: on Vice and there was an ad every paragraph-

[01:22:49] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah …

[01:22:49] Joe Moore: the other day.

[01:22:50] Travis Tyler Fluck: Where, yeah, but that, you know, like that’s like-

[01:22:52] Joe Moore: That’s how they pay their bills and like, I… It’s hard. Like Meta and Instagram, you guys need some more rules [01:23:00] against you, but-

[01:23:01] Travis Tyler Fluck: Or we need to just use Claude to reproduce Facebook and just go exist in this other, you know, chronological world like it used to exist before all this stuff- Right

[01:23:12] Travis Tyler Fluck: the algorithms. Um-

[01:23:14] Joe Moore: I think this is the year of the great unplugging. Have you heard that term yet?

[01:23:19] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, the mole people, they come out and they wipe their eyes and they, you know, recognize that there’s a sun out there, and that, you know, we come out of that Wall-E paradigm where we’re like next to each other but texting each other and-

[01:23:31] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm

[01:23:32] Travis Tyler Fluck: you know, but that’s the numbness.

[01:23:33] Joe Moore: It’s one of my favorite things to say. Yeah. I see

[01:23:35] Travis Tyler Fluck: a

[01:23:35] Joe Moore: couple like texting right next to

[01:23:36] Travis Tyler Fluck: each other. Yep.

[01:23:37] Joe Moore: You guys texting each other?

[01:23:39] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yep.

[01:23:40] Joe Moore: Um, but yeah, it’s how do we become more analog? How do we… The… I was chatting with somebody the other day, um, two nights ago actually. No real frame of the timing.

[01:23:55] Joe Moore: Um, really interesting kind of psychedelic Greek person, deep into their [01:24:00] own kind of mystical path and psychedelic healing path, and it’s like how do we make free people? And then how do we fight this AI thing? And it’s, it’s complicated, but I think we need to think about it more.

[01:24:12] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know, I think it comes down to being about it.

[01:24:15] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:24:15] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know, then it becomes experiential.

[01:24:17] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:24:17] Travis Tyler Fluck: There was this talk that, speaking of AI, I was, I was lured into a, uh, talk at Maps that Leonard Pickard was giving. Nice. And the title said he’s gonna talk about AI. Didn’t talk about AI. But, uh, at the very end, somebody had asked him about like the blessing that he would give the LSD, like the intentionality part of it, and he went to speak on the microphone and the microphone stopped working.

[01:24:42] Travis Tyler Fluck: So he traded with the pers- the pers- they tapped on the microphone and then they handed it to him, and they put it to his mouth, and then it, that didn’t work. And then he swapped back for the first one that he had, and that didn’t work. And then he swapped out for a third, and it just became very apparent very quickly like this is not gonna be an amplified thing here.

[01:24:59] Speaker 3: [01:25:00] Mm-hmm.

[01:25:00] Travis Tyler Fluck: So because he transmitted that without the microphone, everybody had to shut the fuck up and listen. Mm. And it became an experience. Like everybody, it was like- You know, this is happening Mm-hmm. This isn’t like a, this isn’t like a pie chart that we’re like, you know, trying to wrap our head around metrics of what healing is.

[01:25:18] Travis Tyler Fluck: This is, like, real. And so I was like, uh, very like, just jazzed that I, that, that, that those things can be kind of, uh, invoked and then it’s different. It’s just a different thing, you know? And then the, it’s our job as curators to, you know, um, it’s like a glimmer warning. Like, just to let you know, if you get the chills, pay attention to that.

[01:25:45] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then most of the time they’ll get the chills and then it’ll change. You know what I mean? They’re no longer- Mm-hmm … like, there, there’s no propaganda in that.

[01:25:54] Joe Moore: Right.

[01:25:54] Travis Tyler Fluck: So I think that the how is just like t- re- reacquainting people with how [01:26:00] effing intelligent their bodies are, and then letting them go navigate the world with this new embodied kind of present way of, of like experiencing things.

[01:26:09] Joe Moore: Yeah. ‘

[01:26:10] Travis Tyler Fluck: Cause like there’s this saying, if you wear leather on the bottom of your feet, then the entire earth is covered in leather.

[01:26:16] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:26:16] Travis Tyler Fluck: Right? So if you, if you kinda teach people these, these, uh, paradigm kind of, uh, these skills around, um, paradigm shifting, then they can, everywhere they go, that goes with them.

[01:26:31] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:26:32] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then they can, they can suss it out for themselves. They don’t need someone else to say, “This is the way it is,” and then they need to conform to that.

[01:26:42] Joe Moore: Right. I love that.

[01:26:44] Travis Tyler Fluck: That’s just the how- Mm-hmm … I’ve kind of like looked at as like the first layer, is the reacquaintance. Because all these other things are like, they’re so complex and so symptomatic.

[01:26:54] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:26:56] Travis Tyler Fluck: And we could spend our entire lives addressing symptoms, obviously, and not ever [01:27:00] get to the root cause of what that is.

[01:27:03] Joe Moore: Right. Right.

[01:27:06] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[01:27:06] Joe Moore: Yeah. Um, so what did we perhaps miss so far that is important to get out as a… working towards wrapping. We can go for a while, but…

[01:27:19] Travis Tyler Fluck: I don’t know. I mean, I feel like we went on some pretty good tangents.

[01:27:21] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:27:21] Travis Tyler Fluck: And the things that are really alive, uh, right now, you know, the, the anniversary of the Decrim and kind of like the legacy part of that. Mm-hmm. And what I’m up to currently and, yeah, I, I feel pretty happy with, with what, what’s come through and, um, yeah, I feel, feel complete.

[01:27:42] Joe Moore: Final question, ’cause, um, this is I think a niche interest of yours.

[01:27:46] Joe Moore: What are we to make of all the weird, um, genetics going on in the mushroom, like the kinda amateur mushroom space? Like, people are doing all these really crazy crosses, like when I look at Enigma [01:28:00] and like other things, I’m like, what i- what is this? Anymore. But you’re

[01:28:05] Travis Tyler Fluck: closer to it than me I mean, it’s a, it, but it’s a vestige of the dominator kind of mindset.

[01:28:09] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:28:10] Travis Tyler Fluck: Like, how do I shape this in my image?

[01:28:12] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:28:13] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know, and early on in my cultivation, I had had a few high-dose experiences, and then I, like, I went to the mushroom, I went to the mycelium, and I was like, “You obviously know more than I do, so why don’t you show me how to grow you?” Right? Hmm. So there’s this big shift, you know?

[01:28:27] Travis Tyler Fluck: So I think we just, uh, we kind of get off on our cleverness, and in the cannabis space, you know, now we have, like, 40% THC, and there’s just, like, this, like, this race for that thing. And then w- what we, w- what some of us have realized is, like, actually, when it came from the earth, that’s where it was, like, its most balanced and awesome and, and this and that.

[01:28:50] Travis Tyler Fluck: And I think it’s just another iteration of that. You know, I won two potency contests year to year, and then the mushroom kinda said to me, um, “Oh, you grew more potent mushrooms? Cool story, [01:29:00] bro.” You know?

[01:29:02] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:29:02] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then I just, like, I stopped wanting to compete in something that was, that that was, like, what was being platformed.

[01:29:10] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[01:29:10] Travis Tyler Fluck: And more interested in the individual. You know, when I was, uh, a little bit more steeped in the gem and mineral world, we walk into these businesses and you look at the crystals, and then you fall in love with the crystal, and you go to give your money to the person selling them, and they’re a dick, and you’re like, “I love this, but I don’t wanna give you my money.”

[01:29:28] Travis Tyler Fluck: So I started changing my approach, where I would meet the person first and then look at their wares.

[01:29:34] Speaker 3: Hmm.

[01:29:35] Travis Tyler Fluck: So I’ve been wanting to center the person. Like, “Tell me about you. Tell me about your medicine,” because that will give me more of an insight into what experientially that mushroom is gonna be like than the looking at the profile of the testable tryptamines.

[01:29:50] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Right.

[01:29:51] Travis Tyler Fluck: To me, anyway.

[01:29:52] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[01:29:53] Travis Tyler Fluck: So, y- you know, like, it’s just a, you know, like, it’s, it’s just a, an iteration of something that we’ve been doing [01:30:00] since we invented agriculture. You know, how can I get this to work for me?

[01:30:05] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Right.

[01:30:07] Travis Tyler Fluck: Instead of allowing it to be what it is and letting it teach you by observation, which is a permaculture, like, thing.

[01:30:13] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know, observe.

[01:30:14] Joe Moore: Observe first.

[01:30:15] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. For a

[01:30:15] Joe Moore: long time.

[01:30:17] Travis Tyler Fluck: And, like, no shade thrown in any of that direction, but I’m definitely not consuming those mushrooms.

[01:30:21] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:30:22] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know?

[01:30:23] Joe Moore: Yeah.

[01:30:24] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know, I, like, usually, like, when I meet somebody and they tell me their story and, and then they tell me some, like, very interesting things that are, like, um, kind of clues, you know, into their process and stuff, I’m like, “Yes, I feel like you are in right relationship to this organism,” and, “Yes.”

[01:30:42] Speaker 3: Hmm.

[01:30:42] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know, like, there’s this trend to fruit mushrooms in bags, and they have the same metabolic pathway that we do that starts with oxygen, right? So if you’re depraving something of oxygen- Like, what else are you compromising?

[01:30:55] Joe Moore: Mm.

[01:30:56] Travis Tyler Fluck: So I grow all my mushrooms in, like, f- not like free range, [01:31:00] but, like, in a fully…

[01:31:01] Travis Tyler Fluck: Like, they can breathe as much air as they want. In fact, I select mycelium that is air, oxygen hungry.

[01:31:06] Joe Moore: Mm. Interesting. I love that.

[01:31:09] Travis Tyler Fluck: But it’s just a different, you know, like, the-

[01:31:11] Joe Moore: So way bigger filter patches kinda deal?

[01:31:14] Travis Tyler Fluck: Well, no filter patch.

[01:31:15] Joe Moore: Oh, interesting.

[01:31:16] Travis Tyler Fluck: I colonize in the bag-

[01:31:17] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm …

[01:31:18] Travis Tyler Fluck: which does well in low CO2, ’cause that happens subterranean.

[01:31:21] Travis Tyler Fluck: Mm-hmm. Yeah. And then you open the bag.

[01:31:23] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:31:23] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then I have a grow tent.

[01:31:25] Joe Moore: Wait, people are fruiting without opening their bags?

[01:31:28] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yep.

[01:31:29] Joe Moore: That’s super

[01:31:29] Travis Tyler Fluck: weird. Well, they’ve been trained the mycelium- Yeah … so it’s like selective breeding. So you’re able to, like, take the mushroom and grow a whole bunch of phenotypes, and, like, one will do better in a bag than the other ones.

[01:31:40] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:31:41] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then you just keep selecting, you know, and then eventually you have mushrooms that will just fruit in a bag. Which is great as far as, like, um, you know, like in Nebraska, if you wanna grow mushrooms and you don’t wanna, like, have the hobby part of it- Mm-hmm … that, it’s great for that application.

[01:31:59] Travis Tyler Fluck: But when [01:32:00] I think about, you know, my, what I’m doing and how it’s sanctioned and, you know, how I can give the mycelium just access to fresh air and space, you know, why not? And then see how these things are different. And one thing that’s interesting about bag fruited mushrooms is they barely produce spores.

[01:32:20] Speaker 3: Hmm.

[01:32:21] Travis Tyler Fluck: So one of the features of defining a living thing is its ability to reproduce, right? Mm-hmm. So if something is less motivated to reproduce, you know, why is that?

[01:32:31] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Like,

[01:32:31] Travis Tyler Fluck: I don’t want my kids born here. Right. But that’s story. Now I’m creating story.

[01:32:37] Joe Moore: Right.

[01:32:37] Travis Tyler Fluck: But yeah, a lot of my philosophy has just been around, you know, like, really listening to what the organism wants-

[01:32:45] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm

[01:32:46] Travis Tyler Fluck: instead of fitting it in my parameters. Yeah. Are you, like, rye better than Milo, even though Milo is, like, one quarter of the price? Like, I’m gonna keep feeding you rye- Yeah … ’cause you prefer rye. [01:33:00]

[01:33:01] Joe Moore: Yeah. Yeah. Interesting. Cool. All right. Well, I love that tangent. Thank you. Yeah.

[01:33:10] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah, and then, you know, one day, um, we’re all gonna be proficient in CRISPR, so who the heck knows what’s gonna happen?

[01:33:18] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know, there’s this, uh, German scientist named Felix Bly who used CRISPR on E. coli to produce psilocybin. Three years later, people in f-, uh, University of Florida did it, but then they got all the credit for it. But I thought it was fascinating, um, that, you know, E. coli produce, reproduces four times as faster by biomass, so you could just create the psilocybin.

[01:33:39] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then I was listening to a Terence McKenna lecture this morning, and he Was curious about, he didn’t… CRISPR didn’t exist then, but he was curious about genetic manipulation and, and using E. coli to produce psilocybin, and I was like, “Check you out.”

[01:33:55] Joe Moore: Right. I’m still hopeful we can reduce, uh, [01:34:00] violence and rainforest loss through, uh, GE pathways for cocaine.

[01:34:06] Joe Moore: Um- Well- … people aren’t gonna stop doing it, so, like, how do we just get there? Um-

[01:34:10] Travis Tyler Fluck: So, um, again, is using CRISPR on algae or something like that, and just have a, a closet bioreactor. Right. You

[01:34:18] Joe Moore: know? People are working… I hope smart people are working on it. Well- I’ve been putting that idea out there for years, everybody.

[01:34:22] Joe Moore: Do it …

[01:34:22] Travis Tyler Fluck: funny, funny story. I was, uh, at a psychedelic think tank, Shark Tank, uh, opportunity, and I brought that up. And somebody went on Grok and they were able to pull the genetic code, and then I guess there’s a company that’ll just make you that segment.

[01:34:37] Joe Moore: Mm.

[01:34:37] Travis Tyler Fluck: And then you use it in the CRISPR environment.

[01:34:39] Travis Tyler Fluck: So in one way, shape, or form, like, we were like, “We just invented fair trade cocaine,” you know? But it’s all-

[01:34:45] Joe Moore: Dude, is that when they’re all wearing the hats?

[01:34:46] Travis Tyler Fluck: What’s that?

[01:34:47] Joe Moore: They’re all wearing the shark hats.

[01:34:48] Travis Tyler Fluck: Not quite. Okay. But, um, but yeah, it’s all… Like, that technology is like, why not? And especially things like insulin.

[01:34:55] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

[01:34:56] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? Yeah.

[01:34:56] Joe Moore: Life-saving essential things. Yes.

[01:34:59] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah. But, [01:35:00] you know, like, um, the, the people that have the most money are gonna have the l- you know, quickest path to those things. Um- Mm-hmm … and fortunately, we have, like, really cool citizen scientist personalities coming out and being platformed on social media so that they can inspire other people to- Mm-hmm

[01:35:20] Travis Tyler Fluck: you know, like, go to YouTube University and learn how to do DNA sequencing and, and all this stuff. And, and, um, so yeah, I’m, I’m just c- so curious to see, you know, these, like, little pockets of, uh, you know, people that learn outside of conventional institutions and are way more proficient actually bec- and not debt-encumbered.

[01:35:42] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Yes, absolutely. Um, dismantling, or what would you say? How do they… Dismounting money from education is a big deal. Like, how do we do that more and more?

[01:35:55] Travis Tyler Fluck: Empowerment of the individual to, you know, like, the… One of my favorite citizen [01:36:00] scientists open up, opens up all of his talks was, “I dropped out of high school because it was ruining my education.”

[01:36:06] Joe Moore: I like that. I like that. And I think- You

[01:36:08] Travis Tyler Fluck: know William Padilla-Brown? I’ll just drop his name ’cause he’s- No … worth dropping, but…

[01:36:11] Joe Moore: Not offhand. I might know the content, but I don’t offhand.

[01:36:15] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yep.

[01:36:16] Joe Moore: William Padilla-Brown.

[01:36:17] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yep. Great. Prime example of, like, what you can do if you just, like, apply yourself to the, uh, open source things that are available, and then run with it.

[01:36:28] Joe Moore: Yeah. Hell yeah. All right. Well, where can people find you?

[01:36:34] Travis Tyler Fluck: They haven’t taken down my Facebook, uh, so you can connect with me on Facebook, Travis Tyler Flook. And then my email that you can, um, if you wanna communicate is micromondays@protonmail.com. Mm. S- I like that, Micro Mondays. Yeah, Microdose Mondays was taken,

[01:36:48] Joe Moore: so I had to go with Micro Mondays.

[01:36:52] Travis Tyler Fluck: Cool. Um, Micro Mondays, no special spelling? Nope. Amazing.

[01:36:56] Joe Moore: All right. Well, thank you so much for

[01:36:59] Travis Tyler Fluck: [01:37:00] being

[01:37:00] Joe Moore: here. Yeah, thanks for having

[01:37:03] Travis Tyler Fluck: me. Absolutely. And I was really happy to just come into the mountains and do this. You know, like- I let

[01:37:09] Joe Moore: people come up here …

[01:37:10] Travis Tyler Fluck: I, I have this, um, thing, like, when on Zoom meetings that I just can’t be as engaged.

[01:37:15] Joe Moore: Oh, how can you?

[01:37:16] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? Like, just, it just, the pandemic did that to us, and that’s one of the things we didn’t touch on is, like, all the momentum that was kind of happening, and then the pandemic kind of really amplifying apathy and the deferment of responsibility.

[01:37:31] Joe Moore: I like that.

[01:37:31] Travis Tyler Fluck: You know? Mm-hmm. So I feel like, you know, most people are like, “Are you worried about l- this and that?”

[01:37:35] Travis Tyler Fluck: I’m like, “Actually, my biggest enemies are apathy and the deferment of responsibility.”

[01:37:41] Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Yeah. Please.

[01:37:44] Travis Tyler Fluck: Yeah.

[01:37:44] Joe Moore: Yeah. All right. Well, thank you so much, and let’s do it again.

[01:37:48] Travis Tyler Fluck: All right, yeah. I will accept that [01:38:00] invitation.

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Shane Mauss – Comedy and Molecules – Episode 14

Shane Mauss is an award-winning comedian (Conan, Kimmel, Comedy Central, Prime) with a fondness for interviewing scientists about the bizarre and counterintuitive ways the mind works and turning what he learns into solo shows that blend philosophy with comedy.

Originally recognized for his cerebral, absurdist writing and understated delivery, he veered off the traditional path to dive into bigger ideas with themed shows about consciousness, animal mating behavior, mental health, mythology, adaptations, cognitive errors, biology, and AI.

After a 111 city tour about psychedelics in 2017 which led to appearances on the biggest podcasts, his documentary ‘Psychonautics’, and the Comedy Central webseries ‘Tales From The Trip’ Shane became known as someone who could speak to wild experiences from a surprisingly grounded perspective.

Shane just released ‘The First Dose’ of a new two-part psychedelic comedy special, TRIPS.
‘The Second Dose’ drops April 19th (The anniversary of the discovery of LSD aka ‘Bicycle Day’)

Shane Brings Comedy and Intellect Into Trips: First Dose

Comedian Shane Mauss drops into the episode of the podcast to bring his one and only fantastasical wit and insights into our  minds and maybe even our souls! Shanes perspective on the psychedelic movement, science and mysticism is truly one of a kind. Turn up the volume and see if you can keep up with him! I did but only barely. 

His new comedy special TRIPS: First Dose is now live on YouTube on the 800lb Gorilla channel. 

Why Comedy is Vital For Today’s Psychedelic Movement

Like any movement that grows so rapidly and creates mass popularity, there’s always the risk of taking it too seriously. Shane is so effortless in his ability to add levity on not just the personal experience but also on the culture as a whole. Shane is a master story teller that quietly drops jokes into his philosophical musings that are poignant and designed in a way that encourages all of us to not take it all so seriously.

Psychedelics are fun, unpredictable and shed light on the absurdity of the human predicament. Healing serious issues with the aid of psychedelics is serious business but as Shane reminds us, if we lose sight of humor then the method becomes too heavy.

Shane’s TRIPS: First Dose is live now on 800lb Gorilla and TRIPS: Second Dose comes out on Bicycle Day April 19th.

Keep up with Shane Mauss at www.shanemauss.com

Keep up with Zach Leary at www.zachleary.net

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Betty Aldworth & Ismail Ali: MAPS Co-Executive Directors on Leadership, Research, and the Future of Psychedelics

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MAPS co-executive directors Betty Aldworth and Ismail Ali join Psychedelics Today to talk about leading one of the most visible organizations in the psychedelic field during a period of transition. The conversation covers their move into permanent leadership, how they work together, and how MAPS is thinking about research, education, policy, and movement strategy after a difficult period for the organization and the broader field.

Aldworth and Ali explain that their leadership shift was not sudden. Both had already been running major parts of MAPS before becoming co-executive directors. That continuity matters, and so does the decision to share the role. Throughout the episode, they describe co-leadership as a practical model that allows for stronger internal dialogue, more reflection, and better stewardship of a complex mission.

MAPS Co-Executive Directors on Shared Leadership

Aldworth says solo executive leadership can become isolating and heavy. In contrast, shared leadership creates room for trust, perspective, and real partnership. Ali echoes that point and frames the arrangement as more than an internal management choice. For him, it also reflects the kind of collaboration the psychedelic movement will need if it wants to mature.

They also speak about Rick Doblin’s continuing role. He remains involved in research and in the life of the organization, but MAPS is now clearly in a new phase. Aldworth and Ali are not placeholders. They are leaders who grew inside the organization and are now shaping its direction.

That leads to one of the clearest themes in the episode: MAPS is larger than any one person, any one drug, or any one project.

MAPS Co-Executive Directors on Research, Policy, and Education

Ali and Aldworth push back on the idea that MAPS is only about one approval pathway. They return several times to the organization’s three-part mission:

  • research
  • education
  • policy

They argue that these pillars are strongest when they inform one another. Research may be what many people know best, but MAPS is also investing in therapist training, first responder education, public engagement, and policy work that extends beyond medicalization alone.

The episode also covers newer directions in research and training. They discuss work related to couples therapy, support for people affected by war and displacement, and care models for populations that are often left out of mainstream systems, including formerly incarcerated people. Their point is not that every problem has a simple psychedelic solution. It is that the field needs to think more seriously about who gets included, who gets left behind, and what kinds of care structures are being built.

Later Discussion and Takeaways From the MAPS Co-Executive Directors

In the final section, the conversation turns toward Psychedelic Science 2027 and the future of movement building. Aldworth wants the conference to feel more connected to the real work happening between the big public moments. Ali emphasizes that the field needs less certainty and more humility.

Both make a strong case that change does not happen through headlines alone. It happens through relationships, local organizing, education, and people bringing their existing skills into the work. They encourage listeners to engage through community groups, harm reduction efforts, research settings, and local advocacy rather than waiting for permission from major institutions.

This episode offers a useful look at how MAPS co-executive directors are thinking about leadership, responsibility, and the next phase of the psychedelic field.

Frequently Asked Questions

Who are the MAPS co-executive directors?
Betty Aldworth and Ismail Ali are the current co-executive directors of MAPS.

What do the MAPS co-executive directors discuss in this episode?
They discuss leadership transition, organizational strategy, research, education, policy, and the future of MAPS.

Are the MAPS co-executive directors focused only on medicalization?
No. They describe MAPS as working across research, education, and policy, with a broader view of responsible access.

Do the MAPS co-executive directors talk about Psychedelic Science 2027?
Yes. They discuss plans for the next conference and their hope for deeper dialogue and stronger movement connection.

What is the main takeaway from the MAPS co-executive directors in this episode?
The clearest takeaway is that leadership in this field requires collaboration, humility, and a wider view of how change actually happens.

In the current psychedelic resurgence, this conversation stands out because it shows how MAPS co-executive directors are trying to build an organization that is less centered on one personality and more grounded in shared leadership, durable relationships, and long-term movement work.

Transcript

Joe Moore: [00:00:00] Hi everybody psychedelics Today back. We have Ismael Ali from Maps and Betty Aldworth from Maps with the co-executive directors. Thank you both for joining.

Betty Aldworth: Absolutely. So happy to be here. Yeah.

Ismail Ali: Glad to be here.

Joe Moore: Yeah. Um, so I guess when, when did you all get appointed with this new role?

Betty Aldworth: So. Um, last year around this time, we made the announcement and we rolled into interim co-executive directorship at the end of March last year, beginning of April. I refused to let us name, uh, make the date April 1st. Uh, so March 31st. And, uh,

Ismail Ali: we were close though. We were close though. We’re like, can we,

Betty Aldworth: can we [00:01:00] make this funny?

It’s always a question for us. Um, and then, um, in, I think September of last year mm-hmm. Um, it was, it had become official and was announced, uh, following a, a handful of, um, interviews with some really exceptional folks who were applying for the role and who were excited to be in partnership in different ways now.

And, um, but yeah, so, uh, September of last year, I think it was officially announced that we would be no longer interim.

Ismail Ali: Right. Right.

Joe Moore: Yeah. Awesome. And I’m sure it’s been quite the ride, like you’ve been quite busy, um, doing your own, uh, kind of angling of the organization or how would we wanna even put that you got like, here’s your new job, like here’s this big organization.

Go for it.

Ismail Ali: Yeah, I can, a little bit of context. Yeah. It’s like, ’cause you know, my, my, uh, pithy answer to your question was gonna be, well, who’s counting? You know, it kind of depends on [00:02:00] what line you’re drawing because there have been mm-hmm. All these kind of points of transition in the last, you could say a year and a half from the point of the f FDA decision.

Mm-hmm. And then the aftermath and then, um, but I would say, you know, to, to the question Betty and I had, especially for those that aren’t familiar, been kind of the senior program directors myself on the policy and advocacy side. Um, supporting also some of the legal work and then Betty with communications and marketing and education and like, so in many ways we had been holding a lot of the large kind of programmatic areas and, um.

You know, both have our own backgrounds and experience that we can maybe go more into in this conversation. Um, but it’s, it’s, it’s, it’s felt a little bit like a very, very smooth stepwise transition over 18 months to get us to today. And also there’s like multiple clear threshold points, right? There’s like the FDA decision in 2024.

There’s, to Betty’s point, this March 31st, not April 1st point of us [00:03:00] kind of stepping into the interim co-executive director roles while the search was going on from the board side for the following six or so months. And then there was the threshold of last September. And I would say I would add one more, which is probably this spring where, um, I don’t wanna speak too soon, but after, to your point, Joe, uh, quite a bit of tending to, you know, I was, I’ve been joking with Betty, that’s kind of like channeling our inner janitor where like, all right, what is going, what, what’s been going on?

How has the organization, uh. Taken shape in all these different places, whether it’s with our programs, with the visible store, with the reputation, with like how we operate internally as a staff. Really just looking at each of these systematically and, um, tending, you know, trying to, trying to, uh, create some sort of cohesion.

And I, I can really start to feel that come together, um, as we enter 2026

Joe Moore: outstanding. Um, yeah, it’s gonna be really interesting to see, um, you know, what that looks [00:04:00] like 20, 26 and beyond. I think the, you know, the phase we’re at in the drug wars, you know, kind of late drug war maybe we could call it. Mm-hmm.

Betty Aldworth: I hope so.

Joe Moore: Things, version of it.

Ismail Ali: Yeah.

Joe Moore: Like Right. Some version of it. And like the, the data is becoming so compelling that, you know, what arguments are there beyond cruelty at this point to keep it going and, you know, maybe shareholder return, but I think mm-hmm. There’s. It can be a lot of really interesting movement as MDMA psilocybin and other drugs come across the finish line.

Right. Like a, any kinda speculations there about how legalization through kind normal FDA channels might impact drug war?

Ismail Ali: You wanna go first?

Joe Moore: You two are both kind of scholars on this one. It’s a big question too, but

Betty Aldworth: Yeah. I honestly, Joe, I’ve been doing this long enough that I’m, I’ve become quite skeptical, which is out of my nature, um

Ismail Ali: mm-hmm.

Betty Aldworth: Around, um, you know, sort of [00:05:00] institutional, um, progress and any fundamental changes to the way that the criminal legal system and so many other systems seek to punish people. Um, and I, that saddens me. Um, but it also inspires me to keep doing the work beyond medicalization and to make sure that that’s, you know, where a lot of.

Maps energy is focused and that we’re still always tuned in. If we look at the cannabis industry, which is where you and I first met the cannabis advocacy and industry space so many years ago now, um, that has, you know, so much progress has been made, um, through, uh, state-based reforms. Um, but it has barely touched the medical system, right?

Uh, the, the institutional medical system, uh, the FDA and prescriptions and insurers and physicians, that sort of thing. Um, and so it feels like what we know [00:06:00] is so far disconnected from what that. Healthcare provision institution is doing, and then what the criminal legal system is doing and all of the systems that are, um, interacting there.

So I have become, unfortunately, a bit of a skeptic about impacts of FDA decisions on the broader drug war. I will say though, it’s really important to note that like the more questions. We can in insert into people’s minds about is this drug war thing valid? You know, whether that’s in the form of wait, cannabis can be used for medical use, or MDMA or psilocybin can be used to address serious mental health conditions.

Or, you know, like it causes people to start thinking a little bit differently about what they were taught through the DARE program and other prohibitionist um, practices and, and, and programs that are really not evidence-based. So with the more [00:07:00] evidence we can bring and the more questions we can create, the more progress we make.

And that’s where it’s really related.

Joe Moore: Yeah.

Ismail Ali: Yeah. And maybe I can, I can just riff, riff on that a little bit. I mean, um, I agree with Betty on that larger theme and one of the interesting things about this last kind of phase that maps has been really, um, confronting this sort of normative narrative within the psychedelic field that, um, to your point, Betty, that.

Um, if people just see the research, if they just see that these benefits, and, and I think to the extent, you know, as you said to the, to an extent that’s very true. And there’s no doubt, you know, I was thinking about this when I was talking to like a younger family member recently, and when I was 19, I just didn’t even have a concept that there could be this therapeutic use when it took me time to get to that.

Right. And the fact that that, um, detail is now kind of part of the zeitgeist, I think is actually a sign of significant progress, even if you’re only looking at it from like a narrative perspective. Like what information is contained within the package of information people get about drugs, whether it’s from TV or [00:08:00] movies or society or school or whatever.

So that clearly, I think, demonstrates progress and that comes from the sort of like visibility of the research and so on. Um, and for a long time I kind of went through this period of deep skepticism similar to what you were just describing, Betty, where I’m like, but it’s not enough. There’s gonna be, you need this social or cultural or kind of relational changes.

And I still think that’s true. But I’ve sort of like this sort of a horseshoe theory thing here where I’m kind of back around to this, like maybe delirious optimism, which comes from this idea that, um, when these, uh, just, uh, more complex narratives kind of absorb into society at different ages, and you, you’re seeing this with like the increased, uh, kinda like what you saw with cannabis, the increased age of the people using psychedelics for the first time, right?

For such a long time it was like, this is for college kids and for the youth. And, and maybe that’s still true to a degree, but the fact that we’re now seeing this more, um, literal and figurative maturation of the discourse to me feels like a major [00:09:00] piece of progress. Whether or not it’s directly tied to there being like a pharmaceutical drug product at the end of the line.

So all that to say that like, I think that the, uh, fact that we’re getting more shades, more opportunities, more dynamism in the conversation about drugs and. By extension drug policy, what should we do with the fact that these are mushrooms that grow in the ground in so many places like you? I, I, I like to believe, maybe this is the optimist to me, but I like to believe that the common sense nature of some of these solutions, some of them are not common sense.

They are complex and nuance, but some of them I think actually do and can and will and are breaking through into society in just this very mundane way that allows us to just look at drugs in a way that’s much more part of this larger flow of, you know, these tools that can be dangerous and can be supportive and can have all these risks and all these benefits, like so many other things in life.

So, yeah.

Joe Moore: Right on. Thank you. So there’s a recent, um. Well, with you two joining as [00:10:00] co-executive directors, that’s a huge shift for maps that was kind of led by Rick for so long, and now you two are leading this organization together and it seems like it’s going well, but like what, what are you all learning as co-executive directors and how that’s kind of different from kind of just a single individual leading?

Betty Aldworth: Yeah. Okay. Well,

Ismail Ali: well, Betty’s been a solo executive director and also a co so I feel you should answer this first and then I, like, I can, I can add some observations.

Betty Aldworth: One of the things that we’re learning is really how to read each other and, uh, how should communicate as partners, right. Um, and uh, and in that dynamic, which is really, um, delightful.

And I will say that the intentionality and the care with which we’re approaching this tending between Izzy and I and, and between us and the organization, and the organization and the community is, um. Like, I’m seeing that reflected in my own life, which is really [00:11:00] delightful in my personal relationships and, um, you know, mu more care and intentionality there.

Um, so that’s cool, but not really related to the que or not really answering the question. Um, two things. One is that I think that, um, when we refer to people as solo adss, it is very often not actually true. Um, at S-S-T-P-I had an incredible deputy director, Stacia Kosner, who I think was probably more a co ED than, um, than a deputy director.

And that dynamic in leadership is, um, incredibly important. It’s been so valuable and such a, a shift for me in the experience of leadership that I don’t think I would accept a solo executive director position again. Because it is, um, it allows [00:12:00] for a spaciousness that really lets you, um, do all of the work of an executive director, but without so much of the heaviness that can, that can cause it to become overwhelming.

Right. Um, being an executive director on your own can be a very tough thing. You have to be a fundraiser, a program lead, a strategist, you know, uh, you have to, you know, manage governance. And there’s so many different aspects to the work that having a partner in it, someone who you can really trust, um, has been an absolute revelation and, and so valuable for me.

So I’ve really enjoyed that and I think that it, um, you know, it, it allows us to really have a thought partner. In a profound way when it comes to the big organizational questions that need to be answered. [00:13:00]

Ismail Ali: Yeah. Um, there’s so many pieces, you know, so un unlike Betty, I had not been in an executive director position prior to stepping into this one now, and obviously I’ve been at the organization for quite some time.

I started pretty much straight out of law school in 2016. I actually started volunteering for maps in 2015 while I was still, um, finishing up my grad schooling. And, um, was brought in by Ned Ginsburg who kind of, you know, when we first made contact about 10 years ago, it was like this very, very early stage of some of the conversations that are much more visible today, whether it’s around racial trauma, around looking around p looking at PTSD, beyond kind of the, um, the more normative narratives.

And, um, so on, on one level, just on a personal level, just seeing the growth and transition of the organization from my vantage point over the years has been. Um, fascinating, and, and it’s truly, and I’m sure you know, you’ve both experienced, it’s truly one of those never dull moment kind of situations.

Like, I like this field for, [00:14:00] it’s got a lot of flaws and difficulties and challenges and all the things. And also like it’s, um, you know, in many ways psychedelics are a proxy for so many other things. So it means that we’re constantly dealing with these major questions of ethics and cosmology and these existential.

So like, that’s just been such a fascinating thing to, to follow and to grow into and grow alongside. And, um, you know, my background with Betty is that I, I joined SSDP as the law student a little bit, you know, a little bit older than most of the students who joined when Betty was the excu executive director at the time.

Um, and eventually stepped into the, um, co-chair and then chair of the board role. So it’s interesting that we got a chance to, almost 10 years ago now, be in these sort of like collaborative executive positions, obviously in a very different context, different organization, but with a similar mission and direction.

And then, um. Have had the last five years in our sort of program leadership positions, uh, alongside each other in parallel to develop, just like Betty was saying, this sort of more subtle sense of like, how do we work [00:15:00] together through our own understandings of, you know, what motivates us and what’s important to us.

So I, I just share all that as background because that sort of shaped and I think informed my own interest and desire to be in this kind of co-executive position with Betty. And just to go a little bit more into the, into the weeds of it, you know, the maps as an organization had gone through a number of different phases, over a few different, of, over a few years of like, how does it want as an organization need and want to adapt?

To the changing world, and we can maybe talk a little bit more about that sort of strategic piece in a second. But, um, it just was very clear that to all of us, you know, with the threshold of COVID of course, early 2020, and then everything that’s shifted in the world around us, um, even maps literally had an office in Santa Cruz and then didn’t, we all went fully, like little but significance, stuff like that impacted all these different layers.

So I say all that to say that, um, the, like stepping into this role for the first time myself comes with both all of these new understandings of [00:16:00] responsibility and accountability and um, just, uh, work that needs to be done around, you know, what you were just saying, Betty, around, there’s the fundraiser piece, there’s this strategic piece, there’s the cohesion of the team piece.

Some of that was really new and some of that had really avoided as long as I could, being a subject matter expert, really focusing on the law and this like, you know, front edge of this other topic. Um, and. At the same time, so many of these aspects are familiar, what Betty was just saying about like how it impacts our relationship to each other as professionals who are on this mission at the same time, how it allows us to have more space to understand the fact that we are working with a whole crew of professionals, both within maps and then also within the larger movement that are all have our own motivations, that all have our own angle.

And now we’re all really seeing that if we don’t figure out how to work together, not to be so corny, but it’s so true. We really don’t figure out how to like get not, I don’t wanna say get over it ’cause it’s, but it’s working through some of the things that I think make, um, you know, make, make our [00:17:00] movement less effective than it could be then.

Um, we’re not gonna get to where we wanna go. And so in many ways this work that my least my experience of it is, is it’s a microcosm, it’s like Betty and I get to test out these, like

Joe Moore: yeah,

Ismail Ali: we don’t come from the same worldview, we don’t come from the same background. We get to like test that out with each other and then bring that with that kind of refinement to our team and then the people around us and the movement and.

Betty Aldworth: And then when you throw in Rick to that leadership group, right, he’s still very much in the mix. Uh, when you throw Rick into that, who has such a different background from both Izzy and I, then you end up with, uh, a really interesting dynamic and, and working out that intergenerational, um, uh, you know, uh, there’s just so many ways in which we approach things differently but end up in oftentimes the same, in the same place through our different lenses.

Um, it gets very, um, sometimes a little bit spicy, but always, uh, you know, um, we end up in a place where we feel like we’re [00:18:00] really, uh, moving in the same direction ultimately.

Ismail Ali: Yeah. And actually I’d like to ask one more thing about Rick especially, ’cause you mentioned that mentioned Joe. So, um, just to put a, put a finer point in it.

Rick has, um, so much energy. And he has, he is. So I just want to like, ’cause we get this question a lot and um, he is so still in the mix. Rick is traveling the world, Johnny Acid seed, doing his thing, really talk, talking to um, new audiences, familiar audiences like bringing, ’cause we’re now at a point where like, you know, there there’s plenty of, um, research and innovation that’s still happening and that will continue to happen.

And there has enough, enough has happened that there’s now like a body of knowledge that can be brought to different parts of the world that’s not totally in an experimentation phase, right? Not totally. It’s like we now have enough coalesced information. So, um, to as just adding on to Betty’s point, it’s been this really, really cool pleasure and honor and such a dynamic experience to, um, be in this position of both being mentored by and supported by Rick with his now, you know, 40 years of experience just at maps, you know, [00:19:00] just in this organization, not to mention all the other context.

And then also for, um, him to have so much buy-in and excitement about the fact that. Uh, I think one thing that brings him, I don’t wanna speak for him, but that brings him a lot of pleasure, is that like we are leaders that we’re cultivated by maps. Like we’ve done a lot of work outside of the organization, both of us, and, um, the fact that we’re trying this thing of like, how does it, what does it mean to develop our own leadership, develop our own bench, you know, not just within maps, within the movement.

So, um, it’s been great to like have that place where, where Rick’s got his super strong perspective that we’re always engaging with and also like he really respects us. We, we, he really sees what we’re trying to do and, um, he loves to talk about how it’s really important to him that an organization is really empowered executive directors.

And he, he doesn’t just say that, he’s like, I want you all to be really empowered to deal with the thing that, that you should you think is right, even if he disagrees with us, which happens sometimes.

Joe Moore: That’s great. Does he still have a board seat?

Ismail Ali: Yes. Yeah, because the president, which according to the [00:20:00] bylaws gets, uh, will continue to have a board seat and he also, he has kind of a dual role wit as.

In the board, on the board and then also is still, um, on, on staff driving a lot of the research work for sure.

Joe Moore: Great. Cool. Well that’s fun and like yeah, having that kind of mentor be so closely, you know, um, engaged in your work has to be pretty great and, you know, he’s got so much experience. Yeah. He said 40 years just at maps alone.

Like that’s crazy. Um, you know, what a rare

Ismail Ali: stories on stories. On stories for sure.

Joe Moore: Yeah. I, yeah, you can get sidetracked in Rick’s stories. So, um, I’m trying not to, so I’m kind of curious about, um, misconceptions people have about maps right now that maybe would be cool to clear up for you all. I know like there’s so much legend there wrapped up in maps [00:21:00] that it might, you know, there might be a couple things that could be useful to deflate.

Ismail Ali: Can I start on this one? I’ve got, I’ve got a couple off the top of my head. Um, yeah, this, I love this question. Thank you for presenting it. And, um, what I’ll say to start is that I, there’s a few things that would be worth clarifying and also not to be, you know, super annoying or overly psychedelic about it, but everything is everything in the sense that, um, maps really has done a good job, sorry, of, of, of, um, I would say stating true to our name in many ways, multidisciplinary association.

You’d break down those words, like we actually, um, do have a lot of perspectives and a lot of worldviews that are contained within the organization. Um, and I, I start there because I think one misconception that seems to pervade a lot of the conversations about maps is, um, maybe also riffing on this last question about Rick and his role versus.[00:22:00]

Maps as an association. One thing that Rick has done a really, really spectacular job of over the course of his life and career is surround himself with people who disagree with him. And some people I hear that, I hear people say that about people a lot, but like I’ve really seen it up close with Rick.

He really does not, um, I don’t wanna say he’s like, doesn’t have yes. Men or whatever around him, but like really truly, like I’ve seen more like kind of critical engaged discourse in the work that Rick, Rick has engaged both in the board and his other professionals than many, many other leaders I’ve seen in my life.

And the reason I bring that up is because, um, it, it, that’s, while that’s true, it’s also true that, um, part of what I see as maps and what maps has been created as a container is, uh, both this, um, coal coal coalition of staff that come from all over the country and all of these different worldviews and, um, we were answering this question the other day, like, what is maps?

It feels like it’s hundreds of people and, and it’s like our staff is like 33 or 30 something right now. 30 30. And, [00:23:00] and when people ask that question, I’m like, and we are the hundreds and hundreds of people you think we are. ’cause we are the association. I mean, I’m not saying that, but it’s like, it’s like so many people have learned so much and grown so much and been in that, been in that um, kind of dynamic that this is what I mean by everything is everything.

It’s like we, we are like, it is Rick and his vision and it’s also this group of staff who are more than that. And it’s also this larger movement and vision of people who like see what’s happening and, and are trying to put this energy into creating a more beautiful world that our hearts knew as possible.

Utilizing psychedelics is like one of the tools to get there. So I think that’s one big thing. It’s like we’re also maps the people who have engaged and who’ve committed with time or money or energy or care or education or been that person in their friend group that talks about the thing. You know, like to me all of that is part of this larger container that maps.

So that’s one that like, it’s, it’s more dynamic than I think people sometimes see because of the. Big story. And that’s maybe the second point that I’ll make, which is that a lot of people, you know, especially as a director of policy for a long time and focusing in this work, in this area, um, especially in the policy [00:24:00] world, I think that because the most visible, um, work, the flagship project, you could say, has been around MDMA assisted therapy for PTSD, the medicalization, the work with the FDA and so on, um, that has been a huge part of our work over the last decades and will continue to be.

And also I think that I’m, I’m constantly reminding people that, um, we are actually, um, I don’t wanna say gnostic, but we, we believe in multiple points of access, multiple points of legal regulation, um, multiple ways to get to what we want to get to. So in other words, um, we’re not only pro medicalization anti decriminalization or anti X, y, Z, like we’re actually, I like to think of it as, um, different kinds of, people need different contexts.

So we actually support all kinds of political efforts, both on principle and in practice, like in our day-to-day. Work. So I think it’s really important that people understand that maps, while it’s had this, I don’t wanna say veneer, but there’s certainly like front facing story of the medical access and the importance of that work for some of the reasons we talked about.

Maybe [00:25:00] we can get more into. Um, but that we’re also looking at this like larger mission of responsible access to psychedelics for beneficial use within social and cultural and yes, also medical context and that that’s a much brighter vision than just getting a drug approved through the FDA. So I just wanted to, I think that that feels really important because like we are, and we’re, and I think with this transition with into, into Betty and i’s leadership, I think and maybe can see more to this, I think we’re also.

Recognizing how important it’s to tell these other stories and how to weave them together in a way that doesn’t seem like, oh, one is gonna get the spotlight and take all the air outta the room while the others have to. Just kind of, good luck you guys. Maybe you’ll get something done somewhere. You know, we really wanna be at that level of involvement with other pieces too.

Betty Aldworth: Well, and I think is a, the one thing that I would add to that is another place where we see that reflected is in the three pillars of our work, the elements of our mission. Mm-hmm. Research, educational policy. And yes, research has been, um, getting so much of the attention for such a long time that I, that [00:26:00] people tend to associate maps mostly with research.

But Rick is the first person to say, and Rick, who wrote that mission 40 years ago, is the first person to say that, you know, sometimes you lead with research, sometimes you lead with education and sometimes you lead with policy. And, but they are always interconnected. And one of the things that Izzy and I are really thinking about at maps is how do we use the.

Each of those pillars to really strengthen the others. It’s not so much focused on the pillars themselves, but on the ways in which they interact with each other and what, what is it in that sort of interstitial space between them that we can, um, that we can use to inform our strategies and, and work going forward and use to, um, accelerate perhaps the pace of change so that we get to this world more, this post-prohibition world more quickly.[00:27:00]

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

Ismail Ali: Agreed. Yeah.

Joe Moore: So, um, I had a pretty big team for a while and every meeting I would start it with reading the mission, vision and values. It was so annoying, but it was like, we have to like, we have to kind of drill it so that we can live it. And I’m hoping maybe you could share a little bit about like.

You know, mission and vision at least.

Ismail Ali: Mm-hmm.

Joe Moore: Um, of the organization,

Betty Aldworth: Izzy?

Ismail Ali: Yeah. Yeah. Um, well, I’ll start with the easy part, which is maybe the mission. So the mission has not changed since MAPS has founded 40, 40, 39 years. And 11 and a half months ago, we’ll be, we’ll be at the 40th anniversary in just a couple weeks.

Um, and so I say that to say that like the core mission, which is this idea of, as I just mentioned, you know, creating, [00:28:00] um, legal responsible access to psychedelics for beneficial use in a number of different contexts. That’s always been the case. That will continue to be the case. And kind of, Joe, to your point about like kind of drilling it, what that means to, to me at least, is kind of what I was saying earlier, that we have to take a, a wide lens to, um.

What that looks like and, um, what that could look like. And the thing I’ll add that maybe steps a little bit more into this vision question, and this is something I’ve thought about a lot, a lot over the last few years, is, um, that I think the vision of an organization necessarily needs to adapt to the changing world.

And I think some people might feel otherwise, right? There’s like this goal that you’re setting in the future. You’re setting a flag and you’re like moving toward that. With psychedelics in particular, like I, I feel deeply humbled by the things I’ve learned over the last, you know, decade plus in the field.

And, um, I’m totally on that arc where I feel like the [00:29:00] more I know, the less I know. And the reason I bring that up here is because while our vision does have to do with to, you know, what Betty was mentioning of this post-prohibition world where psych psychedelics can be integrated into medicine, into healthcare, into society, into culture in a way that is.

Safer. That’s more just, that’s more compassionate, that’s more responsible. Um, the how and what that is. And maybe that’s like somewhere in between the mission and vision or downstream from those things that is really changing. Like we can, we can put forward that goal. And also like, because the political environment that we find ourselves in, the things that we’re learning about, the medicines themselves, about the territories, that, and I want to name the, um, increased visibility.

And I think this is a very important thing, increased visibility and awareness in the west of the, the ways that psychedelics have been integrated in utilizing context all over, around the world, all across history. And today is also a big piece of it. And maybe, we’ll the one thing I’ll add, I’ll add to that is that.[00:30:00]

Um, I think that it’s easy to look at the psychedelic field right now, which is really focused on mental healthcare and healing. And, you know, this, this core thing of like making ourselves better, treating or curing whatever that framework is for you. Um, and see that as an immense need. We’re in a society that’s immensely desperate and dealing with major, you know, some people call it a poly crisis, but certainly like on an individual level around isolation, around social media and their phones and the screens and all the things.

So that’s all the atomization that’s happening, and I think that for myself, at least, like even when I started this work 10 years ago, my, my vision or what I thought of B’S vision, what the organization would be, was really still focused on that lens of making sure that we could, uh, help people who are suffering from these specific indications, from these mental health.

Issues. Over the last decade, we’ve seen the more and more relationship between the acute mental health diagnosis and these other things, these social norms, these dare I say, spiritual trends. These relational trends around how we are with each other as humans. [00:31:00] To me that n necessitates, uh, maybe not an expansion, but a, an additional depth of the vision of the organization.

So, for example, um, you know, I’ve been toying with this idea and we’ve been talking internally about this idea of like, what does it mean for psychedelics to be a tool to help enhance our humanity, not just like our humanity, like our compassion to each other, but also our humanity in the face of something that was a specter but wasn’t quite as visible 10 years ago, which is like what’s happening with AI and this digital evolution.

So to me, like the vision of a more beneficial, uh, responsible use of psychedelics, that’s consistent. That’s been the same, the mission’s been the same, but when I think about the, how we craft the vision. And what, what stories we’re telling to inspire people to come along with us. To get there, we have to look at the new set of problems or the new set of dilemmas.

And to me, like, you know, these tools right here, the thing I’m looking at right now, like the way that AI has gotten into everything, and I’m not like [00:32:00] saying we’re, it’s a pro ai, it’s not that at all. It’s like the world is changing. So when we’re thinking about the vision that we want, to me, it’s one that’s more connected to ourselves and to each other.

I’m sure Rick would’ve said that 40 years ago. I’m sure that’s not controversial even in that story, but we have a, we can take a finer point now. We can look at, okay, so how do we bring in these, these, these pillars that Betty was mentioning? What’s the research? What is the education? What is the policy?

How do those things not just get us to drug legalization, which is an important goal because it allows us to create a regulatory system that I think is more, um, sensible in so many ways. But beyond what is the purpose of the legalization or the regulation or the creating access? What are we trying to get there for?

And to me, that’s the thing that’s become more and more visible, which is, oh, we’re trying to do this for each other as, as human to cultivate our humanity in the face of the digital overload, whatever that is. You know? So, I don’t know. That’s a little, that’s a, that was a lot of riffing in a lot of words, but I just like, that’s, that’s kind of how I wanna, I wanna express that it’s been emerging.

Yeah.

Joe Moore: Mm. Yeah. Benny, [00:33:00] anything you want to add about mission that wasn’t really covered mission or vision?

Betty Aldworth: Um, I first off co-sign everything that Izzy just said, right? We, we’ve been having this conversation for a while now around like, what, what are the, what is it that we’re really here to solve? Right?

And, and so I’ll, I’ll, um, and I, I want to say too that like we remain very much committed within all of that. Um, to, you know, the, the opportunity to, for psychedelics to be a tool to help people who are most in need, right? That’s absolutely still a huge part of our focus. So that shows up in, you know, we’re committed to the research for, you know, and like, and we want to make sure that, um, therapists are trained that, you know, all of the things that, and, uh, patients, prospective patients are informed.

All of the things that go [00:34:00] into making sure that people who are, who are in need most urgently of mental health care are able to access it once it comes online. Um, both here in the United States and around the world. Um. It rem it reminds me a bit of medical cannabis versus, um, adult use cannabis. Where, where like, yes, adult use cannabis is important and first we have to make sure people can, he can, um, address their most serious medical issues.

Same with mental health care. So ensuring that we’re continuing to engage with and platform patients and um, and patient groups and loved ones and caregivers. Paying attention to those needs very closely. Um, the therapists and clinicians and, and all of the work that’s happening there, while also recognizing that that is prima fasci step one of ensuring that we can start to build a world where we are more connected to each other and ourselves.

[00:35:00] Mm-hmm.

Ismail Ali: Mm-hmm.

Joe Moore: Yeah. Staying ahead of this kind of really crazy digital thing is gonna be interesting. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Um. Yeah. Some, some comedy I watched the other day. I, I forget who the actors were, but one guy was, you know, my job is making software more addictive, making your phone more addictive. Like, that’s all I do.

I’m like, you know, that’s a real job for a lot of people.

Ismail Ali: Oh, yeah. And they get paid very well.

Betty Aldworth: Very

Joe Moore: well. Mm-hmm.

Ismail Ali: Yeah.

Joe Moore: Yeah. So, you know, thinking about these downstream consequences and, you know, I, I think there’s a world in which if people can heal, they might not want to do that. You know, I made, I, I was, you know, the self-righteous 22-year-old outta college mm-hmm.

Bragging about how I didn’t have to go work for Lockheed to everybody. I’m like, look at me, I can go work not for weapons. Mm-hmm. And somehow that was a flex for like totally the northeast population. I’m like, that’s crazy. But now it’s like, it’s everywhere. Right? It’s, mm-hmm. Um, so [00:36:00] hopefully people can get a little bit more freedom to, to think about what they want to put their energy towards once we heal.

Um, yeah. So next is this, um, kind of the future, right? We have the conference. Let’s talk about that for a minute and then we can go beyond the conference.

Betty Aldworth: Yeah.

Joe Moore: So what’s coming up?

Betty Aldworth: So psychedelic science 2027, we have announced, uh, we’ve sent out save the dates for folks. Um, we will be back in Denver again, um, at the convention center.

Um, and that will be may, I think workshops start May 1st and then

Ismail Ali: first, first for week of May in 2027. Yeah.

Betty Aldworth: Yeah. And then the conference is May 3rd through fifth. Um, and so, um, this is a little bit inside baseball, but one of the things that I’m really excited about that we’re doing this year with the conference is we are, you know, we’ve.

It’s a huge deal. Right? It’s a lot of work to put that thing on. [00:37:00]

Joe Moore: Yeah.

Betty Aldworth: And um, you know, we have a staff of 30, so obviously we weren’t doing that on our own. We can’t do that on our own at any point. Um, but we are this year, um, really paying attention to like, what is it that we’re bringing in partners for?

Um, and what is it that MAPS is holding, um, with people who we’ve worked with over the course of many years and who have, um. Who are, you know, working directly for us to ensure that the elements of the conference that are most impactful for our partners, our collaborators, our audience, our associations, um, are held closest to the work that MAPS is doing.

So we’re, we’re shaping it a little bit differently this year, sort of behind the scenes. And I think the way that that will show up for participants, um, and attendees is, you know, TBD, right? There’s lots of of interesting stuff there that, [00:38:00] um, that will, I think, make it feel more intimate no matter how many people show up.

And I’m really excited about that. Um, we’re also, you know, uh, looking at what are the ways that we advance critical dialogues, you know, through this conference as one vehicle for that? Is it through. You know, mostly panels or is it through something that’s more engaging? Is it through dialogues? How do we, you know, everybody talks about bringing the hallway track, um, into the program.

Mm-hmm. You know, and that’s really something, um, you know, uh, for anybody who’s listening who’s not familiar, the hallway track being the most important and or the most interesting conversations you have are the ones in the hallway outside of the session rooms. Like, it doesn’t have to be that way. We can actually, like, we can have those conversations, um, in a facilitated structure that, like, that [00:39:00] intentionally creates the container for them.

And also there will still be hallway conversations. So we’re, we’re really at the early stages of planning right now with a great team on board. We’ve had, um, a handful of team members return who worked on both 23 and 25. Um, and, um, you know, our, our. Um, we’re really being thoughtful about like how we, how we’re working with the program, um, the cur curatorial process and our community partners to build an amazing container for whatever’s to come in 27 for psychedelics.

Ismail Ali: Yeah, I can maybe, um, say a little more and then segue into some of the other kind of pieces about the future. So Please. Um, one thing that became really clear, uh, at PS 25 was how much, not just obviously how much energy that we as a staff and also like that so many people across the field were putting into this, [00:40:00] to this moment.

Um, and to the, you know. Really awesome possibilities that occur when you have so many different worlds overlap. Like there’s so many amazing psychedelic conferences and gatherings around the world, um, many of which, you know, I, I love and attend and, and have seen incredible conversations happen. But there’s really nothing like having such a big tent, you know, such a big tent at the Colorado conventions that are, you know, for, for the psychedelic science conferences.

And there were conversations that we were really proud to host, um, whether it was through different geographic and ethnic and cosmological and world, just like there were conversations that were having at psychic Science 2025 that I have not seen in other places and, you know, would be really, really difficult to do in other environments.

So that got us to thinking. Why are, why, why is there like this one biannual thing where so much happens and if we’re doing all these other, you know, not smaller gatherings or coalitions, digital or in person or so on, um, how do we create more [00:41:00] continuity between the work that we’re doing in this sort of, you know, crown jewel of, of this, of this process for us?

And also how do we, um, bring more visibility to the gatherings and efforts and the advancements that people are doing in other conferences and other events and, um, just create more connective tissue between those things. So in some ways we’re, we’re sort of, for a long time the way that we treated psychedelic science was as a separate project from all of the other things.

We, of course, there was tons of overlap, um, but even, even in a very like literal sense, like, you know, I’m thinking about when, when I was curating the policy stage in 2023. Even then I remember thinking, okay, it’s really important that we like platform all these amazing people. But I wasn’t really thinking like, how do we, we weave this into maps’ perspective or how do we weave these like big themes that we wanna bring forward to this more mainstream audience.

Like, and it’s funny because I think that we’ve been, you know, speaking to the misconceptions question that you had earlier too, I think that a lot of people believe in the [00:42:00] feedback we get is definitely like, as if we’re pulling the strings and all of the speakers and like, it’s like, it’s really much, much more dynamic than I think it seems.

And we, we put quite a, quite a bit of effort into making sure that there’s people on stage who disagree with us, who have different perspectives. And, but I think we haven’t told that story super well. What people see is like, who gets on stage. And I think giving some of that like more visibility of the background, like both in what are the events that lead up to the insights or breakthroughs that then get put on this stage.

That’s one piece. What, what’s happening for the year and a half between now and then first off, and then, you know, year and couple months now. Um, and then also like how do, to Betty’s point, like. How does the cha, how do changes in format, whether it’s workshops or dialogues or discourse or interviews, or how do those changes actually break the forth wall a little bit and make it less seem like this slate of people who agree with each other, who create this sort of hegemonic worldview, which is, you know, would be impossible, that many people in this many perspectives and more [00:43:00] of like, um, you know, we, we’ve been, we’ve been kind of testing this language, like there’s a visionary Rick, Rick has a visionary, maps is a vision organization, but we’re, we’re moving into this direction of a, a movement of visionaries.

How do we, how do we put a spotlight on this movement of visionaries, of people who are all doing this brilliant work in all these different ways? Maps for a long time had to do all the things because we were early and because now we’ve had this massive, massive, incredible ecosystem that’s been built of people who are better suited than we are, better suited than others to do these things.

Our job now is really, how do we. Be like cosmic switchboard operators and make sure that in addition to pushing the edge with the research and the projects that we’re still gonna be moving forward on, still gonna be kind of pushing the horizon on advancing the horizon on how do we also make sure that we’re like telling the whole story and, um, demonstrating that that’s what we’re doing.

So I think that’s what the conference wants to be. It’s like just taking that other [00:44:00] lens to bring more visibility to that brighter vision. So

Betty Aldworth: can I jump in with one more sort of like, heady thing about this? Um, I’ve been involved in movement work like since before I could walk, right? I’ve been, I’ve been an activist and advocate for a really long time and always frustrated by, um, disempowerment, um, like both in the sense of people feel like they have no power and, uh, systems and stories, um, perpetuate that feeling.

Right. And the, because what I learned very early was that, um, even just by writing letters, uh, to, um, bring more awareness to the apartheid Regi regime in South Africa, right. I got to be part of a movement that changed something. And that was incredibly powerful for me as a young person. I was like 14 or 15.

Right. And that, that [00:45:00] crystallized for me that I can be part of change. So much of our modern world makes people feel so powerless, and part of that is that we sort of gloss over and sugarcoat and, um, the, all of the work. That it takes behind the scenes by thousands of people to make change really happen.

So how do we visualize that in a way that feels empowering to people mm-hmm. And allows them to see that they have a place that they can connect into the movement. Like we all struggle with things like the great man theories and like, you know, this sort of, um, sort of singular simplified vision of how change happens.

Um, it’s not true and it causes people to feel like they have a lot less, um, agency than they do. So how do we, how do we think about that? And this conference that, uh, question fits into it. The co-leadership of Izzy and I fits into it. Mm-hmm. Our storytelling [00:46:00] and like what we want to make sure is, um, broadcast as we celebrate our 40th anniversary, all sort of shows just how many people it takes to make change happen.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

Betty Aldworth: I’m really excited to be part of that.

Joe Moore: I particularly love the, um, the element of empowering people to feel like they can make change. And secondly, just telling the psychedelic story, which is such a big story, the drug policy reform story, such bold stories are gigantic together. Mm-hmm. And, you know, taking attempts, like taking stabs and trying to is so important.

You know, I, so I applaud that. So thank you. Um, thank

Ismail Ali: you.

Joe Moore: Massive. We’re having

Ismail Ali: a blast over here.

Joe Moore: Good. Good. Um, so let’s talk about other stuff. So, like, there’s been some interesting stuff at Ohio State with Sarco mm-hmm. Around like law enforcement training. Mm-hmm. [00:47:00] Like, is that, is that gonna be a major project for maps?

Betty Aldworth: Izzy, do

you

Ismail Ali: wanna Yeah, I mean,

Betty Aldworth: close to that.

Ismail Ali: Yeah. Yeah. May maybe I’ll, I’ll, I’ll, I’ll start by saying that like each of those kind of pillars that, that Betty mentioned, you’ve got the, the research, the policy and education. We could maybe go into them in different directions, but, um, you know, to this point about really refining, like what’s, what we’ve been thinking about is like, what’s Maps best positioned to do?

Given the resources we have, the connections we have, the network and so on. Um, and what are, what are things that are gonna be done super, super well by other organizations in different groups and, and in a case like this one, so let’s say we’re looking at kind of our larger field of education. You know, Betty mentioned the therapist training, which is going on.

Maybe Betty can speak a little bit more to that specific piece. Over the last few years, you know, we developed this project, um, uh, around training for first responders. And that initially started as a project with the city of Denver, um, and has now expanded. And we’re talking to, I think, I can’t say all of [00:48:00] them right now, but a few different jurisdictions, states, cities, different places that are interested in, um, applying this training to, uh, to their first responder agencies.

And the Ohio State ex example is fantastic because, um. I mean, I don’t know if five years ago maybe, but definitely not 10, would there have been a, an academic institution that would be putting this kind of time, energy, visibility and investment in a program like this. And the Ohio State is particularly interesting because actually have funding from the state.

They’re one of the first academic programs that also has state funding for a number of different things, one of which is kind of developing first responder training. Um, what’s really exciting about this for me is a, like, just being able to work with academic partners on anything like this is awesome.

And, you know, you’re obviously seeing a lot of investment from academic, uh, or from philanthropy into a lot of, sorry, a lot of, um, philanthropy for academic institutions, whether it’s Berkeley or Harvard or so many others across the country that are now building [00:49:00] out these projects of all kinds. Um. So that’s in general, I just wanna acknowledge that that’s quite a big state shift from where we were even a few years ago.

Um, and a sign that kind of legitimate, legitimate institutions of all kinds, um, want to be in this conversation. So that’s a huge kind of progress. And I think it’s really good for the field because I think we actually need, need and have to be outside of this sort of like, bubble of advocates and activists, which I love and I consider myself a part of, but also like some more of this engagement from the quote unquote real world, whether it’s academia, whether it’s state agencies and so on.

So this program with Ohio State is a great example because it’s like, it takes these assets that we developed within maps that are focused on first responder, that readiness for crisis that may be related to psychedelics. And um, I really especially love it because one of the big things that came up with this particular program, or this project or this area was a total chicken and egg thing.

And this is, I don’t wanna get all the way down into the political rabbit hole, but politicians, some of them are super brave and courageous and some of them are not. Some of them are, are willing to. Step ahead and be like, oh, we’re gonna [00:50:00] need this in anticipation of X, Y, z that’s happening. In this case, it’d be, oh, we’re gonna need to prepare our crisis response professionals before we move toward decriminalization or legal access, whatever that looks like.

But in many, many, many cases, it’s the other way around, right? It’s like you’d have to have something that would push, um, the state to realize, oh, this is the problem. Oh, we have to respond to it. So what I really love about what Ohio is doing and the state of Ohio, and also the state of Ohio and also Ohio State University, the partner that we’re working with is that Ohio doesn’t currently have like, like, uh, decriminalization of psychedelics in the way that Colorado, right.

What we see there is this interest from the state and this academic body to preempt the kinds of things that might happen, which to me is like a very, it’s a very strong application of harm reduction. And kind of proactive education. One other thing I wanna add to this that I really, really love [00:51:00] is that I’m sure you know, plenty of people in your audience already know and understand this, but, um, psychedelic crisis and mental health crisis are very, very, very linked.

They’re not the same, but there’s a lot of overlap. And there’s been this larger trend within the United States to move away from armed crisis response and much more toward crisis response that is more informed by, um, the realities of mental health care and the needs related to mental health crisis. So one thing that’s really important here is I think that while on one side of the story, it’s, oh, we have a training that’s unique, that’s new, that is innovative, that’s looking at this dilemma that states could be facing in the future and responding to it.

And also it’s extremely not it’s ex, it’s part of this momentum that’s already been building around what is a more humane and compassionate response to crisis on the street look like. Period, whatever the cause is. Um, there’s lots of downstream questions after that, right? This doesn’t solve all the problems by any means, but we’ve, we’ve noticed is [00:52:00] that it’s allowed more of this openness for, um, first responders of all kinds to just get into this conversation about mental health crisis, not how that impacts their jobs.

And then lastly, how that impacts them and their own mental health. Um, we try not to Trojan horse the whole thing, right? The conversation of mental health for first responders and how they respond to crisis is not the same conversation, but there’s a lot of overlap. So this, it’s, I appreciate you bringing it up ’cause it’s a good example of the kind of project that we’re really focusing on, which is, it’s this innovative asset, it’s this, that, that hadn’t existed before, but we’re not going out being like, we have to be the one delivering and training everybody.

We’re like, no, no. Who are the partners who are motivated to do that? Ohio State University or a, you know, a state body is gonna be better suited to do that in that environment. Than, you know, respectfully me on the west coast in California. But we can create the assets that make that possible. And that partnership, that type of relationship is like a great example of the direction that we’re hoping to go into.

And I think, I don’t know, Betty, if you wanna add more, if I can kick it to you, because I think that the way that we engage [00:53:00] with international partners for therapist training is another great, you know, there, there’s a lot of examples like that I think, um, are just interesting and also demonstrate what we’re trying to do going forward.

Joe Moore: Right? Yeah. Betty, please. I did see some interesting action in, in Poland, but you know, feel free to go where you want to go here.

Betty Aldworth: Yeah. So, um, Izzy mentioned our therapist education program, which is something that I’m, um, becoming increasingly passionate about every day. Um, as part of, um, the work that I’m supporting here at Maps, uh, Rick is, um, Rick is the person who finds our partners and, and, uh, decides where we’re going.

And, um, and I’m supporting the team on, uh, the infrastructure that’s required to make this happen because it is. You know, quite, um, uh, a big bulk of the work. So we find partners in places like Poland, Switzerland, um, Bosnian, Gina, um, uh, Mexico later this [00:54:00] year all over the world, particularly with a focus on places with, um, high incidences of trauma and the fewest resources available to address it.

And we go and train, um, sometimes therapists, but mental health care practitioners in those, um, in those places, um, so that they can become perhaps eventually, uh, clinical investigators. Um, so that they were starting to build a professional education, uh, framework for psychedelic assisted therapies for inter directed healing.

Specifically the model that has been used in all of the maps initiated trials so far. Um. And we are almost always able to bring quite a few, uh, people on scholarship. In fact, last year we conducted a program in the Ukraine, um, that was entirely free to every Ukrainian, every participant, all of whom were Ukrainian.

Um, so we’re able to support people coming from Palestine, from [00:55:00] Lebanon, from all over. And, and of course through our partnership with Maps Israel, you know, um, bringing people together even on, um, opposite sides of, of conflict. Um, bringing folks together to, um, to begin to understand psychedelics and their potential, their promise.

Um. So I, I love this program. It’s so much fun. And one of the great things about it is that we get to do this working with the MDMA alliance, the therapists specifically who, um, have been carrying so much of this work, this work through the years, through the clinical trials, um, training, some training, uh, the other trial therapists.

And, and you know, really, I don’t think that people understand, um, what a risk it is or it was anyway 20 years ago to make the choice to participate in an, to be an investigator in [00:56:00] an MDA assisted therapy trial. And like the risks that these people took to their careers and their reputations, um, it’s not small.

And this is a, a way that we get to continue to honor their work and, and make sure that the people who have been the knowledge carriers for so long, um, are also the people who are engaged in, in the teaching. And to do so in a way that is culturally hum, that embodies cultural humility and is adapted to, uh, the location.

So when I say mental healthcare providers, you know, oftentimes that’s license people with licenses as we’re familiar with in the us, but sometimes it’s not going to be, sometimes it’s going to be people in community who have, who, uh, take on a different type of role that isn’t called therapist or mental health care provider or social worker.

Right. Or psychiatrist. It might be, it might be any number of different roles in different places. So, you know, that’s, that’s a [00:57:00] very, uh, rich project that we are, um, very proud to support at Maps.

Ismail Ali: Mm-hmm.

Joe Moore: Yeah. Go ahead.

Ismail Ali: Well, I was, um, I was gonna. N now step into a few of the other program areas if that’s, if that’s a fair direction.

Yeah. Just ’cause I want, I want the, you know, I, to get a, a nice, good picture, but I appreciate the, the prompting and I think this is a good, um, direction. So kind of just riffing off of what Betty was saying, um, both on the risk piece and then also just what I meant. You know, I’m, I’m, I think a lot about the, again, kind of what I was saying at the beginning, these sort of thresholds over the decades and, um, at the time, you know, the, at the beginning of this sort of era of research in particular, the, the horizon, the front edge of that conversation was around drug development.

And can we take these drugs through the FDA process and get them, um, into like, you know, legal pharmaceutical context. And, um, now we’re at this place [00:58:00] where the, you know, there’s an industry that I would say it would stop at nothing to get that approved in some way. You know, there’s a lot of people who are very motivated, um, for a lot of reasons.

So we’ve been thinking a lot, you know, speaking of these projects of like, what are the things that are really needed? What fill the gaps? Um, and you know, these projects that we were just mentioning around the training, professional training I think is a big part of that. And I also just ’cause we all get this question a lot, wanna speak a little bit to the research areas, both the work that re, that Rick has been, um, continuing to move forward and also how that fits this larger arc, um, or this larger story.

So we, we’ve landed on this language because we’ve been thinking a lot about like, what is the research that maps is really needing to do these days? Um, what’s really important? What and, and what is no one else gonna do or what’s no one else doing? So we think a lot about like, well what’s, you know, what are the things that are, I don’t wanna say not commercially viable, but not, don’t have the same incentive within like, the kind of market as, um, as the research that’s happening.

You know, that’s being led by the kind of more well-funded [00:59:00] for-profit drug developers. Um, and, and what are the, what are the things we’re trying to do with it? So we’ve landed on this. Kind of area of what we’re calling precedent, setting research, which can look like a lot of different things. So in the way that the MDMA trials that video was just talking about, that were big risks for the people who were involved in 20 years ago, kind of created this precedent that doing research for drug development for schedule one drugs is not totally crazy.

And if it is, then it’s the kind of crazy they can get us somewhere, you know, that helps us progress as a society and healthcare. So we’re looking at those things that, um, kind of cr really open up new paradigms for research. That’s really the thing that we’re most interested in right now. So on one level, there’s, um.

You know, this work that we’ve been doing with couples therapy, you know, so anyone who knows the history of MDMA knows that before MDMA was made illegal, couples therapy and couples work was one of the big areas in addition to care for PTSD and so on. And there’s kind of like a pithy, funny way to talk about it.

Oh. Like, of course couples with MDMA, it’s a love drive, but there’s that piece of it. But if you go a step deeper, there’s actually some [01:00:00] very interesting precedent that’s sit there because, um, having a tough relationship is not in the DSM five. You know, people have pathologies, couples don’t. So the idea of saying, okay, well what are the ways in which these substances can be applied without necessarily having to rely on this sort of diagnosis based framework?

That’s very interesting. You know, we’ve got, you know, I can get, um, cosmetic surgery, or I can get Botox, or I can get these, uh, procedures without needing a diagnosis. Right. I can, or if I want a therapist, I can just get a therapist. So we’re thinking, you know, the term is elective care. We’re looking at these like ways where psychedelics can.

Stay within this like highly regulated medical environment. Not only there ’cause we also support community care and religious use and all these other things. But insofar as that there is this sort of medical context, what are the ways in which you can get the protection, the oversight and the supervision and the structure of a medical context, um, while also utilizing psychedelics for personal growth or personal development or relational healing or so on.

That to me is a [01:01:00] very fascinating area because it’s, it’s part of this larger kind of western medical framework, but it’s not only reactive to the diagnosis that we’ve been focused on and that we’ve focused over. So that’s one. And then the other I wanna say is looking at populations that are, um, less likely, even if we do get insurance coverage, even if we do get full approval, all the things that we love, um, and that we want.

You know, we’re no strangers to the reality of the inequities as they land in people’s lives. Um, so we’re, we’re been doing for the last couple years is like early stages of research that hopefully we become more kind of substantive research projects, um, clinical projects on working with formerly incarcerated people, population that we know has extremely high levels of trauma.

Check all the boxes that you might see veterans or survivors of assault or so on have experienced, but who from a access to healthcare perspective in the United States are significantly, significantly, um, not just disadvantaged, but I would say actively neglected by the state. Um, so we’re looking at these places [01:02:00] where it’s like, well, how do you get, you utilize this progress and research to not leave people behind and to apply what we learn with these populations that do have good representation within the political sphere like veterans who are, who have really organized incredibly actively and effectively to create access to these medicines, to the, to this, to the.

To the extent that we’re now having a conversation about this at the federal level, not just on the medical side, but on the policy side, which is totally driven by organizing from veterans in the United States. That’s incredible progress and incredible work. And like, we’re like, okay, so who doesn’t necessarily have that political capital?

Who are the people who we really wanna make sure that we can build up a research base that would be taken seriously by, whether it’s academia or other clinicians or so on. So formerly incarcerated people and you know, to Betty’s point, people who are in these conflict zones or zones where they’ve experienced displacement or all kinds of, um, kinda just humanitarian, um, impacts and, and.

We’re not gonna go there and say like, we know how to give MDMA to people in conflict zones, but we can definitely [01:03:00] find the people to partner within in those zones who really have thought about this for a super long time and who are interested in the promise of psychedelics. Not just to like apply our modality A to A, B2B, but really to evolve that in a way.

So these are the, to us, these are the D edges, these are the things that I think, you know, we see maps as being best suited to engage with.

Joe Moore: Yeah.

Ismail Ali: Um, and also the things that we think are most important to be doing right now so that people don’t get left behind. So that whatever this future world, the vision that we were talking about earlier, whatever that becomes, it’s not one that, um, increases disparities in health, which could very easily happen if we’re not paying attention.

Betty Aldworth: Well, we aren’t under the misapprehension that, um, that. Areas or populations with high levels of trauma and, um, insufficient resources to address it is just outside of our borders. There’s a lot of that within our borders too, right? Mm-hmm. People.

Ismail Ali: Right, right, right, right,

Betty Aldworth: right. [01:04:00] So how does that, how do we fit into that, um, framework to be able to, um, like as he says, like we all like to say, make sure no one’s left behind.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. So we had a question from YouTube that has popped up there in a distracting fashion, but how can people get involved? This, this person seems to have, um, some access to a, a research department at, um, a university.

Betty Aldworth: Yeah. So, um, one of the things that I would recommend this person does is, uh, go sign up for updates on our therapist training program, um, at maps.org.

Um, just ma ps.org. Um, in order to stay up to date on the training opportunities, but then also can find tons and tons and tons of resources on our website, um, through our now 30 5-year-old bulletin. Um, and, um, the virtual trip, which is all the videos from Psychedelic [01:05:00] Science 25 and 23. Um, so. Like step one, make sure that you’re learning, um, and, and staying on top of the subjects that most interest you.

Um, if you are in a, in a research department, there might be an opportunity for you to be an advocate within that department, um, to begin conducting some amount of, I I don’t recall if it was clinical or, or um, uh, what type of research it is, but, um, you know, there are so many different ways that. I mean, even the social sciences, right.

I’ve been reviewing some of the information on

Joe Moore: mm-hmm.

Betty Aldworth: Quality adjusted life years, right? So like the economic sciences and, you know, social sciences and all the rest. Um, uh, there are ways to get involved, um, as a researcher or as, um, you know, as an academic, um, that, uh, might become evident once you start, um, reading about what’s happening.

[01:06:00] Right. Um, so I think that there’s, uh, there are lots of ways to answer that question. One way that I like to recommend is, you know, a lot of the, the, um, a lot of the visible work happens at like high levels in academia, um, at, you know, in Washington DC and, you know, in the, in national meet, like so much of it feels so disconnected from our lives.

But a lot of the wor the work that is so visible happens up here, but the real work happens in community. Right. So I always like to recommend that folks get involved with their local dance Safe chapter or their local Zendo chapter, uh, their local, um, global Psych Psychedelic Society. And, um, you know, with our partners, um, in, at all of these organizations, they might find an opportunity to connect with people who are in their own community trying to make change.

Because that is how things [01:07:00] like the Denver and the Colorado, that’s how, um, that’s how change starts at the local and state level. But it’s also, those are the people who you’ll will be counting on, um, as you are on your journey as an advocate.

Joe Moore: Yeah.

Ismail Ali: Yeah. I can

Joe Moore: please.

Ismail Ali: Sorry. Go for it.

Joe Moore: You’re up.

Ismail Ali: Um, yeah, I, I, uh, I agree with everything Betty said and you know, one thing that I’ve, um.

I appreciate it. I’ve spent a lot of time working with, uh, lawyers over the last years, um, and legal professionals who are interested in getting involved and like many other areas of our, of our field. Um, there’s so much to do. Not enough funding, like not enough connection. It’s like it’s, it’s one of those things where the interest outpaces the capacity of the field.

And one thing that I’ve just general trend I’ve noticed is over last few [01:08:00] years, I think that the carrying capacity of the psychedelic movement is starting to right size. Like the water levels are starting to go align. And there was this real, we were in a really big hype cycle for, for a minute there. Um, and maybe still are to an extent, but I bring all that up to say that like, one thing that I’ve noticed over the last decade that’s been very useful is, um.

The, um, experience that you commenter or really anyone is developing in their own field, in their own world is extremely useful. A lot of people think, especially when they’re engaging with psychedelics, that they need to like, pivot into working with psychedelics or, I see, you know, I see business owners all the time who have an experience.

They’re like, I’m gonna set up business about psychedelics or what. And it’s like, you know, no shit. People can do whatever they wanna do. And also like, we need people everywhere. We need people in, we need people in the department, in the research departments that aren’t talking about psychedelics too. We need people in real estate.

We need people in industry. We, so I say like, I think that like [01:09:00] if, if, if we’re all, if people are having psychedelic experiences or benefiting from their journeys, um, and all putting that energy into developing more psychedelic stuff. Then I think that we might only be getting part of the story. I think that what we actually wanna see is for our psychedelic experiences and journeys and growth to impact every sector.

So I’m not trying to diminish someone’s excitement about working with psychedelics. You should totally do that. And I think what Betty said, advocating within the department, figuring out who at your university or adjacent, and maybe, I think that’s a great point, Betty, looking in the social sciences, looking in these other areas.

’cause people tend to look in the clinical research worlds. Um, and not every school or not every place has that within their departments. Um, but we’re now in a place where, you know, sometimes it’s literature, some this philosophy, you’re seeing this conversation about psychedelics show up in all these places.

And I think that’s actually what we need more of, which is like, how are the. Without putting a moral weight on it, but like, how are the ways [01:10:00] that they’re helping us heal or come into contact with ourselves or develop other relationships with our partners or our friends or our parents or what our, our inner children, whatever that is.

Like, how do those things actually allow us to show, not tell about what we’re trying to do to make the world a better place? This is less like the call to action, like go call your representatives. Uh, I see this person’s in the state of Washington. Um, if you haven’t already, there are groups in Washington that are working on policy access there that are worth engaging with, but what, even if there isn’t that in whatever state, any listeners in whatever place, if someone isn’t, um, this sort of, uh, it’s sort of like a humble advocacy.

It’s less like I’m gonna go out into the rooftops and say, Hey, everyone should do psychedelics. I don’t believe that, first off, but, and, and, and more like, what is it doing for you and how do the people around you. See that that’s happening. How, how are you a model for what world we’re trying to create in your own self?

It’s a little more of like a personal thing than, you know, Betty, where you’re saying, which I think is a little, a lot more practical from an activist standpoint, but [01:11:00] I feel like it’s important to name that.

Joe Moore: I love that. Yeah. Um, what is it? Uh, y’all have a catchphrase be the portal, something like that.

Ismail Ali: Oh man, there’s a few different ones.

Joe Moore: Be the bridge. Yeah,

Ismail Ali: be the bridge. But, but, but there’s also see past the paradox, which is another good one. Mm-hmm. Which is like, but it’s about you, but it’s about us all, but it’s about you, you know?

It’s like, it’s, there’s a lot of ways to could interpret it.

Joe Moore: That’s great. Um, well, cool. Anything we want to leave, um, listeners, viewers with?

Betty Aldworth: Well, um, as we’ve sort of, glancingly mentioned a handful of times, we’re about to celebrate our 40th mm-hmm. Anniversary, so I hope that folks are following us on social or are on our, um, email list so that you can see some of the cool stuff that’s happening there.

We are gonna have specialized merch drops and, um, different ways that people can get involved in that [01:12:00] celebration, um, uh, beginning in a couple of weeks here and, uh, we’re very excited about it. Um, I’d also like to put a plug in that, uh, Izzy and I will both be speaking at psychedelic culture along with Rick, uh, the three of us on stage together.

Um, so that is in San Francisco, I think the 17th, 18th, 19th of great

Joe Moore: memory. Mm-hmm.

Betty Aldworth: So if you can make it to that, um, you know, we would love to see you there. Um, that’ll be the first time that we’ve been on stage together in quite some time, so, mm-hmm. Really excited about that. Um, and, uh, yeah, lots to come around that 40th anniversary.

And of course psychedelic science 2027, um, you know, save that date if you haven’t already. That’s May 3rd through fifth, um, of 2027 in Denver, or,

Ismail Ali: yeah. Maybe the last thing I’ll add is, um, it’s a little bit more of a riff on what I, you know, what I was just saying in this question of like, how to [01:13:00] get involved and what it, what we’re doing and what, what is maximal, what are we gonna become, what are we trying to be?

And just to kind of like bring all of this threads together in this conversation. Um, I just wanna highlight Betty, what you said earlier around, like in some ways what we’re trying to do as co-executive directors is just model what we think we should all be seeing more of. Um, not that we like know everything, and in fact, specifically acknowledging that no one person knows all the things, and that as we’re looking at this next phase of the movement, whether you count it from the beginning of maps, the next 40 years, or, um, the post FDA, whatever, like however you wanna characterize it, you know, as a person who’s in the field, um, that this shift toward empowering us as individuals and recognizing that we do have power, both as ourselves and also in.

Coalition and community. Um, it’s not just like window dressing. It’s not just like words that feel good. It’s actually like if we zoom out and look at the movement over the last, you know, decades, um, [01:14:00] it’s actually how things have happened. And like, even if you come back to like the way that Rick has worked within maps, like so much of his work, yes, it’s about the research.

Yes, it’s about what we made possible because of the evidence based on the data, but it’s also about the relationships that he’s built. And part of the reason that we’re in the position that we’re in now is because the relationships that we’ve built, um, both the strength of our relationship with each other as leaders, but also with the people who’ve we’ve built trust with and ruptured with and had to repair with and are still working through things with.

You know, so I, I guess I say that to say that like the, the, the thing that I I implore us all within the field to just be tracking is, um, the willingness to show the vulnerability and show the honesty of like, the humility of like us trying to figure this out together. I’m at this point in my career that now, especially with this negative feel, if someone shows up.

Sounding really sure of themselves. I’m really suspicious. ’cause we really don’t know. And that’s okay. And that’s okay. And like that’s part of why, maybe just in closing I’ll say myself, like I am deeply [01:15:00] honored and grateful that we’re seeing more indigenous leaders, leaders from traditional practices who have every reason to be like, why would we deal with this Western catch?

Which like, why? Like there’s so much over there. Like let them figure that out on their own. And yet we’re seeing leaders from all over the world, within the United States, native American leaders, as well as from South America, from Central America, from Africa, from these places who are showing up and being part of this conversation because we’re all connected.

I’m saying that sort of tongue in cheek, but it’s true. It’s like what we do here in the United States deeply, deeply impacts people around the world. We focus so much on drug policy, on, you know, I’m kind of a broken record about this. We focus so much on drug policy, on like this sort of consumer centric, what is it like for us as Americans who are taking these substances?

I really, really wanna implore us, and this is a lot of what we’re trying to do at maps, take a bigger picture, understand that these are connections that we’re making, whether or that exists, whether we like it or not, to people in other parts of the world that are impacted by our drug policy, they’re impacted by our foreign policy, they’re impacted by what’s going on [01:16:00] here.

So I just, I guess it’s, it’s really just a call for responsibility and a call for, um, like our own responsibility as maps and an invitation for people to, to witness that and to, to keep pushing us. Like keep critiquing us, keep pushing us to be the best that we can be because we’re, we’re doing our best and we’re gonna keep doing our best.

And, um, we’re grateful to be in the position we’re in. We’re deeply honored to be in the positions of leadership that we’re in and don’t take it for granted. Um, and we’re, I don’t know how to speak for both of us, but I think we’re really excited to cross paths with you in person somewhere somehow. And I’ll just, maybe I’ll leave it at that for now.

Betty Aldworth: I’m like tearing up a little bit. So yeah, you’re both of us.

Joe Moore: No, it’s, it’s such a big project and thank you all for holding it so well and I hope people go to see you in San Francisco in a few weeks at the Psychedelic Culture Conference. I’ll miss it this year. Izzy, last year was a highlight, sharing the stage with you, so that was

Ismail Ali: great.

Joe Moore: That was great. That was great. That was a good one. Spicy times. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

Ismail Ali: Spicy

Joe Moore: times. [01:17:00] I guess it’s still the same. Anyway, thank you both. Everybody check out maps. I hope everybody will be going to that conference next summer. I’ll be there for sure. And um, yeah, thank you again.

Betty Aldworth: Thanks so much.

Psychedelics Today Trip Journal

Jennifer Espenscheid — Art as a Practice, Psychedelics as a Teacher

Jennifer Espenscheid

Artist, builder, and podcast host Jennifer Espenscheid joins Joe Moore for a rich conversation on creativity, process, and the spiritual dimensions of making art. Drawing from her South Dakota roots and large-scale works like Luciferia, Jennifer reflects on the blend of grit, intuition, and trust that guides her artistic life. She discusses how psychedelics have served as a tool for clarity and healing rather than direct creation of art, helping her dissolve patterns and reconnect to innate creativity.

They explore how events like Burning Man catalyze inspiration, why intention and integration matter as much as vision, and the discipline of “earning your dopamine”—staying self-motivated instead of chasing external highs. Jennifer shares lessons about gestation, patience, and protecting early ideas before they’re ready to be seen. Together they examine creativity as a human birthright and art as a daily practice of attention and renewal.

“By being human, you are intrinsically creative. Psychedelics help me clear the noise so I can actually hear and honor that.”

Links

The Soma Show – Main website

Podcast on YouTube

Jennifer on LinkedIn

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Brad Adams PhD – LAMPS

Brad Adams LAMPS

Brad Adams LAMPS (Los Angeles Psychedelic Society) joins Kyle to trace his path from PhD researcher to community builder. Brad shares how early work in AIDS, Alzheimer’s, gerontology, and cancer research primed him to notice Harbor-UCLA’s psilocybin pilot for stage-4 cancer patients with death anxiety—where the strongest mystical experiences correlated with profound death acceptance. Teaming with Dennis McKenna, he ran an ayahuasca pilot in Peru and presented findings at Psychedelic Science 2017.

From there, Brad founded LAMPS: first as research meetups at UCLA, then as a thriving hub hosting speakers and, ultimately, an L.A. psychedelic conference. He previews the November 1 event, Psychedelics Insights Playground at Above the Block in West L.A.: daytime panels on cannabis, preparation/integration, and music & psychedelics; a vendor hall; and a “Healing Lounge” with bodywork, astrology, human design, and more—closing with a late-night dance party featuring David Starfire.

Brad offers grounded advice for starting local communities (begin small, meet regularly, curate safe dialogue, and moderate firmly), and reflects on platform friction around psychedelics. The conversation widens to DMTx (extended-state DMT), entity encounters, and what humble, relational curiosity can reveal—then to Wetiko, IFS, and the hero’s journey as frames for keeping hope alive in turbulent times. A candid and practical tour of research, resilience, and real-world community building.

November 1 – Psychedelic Insights Playground – Los Angeles

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Solidarity Fridays – Joe Moore and Kyle Buller

Joe Moore and Kyle Buller

Joe and Kyle open with reflections from their first r/psychonaut AMA, then pivot to why they’re building Navigators—our off-social community with book/film clubs, early ad-free episodes, mentorship, and an expanding education library. The core discussion explores touch and bodywork in breathwork and psychedelic contexts: why defaulting to “no touch” and moving slowly matters; informed consent; reading nonverbals; and keeping client agency central. They unpack trauma-informed concepts like the window of tolerance, polyvagal‐adjacent ideas (and critiques), and the ethics of avoiding re-traumatization or facilitator-driven interventions (“WAIT: Why am I Talking/Treating/Touching?”). The duo emphasize that bodywork requires specialized training and careful framing—supportive, not performative.

Plus: updates on upcoming offerings—Advanced Shadow Work with Dr. Ido Cohen (starts Oct 20), music for sessions, digital security for practitioners, spiritual emergence, somatics/trauma, and inner-work integration. Join Navigators to learn in community and help shape future conversations.

Transcript

Joe Moore (00:00:21):
Hi everybody. Joe here. Hope you’re doing great. Kyle, how are you today? Pretty

Kyle Buller (00:00:28):
Good, Joe. And you just wrapped up a [00:00:30] little a MA on Reddit, didn’t you?

Joe Moore (00:00:32):
Yeah, first ever. Reddit a MA. It was really fun. It was Reddit, the head, like half million people in it or so, which is great. Rau, yeah, maybe a little under half million. I don’t really remember the number, but it was cool. It was active. People had me on my toes. It was lovely. It’s

Kyle Buller (00:00:48):
That a lot since, and having to type everything out within an hour.

Joe Moore (00:00:52):
Oh yeah. And I’m trying to be quick and I’m trying to not be too careful and I’m just like, oh, okay. [00:01:00] Some spicy things came out. Clearly. People that don’t like me or my thinking came to the table, but that’s fine. I like that kind of stuff, especially when it’s in an open, fair place for discussion. Yeah, yeah. Cool. So today, oh, actually before we get into our topics, which are going to be like body work, breath work, touch and psychedelic sessions and more, let’s talk about navigators. So you and I just decided we wanted to open up our community [00:01:30] and have a few different paid tiers in there to support the show, support us, and keep us doing this important work. You can find more@psychedelicstoday.com slash navigators, but can you talk a little bit about why it’s important that we’re going this way and starting on online community?

Kyle Buller (00:01:46):
Yeah, I think you have mentioned, I think in the Instagram how community is important and things that we’ve seen over the years is around a lot of people’s eyeballs are on the platforms, all the social media platforms. And then it’s like the algorithms [00:02:00] and something that we faced a couple months ago back in the early summer, and this kind of happened across the board and psychedelics, A lot of people’s accounts were getting shut down, especially through meta. And if our accounts get shut down, we have no way of communicating unless we’re doing newsletters and stuff like that. So we really wanted to try to make a little bit of a pivot away from some of the, just being so social media dominant and start to create more of a platform where we can get [00:02:30] together. We’ll have book clubs, as you mentioned. There’s different tiers. So there’s book clubs. We’ll probably do some film clubs, releases of the podcast early ad free. Also some tiers include all of our education. So if you’re really wanting to dive into some of the education and you could pick that tier. And then some of the highest tier also comes with a lot of mentor one-on-one calls with us as well, and networking and events and stuff [00:03:00] like that. So we really want to just get people together and have conversations and to deepen the community here. But yeah, if you want to add anything as well,

Joe Moore (00:03:09):
Some of the lines, we’re using humanity or people need community, not algorithms. We’re getting so worked over by algorithms right now and I think over the last few months we’ve noticed it even more. And now with the Americanization of TikTok, I’m not following [00:03:30] super closely, but I understand that American interests are now going to control that as opposed to Chinese interests, which is very interesting and is going to have some crazy results. So how do we take more control, have more agency in what we consume for media, and it’s getting away from these big obnoxious platforms that have no accountability other than the shareholders

Kyle Buller (00:03:54):
Or Facebook still shut down. It’s still suspended and we don’t have access to that anymore unfortunately. So [00:04:00] I think that was a big wake up call for us of working in a taboo field where you can easily go against their vague community guidelines and their AI moderation. It’s just zapping account. So we want to create a space where we can just continue to cultivate community and relationship there.

Joe Moore (00:04:20):
You might get a kick out of this. I wrote an article on my substack a while ago called Not Your Keys, not Your Content and Play on the Crypto Line. And the idea is that at any moment, one [00:04:30] of these tech oligarchs can just shut you down. It doesn’t even need to be an oligarch. It could be some mid-level manager or a faceless algorithm

Joe Moore (00:04:38):
That

Joe Moore (00:04:38):
Is just the amount of drugs I see advertised on meta properties for how poorly they’ve treated us who have working on safety and community here. It’s just bonkers, like Iboga gummies and it’s super crazy and not great. And [00:05:00] people don’t buy drugs from social media, please, that’s psychedelics today, 1 0 1. Do not buy drugs on social media. Please,

Kyle Buller (00:05:08):
Please, please. I, I’ve been getting all these advertisements for mushroom grow kits and all these weird mushroom bars on TikTok. I’m like, how are they getting away with selling this stuff on here? When that goes against their community guidelines, it just makes no sense. And then yeah, you put out a video on harm reduction education and safety and it’s flagged and your account gets strikes and stuff like that.

Joe Moore (00:05:30):
[00:05:30] Yeah, here’s how you can ruin your social media, try to help people and help ’em be safe. So anyway, we’re having a lot of trouble with social media. We don’t think that social media is going to be the future for psychedelics. It’s going to be smaller, more private communities. So come join ours if you want to get more time with us, more FaceTime with us, maybe even input on guests we have on the show or questions we ask guests. Yeah, we’re going to have all sorts of stuff there, so please [00:06:00] check it out. The book lists for the book club is going to be really fun. We’ve been working on that a little bit. Kyle and I are working on a couple screenings for films that we can then have film clubs about. It’s going to be a really, really rich community in time, and it already is. We’ve got well over a thousand people I think, already in the platform, which is lovely. Not all of whom are members. So if you want to become a member, people who are already in circle, please do that. We would love that and really appreciate it. [00:06:30] Yeah, maybe that’s it for now. We can circle back to it near the end. Yeah,

Kyle Buller (00:06:33):
Definitely.

Joe Moore (00:06:34):
Cool. So there’s a few interesting threads we want to chat about today. So I want to primarily focus on trauma informed care and body work. There’s a lot of conversation, and this is a little tangential, and then

Kyle Buller (00:06:57):
We just lost you, Joe, your microphone went off, I think. [00:07:00] Let me double check my settings, but I don’t hear you. There you go. Oh, test, test. Yeah, there you go. The joins of going

Joe Moore (00:07:15):
Live with Tech Hiccups. The idea I’m learning is don’t touch your audio interface while you’re live. I was poking at my levels to make sure it wasn’t too hot. So at [00:07:30] the Psychedelics and Pain Association, we’ve talked a lot about how important touch and body work is in relation to treating pain conditions with psychedelics. We actually worked with a lot of people to try to get touch included in the Colorado regulated access program around the NMHA, the Natural Medicines Health Act, and were unsuccessful because regulators weren’t yet comfortable with it. It wasn’t that the data wasn’t there, [00:08:00] it’s just like this feels like something that’s too far for us to touch and psychedelics. It feels scary, so we shouldn’t do it in the pain space. At the very least, it’s quite clear that touch is important. Is

Kyle Buller (00:08:13):
There some data around that?

Joe Moore (00:08:17):
Yeah, I don’t have it offhand. We’d want to bring court in to talk about that. And guys, listeners, sorry, if you want to check out that, just listen to a bunch of episodes that we’ve done with Court Wing in the past. And there’s [00:08:30] a lot of conversations around touch and why it’s important and it’s different kinds of input and it’s different kinds of care in the pain space at least. And then this is touch. I think it’s been really important in our work with breathwork, with Holbrook Breath work, it’s been something that we’ve experienced a lot in Holter breath and we’ve yet to include that kind of stuff in Vital, but it’s something that we think about and [00:09:00] it’s like when is it safe and how is it going to be safe in the future? There’s a lot of questions, so it’s kind of like rewind the tape. So I started seeing people get body work before I ever received body work, and I was like, oh, that’s interesting. That seems to really change things and amplify things. And I was like, I want that because I’m just looking for a really big experience in my early days of breath work. And that looked like one avenue. What was [00:09:30] your exposure when you started seeing body work and breathwork sessions?

Kyle Buller (00:09:35):
Yeah, I kind of jumped in and I was a little hesitant about it. I was always a little hesitant around touch. And I think the first session I had, I had touch, but it also, I wasn’t super, I guess feeling it. I didn’t feel like it was super helpful that first round. But as I started to go back more and I think there was some [00:10:00] of that resistance because I’m like, is this beneficial? But as I started to go deeper into breathwork, I’ve noticed how important it can be for some folks. And I think we always like to say it’s totally optional. People don’t need to engage in the work. But I’ve had a lot of experiences once I started becoming more comfortable with it, that it was really profound to help me resolve things that may have felt stuck in my body. It helped me to deepen [00:10:30] my experience to just go deeper into it. And something I always like to say too is that people can do their own self touch and it’s a totally optional thing in breathwork.

Joe Moore (00:10:55):
Okay, there’s a few things. So if we want [00:11:00] to go into history at a certain point it was clear and it was obvious, and it was like a universal truth that infants didn’t remember harms, babies didn’t remember anything that happened to them. The theory was that the nerves weren’t myelinated enough, there wasn’t enough fatty membrane for nerve signal to really transmit skillfully, and then therefore anesthesia wasn’t required. There was no concern given to the experience [00:11:30] of the person being born. And that came later. And now it’s pretty clear that the experience of birth does matter to people. And the experience of neonatal surgeries or chemotherapies or things, it does matter. The baby remembers and what’s the title of the book? The Body Keeps the score there. That’s like an original insult. And sometimes we’re regressing into these situations where body work can be helpful and is [00:12:00] a really primal input, primal sensory input in terms of maybe evolution of the nervous system that works on us in really deep ways. And we have that classic kind of psychology experiment where they were raising very rudely for that matter, the monkeys and not allowing them access to the mother. And there’s just the terrycloth all and how much that impacted the psychology of the primates. Yeah, breeds crazy amounts of anxiety. So touch matters, touch is [00:12:30] a certain kind of connection that does matter and the body remembers. So there’s these kind of insults and then there’s these kind of omissions.

(00:12:39):
And then bodywork seems to help in a lot of those cases. And I think we’re seeing it in the old school LSD psychotherapy literature. We’re seeing it sometimes at maps, clinical trials. I don’t think most people are trained in how to do body work as part of the clinical trials, so we don’t really see it discussed a lot. [00:13:00] But in hochberg, one of the five main pillars. How do you like to understand what is body work in ho breath work? And Kyle and I are not certified in ho breath work. Kyle is certified in dream shadow transpersonal breath work. I am not certified in anything certified podcaster

Kyle Buller (00:13:22):
Soon, hopefully

Joe Moore (00:13:24):
Soon.

Kyle Buller (00:13:25):
I don’t know. My theories around it have changed a bit over the years. [00:13:30] I think digging into some of my own experiences, thinking about it from more of a trauma-informed somatic perspective, I think when we’re taught that technique, it’s really about the amplification of one’s own inner process and the expression of it, which can be important. Some people sometimes really want that deep catharsis that comes with the bodywork and getting whatever is out of the system. [00:14:00] Sometimes it has nothing to do with that. Sometimes there’s been so many times in sessions where somebody’s like, my hands are still buzzing, right? I still feel like a little bit tingling sensations and just helping support somebody in that process. And they might say, I feel like my hands just really want to push against something. So it’s just being able to allow a little bit of resistance.

(00:14:23):
It could be the facilitator’s hand against, and that person is just pushing against, it could [00:14:30] grab a pillow. You could have other things that somebody could push against, but sometimes that energy just is kind of stuck in the system and wants to move. And there’s been lots of times where there’s nothing emotional there. There’s nothing cathartic. But afterwards people are like, oh, that really helped that tingling sensation, and it really helped just move some of that stuff out of my body. Other times it can be trapped up with the trauma. We talk about these concepts of errors of commission [00:15:00] and errors of omission, errors of omission, things that maybe we didn’t receive. So that form of body work and touch could be something simple as holding somebody’s hand if it feels appropriate and safe and if somebody’s asking for that. And then, yeah, the errors of, what did I say? Errors of commission or things that have happened to us. So maybe it’s an old injury. Sometimes when I’m in breath work, I get a lot of [00:15:30] interesting sensations from where I had my accident, and sometimes that stuff comes up and sometimes I want to work with that feeling in the body. And I think about it also from that stuff is also stored in the fascia and

Joe Moore (00:15:47):
Start

Kyle Buller (00:15:47):
Tapping into these states. Maybe we become more aware of it. And I’ve noticed this a lot through doing physical therapy on a lot of this stuff and how much emotion is still stuck there. [00:16:00] I’ve had dry needling done on the scar tissue and stuff, and just huge amounts of catharsis could come from that. And that’s, I guess I always say typical if you’re going for a physical therapy session and trying to get some sort of physical manipulation. Some people I think are a little bit more in tune with that emotional state, but I realize that stuff is still kind of in me at times and how important it can be to facilitate that. [00:16:30] I had a physical therapist just do some gentle, I don’t know what she was doing, what the technique was, but it was just gentle stuff on the fascia. And I was all of a sudden I felt like I was back in the hospital and dealing with some really deep content from that incident.

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And I always just find it so fascinating that, and it was the most subtle thing. I could barely feel her hand, but it was just enough to activate something emotionally within me [00:17:00] and allow that kind of catharsis to happen. And it also helped to deepen my perspective on it. It was like, oh, maybe I didn’t get something I was looking for during that time, or maybe I haven’t fully processed that experience and this allowed me to process it in a way. And so I think that’s where it can be important for folks that want to do that type of stuff. And I always like to say, I think it’s really important to give enough [00:17:30] informed consent and the ability to say, no, this stuff is totally optional for folks, but I think it can also help to deepen one’s experience if they’re interested in exploring that. Let’s

Joe Moore (00:17:43):
Talk about how slow this process is. Default is to not do body work

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In a lot of cases. Totally. I would very much prefer not to touch people, especially deep in the session. So the first indication [00:18:00] generally is that they open their eyes and look around and we go talk to them for a while. And that’s a really slow conversation, long slow conversation to say, oh, what’s going on? What’s happening in your body? How are your hands? What’s going on emotionally? And where are those emotions? And then we’re like, maybe you want to go back in and breathe more. And you’re having quite lucid conversations. It’s not like you’re jumping in, [00:18:30] especially with no conversation whatsoever. Right.

Kyle Buller (00:18:32):
No, not at all. Yeah.

Joe Moore (00:18:34):
Why do you think it’s important to go really slow with these conversations?

Kyle Buller (00:18:38):
Well, it’s developing that safety and trust in the relationship. And also, again, this is, I always try to preface it too, is this isn’t something that we’re trying to do to you in the sense of when we think about body work in the sense of massage or physical therapy, there’s a physical manipulation that’s trying to do something [00:19:00] to the system. There’s a knot in my neck and I need to physically maybe do whatever that is, but I approach it as this is supposed to be a supportive process for what you’re going through. And we’re really just trying to create that container to support your process. And so it is really important to take it slow and see if that is what the person actually wants to do and make sure that they’re back and aware they’re [00:19:30] consenting to it appropriately and making sure that it’s not forceful.

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It’s like, Hey, we need to do body work on you. This is coming up. It’s like, no, does that person want to explore that? And if they don’t, that’s totally fine. So I always see it as how do we support somebody’s process? And I guess an example could be somebody’s coming out and they’re feeling, again, we’ll just use that example of buzzing in the hands and taking it slow, figuring out what’s going on for [00:20:00] the person, making sure they’re back, they’re lucid and saying, does your experience need anything right now? Do you want to go into anything? Where are you feeling it in their body? And sometimes people know, they’re like, my hands really just want to push against something. Can you help me just do that? And so it’s creating that container for people to explore their own experience. And I approach it as more of a supportive [00:20:30] process and not something that we necessarily need to do in terms of here’s the framework, here’s this. It’s like, what is the person really wanting in this time?

Joe Moore (00:20:45):
And the idea that it needs to be super dramatic is just not a real thing. The idea that it needs to be really painful is not a real thing. If someone was nonverbal, I wouldn’t touch them at all. [00:21:00] Yeah, it’s got to be part of a conversation.

Kyle Buller (00:21:05):
And also looking at body language too. So even if people are talking and something feels like a little off, you’re thinking about how close are you to somebody? Are you giving them enough space? Do they feel like you are trying to do something? It’s like, do you need to back off? So you also really need to be aware of a lot of the nonverbals too, and thinking about [00:21:30] space and how that might be influencing somebody’s experience and all that. So it’s not also just that verbal consent. We got to also look at body language. Sometimes people do come out of experiences and they have a hard time verbalizing, and you can also see that in psychedelics. People just can’t verbalize anything. And that’s where you have to proceed with a lot of caution. And also check in with, yeah, what’s going on right [00:22:00] now? If somebody kind of going in a bit of a freeze state and that’s a sign, maybe we back off, or they are a little bit more hypervigilant and tense. They’re trying to get out of a situation. So you really have to be really mindful and paying attention to everything that’s going on in that situation.

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And I think as you mentioned too, taking [00:22:30] the option that to not do body work, I always think, how do we actually not do this stuff at times, really allowing the person to want to do that and to express that. But yeah, most of the time it’s really giving that person the agency to want to explore that.

Joe Moore (00:22:53):
And this is us explaining our experience, facilitating breath work sessions, and this is us not, [00:23:00] this is kind of as far as we go, even talking about it in vital. We don’t advise people do body work ever, especially people in our world because that requires a lot of specialized training. It requires all sorts of ethical conversations, agreements, and the legal situation isn’t such that Touch is really safe to do from the provider aspect. [00:23:30] So how does one feel safe doing it? I don’t have the answer. I do think it’s really important. I do know there’s body workers, massage therapists, physical therapists looking at it, but how do you address it in vital?

Kyle Buller (00:23:49):
We don’t really talk about it too much. I mean, when we do talk about it, we talk more about the ethical violations that have happened with touch and to really tell people to [00:24:00] proceed with caution and to not do it if you don’t have any sort of specific training in it. And just really acknowledging how vulnerable people are in certain states. And we always talk about this weight acronym. I don’t know who talk about it first, but why am I talking, why am I treating, why am I touching? There’s probably some other teas that you could throw in there as well. But it really comes back to like, yeah, why [00:24:30] do I want to do this thing right now? And for a lot of people, they might want to do it because it might feel helpful, right? Oh, I want to be a helpful facilitator right now and do this thing.

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Or I’m getting this intuition that so-and-so might need this. And we always say, wait, who is this actually for? Is this for you or is this for the person? And I think a lot of people will just kind of act on some of those [00:25:00] intuitions, those downloads, or just kind of thinking about, I’m bored and I need to be helpful, right? No, pull back and wait and really take that in. Who is this actually for? Is this for you or is this for the person? Is the person asking for this or is this something that you’re trying to impose on somebody? So I mean, we really talk about it more from that ethical perspective of violations and misconduct that [00:25:30] have happened. And we don’t really encourage people or train people to do any of that stuff, right? It’s very tricky and nuanced and people should receive if they are going to do stuff like that to receive pretty in depth training with it.

Joe Moore (00:25:47):
Absolutely. Yeah. So I want to go back to, you did a really good job not tap dancing, but explaining the energetics around [00:26:00] what’s going on for the experiencer, the person who’s breathing or in the drug experience. And there’s a lot of things that can happen. That’s one of the things about psychedelics. Anything can be happening or even breath work, anything possible. And some people see this kind of world in black and white. Is it the case that when we’re kind of doing these interventions [00:26:30] body work, I think this is a pretty clear no. But are we using touch to amplify sensations of trauma? Is that a hard stop? That’s what we’re doing.

Kyle Buller (00:26:44):
I

Joe Moore (00:26:44):
Think it’s more complicated

Kyle Buller (00:26:45):
Than that. I think it’s more complicated than that. I think there’s times probably some people take that approach and really think about this is the whole purpose of it is to amplify one’s experience. Again, over the years, I’ve been really kind of [00:27:00] just doing a lot of thinking about this framework and this theory, and I’ve taken I think more of a backseat approach to it over the years, incorporating a little bit more trauma-informed stuff. I really think about somebody that had an impact on me was reading some of Peter Levine’s work, and he mentioned how some of the primal energies that came out of Lin Retraumatized people. And I remember sitting with that going, no, that’s not true. And I really [00:27:30] had to sit with it and think about some of my own experiences and think about when were those experiences a little too much for my nervous system to handle?

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And I’m like, yeah, wow. I did have those experiences and I’m actually spent months or years doing integration work around that trauma that got activated. And so it’s healing from the trauma that got activated from something that I thought was really healing. So I think I’ve [00:28:00] taken a bit of a different approach over the years in thinking that this stuff can be really subtle. We don’t need to have big catharsis. We can just be with the experience without needing this whole big thing. Because yeah, I always think about somebody’s window of tolerance. Is it outside their window of tolerance? Should they be pushing that? And sometimes the answer is no. Big catharsis isn’t always the answer. I think we need to take a very titrated approach at times with folks.

Joe Moore (00:28:29):
Can [00:28:30] you describe window of tolerance a little bit?

Kyle Buller (00:28:32):
Yeah. The window of tolerance is describes when the nervous system is entering into hyper arousal or hypo arousal. And so the window of tolerance is that medium. You kind of want to be in that place where you can hold it and not get too into the shut freeze state or too into the fight or flight response. So it’s not going too into that sympathetic drive or going into the other [00:29:00] shutdown drive. You want to stay within that window where you can hold one’s experience. And so I think with psychedelics and breath work, it can really amplify a lot of stuff within us. And maybe this idea that we always need to go big. I always think about Terrence McKenna. It’s like five dried grams in silent darkness. And there’s, I think that narrative that we always need to be chasing the mystical experience and having [00:29:30] really deep catharsis.

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And I speak about this in the early years, I was like, if I was not dying on psychedelics, I wasn’t doing it. I always needed to have that death experience. And over the years, I realized my nervous system actually couldn’t tolerate that. I probably should have been taking it much slower. But you live and you learn. And I think that’s been a big learning process is that we can have some of [00:30:00] these smaller experiences where we’re not having this big catharsis and ego dissolution. We’re staying within that window where we can really tolerate what’s going on. And so yeah, I think I’ve been doing a lot of thinking around this over the years and maybe also challenging that narrative a bit that we really need big amplification and catharsis to heal,

Joe Moore (00:30:24):
Right? Yeah, I think you’re spot on there on all this, and [00:30:30] we can really put, and that’s kind of the psych not thing, right? We’re like, oh, cool, let’s go really big. But that’s not necessarily the thing that’s helpful. It might be interesting or exciting, but it’s not necessarily the helpful thing. And you see a lot of enthusiasm in younger folks just going really hard, me included. And then where I’m like, oh, maybe a quarter hit. It’s okay. Maybe I don’t need 10 or 20 or whatever. [00:31:00] When I hear about mushroom dosing these days, I’m just like, good god people, your default is seven grams. Good god.

Kyle Buller (00:31:08):
Well, it’s

Joe Moore (00:31:09):
Not even a meaningful thing anymore.

Kyle Buller (00:31:11):
And I also think it’s part of the research too, because a lot of the research also focuses at high dose mystical experiences. When you look at some of the PSY

Joe Moore (00:31:19):
Three and a half gram equivalent, not seven, that was one of the questions on the AMA earlier. It was like, is mystical experience required for a therapeutic result? And short answer, no, [00:31:30] but it’s helpful, can be helpful. I think it’s a good touchstone. And with theona stuff with anesthesia, I think it’s clear that we get decent clinical results even if we’re not aware of those mystical things.

Kyle Buller (00:31:42):
That’s really fascinating

Joe Moore (00:31:45):
Because multisystem, we’re hitting a lot of systems with psychedelics. It’s not just conscious awareness.

Kyle Buller (00:31:53):
That’s

Joe Moore (00:31:53):
A major part of it. We’re hitting so many other things.

Kyle Buller (00:31:56):
You’re getting all the activation of the receptors and the brain [00:32:00] and the gut probably as well, and how is that impacting you, even though you’re not aware of it, right?

Joe Moore (00:32:08):
Yeah. Yeah, I love that. And I think people need to get a little bit more sophisticated about their understanding of what psychedelics are actually doing. And there’s a lot of different levels at which we need to look at this. So the brain systems map thing, kind of like how go Delin [00:32:30] and Robin Carhartt, Harris and others look at it, and then there’s kind of the more kind of holistic look like what is the actual experience of the person and the transpersonal psychology aspects. I can tell you for sure Robin, these models that folks are working on in these big labs are not able to account for a lot of the experiences.

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Lenny’s analogy, like, oh, this is where [00:33:00] you can see it right here. This is where he’s seeing the cat in his memory. Yeah, that’s not happening. So there, let’s go back to this. I remember there being some narratives in the maps world around MDMA psychotherapy, and I’ve done none of the training done. Plenty of reading, talked to plenty of people who’ve done the training, but the idea that it comes back often is under the [00:33:30] influence of MDMA, there’s a lot less fear. They talk about downregulation of blood flow and amygdala, which amygdala is far more complicated than that alone. And the idea that you can actually confront and reprocess these experiences as a more calm nervous system to hopefully process them to hopefully get to the other side of them while not having an outrageously strong fear response. Is that largely in line with your understanding of [00:34:00] the MAPS framework around MDMA?

Kyle Buller (00:34:02):
That’s essentially kind of the theory around it. So yeah, decreased blood flow to the amygdala, they suggest the left part of the amygdala, which is the fear part, fear processing part of the brain. And so when somebody is then activated through a memory, a feeling, typically the limbic system and amygdala would start firing and we would go into that fight or flight or freeze shutdown response. But under the influence of MDMA, maybe [00:34:30] we’re not responding to that as strongly. It’s allowing people to revisit these experiences without that heightened state. But I’d also be curious to really hear, sure, there’s people that do get really activated during these experiences, a really bad MDMA trip and things are emerging, and it’s not necessarily all [00:35:00] people are happy and processing, but, and then there was also something interesting, I think I remember reading years ago also about the therapeutic relationship.

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And so for those that do have a pretty significant trauma history, may have had to be in a hypervigilant state growing up, those folks will tend to read body language and facial expressions a little bit differently. So even if, yeah, I’m looking at you, Joe, and I noticed you twitch your eye, I could be like, oh, [00:35:30] Joe hates me right now. He’s thinking something I might need to get out of here. But also under the influence, it actually dulled that response and it allowed for more connection, which is interesting. So if you bring in a little bit of the polyvagal theory, it’s bringing that relationship to the forefront, having that trust and calm in there, and that also is part of the healing. And so [00:36:00] yeah, pretty interesting stuff. I don’t know how much research was actually in there. I don’t know if it was mostly kind of a theory or an actual, they did research on it.

Joe Moore (00:36:11):
It seems solid to me, and it seems to track with my understanding of things, but it’s not like maps is saying, what’s your scariest moment? Go there immediately and re-experience it. That’s hopefully something that can unfold more naturally. Hopefully

Kyle Buller (00:36:30):
[00:36:30] You need to take it slow. We really need to take it slow. And I think that’s something I’ve just been learning over the years where it’s like when you’re dealing with a lot of trauma, you also need to take it slow. I’m always reminded because, and I share this story often when I’m teaching this near death experience, I’ve talked about it for those that have listened, you’ve probably heard me talk about it or constantly bring it up. And it was during an ayahuasca experience that I had that I was able to tap into a certain part of that narrative [00:37:00] that allowed me to go deeper into the narrative. And I was only really able to do that because I was kind of paying attention to how my body was responding and really trying to do my own self-regulation there so I could go a little bit deeper in there.

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And I got to this insight that I was terrified. What I’m working with is fear that I’m never actually going to see my friends or family ever again. And usually when I tell that story, I talk about the bliss and the love and [00:37:30] the transcendence that’s unfolding. And it took me over, I think at that point, 16 or 17 years to tap into, I was afraid. Such a small insight in some regard. It’s like, well, no shit. I think anybody would be afraid. But it was the feeling of fear in my body was too activating to me. I would then go into this fight or flight or freeze response. I would get caught up in these really dark narratives [00:38:00] and I couldn’t ever go there. It just was too much for my body to handle. And so I tried to distract myself, and it was like during this time I was like, wow, I was afraid.

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And so that reminds me, it’s like this stuff takes time. That took me over 16 years to just come to that realization. And it’s like after all the work I was doing up before that, you figured I would tap into it in [00:38:30] some way, but it’s like sometimes this stuff is just too much to hold in the nervous system. So then that also comes back to the window of tolerance. It’s like when I would start getting into this narrative or this experience, I would always play that game of I need to get up, I need to leave. I need to do things to distract me. I need to get out of here. I don’t feel safe type of response. But I think all that work leading up helped me to stick with the experience and to [00:39:00] go into that. But again, it takes a lot of time to feel safe in the nervous system, to feel safe in relationship, to feel safe in your environment.

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And I think that is the biggest part of this work. It’s like, how do you cultivate safety? That’s really tough, especially when you’ve dealt with trauma. I think somebody said it to me the best. It’s like, how can I trust myself or feel safe when the universe has always shit on me or bad things [00:39:30] have always happened. And so to then try to find that safety in your nervous system, that’s going to be really, really hard. And it’s actually more activating to feel safe. So when we think about, this came from Beth Rothchild. She wrote a book, the Body remembers, I think that’s what it’s called, volume two. But she talked about how for some folks closing your eyes and inviting people to close their eyes to do meditation can [00:40:00] actually be really, really activating. If you grew up in a hypervigilant environment or you had a career that you needed to be really hypervigilant, closing your eyes and feeling safe actually was threatening. Thinking about those maybe in doing jobs like being police or first responders or the military to feel calm and safe in an environment where you actually need to be on guard, or maybe you grew up in a house where there’s just a lot of chaos [00:40:30] and you always needed to be hypervigilant to actually feel that calmness and that safety is actually going to trigger your nervous system even more. And so that takes a really long time to start to work with. I think.

Joe Moore (00:40:46):
Yeah, I’ve seen it. I’ve seen people respond to it in community and in sessions and in all sorts of things. It’s wild. And sometimes people just want to bolt. It’s challenging. It’s

Kyle Buller (00:40:59):
A very natural response.

Joe Moore (00:41:00):
[00:41:00] One of my favorite stories, and you and I use this a lot, is this. It’s a Viking story.

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So there’s this classic breathwork case that we chat about, and this one sitter was sitting for a breather. The instruction is very clear that you’re not supposed to know or interpret what you think [00:41:30] is happening for somebody. But the sitter got really kind of triggered and said, oh, this person wants to be cared for. They’re having a really hard time. So kind of bundled them up and started taking care of them as if they really needed to be taken care of a baby or something. But the person was really having the inner experience of being a viking, dying on the battlefield or something along those lines, like a brutal death. And the juxtaposition of those two scenarios was such that [00:42:00] it really was not helpful in accentuating that person’s experience and really distracting for their process. We never really talk about if that was harmful. I think it’s harmful in that it was a really special opportunity that that person had that the sitter influenced in an unhelpful way. And it was because of them kind of thinking, I know what’s happening here

Joe Moore (00:42:24):
And

Joe Moore (00:42:24):
I know what I need to do. How do you like to think about that? Anything in addition.

Kyle Buller (00:42:30):
[00:42:30] Again, it comes back to that weight acronym. Why am I doing something right now? Am I doing it for myself or am I doing it for this person? And in that example, was it actually for that person? And again, we don’t know all the details there. It’s a story, but I think that’s also where frameworks, you brought up the birth stuff a little bit earlier on and [00:43:00] tying body work to the birth process, which can be important for some folks. But I think in this example, it’s like here’s somebody that is kind of maybe following that framework and going, oh, I need to help them rebirth themselves. And so again, I’m speculating. I have no idea what was going on through this person’s head, but hearing it, this is my analysis and what I think about opinion, it’s like, okay, here’s this framework. They’re going through a birth process, they’re [00:43:30] curling up like a fetus, so lemme go in there and help and assist that person, which I don’t think you should do. I think if somebody’s asking for that, if they want you to help them support that, great. But you should never just intervene like that without somebody’s consent and permission.

Joe Moore (00:43:55):
Yeah, I think we covered, so there are scenarios in which people can make mistakes and [00:44:00] it’s not great. Generally, they’re not all the way catastrophic. I’ve not seen anything catastrophic in breath work really ever. And I’ve been around it for over 20 years now. So I think the technique is pretty great. I think to your point earlier, the technique could iterate based on what we know from polyvagal theory and trauma-informed care now. And some people treat it like an orthodoxy. [00:44:30] Some people treat it like a living tradition. I prefer living traditions because everything is changing all the time, and we have to take the latest of science into account and polyvagal stuff is pretty clear. I think it’s still designated a theory. Are there people who are really against polyvagal theory? I heard one hint at it recently, but I wasn’t sure.

Kyle Buller (00:44:52):
There’s definitely some critique that it’s not like, I don’t know all the critiques off my head. I have some slides on [00:45:00] it when I present and give a little bit of disclaimer around that. But yeah, just maybe it’s not super hard science. The polyvagal system’s way more complex, and this is just an oversimplified version of what could be going on in the systems. Yeah. Yeah. Thanks for pointing that out. Yeah, totally. Well, I’m curious too, maybe to hear your perspective a little bit. I know maybe I’ve kind of brought in a bunch more of that trauma stuff than maybe [00:45:30] what we were taught and that type of framework. And has that changed your perspective at all on things? Totally, totally.

Joe Moore (00:45:39):
And the idea for me, how it’s kind of changed for me is some people want the adventure of self-discovery, right? And then other people want, how do I feel a little bit better? I can’t handle life right now. It hurts so bad to wake up every day and get through my day. And so those are two very different categories and [00:46:00] not everybody should get these treatments. And I think how it’s kind of shifted how I think about psychedelic care or drug assisted psychotherapies is like MDMA might be the first line in these things for the first bunch of sessions, or could even be ketamine shorter.

Joe Moore (00:46:19):
And

Joe Moore (00:46:19):
Then we have other people looking at even shorter acting drugs. And I’m like, that’s really interesting too. How do we give people agency enough back so that they can feel safe to work on [00:46:30] repairing circuits, repairing traumas, whatever it is, or processing traumas and agency is a big deal. And me being Mr. Doctors saying, you need these drugs and you don’t have a choice. The clinical frame often is just very immediately destroying agency. And that’s really a challenging thing to solve.

Joe Moore (00:46:52):
People

Joe Moore (00:46:53):
Don’t necessarily want to accommodate for that, but they need to, how we do clinical care, [00:47:00] we need to really examine to make sure we’re not adding more trauma into people. And that’s a really fucking challenging thing. So that’s me evolving from where I was before where I’m like, go to the doctor, they give you fucking whatever, and hopefully you’re better. And that’s the story. And then they’ve failed me so many times, so I’m a little challenged with it too. So maybe it’s not them as individuals, as them as a [00:47:30] practice and a licensed profession that they have to follow the certain rules to get to. Yeah, go ahead.

Kyle Buller (00:47:37):
Well, I think what you’re saying about the agency is just so important. And I think when we think about some traumas that’s also maybe at the core of it, our agency was taken away. And so really helping people to cultivate that sense of agency, creating that space where somebody feels that and feels safe, I think is the most important thing.

Joe Moore (00:48:00):
[00:48:00] And a lot of people think that body work in sessions or this trauma-informed care thing isn’t really a living tradition and a living kind of thing that’s evolving. It is. It’s not the case that somebody just, it’s really bad care If somebody just jumps on somebody and starts pressing at them and doing all sorts of shit without it being conversation and process and all that training, that’s bad. That’s not good. And then what is good is a slower process and a relational process. [00:48:30] And even if that person isn’t traumatized in any way, they had a really kind of charmed life. It’s still a no-no, it’s an extra no-no for the people with deep trauma and heavy wounds.

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So my point is there’s a certain level of self sorting that we really should hopefully see. And then there’s a level of screening that we should work on to [00:49:00] say, breath work isn’t for you. You really should go do a bunch of psychotherapy or something. You should work on these things. And then that’s also traumatic though, to kick them out automatically. That sucks. That’s another exclusionary thing. So maybe the move is a conversation to just say, Hey, you can be in the room, maybe just breathe really lightly and we’ll have it be kind of a private arrangement where [00:49:30] you’re going to have special treatment that allows you to still be in the room and participate in a way so you can have a little bit of agency and you’re not just excluded because you’re sick or wounded. Does that make sense? Yeah,

Kyle Buller (00:49:42):
Totally. I mean, I’ve definitely had those conversations with folks that have signed up and then they kind of get a little anxious and tell me a little bit more of their life story. And I’m like, if you want to back out now, that’s totally fine. You don’t need to participate in this. And then I [00:50:00] always say, you could treat it as a meditation if you want to do that. And sometimes people do do that, and they have really profound experiences. And I say, don’t focus on the intensified breathing. Just maybe lay down and listen to some music and do some more regulation that way. And sometimes people really enjoy that, right? And instead of needing to have this really big cathartic thing, maybe this is an opportunity for them to feel a little bit of calmness and kind of go on a little bit of a musical [00:50:30] journey instead. But yeah,

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And I just think about, you said something that made me think about an experience I had. The importance of even having your handheld, I remember it was during academy training and again, reliving this near death experience, and it’s just really a lot for my nervous system to process at times. And I was so thankful I reached my hand out and my sitter held my hand, and I needed that. And [00:51:00] to say, that shouldn’t happen, saying, no, you shouldn’t do that at all. That was actually really grounding, and I really needed that during that time. I’m like, oh, thank God that person was there just to hold my hand for five, 10 minutes. And that can be really, really important for some folks,

Joe Moore (00:51:21):
Right? Yeah. I’m trying to think of where to send people. We’ve never trained people in body work or to do [00:51:30] body work, but I think places that they can go, and I wish there was more accessible workshops on this, but the Grof transpersonal training has some body work modules. The dream shadow group has some bodywork modules, but you’d have to be in their program to really take those and kind of committed to the training. Then there’s GR legacy training, which would do some, I think taking some of these other kind of trainings, I think somatic experiencing as an example [00:52:00] of something that maybe people take that training to become more somatically literate. Is there much bodywork in somatic experiencing? I don’t really know offhand.

Kyle Buller (00:52:09):
Not that I’m aware of. No.

Joe Moore (00:52:12):
It’s kind of like moving an awareness and being with the parts inside and whatnot.

Kyle Buller (00:52:18):
There was one training that somebody runs, I can’t remember her name, but it’s like a somatic psychedelic touch training. Oh, is it the

Joe Moore (00:52:29):
Unwind [00:52:30] Oakland with

Kyle Buller (00:52:31):
Sues? No, but they are Bay Area based. It’s like relational touch maybe. I’m sorry for who? Yeah, we can put it in the show notes. They presented with us one time, and I’m spacing on their name.

Joe Moore (00:52:47):
And it’s hard for us to validate what trainings are amazing and what are not. We know we know stuff that are whole trip breath work adjacent. We don’t really have enough data to suggest [00:53:00] other trainings on this. And I would say it’s really new. So if you’re going to do this stuff, you got to be wildly careful

(00:53:08):
Because any harm to somebody can come back and give the psychedelic movement a black eye. And we want to be as in integrity as possible so that legalization keeps rolling out and that people keep getting help because when there’s harms, it actually [00:53:30] slows people getting access. Think about cardiac surgery, like 20 cardiac surgeries of a certain kind, start failing. Then all of a sudden people are going to stop getting cardiac surgeries of that kind. And so it’s like those people that needed it didn’t get the help and may have died. And I think we’re in such a crisis around mental health that we really need to take it really seriously. Everything we do with drugs and everything we do with psychedelics [00:54:00] and breath work for that matter, we have a lot of responsibility.

Kyle Buller (00:54:06):
And I think a lot of learning to do too. We are still really early. There’s a lot of learning to do. And I think we also need to continue to question certain practices and techniques, and to your point, is it harming somebody? And to be really truthful about that, me having to sit with that Peter Levine thing, I was so [00:54:30] triggered by it, but I’m like, no, were there times where it is maybe a little too much, which helped me to evolve my thinking around it and being like, yeah, maybe I don’t need to do this really big thing and blow my system out. What if I took a different approach here and found safety in my nervous system first before just I’m just going to jump into the deep end and blow it out. So yeah, I think we have to take, do our own self-inquiry too, and think about those times where it’s like, yeah, [00:55:00] did we cause harm doing a certain practice, or did I mess up here? And I think that’s really important for us to just constantly hold and think about and reflect on.

Joe Moore (00:55:13):
Yeah, exactly. This is a new field. The science of psychology is young. Nevermind the science of psychedelics in psychology and psychotherapies and psychiatry. This is a major innovation in a field that’s already quite [00:55:30] relatively well developed, maybe is a way to put it. But yeah, early days I think is the best way to put it here. And just because your shaman does it doesn’t mean you should do it. And just because you feel like you have the mood of shamanism going doesn’t mean that you should do that and really question it. Find accountability partners. There’s so much here in terms of improving safety. So [00:56:00] yeah, just be safe out there. I’m really encouraged that we can have these conversations more openly now because touch used to be the thing we can’t talk about. And now you can, I feel

Kyle Buller (00:56:11):
Like it’s still touchy subject, but I think we need to talk about it because people are doing, and if we’re not having conversations about it, then I think that’s where harm continues to happen. So if there’s that fear of even discussing it and people are doing it, I think that just continues. But we need to just have [00:56:30] ethical and real conversations about it.

Joe Moore (00:56:36):
So what kind of stuff did we miss? Anything here? I think it was relatively complete on this topic, I think so anything major?

Kyle Buller (00:56:48):
Yeah, I think just talking really about the safety, the agency, that concept of this should be more of a supportive practice than a doing practice for folks. And again, [00:57:00] just think about that acronym, wait, why am I talking? Why am I treating? Why am I touching? And is this really for you or is it for the person? And if it’s for you, bring that in and sit with that a little bit more. Is it because I’m bored? Am I feeling anxious? Do I feel like I’m not being enough right now? And really sit with that.

Joe Moore (00:57:25):
Yeah. Cool. Well, I think that’s good for [00:57:30] right now. So let’s chat a little bit about how people might be able to follow us and what we’ve got coming up. So October 20, you’ve got a class coming up with Dr. Ito Coen. Can you talk about that one a little bit?

Kyle Buller (00:57:42):
Yeah, it’s called Advanced Shadow Work and Psychic Integration. It seems to be perfect as it’s floating down there on the screen. Yeah, so advanced shadow work, this is a class that Dr. Ito co and I have been teaching for the past. I think this will be our third cohort. We run it every [00:58:00] year during the fall. And really to talk about how psychedelics can bring the shadow up. What is the shadow? What’s the golden shadow? How can we work with these experiences within ourself and with clients that we might be working with? So yeah, if you’re interested in digging into the shadow, learning about how to work with it, we do try to make it very experiential also with journaling prompts and activities. So we’re actually engaging in that work. That will kick off on [00:58:30] October 20th. That’s a Monday happening on Monday mornings, I think at nine Pacific. It’s 12 Eastern. And yeah, we would love to have you, I know we’re kind of getting close to our seats filling up there, so if you’re interested in diving in, join us. Yeah, we usually run this live only once a year around the fall. Kind of go with the seasons.

Joe Moore (00:58:55):
Great. And then what else do we have coming up? We’re going to be putting out [00:59:00] a number of new classes. I think we’ve got a music one. I’m going to be putting out a digital security one. I’ve taught a few times that’s going to be really good. So music and psychedelic sessions, digital security for the psychedelic set. It’s really important these days that we really stay on top of privacy. What other stuff do you have in development?

Kyle Buller (00:59:21):
We have a spiritual emergence course, a somatic and trauma course, and then also a course on inner work [00:59:30] for psychedelic integration. Those are going to be probably a mix of live and prerecorded.

Joe Moore (00:59:37):
And then those are things hopefully that we’re going to have available for navigators.

(00:59:44):
So if you join navigators, one of the cool things we’re trying to develop is a library of courses because we know it’s intimidating to jump in and spend a few hundred bucks or more like thousands of dollars some times for classes. And how do you know that you want to do that kind of thing? It’s [01:00:00] very complicated, and we’re going to make that more accessible for everybody by adding courses into that subscription based program at navigators. So psychedelic state.com/navigators, it’s going to be as many courses as we can throw at you in there. I just love the idea of having a huge library of courses for people because more people with more education makes this scene better. I agree.

Kyle Buller (01:00:23):
I agree.

Joe Moore (01:00:24):
Yeah, especially in community, if you have other peers you’re learning with, that’s just [01:00:30] so amazing. And I think it’s really important that people just keep, there’s no end to what you can learn here. When I kind of made the decision to go all in on psychedelics today with you, Kyle, I remember saying, there’s enough here for me to commit the rest of my life. No problem to learning.

Kyle Buller (01:00:50):
It’s endless. And

Joe Moore (01:00:51):
Not being bored,

Kyle Buller (01:00:52):
Never,

Joe Moore (01:00:52):
Ever going to be bored might get annoyed, but that’s mostly about personalities. But the idea that you could really [01:01:00] ever have it figured out, it’s bonkers. It’s not a thing. And there’s so many angles to look at, everything from pharmacology to culture to history, to the different drugs, it it’s wild. So in community with lots of education, we can develop a lot of new interesting things together, and we just really want to support a good, healthy, holistic culture around psychedelics. And that’s what we’ve been up to for years, and that’s what we want to do even more with navigators. So [01:01:30] please, folks, check us out, support us psychedelics today.com/navigators, and we would love your support. Any other kind of cool stuff you want to mention about the navigators program?

Kyle Buller (01:01:41):
No. Yeah, we’re excited to finally kick this off and excited to get to know everybody that’s signing up. And to your point, just about the education library, just really trying to build that out. And yeah, hopefully it makes it a little bit more accessible than buying some of those courses at a bigger price. It’s that subscription [01:02:00] and being able to learn in community. We’ll host open office hours times to get together and chat about all the stuff. So yeah, really, really hoping to see all there. And yeah, I just want to give Peggy a shout out on LinkedIn there. She’s dropping some really great stuff in there and doing a presentation on touch and something that she just mentioned in McQueen’s training, this concept of 78% on self and 70% on client. So again, yeah, it’s like that [01:02:30] wait thing. And thanks for all your support there, Peggy.

Joe Moore (01:02:33):
And Peggy just said some nice things about our integration workbook and trip journals, and you find those@psychedelicsay.com or on Amazon. Those are, I forget how well they sell on Amazon. It’s doing really great over there. So thank you everybody who buys those in print over there and wish we weren’t supporting Amazon, but we do what we can do. Yeah. Well, thank you, Kyle. This has been lovely. Thank you all for tuning in out there. [01:03:00] Yeah. Hopefully we get to do more soon.

Kyle Buller (01:03:05):
All right. Take care. Bye.

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Greg Shanken — Collaborence, Community Access & Ethical Growth in Psychedelics

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Joe Moore sits down with Greg Shanken (Colorado Psychedelic Society, Collaborence Psychedelic Business Association; founder, Higher Frequency Network) for a wide-ranging conversation about building community infrastructure, navigating censorship, and creating accessible, ethical pathways into psychedelic healing. Greg shares his personal arc from lifelong depression to ayahuasca, ketamine, and Bufo; why he launched a vetted affiliate/partner network for our space; and how Oregon–Colorado collaboration can widen access while honoring reciprocity and conservation.

Key themes

  • Collaborence: a two-day CO/OR event (online + in-person) connecting facilitators, professionals, and the public with pay-what-you-can access options.
  • Access & affordability: how to widen entry points (microdosing, breathwork, scholarships/funds) within and beyond regulated service/healing centers.
  • Censorship & platform risk: why repeated Meta account shutdowns pushed Greg to build community-based distribution outside big ad networks.
  • Personal journey: depression, SSRIs/SNRIs/ADHD meds → ayahuasca (two-night initiation), IM ketamine, and later Bufo/5-MeO-DMT.
  • Ethics & ecology: “blood toad,” conservation, and the case for synthetic 5-MeO-DMT over toad-sourced material; parallels with peyote/mescaline carve-outs.
  • Leadership & culture: bringing heart-centered leadership, breathwork, and microdosing into companies; moving from transactional to mutual-aid ecosystems.
  • Regulated vs. underground: costs, insurance realities, sliding-scale models, and the role each plays in a healthy landscape.

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Joe Moore: [00:00:00] Hello everybody. Welcome back. Psychedelics today joined by Greg Shankin. How are you today, Greg?

Greg Shanken: Doing awesome. Great to be here.

Joe Moore: Yeah, happy to have you. Um, we get to hang out just last week, which was nice. Yeah. In Boulder. Yeah. Thanks for the help there. And, um, of course, glad to have you on to talk about your event and all the interesting stuff you’re up to.

Joe Moore: Um, so Collaborate is coming up just to get ahead of it and then we’ll kind of back into the rest of the podcast. Uh, collaborate is coming up real soon. What is Collaborate?

Greg Shanken: Collaborate is a, uh, multi-state and online event that we are doing with Pata. When I say we, I wear quite a few hats. So this hat is the Colorado Psychedelic Society.

Greg Shanken: We’re a nonprofit that promotes awareness, education, and community around. Responsible use of psychedelics. And so we teamed up with Pada, that’s the Psilocybin Assisted Therapy Association based in Portland on October [00:01:00] 4th, will be an online, uh, programming that’s more for facilitators and professionals in the field.

Greg Shanken: And then October 5th will be in person both in Portland and Boulder. And we’ll be doing some cool things to kind of tie the communities together and the events, uh, those two events together. Yeah.

Joe Moore: Awesome. That’s fantastic. Um, and I’m gonna drop a link in the comments here, folks. Um, if you want to help support the conference, check it out, and also help psychedelics today, higher frequency network slash pt.

Joe Moore: You can find out more, save a little bit of cash there and support psychedelics today. Cool. So Greg, you’ve been, um. Doing a lot of interesting things in this space for a while. Could you give us like, um, kind of a broad overview of the different things that you’re up to?

Greg Shanken: Yes, I’d be happy to do that. Thank you.

Greg Shanken: And so, [00:02:00] yeah, someone said to me last week, wow, it’s great how we wear all these different hats. And I said, do you have an extra hat rack laying around? And that person didn’t ’cause theirs was full too. So yeah, doing a lot of things, not, you know, nonprofit and, you know, for-profit to, you know, pay the bills.

Greg Shanken: So on the nonprofit side, as I mentioned, I’m the co-founder of the Colorado Psychedelic Society, um, which I co-founded after Prop 1 22 passed in November of, of 22. I was also an ambassador for Prop 1 22. So it was pretty amazing to, and an honor to really join that effort that summer. And then five months later have the bill pass.

Greg Shanken: And, you know, I kind of say tongue in cheek. Um, you know, people have been fighting for this since the sixties. Here I come along five months before. Yay, we won. Uh, so, you know, I played a, played a role there, small role in a huge team, getting out the vote efforts and fundraising and sharing my story. Uh, just really kind of embedding me with some of the leaders in the space.

Greg Shanken: [00:03:00] So it was really an amazing, amazing, uh, experience to be part of that. And so then we founded the, the Society. It’s a nonprofit, you know, volunteer effort. So we are, you know, of course, always looking for resources and collaborates will help us do that. So if you can attend, then that would be amazing to support our efforts there.

Greg Shanken: So I do that ongoing. Um, I also have owned a web development agency for 12 years called Gloss. And until my personal psychedelic transformation, which also started in 22, um, I wasn’t really feeling much passion about it. You know, if you asked me, Hey, what kind of businesses are you serving? I’d say, you know, like whoever comes along and that’s not really, um.

Greg Shanken: A good answer, but that’s the answer I have because I really wasn’t feeling passionate. And people say, find an industry you love and then serve it. And at the time I wasn’t feeling much passionate about anything. Uh, really I was, you know, kind of dealing with a lot of depression. And that’s kind of what led me to psychedelics.

Greg Shanken: Um, [00:04:00] and coming outta my first experience, which was Ayahuasca, January 22, was like, okay. Mm-hmm. Yeah. I know what I, I know where, where I’m headed now. And, uh, so with my agency, started bringing in clients in the space and really honored to work with some, um, really amazing businesses and brands. Anyone from solo practitioners up to Ketamine clinics and, um, attorneys that serve the space, um, retreats, uh, you know, just, just wonderful, uh, training programs.

Greg Shanken: Just wonderful clients. Um, and I’m feeling really passionate about serving the space. So that’s, that’s been a really big part of my transformation. And then along with that, I, I’ve observed along the way that, um, a lot of students are coming through these training programs and they kind of maybe think that people are gonna beat the door down to work with them and, you know, it doesn’t really work that way.

Greg Shanken: So they, they need additional training outside of the heal, you know, of course the all important [00:05:00] training to be becoming a good healer, but we work in a, you know, capitalistic framework and you need to. A client. So I do business, web and marketing trainings. And actually the very first one I did was, uh, in 2023 with, uh, for Vital.

Greg Shanken: And that’s actually been a big part of, um, like a milestone for me because I’ve done that now for a bunch of other training programs. Uh, so I, I do that. And then most recently, uh, launched a private psychedelic marketing network called Higher Frequency Network. And you just shared that link. Um, and what I observed in my travels is that we need, and I say we meaning in our space, need a better way to, um.

Greg Shanken: So grow our businesses, but outside of the reach of the global ad networks like Google and Meta. Mm-hmm. And this was something I’d been, yeah. And I, I can pause if, uh,

Joe Moore: uh, [00:06:00] yeah, just torture, it’s tortured to like, just not have any accountability and just how much effort we’ve all invested there. Mm-hmm.

Joe Moore: It’s crazy. Yeah. So thank you for putting in some effort here.

Greg Shanken: Yeah. Yeah. It’s, it’s, and it’s kind of a wild, um, synchronicity because before I had my agency, I was, um, in the affiliate marketing and lead gen space for five years. And I actually, one of the bigger reasons I stopped doing that work was, it’s a very, it is a very impersonal and transactional space, which doesn’t make it bad, but for me, it wasn’t really feeling aligned.

Greg Shanken: You kind of join these networks and you kind of find something to sell and make some money with. I mean it like, that’s kind of the. Calculus involved. Like, can I sell it? Can I make money with it? And like the rest is whatever. And so that was no feeling aligned and I thought I left that world behind. I, I was, you know, I moved on to an agency and now serving the psychedelic space and about six, seven months ago it occurred to me, um, bunch of light [00:07:00] bulbs went on because when I was producing events or part of events, you know, we’d reach out to friends, colleagues, and everyone you reach out to is happy to help.

Greg Shanken: Sure. I’ll put this on my Instagram. Sure. I’ll tell, uh, my email list, you know, we we’re all willing to help ’cause we’re working towards a, a larger cause, which is a beautiful thing and so unique in this space. Um. With, with no, uh, you know, no expectation of a payment or return. Just, yeah, we’re here to help each other.

Greg Shanken: And it goes both ways. You know, friend calls me like, yeah, how can I help? Like that’s like, right, like, why we do this? Just spread healings, um, you know, spread mental health, uh, raise consciousness. And so we’re all willing to do that. And so let’s, how can we create an ecosystem around that that does a couple things.

Greg Shanken: One allows us to expand our reach, meaning we can meet people that maybe we otherwise might not have known. And my net, my network or my CEO map has gotten pretty big, but it’s not, [00:08:00] it’s not, uh, you know, absolute, I do not know everyone in this space. Um, and really nobody does, but it’s a small enough space that we’re kind of all like two degrees removed from everyone, right?

Greg Shanken: Um, and so I, I noticed that, and then as you know, Joe, this, uh, crazy social media purge started. About five months ago, um, and started hitting anyone from small nonprofits to large nonprofits, everyone in between. I believe that you were maybe ensnared in in some of that.

Joe Moore: Oh, absolutely. Still am.

Greg Shanken: Still am.

Greg Shanken: Yeah. And it, it’s, I mean, it’s, it’s not fun, right? No,

Joe Moore: no. Not fun. I mean, business is hard enough.

Greg Shanken: Yeah. Right, right.

Joe Moore: Business under censorship is even harder. Turns out.

Greg Shanken: Yes. And, and you know, for those of you listening, um, basically, you know, meta being Instagram, Facebook started shutting down [00:09:00] accounts in this space.

Greg Shanken: You get an email saying your account’s been permanently deleted, and go f yourself. And so, um. I mean, that’s the implied, you know, go after yourself. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Um, they’re, they’re too polite to, to curse. They just say, you’re done. So they are polite. That’s, that’s nice. Uh, and I’ve had friends caught in this colleagues, and sometimes you get your accounts back, but then you have to, you know, have that anxiety of will it go away?

Greg Shanken: And then people say, well, wait, this is, these are just the algorithms, but guess what? Humans create algorithms. So whether it’s humans mm-hmm. Algorithms, the bottom line, it’s happening. So anyway, yeah. Long, a little bit long-winded wave, but also important context of how I launched higher frequency. So, um, again, wild synchronicity and affiliate marketing ecosystem.

Greg Shanken: We need this in our space. Accounts are getting shut down. And so that birth higher frequency, which in business terms is known as an affiliate marketing [00:10:00] network. A lot of folks don’t know necessarily what that means if you ever work in the space. But an affiliate relationship is a business, wants to sell something, an affiliate sells something on behalf of that business and earns a commission for doing so.

Greg Shanken: That’s it. So higher frequency is that for the psychedelic space. However, what makes it unique is a, it’s not going to be anonymous community. We will be inherent in the platform. So instead of Joe being, you know, affiliate, 1, 2, 9, 7, 6, you know, it’s, it’s Joe Moore, it’s Greg Shankin. Um, we’re all going to meet and know each other.

Greg Shanken: Um, so we can understand. The offers and promotions that we’re doing and then help each other gain exposure. And it’s all managed within the network. Payments are managed, ability to browse offers, you know, it’s all within higher frequency. And so the, the buzz so far has been pretty remarkable, um, because of, you know, the, the pains and challenges of working in this space period.

Greg Shanken: And [00:11:00] then, hmm, our account’s getting shut down, just like you pointed out. Like it’s hard enough man. Like, so that is what higher frequency is and pretty, pretty stoked about it.

Joe Moore: That’s great. So we kind of fit a lot in to that. So I wanna kind of like rewind the tape. Were, were psychedelics really ever part of your world before that ayahuasca moment?

Joe Moore: Like, were you curious about it, um, thoughtful in any way? Or how did that roll for you?

Greg Shanken: Thank, I mean, thanks. Yeah. Thanks for the question. Mm-hmm. My, it’s my answer, uh, sounds cliche because it really. Is kind of cliche, you know, doing lots of mushrooms in college and seeing the Grateful Dead. And I kind of dates myself, and I’m not talking about Dead and Co.

Greg Shanken: I’m talking about the Grateful Dead with Jerry Garcia and I really dated myself. Um, and I’ve, you know, I had a lot of beautiful spiritual experiences with that and being in those settings. However, I didn’t know at that [00:12:00] time its role in healing. I, you know, that, that, that just wasn’t in my, uh, purview and we’re talking, you know, decades ago at this point.

Greg Shanken: But yeah, I mean, amazing experiences just with, you know, live music and jam band music and, um, you know, grateful Dead and Phish and Jazz Fest and festivals and jam, you know, so I’m a huge, huge, huge live music fan, uh, in that world. Um, but back then no, didn’t, didn’t understand how it was connected to.

Greg Shanken: Healing. And so, I mean, I can share how I then ended up, uh, at Ayahuasca if, uh,

Joe Moore: yeah, please.

Greg Shanken: Yeah. So, um, I’ve struggled with depression, uh, my whole life really. And, you know, depression’s, um, you know, it sucks. It sucks. Uh, and, and so I’ve been on meds SSRIs for, uh, 10 [00:13:00] years and SNRIs for 20 years and a DD meds for five or six years.

Greg Shanken: And for me, they quote worked, meaning I was not treatment resistant. They did what they’re designed to do, which is tamp down those symptoms. Mm-hmm. And so they worked for me. Um, but as a famous, um, songwriter, said, and maybe you’ll recognize the lyrics, um, if you can heal the symptoms but not affect the cause.

Joe Moore: Hmm. It’s

Greg Shanken: quite a bit like trying to heal a gunshot wound with gauze. So, and that’s, uh, Anastasio from Phish. So gotta get some song references in there. Hope you’re not, hope that’s cool with you, Joe. I’m not,

Joe Moore: I’m not too closeted. Just a little.

Greg Shanken: Yeah. So, but that, that, that line really resonates because that’s what, um, a lot of these, you know, medications do.

Greg Shanken: So I, I was not depressed, but I, I went back into therapy and [00:14:00] in one of the first sessions, and this is being on meds, my therapist said, Hey, Greg, uh, you know, where do you feel this in your body? And literally the question did not compute. I was like, what the fuck? What are you talking about? Hmm. Body, like, you know, I have no black and blue marks.

Greg Shanken: And, and that was a huge wake up call. It really showed me how disembodied I was and the price I was paying for being on these meds. Um, and by the way, I don’t condemn prescription meds if they’re working for someone and you’re okay with the side effects and you’re happy, like, I’m super happy for you.

Greg Shanken: But for me, I decided to take a different path. And so that led me to Ayahuasca. I joke, I went like zero, from zero to Ayahuasca. Uh, you know, even though I’ve had like the recreational background. Um, so that’s what led me to Ayahuasca in January 22. And of course I had to titrate off the meds to do that safely, which I did.

Greg Shanken: And I’ve been off those meds ever [00:15:00] since. And yeah, I mean like all of us, I could keep going about the, um, on, about the journey. And you can, you can prompt me, but that’s how I’m kind of curious. You went

Joe Moore: like, did you go domestic? Did you go international? Um, yeah, kinda like a church route.

Greg Shanken: Yeah. I, I went domestic.

Greg Shanken: Um, it was a referral from a psychedelic healing coach friend I have in, in Oregon and mm-hmm. He referred me to an amazing guide in, um, actually Malibu and that’s where it was. And not to fast forward too much, but then I went back to her earlier this year for two bufo sits, so my first Bufo experiences.

Greg Shanken: So, um, but yes, and then I went on two other retreats that year, also domestic and all of them transformational in so many ways. But a month after about a month, almost to the day after each retreat, my depression would come back, and then that led me to other medicines like Ketamine and Bufo. And um, you know, now after three and a half years, I [00:16:00] feel like some.

Greg Shanken: Progress is, is being made. There are lots, you know, lots of winds along the way, but if you ever saw that healing graph, um, with my finger going up and down here mm-hmm. Straight line graph gradually up, but holy crap. Lots of, yeah, lots of tears and pain and, but also, you know, redemption and coming through it, so, yeah.

Greg Shanken: Yeah, yeah.

Joe Moore: So, um, in some ways you must have had some kind of, I don’t know, training wheels came off a little bit with your experiences in the festival and kind of concert and live music world, right? Like, it wasn’t, it wasn’t like going from, you know, all you know, is a martini to, to ayahuasca. It was like a little bit like different of a transition than you might see other folks have.

Joe Moore: Or how do you see that?

Greg Shanken: Do you, do you mean different? [00:17:00] Or how, how do you, I just wanna make sure I understand.

Joe Moore: Like, so you’re going from zero to Ayahuasca, but you’re not really going from zero to Ayahuasca. ’cause you’ve been to all these other experiences and been deep into music and, you know, I’ve had a similar path, but I had, you know, a outrageous amount of breath work experience before I went into Ayahuasca.

Joe Moore: But that was breath work to ayahuasca, not breath breathwork music. Ayahuasca. Yeah. So it was like, right. Um, but you know, after, after too much fish and Burning Man and whatever, you know, assorted boats, like how do I like, you know, it’s, it’s not a, it’s not a zero to ayahuasca moment for me in, in that perspective.

Joe Moore: You know what it, does that make sense?

Greg Shanken: Yes. Yes. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah. I, I hear what you’re saying. Um, yeah, and I still, I still, uh, enjoy recreational psychedelics, uh, for sure. And I, I think that it does. You know, going from recreational psycho nott to [00:18:00] transformational psychedelic experiences, and maybe that’s kind of the context you’re asking about.

Greg Shanken: Um, and yeah, so it’s, it’s not exactly like zero to ayahuasca, but certainly on the healing side it was. But you know, having those recreational experiences, um, definitely helped. Give me kind of a context of, of being in community and bringing in love. Right. Uh, I definitely feel that and live music experiences and, um, and, and gratitude also.

Greg Shanken: So, you know, there, there are, uh, you know, overlap right between recreational and, and, um, and healing. And then obviously each, each of those containers have very, uh, you know, unique aspects as well. Right? Yeah.

Joe Moore: It’s interesting, right? It’s like, um, uh, oh, my video broke. Yeah. I see, I [00:19:00] saw that. I saw that.

Joe Moore: Interesting. That’s a first, I think, but yeah. Um, all of a sudden your eyeballs don’t work and you don’t know they’re Right. Orientation. So, yeah. I, I, I, I guess I really push the limits in a lot of these recreational scenarios as many do. And like, I think, I think I’ve found it helpful, um, for, for being able to handle higher dose kind of weirder things.

Joe Moore: ’cause it was like, okay, for five days I’m not really gonna have an orientation. So like, so what if it’s two hours of not having kind of habituated to it? So I felt it was kind of like a, a weird preparation in a way, um, for being able to do the bigger, more interesting, weirder things. Mm-hmm. Um, yeah. And at, at times, Greg, I actually kind of framed it as.

Joe Moore: I didn’t know we were gonna go here, by the way, as being like some sort of like music Pythagorean kind of cult, where you’re kind of like, it’s you and the music and the music’s doing really interesting things and [00:20:00] you’re, you’re kind of, uh, seeing behind the scenes in some ways by being with the music so deeply.

Joe Moore: Um, and with movement. ’cause often there’s dancing too.

Greg Shanken: Yeah. Yes. I’ve been known to dance a little bit. Yeah. But no, that I, I, I love those comments because I, I, I hadn’t really thought of that parallel to, you know, the movement part, you know, being, being in our body. And I think that’s, you know, reflecting back as I’ve shared, you know, kind of being numbed out with the pharmaceutical meds, but music was still always my happy place.

Greg Shanken: And so much of that is, is the movement. I mean, I, it’s just. Oh yeah. You know, so somatic and the mo music moves you and you move with the music and with your friends and hugs and touch and love and so yeah. I, I, I, I think those recreational containers can certainly help set, set one up for, um, you know, deeper [00:21:00] psychedelic journeys on the, you know, healing side.

Greg Shanken: Yeah. Yeah.

Joe Moore: I don’t wanna like oversell it either. Right. There’s, there’s risks, there’s concerns of course, like people fall off hard sometimes and can have a really hard go. So it’s, you know, it’s not beginner terrain folks. Um, yeah. So, you know, be careful just like with all of it. This is not, you know, a clear, easy pathway.

Joe Moore: Um, and, um. Yeah, so, so it’s kinda interesting you, you access the services in, in Malibu. I think that’s like a, you know, it’s an iconic city in a lot of ways. It’s kind of like, you know, really having a hard time right now recovering from the fire, I’m sure. Yeah. Um, but yeah, it’s just like, um, there’s so much right there.

Joe Moore: There’s so much in Topanga, which is right next door to the canyon. Mm-hmm. It’s kinda like, you know, psychedelic central it seems like to me, or at least psychedelic hippie central. I don’t know Yeah. What the use is like there, [00:22:00] but it’s, um, it’s kind of analogous to Boulder. So you’re kind of like went from one to the other in a lot of ways, right?

Greg Shanken: Yeah. LA’s got a lot of, um, you know, in Southern California, San Diego, Santa Barbara, a lot of, a lot of friends communities. Yeah. A lot of, uh, in that, in that part of California. Of course growing everywhere now. But yeah, that’s where I. Ended up, and then the second one was outside Seattle. The third one was, uh, here in Boulder.

Greg Shanken: So. Mm-hmm. Yeah.

Joe Moore: That’s great. And was it like harrowing for you or was it just a look behind the curtains to say, oh, there’s a lot more here than I really was grappling with before? How did that kind of roll for you? You don’t have to get too specific, but, um, yeah. Feel free as much as you’d like.

Greg Shanken: Yeah. Um, I’ve learned about myself that I’m, I’m an open book, so mm-hmm.

Greg Shanken: I, I can get, I, I, I have, for whatever reason, I, it’s almost healing for me to be [00:23:00] vulnerable and. That’s another beautiful thing about this space. Um, walking around psychedelic science and getting lots of hugs and sharing our story. You know, being in this space, it’s like a, it’s just like a friendship accelerator, right?

Greg Shanken: You know, friendships take long to cultivate, but in this space they, they go fast and, and in the best possible way. And so for me, with my first experience, um, it was a two night ceremony and I did combo that morning. Didn’t know, even know what that was. The guide said, Hey Greg, you know, you’ve been titrating off the meds.

Greg Shanken: Um, let’s do combo. I said, okay, what’s that? And so that was wild. I’ve done done it quite a few times since. And I also make sure you, you’re asking about kind of like the first experience and how I. Came into this, is that,

Joe Moore: um, you know, like yeah, just give us whatever kind of narrative feels right. Yeah.

Joe Moore: Cool.

Greg Shanken: And I’ll keep it high level, but yeah, for, for just to give, um, [00:24:00] kind of a good context for anyone who’s considering this or, and I don’t see you anymore, so I’m not sure if popped off again. Okay, cool. Um, so yeah, ni night one was, and, and this kind of ties back to some of our discussion around the recreational side was, and I didn’t know anyone there, coincidentally, it was all women.

Greg Shanken: It was not a women’s retreat. That was just, uh, uh, uh, that’s, that’s just what it was. Mm-hmm. And I have Joe, I’ve never left so hard in my life and I’ve left a lot in my life. And, you know, in the settings we’ve talked about and some of the fun substances that we’ve done, and I mean, like my ribs were sore the next day.

Greg Shanken: It was just this joyous, buoyant. I, it was, it was just amazing. I’m like, this, I knew enough to know that that wasn’t the norm. I could also hear so many others in the room crying and not having this fun experience to the point where I was becoming actually self-conscious about it.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. [00:25:00]

Greg Shanken: And the next night was, um, the most terrifying night of my life, even to this day, after doing a lot more psychedelics.

Greg Shanken: I mean, I, I, I, yeah, man, it was my interpretation of that, and through integration was that grandmother as ayahuasca sometimes known, was showing me what I had not been experiencing. You know, I was kind of in this mid range of flat, which is what a lot of these meds are designed to do. Just keep you in this kind of, yeah.

Greg Shanken: Neutral range and night one, and I’m glad she did it in this order night one was, Hey, welcome to the Spirit world. Welcome to Ayahuasca, welcome to Plant Medicines. Have fun. And I did. And then the next night, holy crap. Wow. So kind of, she was bringing me to this full range of emotion that I had not been feeling for, you know, since I’d been on these [00:26:00] meds.

Greg Shanken: So, um, I’m glad she did it in that order. ’cause I think if it was reversed, I would’ve gotten on the next plane home. Um, but yeah, so that’s, that’s, that was my first retreat and it was, um, you know, I, I learned so much from it and took so much from it. And, um, that being, that being the big one, just like, Hey, Greg, hello, emotion.

Greg Shanken: You know, bring, bring it all in. Yeah.

Joe Moore: Where, where do you stand currently on kind of like the, the, um, planned animal derived psychedelics compared to like chemical psychedelics? Yeah. So you as an individual?

Greg Shanken: Yeah, yeah, yeah. So I, I went on three retreats that years I shared. And when my depression came back after that third one, um, it was just, instead of going back into medicine, I said, I just want to, it was almost [00:27:00] like I just wanna see what happens.

Greg Shanken: Like, can I navigate through with other modalities? I have breath work being a big one. And I actually, it was my second retreat where we did breath work every morning and that was my, um, kind of, uh, welcoming into breath work. And I’m a huge breath work fan and practitioner. Um, I know you are too. And so, you know, I was in therapy, breath work, uh, you know, other yoga and.

Greg Shanken: My depression just kept getting worse and worse, uh, through that whole last three months. And so something had to change. So that’s when I started using Ketamine 23. Um, I am intramuscular and for me, ketamine’s been a really profound, powerful medicine. I walked into that first session, a, a as low, I’ll, I’ll say one step above suicidality.

Greg Shanken: I’ve had suicidal thoughts. Mm-hmm. But, but not, you know, in the danger zone. [00:28:00] And I walked in and had that session and came out. It was such, such a lift, such relief. I knew it wasn’t one and done, I knew, but it was just, it was just relief. And, and, and now it’s so clear to me how ketamine can save lives.

Greg Shanken: Pharmaceutical meds can save lives too, but they can take four to six weeks to kick in. This was like instant relief. Mm-hmm. Um. Wow. Uh, so I, I used ketamine. I, I actually did, IM ketamine almost every month for, for two years. And now I’ll get to your question, but, you know, so that’s like my chemical side of, uh, you

Joe Moore: know, in this, in this spectrum.

Joe Moore: Were you comfortable in that experience? Was it like a little too extreme?

Greg Shanken: No, I, I was very comfortable. I mean, it’s mm-hmm. You know, um, a, a as, as strong as a heavy dose of ketamine can be, it’s, it’s,

Joe Moore: mm-hmm.

Greg Shanken: It’s a gentle on-ramp, and then you’re just kind of blasted into a ego dissolution. [00:29:00] So, um, and I’m talking about, you know, intramuscular heavy doses.

Greg Shanken: They’re also as, you know, you know, lower dose containers with

Joe Moore: mm-hmm.

Greg Shanken: You know, in a therapeutic setting. I mean, I was being supported in therapy, you know, throughout. So it wasn’t just, uh, you know, get a shot and go home. I was, yeah. Still working with IFS and parts, um. But after two years of that, uh, I, I, I kind of realized, I sort of took it as far as it could go.

Greg Shanken: I, I, I just felt like I, I wasn’t gonna get more out of it. And that led me this year into, um, Bufo, so five M-E-O-D-M-T Bufo. I’ve had two sits and Wow. Uh, that has for me, Joe, just been completely transformation, you know, all these experiences have, but I just feel like Bufo has really, uh, I can just feel it as I’m talking, like, it’s just, I don’t know, I kind of feel like I found my medicine and in Bufo and [00:30:00] kind of getting back to our earlier comments, like that’s one that I, I don’t say this with ego, but it’s like, although I just did meet someone today, I said I went zero to Ayahuasca and he said I went zero to Buffo.

Greg Shanken: But I, but I don’t know if I’d necessarily recommend that. Like for someone who’s like never done psychedelics, to jump right into. It’s a bufo. And that’s just my context and feeling. I wouldn’t tell anyone what to do or not to do, but, you know, bufos, it’s ineffable. Hard to describe. But, um, so yeah, so I’ve come run the gamut with plant medicines and the, you know, um, chemical substances and they, they’ve, they’ve all given me benefits.

Joe Moore: So, have we ever had the talk about bufo?

Greg Shanken: No, but I’d love to. I, I, oh gosh. Oh yeah. Bufo. Let’s talk about it. [00:31:00]

Joe Moore: Um, yeah. I’m so glad, uh, that we’re talking about it. So, yeah. Um. This has ruined some friendships. I’ll put it out there. Um, and, uh, yeah, some people don’t talk to me anymore. Um, I’ve been working on this for years and years.

Joe Moore: Um, so have you heard of the concept of blood toad? No. Okay. Have not. Great. And I assume you’re talking about Toad Source five M-E-D-M-T. Right.

Greg Shanken: That’s what I’ve done. And, and I do know about the, the, you know, different viewpoints there, if that’s what you mm-hmm mean. Yeah. We’re getting

Joe Moore: into the conservation thing briefly.

Joe Moore: Yeah. Cool. Yeah, let’s do it. So like, um, the first person that kind of really laid it out well for me was this, um, herpetologist, so lizard researcher in outta Tucson, Robert via. Um, he’s been on the show a bunch of times. He’s written a really comprehensive paper on conservation, um, of the toad. So it kind of features a lot of really good, um, data points in there around, [00:32:00] um, actual reasons for concern, including that it’s like kind of officially declared extinct in New Mexico and effectively extinct in California as well.

Joe Moore: Um, now the cartel’s involved, we call those blood tot. Yeah. Okay. Yeah. Um, so there’s actually illicit trafficking and it’s like if you are not doing it yourself, there’s no way to really promise that you’re not getting involved with like, you know, cartel affiliated toad. Yeah. Um, and by doing it yourself, you can actually harm huge swaths of toad population.

Joe Moore: You can actually introduce fungus that can kill huge amounts of them. Um, and then, uh, yeah, even if you pick them up, bring them somewhere. Harvest the venom, put them back down on the ground. You could introduce fungus, you could leave them defenseless in terms of like not being able to like, uh, defend themselves and or find their way home.

Joe Moore: A lot of people think, oh, it’s towed, [00:33:00] there’s no home. It’s like, well, no, you kinda like, learn your little home area, just like mm-hmm. Just like a lot of mammals do. And you can protect yourself easier when you know the environment. Um, and then there’s this, uh, researcher who’s on our advisory board, melon og uh, Melin maybe.

Joe Moore: Um, she published some of the first papers talking about how synthetic five M-E-D-M-T is subjectively identical to, um, toad sourced. And so there’s an actual research and pretty good sample size kinda showing that. Um, so. It’s a, it’s a really long, big conversation, but yeah. You know, just the long and short, uh, especially with the decline in the populations, radically seeing a decline.

Joe Moore: Um, and Mike Tyson and other big name people hyping it. Yeah. I just don’t see how it’s conditionable con, you know, like how can we have a good conscience while we’re consuming toad sourced five, when the synthetic is available. You know, [00:34:00] if it’s a really, really religious thing, perhaps it could be done like once a decade or something, and the other stuff could be safer, you know, more safely used, um mm-hmm.

Joe Moore: Because it’s only like three to $5 to per dose, probably for synthetic, maybe less. Um, and then I just, yeah. So that’s my story. I’m sticking to it. I always have, I haven’t found a reasonable reason, um, to deviate yet. You know, perhaps there is a spirit of the toad that’s helpful, but it’s like, let’s sacrifice the toad.

Joe Moore: Um, to the extinction bucket for our benefit. It like, doesn’t really feel like the right thing to me. Um, and again, you know, the way I phrase it is often a little too harsh and I’ve lost friends over it, but it’s a real thing. And I even wrote a pretty big, um, article on it, like kind a month or two ago, I think right before I burnout.

Joe Moore: Put that up. So that’s my story. Is that largely what you’ve heard?

Greg Shanken: Yes. In large part it hasn’t. And I, I read, um, I did read your article, I think you posted it [00:35:00] on LinkedIn or at least linked to it from LinkedIn. And, and I, you know, I was already aware of that school of thought and also through, you know, leaders like five, you know, Joel Brier and Victoria from Tin Retreats and that, that’s their viewpoint.

Greg Shanken: Um, and so, well first of all, you haven’t lost a friend in me, but you also said it was the way you said it. Maybe, maybe you said it really harsh to me. You were very, very, um, yeah, just measured about it. Uh, so. We, we we’re definitely still friends for sure. Um, so yeah, I’ve, you know, like I said, I’ve had two sit, um, and this isn’t in a saying this in a, in a defensive posture, you know, I, I know that the guy I sit with is, um, you know, ethically sourcing it and, but still to your point, doesn’t matter how quote, ethical it’s being done, there are still a lot of, you know, landmines around this, be [00:36:00] it cartel or, yeah, like you said in introduced.

Greg Shanken: So, yeah. And then in terms of the experience itself, what I, what it is that it high doses, it kind of feels the same at lower doses, maybe it is a different experience. I’ve done the high dose. Um, but anyway, I, you know, obviously I, I want to be, you know, ecologically responsible. And so, you know, my two sets have been with Bufo, the Toad and mm-hmm.

Greg Shanken: Um, but. I’m aware of these, you know, um, some of the conflicts around it. And so, yeah, as I sit here right now, I’m not married to one and I’m not gonna come and punch, punch back on the other side of that. It’s, you know, I’m navigating my way through it and mm-hmm. I always bring a beginner’s mindset, so, you know, uh, yeah.

Greg Shanken: So Cool.

Joe Moore: Yeah. Yeah. Thanks for hearing that. And it’s like always a hard one for me. I a similar position on peyote. I just try to tell white folks to stay away. Mm-hmm. Like, there’s no, [00:37:00] there’s no real reason why we need to be doing it. Yeah. Unless it’s some sort of crazy, sincere religious in interest and, um, good friends that really want to bring you into NAC.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. NAC is so politically complicated. I, I like, there’s, there’s all sorts of branch offs and, um, complicated politics there. So I, I just try to say, Hey everybody, this is really hard. Maybe. Back off for a while. Um, yeah. And maybe there’ll be a good landing eventually for us. And that was, it’s so hard.

Greg Shanken: Yeah. Sorry, go ahead. Yeah, yeah,

Joe Moore: that’s

Joe Moore: all.

Greg Shanken: Um, yeah, I was just reflecting back that prop on 22, that was one of the, um, big carve outs that it was mescalin, not peyote in the bill. Mm-hmm. Oregon did not do that. Whenever I talk about any differences between Colorado and Oregon or enhancements, I say it with the utmost of respect.

Greg Shanken: And then I do, I do the, do this like the bow down ’cause they were the first. Mm-hmm.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

Greg Shanken: And so, thank you, Oregon and New Mexico can say [00:38:00] thank you Colorado, but they can also say, Hey, Colorado, you’re making mistakes. So that was a really, um, responsible piece of the bill here. That it was masculine, but specifically not peyote.

Greg Shanken: And that was out of respect for, you know, indigenous lands and you know, the themes that you’re sharing.

Joe Moore: Yeah. Yeah. And to go a little further, I guess this indigenous reciprocity and like, not encroaching too much conversations coming up a lot. I’ve heard, um, a lot of pushback on the mushroom stuff in Oregon and in Colorado because of the lineage with the matech.

Joe Moore: And I think there’s something to look at there. I don’t know the answer. Um, some people say slow down. I, I try to pivot and say LSD and MDMA, like they’re kind of ours. So like, let’s lean into the molecules that are ours and, and don’t necessarily have such a complicated background. And, um, yeah. I just, you know, it’s a, it’s a very complicated time to be doing, [00:39:00] um, kinda legalization work and, and popularization work.

Joe Moore: We wanna be delicate when we can and, um, yeah. Make space for being delicate if we can everybody.

Greg Shanken: Yeah. Yeah. Agreed on that. Mm-hmm.

Joe Moore: I’m sure you’ve bumped into some interesting hard conversations there. Have you any particular stories around that?

Greg Shanken: Yeah, I mean, during the campaign, um, and at this point I was new in this space and I, so at that point I was surprised to hear that there were people, you know, kind of very much in our world, Joe, people that we see at conferences and that, you know, and say hi and hug, um, that we’re against Prop 1 22.

Greg Shanken: Hmm. And again, this is Greg three years ago, certainly more naive than I was. Like, what, how, Hmm. How could you be, how could you be against this? I don’t mean to the general population because there’s a lot of people outside our space who think drugs are evil and yada yada. I’m talking about people [00:40:00] in our world.

Greg Shanken: And I was like, what it, and they felt it didn’t go far enough, or that it didn’t do enough for, you know, respect for indigenous rights and reciprocity. Mm-hmm. Um, and I was at a, I was at a conference and. Someone stood up and, and really was very vocal about it. I, I guess I don’t really wanna name names, but it, it got pretty uncom.

Greg Shanken: It got very uncomfortable. And again, this was someone in our space and yeah, it really, it really shook up, it really shook up the room. Um, so yes, even with our, in our small, wonderful, beautiful community, there still will always be factions, right? Whether it’s Bufo versus five MEO or peyote, you know, versus Right.

Greg Shanken: Or like you said, like, hey, like let’s stick with our molecules. So yeah, these are some of the thorny issues that we’re. Dealing with and navigating. Yeah.

Joe Moore: So what kind of stuff is exciting you about Oregon and Colorado? Collaborating on an event, [00:41:00] like collaborate and, and kind of scaling this stuff and helping figure it out together, because this is not an easy thing to solve for, right?

Joe Moore: This is a really complicated project. Um, but yeah. What would’ve has been exciting you?

Greg Shanken: Mm-hmm. Yeah. Um, so yeah, a lot of complexities in, in this space and it’s, you know, I, I value kind of the, the, the love affair between Colorado and Oregon and New Mexico. Come on in, and Alaska come on in. And, you know, it’s gonna be a, it’s a warm welcome for anyone who wants to be in this movement.

Greg Shanken: Even if you’re in a state that’s not at all, you know where you want it to be. Like, we’re, we’re all working together here. It’s just kind of funny when you look at a map and you see just lines and it’s like. On this side of the line, you can do this and that side of the line. You can’t do that, you know?

Greg Shanken: So what’s exciting is the excitement. I mean, it’s the growth in, in the awareness. And, you know, I, I always think about like the, the, I use the [00:42:00] persona of like the soccer mom in Iowa and the, you know, the mm-hmm. The, the PTSD, um, inflicted, you know, veteran in wherever Texas, right? And they hear Oprah talking about psychedelics.

Greg Shanken: And maybe they, they’re not tuned into this podcast ’cause they might not know it exists. Um, but, you know, certainly they know Oprah exists. Um, and so, or a friend says, oh, I read this article about microdosing and how it helps, you know, and it’s like, okay. But then she says to herself, or he says to himself, okay, like, now what?

Greg Shanken: Okay, where do I, mm-hmm. Where do I get access to this? How do I do it? How do I do it safely? Oh, wow. To do it legally, I have to fly to Oregon or Colorado. That could be really hard. Whether it’s taking care of the kids or just the money to do it, plus the cost of the journey. So you asked me what I’m excited about.

Greg Shanken: I’m pointing out these things that are challenges, but, and there are many, what I’m excited about is that people are coming and organizations are coming [00:43:00] together, whether it’s putting on events like collaborates to raise awareness and provide education around responsible use, harm reduction, um, you know, microdosing, which is a great pathway in or breath work, right?

Greg Shanken: Which as you know, we don’t need substances to, to get into, you know, um, you know, a mind altering or expanding journey and that’s a great pathway in. But, um, so there are many nonprofits and even for-profits that are doing amazing work to help with accessibility. So if you all mentioned, one is, thank you life, they’re out of Austin.

Greg Shanken: They raise money to help send people into ketamine treatment that cannot, may not be able to otherwise afford it. And then there are organizations like Althea, which. Just started what’s called the Forward Fund, and it’s very similar, but that’s for psilocybin. And then even with Collaborates, um, of course we’re selling tickets, but one of the options on the checkout page is pay what you can and we really mean it.

Greg Shanken: Pay what you can. If it’s a dollar, we want you in the door, [00:44:00] we want you in the circle, we want you learning, we want you asking questions. Um, and so I think that because all of us, kind of wherever we are, uh, uh, it, it may be the, some of the conflicts within it, we still wanna give everyone access. So that’s something I’m really excited about is collaboration, um, awareness, education, access, and the understanding that we, we, we just really need to, to do everything we can to make these medicines and, um, modalities accessible no matter your.

Greg Shanken: You know, income, geography, race, religion, you know, all those things that can divide us, but we’re not looking at it that way. So that’s a big thing that I’m excited about.

Joe Moore: Yeah, that’s great. Yeah. I love it. And there’s just so much room for improvement in the space and, um. Community building connection.

Joe Moore: ’cause a lot of what we lost, you know, I don’t wanna put words in your mouth, but I, you know, worked in corporate [00:45:00] software for 20 years and this, um, kind of like isolation, driving to the office, like, you’re traffic, your body hurts, you’re not moving very much, you’re not necessarily able to access the best foods all the time.

Joe Moore: And, um, you don’t get to be with the people you love the most, as much as you’d like. Um, and there’s just a lot of complicated factors around this kind of corporate thing and business thing Yeah. These days in America. And I think psychedelic can help us kind of, um, repair our relationship to that. Do you, do you tend to agree or how do you see that?

Greg Shanken: I, I do. And I, I know people who are doing, I’m sure you do too. Coaches that are working with executives or teams and bringing microdosing, breath work, um, you know, into that space to help people become better leaders or, you know, heart-centered leaders. In Boulder about three months ago, the second annual Conscious Entrepreneurs Summit.

Greg Shanken: And it was not a psychedelic summit, although, [00:46:00] you know, it was a psychedelics friendly crowd. But literally when it started, it was, um, you know, they put up the rules and one of the rules, you know, no pitching, no talk of metrics and spreadsheets and, you know, they obviously wouldn’t kick you out if you did that.

Greg Shanken: But it was like, that was the ethos, right? Like we’re, we’re here to become better leaders, entrepreneurs, founders, in a way that’s more aligned with, um, you know, those deeper values that, that cont tend to be overlooked or completely ignored in the, you know, conventional. Corporate settings and, and I worked in corporate software world too for a couple decades.

Greg Shanken: So I, I I feel you. And that’s why I would say, say, you know, these conferences, like, you know, when you were in the software world, Joe, did you ever go to like a trade show and get lots of hugs? I mean, I, I, I didn’t, um,

Joe Moore: I, so No, no. It’s people that just wanna drink really hard. Um, yeah. And I’m like, oh God.

Joe Moore: Like, I, you know, that certainly helped my [00:47:00] alcohol habit at the time, you know? Yeah, right. In negative ways, but mm-hmm. Yeah, it’s just shocking. You know, I, I had maybe one or two really, really sweet friends in corporate America. Mm-hmm. You know, um, and were they even American? And I think one was Chinese and Okay.

Joe Moore: And the others are probably Canadian, so it’s fascinating, you know. Yeah. Um, but yeah, not trade shows like that. No, no. It’s just a hug fest.

Greg Shanken: It is. It it is, it is. So, I, I think, um, businesses are waking up. Uh, and leaders are waking up and just re realizing maybe in, you know, in themselves, Hey, this, this, like what am I doing?

Greg Shanken: And why am I doing this? And um, and so I think once they have that transformation, psychedelics can be, uh, a, a big aid and, and, um, kind of raising consciousness and awareness and, and, and helping those leaders transform. And then once [00:48:00] one goes through that type of transformation as a leader, a founder, executive, um, you know, ideally that can then spread into the organization and that’s mm-hmm.

Greg Shanken: A good thing. So I’m all, I’m all for that.

Joe Moore: Yeah, absolutely. Um, so who, who out there has been kind of an inspiration to you in kind of like digging in, um, to this kind of project with the enthusiasm you have?

Joe Moore: Yeah.

Joe Moore: And it’s okay to leave people out. They maybe,

Greg Shanken: well, I was about to mention you, but ah, um, and absolutely you leave me out.

Greg Shanken: Yeah. Um, a big one has been Joe, the author of Fellowship of the River and great book. That’s where I, yeah, great book. And he has a new book, which I have not read yet, but you know, it, it, it’s, so, it’s called Fellowship of the River. And he’s, he’s a, um, western trained medical doctor. He is of Columbia descent.

Greg Shanken: And he went through his own [00:49:00] transformation in medical school where he was stressed out and freaking out. He went to the, you know, nurse’s office or doctor’s office on campus. ’cause he was having so much anxiety and they said, oh no, you’re just having, um, medical school syndrome, like, go back, you’re fine.

Greg Shanken: And he was, and he was, he was not fine. Uh, and I know that feel, I mean, he was not fine. And then he discovered the medicine. And, and so the, the book is really inspirational because he brings the western, the credibility of the western. You know, medical training, because there are good things about that.

Greg Shanken: You know, not all of it, but it’s not throwing the baby out of the bath water. Right. And, but then he became literally a shaman in Peru and opened up a retreat there. And so the book is really inspirational because he, because he has that credibility and literally he’s talking about Western medical principles and then singing econo to people and helping them, you know, solve and cure, um, IBS Yeah.

Greg Shanken: Anxiety, depression. So that, that’s been a, um, [00:50:00] he’s been a big one for me. Um,

Joe Moore: and I love that Scott Shannon did the four to this new book, by the way. I’m really excited about that and

Greg Shanken: Oh, cool. Yeah, I actually didn’t, didn’t, uh, didn’t notice that. Yeah. So that, that’s his new book. Um, so that’s been, that was a big one for me.

Greg Shanken: Um, I’m sure there, yeah, there, there definitely are. Others. Uh, but that, that’s one that sticks out. ’cause that was so early on in my mm-hmm. Uh, you know, um, transformational journey. Yeah.

Joe Moore: I would say Jerry Garcia.

Greg Shanken: Jerry Garcia. Yeah. Uh, yeah, if we wanna go there, that’s Oh, sure. Jerry Garcia Uhhuh, you know, I quoted Trey before and, you know, they’re both so, so spiritual and bringing that spirit into the music and, um, and then that music, bringing community and Yeah.

Greg Shanken: You know, we could go on and on about that and, and, [00:51:00] uh, maybe someday we will, but Oh yeah. Yeah. Lots of amazing musicians and their, their wisdom, so, yeah.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Yeah, it’s fascinating. Um, so how about like worldview and metaphysics? So like a lot of people. Kind of, you know, they get that kind of corporate dead soul feel and then, you know, it’s not really much metaphysics.

Joe Moore: It’s like, am I gonna be able to make it through? Like, what’s, you know, what is morality and ethics and um, where’s my soul gonna go when I ize it? It’s not really there all the time when you’re just kinda like grinding and working. Right. And then stuff gets a little more exciting when psychedelics come in.

Joe Moore: Exciting in that you’re engaging in ideas in a felt way. Yeah. Like was there a big shift for you in kind of like lar I guess worldview, but in like a really big way, if you catch my drift? Like, you know mm-hmm. Philosophically and [00:52:00] spiritually.

Greg Shanken: Mm-hmm. Yeah, that’s a, that’s a great question. And, um, I mean, my worldview has certainly changed my relationship with, you know, money capitalism, um, having to rethink.

Greg Shanken: Who I am in contrast to what my little kid self LA would be and wanted to be and didn’t turn out to be, but realizing that that was being driven by young, traumatized parts of myself. And I’m in IFS parts work, so I can look at things from a parts perspective, though I still need help from my therapist to smack me and say, Greg, it’s your parts.

Greg Shanken: Stop on blending, um, you know, using parts work terminology. Uh, but I was thinking about this the other day ’cause I, I’m really, I’m really digging into ai. Definitely not an AI expert, but I’m, I’m immersing myself in AI and just absolutely blown away by it. And I listen to this, um, daily podcast. It’s called AI Daily [00:53:00] Brief.

Greg Shanken: It’s, it’s a really good podcast. It’s like 20 minutes and just gives you, um, and, and I’m learning so much from it in terms of how to think about AI and strategy and tools and, but then they’ll get into discussions about. Mergers and takeovers and 20 billion from, you know, this company buying that company.

Greg Shanken: And, and it’s like, I kind of want to know those things ’cause just to have like a pulse on what’s happening, like in the business part of it. But to your question, I’m just like, who the fuck, like 20 billion over here and 79 trillion. It’s like, what are we doing? Like what are we doing? Like they’re doing what they need to be doing, building a business.

Greg Shanken: But I don’t know. It’s like, it’s hard to explain. It was hard even when it like hit me, I was like, ah, ah. So, you know, so, um, so my, my worldview has, has, has dramatically changed in, in terms of just what it’s cliche, but like what, what are we here to do? What’s our meaning? What’s our purpose? What’s my meaning, [00:54:00] what’s my purpose?

Greg Shanken: And I’ve certainly come a long way in, in that within myself, but it just does get to that existentialism of like. What are we doing? And then as we talk about psychedelics, we, there’s a lot of good answers that we’re, we’re doing some cool stuff. Mm-hmm. We’re raising awareness and healing people. And now the healing centers are open here.

Greg Shanken: You asked me what I’m excited about. I’ve been to two open houses in the past month. Um, the Moru and Chariot two great, great, um, healing centers and the is a spinoff of Naropa, and Lamo is actually a client of mine. But just tying back to earlier, like, they had to spin off of Naropa because they were gonna lose their insurance policy because Naropa had a center for psychedelic studies, so they had to literally spin off new entity.

Greg Shanken: And that was a big, you know, pain in the ass. Um, but I was at their open house and it was like, there were tears, there were hugs. I mean, it was just so weaving it back to my comments, like a large part of [00:55:00] what we’re like, that’s what we’re doing. We’re we’re healing and, and helping each other. And, and then those other companies can talk about the.

Greg Shanken: $20 trillion, you know, takeovers and that’s fine, but it’s not where I’m spending a lot of my time in energy. Not what you’re here for. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Joe Moore: Right. It’s more about building this kind of like mutual aid and support healing infrastructure where we’re, you know, able to actually get to know each other.

Joe Moore: Not always make it transactional in a

Joe Moore: Yeah,

Joe Moore: I need to buy your $20,000 pill kind of format. Yeah. But like, yeah, you know, there is a place for expensive treatments, everybody, but like a lot of this stuff we can do with much more affordable treatments, um, than, than that. And what Greg, how do you, we actually had a wrap the other day, I think it was Thursday, about, um, [00:56:00] the programs being like at a kind of disadvantage.

Joe Moore: Because the state kind of put in a lot of regulations ’cause the state needed to feel safe, um, doing such an edgy thing, which, you know, congrats to Colorado and Oregon for doing such a big thing, but you know, it’s now really expensive to access these services in a lot of ways. Um, like how do you, how do you like to think about this kind of, this phase of the larger psychedelic project and legalization versus decrim and, and these acts, this various access paradigms?

Greg Shanken: Yeah. So yes, I have a lot of, you know, feelings and thoughts around that. So it’s a good thing that these states are making these treatments, um, and healing modalities legal, because that’s gonna raise awareness and that’s gonna help, you know, bring this to more people and that’s a good thing. Um, but anything in the regulated model is [00:57:00] just going to cost more.

Greg Shanken: I mean, a healing center has a brick and mortar. Structure that they have to pay for, get insurance for, and, you know, adhere to the, the regulations. Um, and so the treatments are gonna be more expensive than going underground, you know, as you know, it’s, you know, 2,500, $3,000 for those treatments for, you know, my, um, psilocybin journey.

Greg Shanken: And if you’re coming from the outside, you’re, you’re that soccer mom or military vet dad. So you hear Oprah talking about psychedelics and then $3,000 and I gotta fly to Colorado. What the fuck? Like, what are these people doing to, you know, extract money from us? Now you and I know a lot of these people, they’re not there to extract money.

Greg Shanken: They’re there to heal, and then they gotta pay their rent.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

Greg Shanken: So it’s a, and then, you know, once you know about this, which I know you do, you know, two prep sessions, six or eight hour journey, two integration sessions, if you kind of like net that out, practitioner’s making about the same as what a therapist [00:58:00] would make, you know, one 50 to 200.

Greg Shanken: An hour, right? Mm-hmm. But if you just hear $3,000, then you’re gonna, and you don’t know anything else about it. It’s like, what the fuck? Right? So, um, and it’s hard work. It’s hard work. It’s draining work and I’m, I’m in training for it myself. And so, yeah, it’s, it’s obviously hard to be a client and it’s hard and draining to be a facilitator.

Greg Shanken: And so, um, but then, you know, you, you can do this, you can, you know, gain access to these underground, but if you’re that soccer mom, even the term underground sounds like a, you know, dirty basement when if it’s with someone reputable, it’s a beautiful ceremony space. It just means they don’t have a license from the state.

Greg Shanken: But now your cost could be a thousand dollars. And a lot of them say sliding scale, like pay, pay what you can, just like we’re doing with collaborates. And so, um, so I’m absolutely thrilled that there’s a regulated model. And yet, you know, [00:59:00] a lot of, brings up a lot of thorny issues and a lot of people that are even going through training and the training that I’m in, um, are choosing to go underground.

Greg Shanken: So I, I’m kind of touching on a lot of different aspects of it, but, and then of course, none of this is covered by insurance, but yet, and then there’s really wonderful organizations like, uh, uh, thank You Life for Ketamine and Althea for psilocybin that are helping on the accessibility side. So yeah, those are some of my, oh, I’ll just add a couple of things, which is that, you know, service centers in Oregon and they call ’em service centers there.

Greg Shanken: Um, I, uh, I’m not a branding expert, but I do have an eye towards branding and I said, doesn’t a service center, doesn’t that sound like a place where you kinda like, bring your car? One, it’s broken, but somebody made the decision to call them service centers, servicing your, you know, mind, spirit. And I’m just poking fun at Oregon.

Greg Shanken: ’cause again, thank you, Oregon, we call them healing centers here seems more aligned. Um, but you know, [01:00:00] some of them are already going outta business now. Some of them maybe shouldn’t have been in business. They didn’t have the business acumen and they just said, Hey, kind of like starting a dispensary, cannabis.

Greg Shanken: But I, but I don’t, that, I don’t think that explains all of, kinda some of the, um, you know, some of, some of those, uh, failures out there, business failures. But I have a client out there and she said, you know, we haven’t made money in a year and it’s been the best year of my life. That’s what she said. ’cause they’re seeing the healing.

Greg Shanken: They still gotta pay the bills. Um, you know, and then now we have the regulated model opening here and we’ll see how, how that plays out. So, yeah. Um, definitely can be on my soapbox there. But those are some of the sort of. Pieces of it that I see within this landscape.

Joe Moore: Yeah, it’s, it’s really a set of interesting things we just need to keep working on.

Joe Moore: I think you’re gonna help address that to some degree at collaborates and like, how do we actually start phrasing these things or [01:01:00] different kinds of offerings that are actually more attractive. ’cause you’re right, like this is, it’s a really hard sale. Um, but it’s, you know, it’s important to have these safe containers up, especially for people with like really serious issues and, um, yeah, or, and, or just vulnerable folks in general.

Joe Moore: Um, I think for some folks it’s really okay to offer what five hour sit, but for other folks it’s not, it’s very much not okay for that to be the only part of the offer. Mm-hmm. Um, it’s a really interesting thing that we’re all kind of trying to sort out together here. Yeah. So thanks for your efforts and, um, can you give us a plug for collaborative again?

Greg Shanken: Sure. So yeah, it’s a two day event. It’s gonna be amazing, amazing speakers, sponsors, vendors, exhibitors, experiential events. Um, Saturday’s gonna be, is online that is more for professionals in the space. Sunday Community Day Open to anyone and everyone, psychedelic, curious, Auts [01:02:00] facilitators, anyone. And that’s in Portland and in Boulder.

Greg Shanken: So if you go to Higher Frequency Network slash pt, P as in psychedelics, T as in today. So Higher Frequency Network slash pt. You can learn more about it, you can get a special 20% psychedelics today discount. And then you can also sign up for the Higher Frequency Network, which is the, um, private vetted psychedelic marketing network I mentioned earlier.

Greg Shanken: And join our launch list. We are in a beta launch now. All right. But please sign up if you have any interest at all. There’s no cost to join. Then a lot more will be coming out about that, uh, really in the next couple weeks. ’cause we have, the interest has been really, really strong. But as far as collaborates, that’s also a nonprofit event.

Greg Shanken: Um, you’re supporting nonprofit organizations like Colorado Psychedelic Society and Pada doing great work. And the accessibility piece, I’ll just say again, we are [01:03:00] selling tickets, but there is an option right on the page. Pay what you can and just come on in. Just pay, pay what? Don’t, don’t let that stop.

Greg Shanken: You get a ticket, come on in and let’s have some hugs.

Joe Moore: Yeah, I love that. Thanks so much for making it today, Greg. Thanks for sharing a bunch about your journey and your opinions and, um, excited to see where this goes and, um, not only with collaborates, but with higher frequency. So let’s keep it rolling.

Joe Moore: Thanks again. Thank

Greg Shanken: you. Yeah, thank you man. Great to be here.

Psychedelics Today Trip Journal

Matt Xavier -The Psychedelic DJ

PT622 Matt Xavier - The Psychedelic DJ

From the Rave Scene to Psychedelic Therapy

In this episode, Kyle Buller speaks with Matt Xavier, DJ, therapist, and author of The Psychedelic DJ. The conversation took place live at Psychedelic Science.

Matt recalls his early years in the rave culture of 1990s New York. He ran record labels, hosted psychedelic trance events, and lived through the intensity of that scene.

Why Music Is Medicine

Matt believes music should be treated as medicine. He explains how playlists can align with the stages of a psychedelic journey—onset, climb, peak, and descent. He encourages people to listen with intention and to categorize tracks by emotion, energy, and therapeutic impact.

Psychedelic Soundtracking

Instead of relying only on fixed playlists, Matt performs live mixing during sessions. This method keeps him fully engaged and responsive. He calls the approach “psychedelic soundtracking.” In his view, the guide becomes a tuning fork, adjusting the soundscape to match the client’s process.

Key Themes in the Conversation

  • The evolution from rave DJ to therapist and author
  • How music amplifies psychedelics, and why it matters
  • Matching music with each stage of a journey
  • Differences between psilocybin, MDMA, and ketamine work
  • The value of silence, long-form tracks, and harmonic mixing
  • Why buying music supports artists and protects creativity from AI
  • Practical tips for building playlists and rediscovering a love of listening

Supporting Artists and Building Community

Matt highlights the artists who inspire his work, from ambient pioneers to contemporary sound designers. He urges practitioners to support independent musicians by purchasing their music. In his words, keeping human creativity alive is essential for meaningful psychedelic work.

Writing, Mixing, and the Future

Matt also discusses his new book and the curated four-hour DJ protocol mix he designed for therapy sessions. He explains how this project grew into a collaborative effort and why writing became a spiritual journey for him. Looking ahead, he hopes to create a training program for others interested in weaving music into psychedelic practice.

🎶 Whether you are a therapist, a DJ, or simply a music lover, this episode shows how sound can transform the psychedelic experience.

The Psychedelic DJ

The Psychedelic DJ: A Practical Guide to Therapeutic Music Curation and Psilocybin-Assisted Therapy is a groundbreaking book dedicated to showing practitioners how to harness the profound synergy between music curation and psychedelic therapy. Drawing from his extensive experience as a professional DJ, mental health counselor, and psychedelic guide, author Matt Xavier reveals how sound and psilocybin work hand in hand to deepen the therapeutic dimensions of a client’s journey.

This comprehensive and accessible guide blends the intuitive art of music curation with clinical practices like experiential Gestalt therapy, offering practical tools for journey preparation, safe-setting protocols, and navigating challenges. It introduces the craft of Therapeutic DJing and Psychedelic Soundtracking—from playlist creation and live mixing to emotional attunement—providing a road map for guiding transformative inner experiences.

Transcript

Kyle Buller: Welcome everybody to Psychedelics. Today we are here at Psychedelic Science, um, and doing some interviews, and we’re here with Matt Xavier from the psychedelic dj. So super excited to dig into this topic, Matt.

So thank you for your time for, for being here.

Matt Xavier: Thank you for inviting me. Yeah. I’ve been looking forward to this for sure.

Kyle Buller: Yeah. How has psychedelic science been for you?

Matt Xavier: It’s been fascinating. You know, I thought you might ask that question. I’ve never been here [00:01:00] before. And the last, this is your first psychic conference?

This is my first one. Wow. And the conferences that I had done in the past, when I was running my record labels were all down in Miami or in Europe. I’d go to Sonar, I’d go to, um. To a winter music conference, and it was different back then. It was the late nineties, early two thousands, and we would run around and give out vinyl and just do a lot of that.

And it was always a hustle, but I was a different person back then. And so now I’m coming back around and I’m finally coming out about my work and sharing this, and I’m coming out here and, um. It’s been overwhelming in a lot of ways. There’s so much to do. I don’t have any time to even see any talks. I’m just working the expo room, promoting the book, but I’m, I’m having some really good interactions and, um.

I’ve rekindled some friendships here that, uh, there’s been healing here for me. Oh, amazing. Which has been great. You know, there was some, I had some, uh, some, you know, things not end out right with friendships and then I saw those people and we immediately healed that and that was great. Oh, that’s amazing.

[00:02:00] And then I thought about it, um, when I bumped into Joe yesterday, I walked right up to him and I’ve never met him before and there was an instantaneous connection. And he just immediately took me in and he starts showing me pictures of his, of his couch, DJ booth at Burning Man. And it was like, I had no problem going.

We should totally get together and mix records. And he was like, yeah, absolutely. And so there’s this like familial connection, not just. From, um, from psychedelics, but also the music and the DJing kind of put us just on an eye to eye level, which is what the raves scene is about. As I can travel anywhere in the world, drop right in and go, you’re on the same page with me.

And, um, and then we can immediately, you know, drop into the community of it all. So, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I really like that.

Kyle Buller: Talking about community and music, have you been to any of these after parties? I mean, there’s so much happening this time around with. So much great music, it’s hard to really figure out what to do.

Matt Xavier: Yeah, I’ve seen that too. Um, when we first started doing this, we, I got invited in to [00:03:00] do the, to play at the Sheldon 100, and then I, um, brought in my good friend Unal to assist and, and headline. And so, um, me and her, we kind of handled the, the sanctuary. And, um, that was a fantastic gathering. The speakers were amazing.

Leonard Picard gave a beautiful speech. There was a standing ovation. Um, and then we played ambient music at the beginning. We came back later and played dance music. Ended up downstairs in the gallery with, um, David Starfire was down there. Oh, cool. So that was really awesome. But again, at the same time, there’s so many other events.

We almost went out last night to a psychedelic playhouse. Um, then there was, uh, Paul Austin’s thing. But we were so exhausted, we just ended up at the state capitol and watched the kids blow up fireworks. So, you know, um, tonight though, we’re going over to Meow Wolf. We’re supporting Unal over there. Cool.

And then we’re throwing our own rave tomorrow night. It’s an ambient techno. Oh, cool. Rave that starts at 11:00 PM and goes till 6:00 AM. It’s at a warehouse in [00:04:00] Denver. Cool. And it’s an underground excursion. Oh wow. And we’re going super deep. Yeah. We’re gonna take it into the Ambien, chill out realms, but also bring in some classic rave techno.

And it’s gonna be a really deep exploration with just, uh, me, her and, uh, Dennis Snakes is opening. So Cool. Cool. Yeah. It’s gonna be cool. There’s a lot going on. There’s a

Kyle Buller: lot going on. Yeah. Which is amazing. And so for those that are listening and you’re like. I wish I was there. Yeah, definitely. Come in the future.

’cause psychic science is, it’s such an experience. Yeah. It feels like a trip in itself. Yeah. Like, what do I do? Where do I go? Yeah. That’s

Matt Xavier: what my wife is like, she’s saying the same thing. She’s like, boy, I didn’t know this was it. And I went home and my ankles were hurting from the distances in the convention center are crazy.

I mean, just to walk them and, and, and try to get around. It’s been, uh, it’s, it’s been humbling for sure. Yeah. Yeah. Awesome. Yeah. But it’s, it’s worth coming. I mean, to be around the, well, the community

Kyle Buller: too, and just meeting everybody. I mean, that’s. I feel where a lot of the magic is. Yeah. You know, just like this, being able to sit down and just chat with you face to face versus being on Zoom, right?

Yeah. It’s like everybody is just here.

Matt Xavier: [00:05:00] Completely. The magic too. We were in the elevator last night at the hotel and as we’re in the elevator, this guy who didn’t look like he even was at the conference, and then he’s like, what are you guys here for? And then he’s telling us all about this integration technology that he created.

He says, come up to my room. So we’re end up in his room and he is showing us all this amazing technology created for integration. That’s wild. And that was out of nowhere. And so that’s the kind of magic, you know, we bumped into Merrill Ward, who I haven’t seen in years. Oh cool. And I was talking, having conversation with him, but I didn’t recognize him.

And so there’s all these weird little magical moments that are happening.

Kyle Buller: Yeah, yeah. It’s really beautiful. So let’s dig into you. Okay, cool. So, you know, you started talking about this rave. I know you have a background in being a dj, but you’re also a therapist, so can you Yeah. Give us who you are. Yeah.

Who was Matt?

Matt Xavier: Yeah, perfect. Excuse me. So, yeah, it started back in the early nineties and I was introduced to the rave culture in New York City. Um, I’m from Long Island and so that was kind of a mix between Long Island and the New York scene. Went in there and just was birthed [00:06:00] into the culture and, uh, at club NASA in downtown New York.

And once I stepped in there, I knew I was completely hooked and I was gonna do events and dj I started DJing. About a year or so after. And then, um, I started throwing events and, and bringing over a unique style of music called Psychedelic Trance. At the time it was called Goa Trance. And I had a DJ name called Matthew Magic and a company called Tsunami Productions.

And we were throwing all these black light raves with psychedelic trance music. And it was a crazy time. It was lawless and there was tons of debauchery and amazing experiences. Um, I eventually like hit a bottom with. That at the, let’s say around 2000 and finally exited that and, um, took a 15 year break and got away from psychedelics, um, dove into spiritual practices, um, eventually opened a, a record label when I moved to Los Angeles.

Um, ran that. And then, um, the record label and the, the DJing scene got really exhausting. So then, um, I felt the, the drive to go in and start to get trained in, in therapy and counseling. [00:07:00] So I sought out a, a, uh, certification in, uh, addiction counseling. Um, met my mentor, Alan Berger, started getting trained in geal therapy.

And then worked for 10 years in the addiction industry throughout the whole kind of Oxycontin, heroin epidemic. Mm-hmm. And we were losing a lot of clients. There was a lot of problems in the, um, addiction industry at the time. And that burned me out. And once that happened, um, I started looking around. My friend was working in the harm reduction community.

Uh, she was on some of the MDMA trials and I went over and hung out with her, told her about everything that was going on. She sent me to, um, the, uh, what is it, psychedelia integration? Yeah. And, uh, Cherie was running a group and I went down and hung out there. And I had run by that point. So many groups. I was, you know, group director at a program.

So I walked in and I was at home and, um, she just brought me in and that whole community did, and I immediately knew that that was where I was gonna be. So I just, um, [00:08:00] started, you know, creating a psychedelic integration practice. I got trained in psychedelic therapy. And then, um, at that point started sitting for clients and that’s where I started developing the protocol that I have now.

Mm-hmm. Um, using psilocybin primarily and then mixing music with that. And while I was doing that, my wife just came out and she said, I know you thought you quit DJing. But you are DJing for an audience of one. Yeah. And um, and that was a, that was something I wasn’t really noticing because I was so just busy on doing something new.

And, um, that’s where my colleagues started, you know, coming over. I’d talk about my work and they said, you should probably write this down. Mm. But I’m not an academic. I’ve never really written anything anywhere near as extensive as this, and so that seemed a bit daunting. So I just started with notes and um, I would be out on those hikes and do talk to text into the phone.

Collected that over years and in 2022, sat down in the winter. And just plowed away and got about [00:09:00] 40,000 words down. Took a year break, came back, saw what I had, and then worked from February, 2024 to April, 2024 and got the book finished, or at least the first draft. Yeah. Met Doug Real, who is, um, working for Synergetic at the time.

And then Doug picked up my project and brought on our team, uh, Noelle Armstrong, uh, Allison Fellas, uh, Don, uh, McLoan to do production. And that whole team, my sister, um, helped edit the first draft. So that was my whole creation team. So the book is my work, but it is the work of our team, our team through so much energy and effort at it and counseled me through this process because it is life changing.

To write a book. I had no clue that it is such a powerful process. I just thought it was difficult. Yeah. I didn’t know it would be a spiritual endeavor that would change me in the ways that it has. And so, um, coming to the conference has kind of refreshed me because I was feeling really burned out and my PhD clients have told me.

When you write a [00:10:00] PhD, you’re probably not gonna wanna ever read it again. And I didn’t know what that meant. And that’s how this has been where everyone’s like, you must be excited.

Kyle Buller: Have you opened it?

Matt Xavier: I have opened it and I’ve read it and I’m often like, who wrote that? You know, it’s like it’s changed so much and I’m.

Had to psychologically pull away from it. But, um, now that I’ve been building up to the conference and then I’m rereading it again and I’m doing interviews, there’s a new excitement and, uh, this thing has been birthed to life. It’s, it’s a baby for sure. And I now understand what authors go through and why it changes ’em, you know?

Kyle Buller: Yeah. ’cause it’s like, you know, once you’re done, you’re thinking it’s probably already changed. Yeah, exactly. You know? Exactly. And it’s like, then you probably, you can’t go back ’cause it is like the editing process has already started. Absolutely. And then, um. Yeah, it, it’s a process to write something and put it out there to the world.

It, so congratulations, you know, just skimming through it. It looked like you really have thought that out.

Matt Xavier: Yeah, I really did. And it’s a vulnerable endeavor and I tried to use it as, um, you know, I studied the work of Brene Brown for a while, and so thank God I did because. [00:11:00] That vulnerability piece that she pushes really helps, um, enlighten all the underlying shame that says I can’t do it.

And instead, um, by doing this, it’s, you know, a way for me to send that message to myself that I can get out there and allow my message to get to the world. And, um, you know, there’s a lot of questioning that goes on. Am I good enough to do this? Do I have a right to put this out there? Right? And, um, that challenges all of that.

But, um, I’ve stuck with it and I’ve had a lot of support from friends and family, so it’s been a. Incredible endeavor, and

Kyle Buller: it’s an important topic, you know? Yeah. Music is so crucial to the psychedelic experience. Oh my gosh. And you know, there’s not a lot of great resources out there around like, what type of music do I select?

Mm-hmm. How do I create a playlist? Like what is the theory around putting stuff together? Yeah. So I would love to, you know, not giving too much of the book away, but kind of, I don’t mind the

Matt Xavier: whole book is about giving it away. Yeah. So, so that’s the, let’s, let’s dig into

Kyle Buller: it. Like how do you approach, uh, music when it comes to psychedelics?

Matt Xavier: Wow. Um, so the best way that I’ve been kind of [00:12:00] explaining it to everybody is music is medicine. Mm-hmm. And I know that others have said that before, and I give credit to them because it’s so true. You know, music has such a strong impact on us. Most of the time. Psychedelics is something we do every once in a while.

Um, music is a, um, is a medicine that we’re constantly using. You know, uh, tonight you may choose something before you go out that really fits the mood to get you ready to go out there into the world. Or you may have a tough experience and need to come back, um, and, and really relax. So you’re gonna select something that’s gonna be medicinal for you.

So I think understanding that music is medicine and consuming your music as medicine and understanding its qualities and traits, and then consuming the medicines that you’re working with and understanding those qualities and traits, and then being able to align those two while also bringing in the client needs presentation and then aligning all of that understanding.

To provide the best soundtrack, to be supportive, to be the co [00:13:00] co-therapist. Mm-hmm. But to also bring to the surface the material that the client would like to express, but they’re, you know, having difficulty doing. And the music is just such a powerful component because, you know, it amplifies psychedelics as you may be aware of.

And the psychedelics amplify the music. And so they both go hand in hand. So I think we do need to really hold music in high regard for its impact that it can have on a psychedelic experience and not just take it for granted as a secondary Yeah. But instead really put it forward and just, um, understand it deeply.

As deeply as we understand psychedelics.

Kyle Buller: How do you dug into any of the music and psychedelic theory, like kind of. I always, my dyslexia always switches up his, his names. Yeah. Uh, Kendall? No, Mendel. Oh, Mendel. Yeah, I know stuff. I always say Kendall Malin. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Exactly right.

Matt Xavier: Yeah, I know Mendel stuff.

Yeah. Yeah. His, um, his work with, um, what is it again? Wave Paths. Yeah. His work, work with Wave Paths was always really impressive. You know, it’s, um. It’s academic science, uh, applied to [00:14:00] music and, uh, psychedelic therapy, and I’ve always been impressed by it. It’s a, it’s an amazing technology that he’s created.

Um, I don’t particularly use it. I, I find that, um, music is really difficult to, I ran a record label if I could pay somebody to create music, you know, um, the beautiful music that’s made by accident. I would, um, you know, it’d be, you know, awarded something for that. And so I think that that’s the, the reason why I don’t, um, particularly use that.

However, I do see its benefit. Mm-hmm. And, um, I have, uh, tested it out and I think that it’s a, it’s a solid product and it definitely has a future. And I know he’s working hard at that. And, um. Yeah. So yeah, I, I support what he’s up to in, in certain ways.

Kyle Buller: I used it in the early years for my ketamine practice, and I really appreciated just, yeah, having that tool available.

Matt Xavier: Yeah.

Kyle Buller: Um, and maybe this actually probably gets into the question of like. You know, music and the different medicines. Mm-hmm. At that time, I think they only had ketamine as an option. Yeah. When I [00:15:00] started to stop using it, like when I started closing my practice down and focus more on vital, yeah. I think they introduced psilocybin and breathwork as medicine.

Mm-hmm. Um, that you could select there. But something that I noticed and coming from the breathwork world mm-hmm. You know, we use a lot of like really rhythmic driving dynamic music. I felt like there was too much space in that, and that might’ve been actually great for ketamine. Like maybe we needed those tones.

But it just felt like the dynamic aspects of music just weren’t completely there. But it was really awesome just to not have to sit there constantly thinking about creating a playlist and you could change the mood. So like if you did want to respond a little bit differently, you had that option to To do that.

Matt Xavier: Yeah. It has that adaptation, which what he’s doing is what I call psychedelic soundtracking. Mm-hmm. So his program does live adaptation based on the, what the client experiences. I think that, um, the psychedelic guide and the psychedelic dj, which is what this is written about, is the tuning fork. Mm. And so, you know, I think it’s, [00:16:00] um, I, I prefer for that to, uh, to be the case where the guide understands that they’re a tuning fork and that they are.

Um, aware during the session they’re paying attention to how they feel and how the client feels and that they can adjust and make that happen in time. And then So you’re doing

Kyle Buller: real time mixing?

Matt Xavier: Oh yeah. Absolutely. Yeah. And it keeps me engaged in the session as well. I mean, not to put it down, but I mean certain, you know, I was told at the very beginning, listen, you might be bored in some of these sessions.

Mm-hmm. There might be clients that might lay there for hours and do nothing. What are you gonna do with your time? And I’ve learned sitting techniques, um, to stay grounded and to meditate along with the client in those cases. But, uh, by being able to attune and stay attuned to the music because of the impact it’s having, I’m even more involved with the session.

So I’m even, you know, staying right in the pocket with the client, adjusting the volume, which has such a significant impact on the setting. And then being able to make decisions in real time. I have multiple options available on screen, and so I’m [00:17:00] able to switch at different points. I use a four turntable system.

Cool. And so I’m able to just make a last second decision based on how I feel on what I’m seeing happening in the moment.

Kyle Buller: So you’re actually using like a dj?

Matt Xavier: Yeah, I’m using the Allen and Heath zone. K two to control tractor native instruments. Tractor four. And so that gives me a four deck option so that then I can play musical chess while I am connected to the client.

I have one ear on what’s going on in the headphones. Yeah. And then I have my other ear paying attention on what the client is actually doing. And then from that I’m able to make those, um, last second decisions to then either continue the session, you know, or the experience that’s going on, or to then change that theme and that soundtrack at that time.

Yeah,

Kyle Buller: that’s powerful. And that definitely takes a skill. ’cause I think you really need to understand music and you have to understand all the tracks that you’re playing. Yes. But I remember during some of the breathwork sessions that I was part of, um, my teacher does a lot of live mixing. Yeah. And sometimes I would take my eye shade up and he is sitting up there and somebody actually like created a [00:18:00] t-shirt for him saying, Gerrick dj, but I like take my eye shades.

And he’s sitting in front of like everything and. I’m like, he’s controlling the spaceship. Yeah. You know, like he is kind of like influencing that with the music. Yeah. And just like how powerful that is. But that does take a, a skill.

Matt Xavier: It is a skill. And I do write about this in the book multiple times. Um, do not try to do what I’m doing.

And I think that that needs, even though I put it in a book, um, I try to tell people to take what you want, leave the rest. Um, don’t be overwhelmed by what you read. Uh, I try to break it down as simply as possible. But it takes time to do the live adaptation. Mm-hmm. I think it first starts with understanding the therapeutic qualities of the music.

Mm-hmm. Of the medicine. Um, definitely getting trained in some form of, um, counseling modality. That is an absolute must for anybody who steps into any type of psychedelic work. Um, even if it’s just shamanic work. Mm-hmm. Understand that. And then even if you’re working with Western folks, is learn a Western [00:19:00] modality.

Um, get that stuff down, get your playlist. Down, do that therapeutic music curation, take that, uh, screening plan, the screening form or the treatment plan, see what the client needs are, develop the list or the record box as best as you can. Just like DJs do, before we go out to clubs, we throw options in the box.

We think we know what’s gonna go on, right? But be open for those changes. And then when you get in the moment, even if you slowly start to do some live adaptation, you do that psychedelic soundtracking even a little bit. Every once in a while, you just change that one track. If you’re using Spotify, you just move that one track up because you look and you go, oh, that track’s gonna be a little too strong.

And so maybe you move that down, move that up. Now you’ve altered the session and you’re doing that by sharing that, um, collective consciousness with the client. The client is contributing whether you can fully sense that or not. And so when you’re able to make though even slight changes. Um, you’re really allowing the client to, um, be involved in that experience.[00:20:00]

As for the DJing component, there is a whole technical part of this where I make recommendations for programs for speakers, Bluetooth systems, things like that. Um, people get really

Kyle Buller: caught up on that stuff. They do. You know, it is pretty tough, but I have

Matt Xavier: simple, I, I’ve really dumbed it down to novice level, intermediate advanced, so that people can really step into this and start to at least experiment with sound in the room in a different way.

Yeah.

Kyle Buller: When you were DJing, like would you go in with like a framework or would you really listen to the crowd?

Matt Xavier: Mm-hmm. Um,

Kyle Buller: and like yeah. How does that convert to like your psychedelic work?

Matt Xavier: I think it’s a mix. Mix, yeah. Yeah. I think that it’s, um, preparing in a sense by understanding the music that I’m doing.

Mm-hmm. Knowing what the venue is, the crowd is, and what the recommendations are for that. But then leaving myself like I do withal therapy is like we don’t show up with an agenda. Yeah, right. You know how that works. If you show up at that agenda, this is what I’m gonna do. I just read this in the book, you know, and then you sit down and then the client’s going in this direction and you’re trying to [00:21:00] pull them that way, which doesn’t meet them where they’re at.

And so I think music’s the same way, and that’s even with the dance floor, you know? I get it together. My wife and I always laugh. She’s like, well, you know, I’m working on my tracks for the set, and then I get there and I don’t even play most of it. Yeah, yeah, right. I ended up playing exactly what was needed and I felt was needed in the moment, and that is exactly how the sessions work for me.

But that might be different for a novice level. So I think it’s better to sit down, create those arcs and I, I speak about the stages in the book. Mm-hmm. Understand how the stages feel and look and then match the tracks to it. And once you have that laid out, sit through your own protocol. Mm-hmm. Um, whether you alter your consciousness or not, uh, you know, I’ll take like one hit of cannabis, sit down, sit through it, and go.

Oh, that all worked except that one track. Yeah. Right. And so now I know I can take that out, put something in. Once I sit through that, then I know what I’m about to administer and then sit down and do that. And leave yourself open for options if you’re, you know, feeling confident enough in the time to make them.

Kyle Buller: Yeah. I want [00:22:00] to really kind of break down some of this stuff. Yeah. But I first want to ask, ’cause you kept bringing it up, like the therapeutic qualities of the music and the medicine. Mm-hmm. Um, and. What are the therapeutic qualities of the music of medicine, say for ketamine versus psilocybin? Right. And like, how are you thinking about that?

Matt Xavier: Yeah, emotional resonance is a huge one. Um, knowing what each track, uh, makes you feel is really important because that’s going to resonate if even 50% for how the client’s likely feeling from that piece of music. Um, that’s really important. I, I listen out for timber, which is like the stretchiness of the song, um, elasticity.

Um, the spatial qualities, I like visuals. I’m very synesthetic, so when I listen to music, either sober or on a substance, I see things inside my mind. I hear things, I think of things. I feel things. And so I explore all that and I, and I get that down. My wife and I will talk about that and I’ll say, this is making me think of this memory from childhood.

And so I’ll remember that [00:23:00] it triggered that in me, and she’ll say, that’s interesting. That does that for me. Where I’m like, well, what emotion is. That, that’s causing that. And so I tend to notice, um, for pro audio protocol, one that comes with the book, I lean heavily with, um, sublimation and I’m using a lot of major corded material because, um, that’s kind of a sad but beautiful experience.

It eases clients into their subc. Um, provides them with the support to be able to release and understanding what that feels like for ourselves gives us the empathy to have with the clients. So,

Kyle Buller: yeah. And like, would you use different music for ketamine versus psilocybin? Oh yeah. Or are you using

Matt Xavier: Yeah, yeah, absolutely.

Um, you know, I recently worked with a client who did an MDMA journey and wanted to do psilocybin, then opted out. And while I was working with that client, I realized for MDMA that um. I always find music to be very front and center for MDMA, but um, not as front and center as it is for psilocybin mushrooms.

And [00:24:00] so that was interesting to see that MDMA for that client was, um, very, the music was very secondary and I was, um, reminded about that. It’s not the case for everybody, but, um, I would definitely make different decisions for working with MDMA. There’s um, hard opening pieces. There’s a certain vibe that comes with music, um, an energetic level because it’s an amphetamine, and so I would make, uh, decisions that align more with that.

With psilocybin, I’m so aware of the. The stages that onset and what I call the hike Yeah. Is so mellow and chill as it’s coming on. So I’d like to ease them in with particular pieces of music that are more expansive and soft. Mm-hmm. And then at that hour mark, when we stop for the bathroom break, um, you know, check in for a booster.

If the client chooses a booster, they take that. And then at that point. Um, the medicine is continuing to increase, so you wanna match that. Mm-hmm. And then once you go up for 90 minutes, you reach that top and that’s the summit. When you reach that summit, there’s an [00:25:00] expansiveness, that total peak energy.

And so again, we pull the energy back, use more of an expansive kind of, uh, music for imagination. And then as that breaks in, the strength comes down, we go into that de the descent stage, and that’s more of a homecoming. So there is a. A nostalgic kind of, um, sublimation that matches really nicely after they’ve been through that ascension and that peak work that, um, goes with that for.

Ketamine, you know, I haven’t really been working with that in such a long time. I had a big history with Ketamine a long time ago, so I’ve definitely, um, stayed away from it. Yeah. But, um, you know, it’s a, it’s an anesthetic, but it’s a fascinating one. And, um, I’m still checking in with a lot of you guys about what, uh, what the stages are like.

It’s so short acting. Yeah. So for me, I’m thinking like 45 minutes. Wow. That’s not a lot of time. Um, my regular DJ gigs are 90 minutes. Yeah. Yeah. So when, you know, a 30 minute or 45 minute, anything doesn’t give, you know, any time to develop it. However, ketamine moves very [00:26:00] fast. So I’m fascinated to learn from you guys about that.

I think that’s where

Kyle Buller: like the wave paths is nice because it does, I don’t know when I was doing it and also offering it to clients, it’s like. It was just that spaciousness and it felt like you could deepen it with like the certain tones and like kind of go in without like necessarily needing this kind of arc that you’re talking about.

Oh, interesting. And it felt like, you know. The, the 10 to 12 minutes, you know, they have ketamine in their mouth. It’s waiting to come on. Maybe I’m doing a meditation, I’m guiding them through something. Okay, great. Or doing some drumming and then laying down, and then that stuff would open up and you could select different themes.

Mm-hmm. Like, I forget what all themes were. It’s been a while since I used the software, but, um, and so I, I would select that theme and so it would have different tones. Mm-hmm. It was nice. It felt a little bit more spacious, and you’re right, because it is like a little bit shorter. Sure. Um, that, yeah. Maybe it’s like interesting to think about how would that go, but mm-hmm.

Um, yeah, I didn’t, you know, it’s interesting I didn’t play [00:27:00] much with, um, like actual curated playlists. I usually just. Used that one. Yeah. Um, and I seem to really enjoy it.

Matt Xavier: Right.

Kyle Buller: Um,

Matt Xavier: I mean, if it works, it works. It works. Yeah. Right? Yeah. Once you figure out a medicine protocol that works, you don’t need to really mess with it too much.

It does. Its magic. Yeah. Yeah. Same with the music. Once you figure out something that works for you and your practice and for the tribe that’s seeking you out and entrusting you with the most profound experience of their life, if you know that that’s what works for you, that’s great, but as long as you leave yourself open for changes.

Then you’re really involving the client as well, and you’re not just doing a cookie cutter for everything.

Kyle Buller: Yeah. Yep. So how are you breaking up, uh, music? So, I, I hear you, you’re talking about this analogy of a hike. Mm-hmm. The summit, the descent. And so when you’re listening to music mm-hmm. And I think this is practical and this is what we also tell, like, listen to as much music as possible.

Matt Xavier: As much as you, as much, I imagine

Kyle Buller: that you’re probably breaking things up into different categories. Listening to it. And so how are you breaking up music when you’re listening to it so you can [00:28:00] start to categorize it and figure out where it goes?

Matt Xavier: That’s a great one. Um, so this, for this particular work, I do think understanding the stages of whatever medicine you’re using.

Sit through it if you can. You know, I know it’s, there are some researchers that have never even tried psychedelics and that’s fine. You know, they’re working with it in a different way. But I do think practitioners benefit from trying the medicine first. Yeah. Yeah. Um, I notice clients also feel a sense of trust if they, you know, practitioner has sat through it in some capacity.

So I do recommend at least trying something once. Feeling what those stages are like and then, um, taking that understanding, coming back to the music, and then sitting down like my wife and I do as I’m driving along and I’ll say, where does this go?

Kyle Buller: Yeah.

Matt Xavier: And she’ll go, oh, um. This is like an ascension track, you know, the, the ascent stage or what we call the climb.

You know, she’s like, it, it sounds like climbing. And I’m like, great. So we’ll know, you know, I have a playlist, um, in there. I use Bandcamp primarily. Cool. Which we can talk [00:29:00] about why, but then I’ll, you know, put stuff in there and, um, and so I’ll have it sectioned off into the stages. Um, I also section things off based on emotion, energy levels, uh, flavor, you know, I have a, a trippy folder for instance, which is full of great stuff.

You know, and so I, you know, I’ll drag things in there so that I can grab them more quickly. Um, and yeah, that’s, that’s how I do it for psychedelic therapy is primarily lay out the stages.

Kyle Buller: Cool.

Matt Xavier: Um, but yeah, in general, what are your

Kyle Buller: stages like, uh, for those that might not know what we’re talking about?

Mm-hmm. Like I feel like I know what you’re talking about. Yeah. But like, people are like, what stages are you talking about? Okay. Yeah.

Matt Xavier: That’s good. Um, yeah, for the stages, well, there, I’m gonna just focus on the four primary stages. Mm-hmm. And so that’s from when you consume the medicine. Uh, from that point, you’ve got basically about an hour, which is the onset.

That means the medicine’s coming on slowly. It’s a first effects. It’s a gentle time. It’s a meditative time. I do at least a 10 or 15 minute, um, [00:30:00] meditation, you know, bowls, bowl music, things like that, just to ease them in, get them out of their head, get them into their body, and then ease them into that experience and get to that hour mark where we take a little bit of a pause.

And kind of, um, take a break for, you know, bathroom and things. And then the second stage from that, after they consume a booster or not, the medicine begins to increase in strength. And so at that point you’re looking at a 90 minute ascent for mushrooms all the way up to the top. So I call it the climb or also the ascension, right?

So you get up to the top and then that’s the summit or the peak. And that for me, I’ve learned is about a 30 minute. Experience could be 30, 45 minutes where they’re up at the very top of the mountain, the vista, they’re enjoying the views and so, you know, again. Thinking about what kind of music would you wanna listen to if you were at the top of a mountain after you just climbed for hours, right?

And then as you’re coming down, you’re gonna want some energy to return, but you’re gonna want something that’s like, that was a really incredible hike. Now we’re bringing things home for a closure. So again, it’s the, [00:31:00] uh, it’s the hike or the onset. It’s the, as the, um, the climb or the ascend. There is the summit or the peak, and then there’s the dissension or the return.

That’s how I kind of describe them in the book.

Kyle Buller: Cool, cool. Nice. Yeah. Yeah.

Matt Xavier: And again, that’s strength for the medicine. Yeah. How it works. And then just pairing that with particular pieces of, and you said

Kyle Buller: you also kind of categorize it from emotional tone too. Yeah. Yeah. So do you have multiple lists there?

Do you have it like the hike, the summit? Yeah. And then you have like think section offer

Matt Xavier: emotional. Yeah. And I just know it. Yeah. Right. That’s the other thing that you just said is like, you have to consume this. This is the part that I really do speak about in this, and I hope people take this. Take this away from the book is, um, love music so much.

Yeah. You have to want to be listening to it all the time. And you know it, that’s, I have to stop listening to music to give my ears a break. And so, you know, I, I genuinely have to slow down and, um, you have to fall in love with music and, and play it everywhere you [00:32:00] can and understand it. And then break it off into its section so you can understand how to use it.

Kyle Buller: Yeah. ’cause you’re mentioning this. Quote that Pierre Bouchard. Do you know Pierre?

Matt Xavier: Yeah, yeah, yeah. He’s a wonderful human. Yeah, he is. He’s in, in Denver. He’s Boulder. Boulder, yeah.

Kyle Buller: Yeah. He learned this from a mentor. I’m gonna butcher it. It’s somewhere on our website, uh, an article that he wrote. But it’s like, you know, does the music feel beautiful when you listen to it or do you feel beautiful in the presence of the music?

Oh, um, and Nice. I try to like embody that when I listen to music. Yeah. I’m like. Yeah. Yes. You know, is that having that type of impact? Yes. Um, and yeah, really encourage everybody, you know, if you’re interested in like putting playlists together and getting started, like just put on Spotify or wherever you listen.

And just listen to a lot of music.

Matt Xavier: Yeah. Listen to a lot of music. And you know, one thing I feel called to do is to tell everybody as well, and I have a chapter on this in the book, is buy your music.

Kyle Buller: Yeah. So band camp.

Matt Xavier: So here’s my thinking is that, um, if we [00:33:00] want music to be around and we don’t want to be listening to AI produced music in the next few years, which they’re already doing on Spotify,

Kyle Buller: we probably don’t even know.

Matt Xavier: Um, and most people don’t. Yeah. That they’re listening to AI produced music so that Spotify can make even more money. And they already give fractions of a fractions of a fraction of a fraction of a penny for per listen to an artist. So you’re talking about thousands of listens to even make a dollar, you know, that is not gonna feed the artist.

That we need to make human music that resonates for humans. And so I think it’s absolutely essential that if you’re using these someone’s music in a psychedelic session to provide the most profound experience for another person’s life, then you should at minimum find that artist. Let them know you’re using their music so they can feel the joy with you.

Mm-hmm. But then give them something. Go to band camp, buy the track, put it in a collection. Even if you’re gonna play it off, Spotify, buy it. Give them the dollar, the dollar 50. If you’re gonna go and use it in a session and charge thousands of [00:34:00] dollars, go and give the money to. To the musician, support them so that we can actually have these musicians around to make this music that we’re using, this medicine that we’re using.

It’s absolutely essential. So I do have a whole section on that and I speak to that. I don’t wanna put down Spotify. I know it’s easy, it’s great

Kyle Buller: for discovery. It’s fantastic for

Matt Xavier: discovery. Absolutely. That’s what I do. I,

Kyle Buller: I discover on Spotify or YouTube, wherever. Yeah, buy it on Bandcamp. But also, you know, I don’t know if you get into the whole thing about like.

Using flack files. Like lossless files? Yes. Versus just streaming on Spotify. I go into that, you know, you’re like streaming, what if it goes out? Mm-hmm. You know, and like I use a program called Mix with two three Xs on it. Yeah, absolutely. I know that. So it’s like I download it. Mm-hmm. Pay and, you know, a lot of like, uh, artists on band camp, sometimes it’s just donation based.

Yes. Right. So it’s like, you know, there’s maybe not a set price for the album. Yeah. Maybe you just donate whatever you can donate. And I, I a hundred percent agree with you if

Matt Xavier: you can’t afford their music. I promise you, if you tell them what’s happening, they’ll say they, that is worth currency. They will [00:35:00] just be, so, I just had a conversation with Meerman from Greece.

He said, Matt, this is what I live for, is to hear you’re using my music in this capacity. I buy all his music anyway, but to he, even more than the money, he knew his music was being used in this way and that was such a beautiful thing for him to say. And then as you’re, you’re talking about that is that Yeah.

Mix is a great program. Um, my wife uses DJ Pro. I use Tractor, so it’s, um, it’s good thing there’s so much out there. There’s so much out there. But, um, I speak to all that. There’s a whole technical portion. I think using wave files is important. A IF files because it creates a fuller experience. Yeah. Um, but you know, when you’re doing streaming, I have a whole portion in there to talk about streaming, how to use the associated DJ mix that comes with this.

Um, there’s a whole manual that’s involved. So the DJ mix, by the way that, um, created, that inspired the book is available on a strangely isolated place, and it’s a four hour DJ mix protocol that I developed over hundreds of sessions, and that brings the clients through the whole experience. Um, there’s a [00:36:00] QR code in the back with a manual on how to use it, how to stream it, how to download it, and um, use it in sessions.

And you can use it as a reference with the book as well. Yeah. And so it’s, uh, got a multiple use to it.

Kyle Buller: Two questions that are popping in my head. Yeah, sure. Um, ’cause the whole thing about like using Spotify versus mix got me thinking, sure, I hate Spotify. Maybe I just haven’t figured it out. You can cross fade.

Mm-hmm. But when you wanna skip a track, you hit next. It doesn’t cross fade. No it doesn’t. And it just goes to the next track. So it got me thinking like. What’s your take on silence in a playlist?

Matt Xavier: Oh, I have a whole section on silence. Nice. Yeah. It’s the silence in between the notes that makes the music.

Yeah. Um, I think that, uh, having tracks be able to fully end sometimes is really great. Mm-hmm. And then in other cases, um, there’s something beautiful about even just having a small 15 second or 32nd transition. Mm-hmm. ’cause it keeps it continuous. And like many clients will say is, I didn’t know when the music started or when it ended.

And I think the transitions in the DJ mixing makes that [00:37:00] possible. Um, there’s some effects throws if you get advanced enough that you can do to kind of create washes and effects, which are really nice. And then another thing that really, really helps. And I wanna stress this for people is learn harmonic, mixing.

Go to mix in key.com. Um, download some of your tracks and run it through there. Or use their new app, which listens to what you’re listening to on your computer.

Kyle Buller: And that just describes what key it’s in, what key it’s

Matt Xavier: in. And then you can organize your tracks by key and then you can actually sustain emotional experiences.

You can create beautiful mixes based on the keys, the root keys, the thirds, the fifths. And by doing that, you keep a beautiful, um, journey. You, you can just help extend an emotional release that’s going on, or you can, um, make a switch and change to something without making it so abrupt, right? And it really helps with musical storytelling.

So it’s a very good thing again. Um, mixed in key.com and then in this, um, it’s in the advanced section of the book. It’s called Harmonic Mixing, and there’s a whole chart you can follow. It’s [00:38:00] very simple. Cool. It takes music theory and it makes it simple for everybody, so, yeah.

Kyle Buller: Yeah. That’s awesome. Yeah. And what do you think about Word.

And lyrics music? Oh yeah, that’s a good question. Um, there’s debate. I mean, in the breath work world, we, we are always no words. Yeah. ’cause it really pulls people out. So

Matt Xavier: I, I, I do follow in the footsteps of the people who’ve done the research before me. And, um, I do agree with them because when I did stray early on, um, I did have clients who were courageous enough to go there.

There was a vocal that just kind of threw me off. I think it’s like if you’re using a vocal that you just can’t make out what’s being said. And there are so many vocals now where I listen and I don’t even know what. Right. It’s in English. Yeah, but I wouldn’t even know. Or it’s made up or it’s just made up.

It’s gibberish. Um, I think in those cases, as long as they can’t understand it. That’s fine. But, um, primarily create a collection that doesn’t have that. If you’re gonna use something, use it in a language that they won’t understand. But as I was just being interviewed, I was told that he, you know, he was sitting with somebody and, um, they played [00:39:00] Portuguese music.

Mm. And she thought he wasn’t Portuguese, but he understood it and it threw him off because the language was saying something that she didn’t even understand. And so be careful about what you’re using with vocals. Um, if you’re gonna use it, definitely get consent beforehand, um, and use it sparingly. I, but you know, I am open to the very occasional time where.

You know, psychedelic soundtracking that adaptation calls for it. Mm-hmm. And the consent is there. Then at that point you can kind of slip it in. Or if a client asks and you think it’s appropriate and they say, I need this to be played, then you can have some huge releases from a, from a powerful track, even if it has vocals.

Do you

Kyle Buller: allow people to bring their own music or like make suggestions on like what they wanna listen to? Or do you feel like you’re like, I feel like we need to be maybe a little kind of. Objective here and like not have you input your own like story in here. And we’re gonna create a soundtrack where you’re not gonna know, so you don’t have that [00:40:00] memory attached to that song or, perfect.

Matt Xavier: You said it all. Okay, cool. Yeah, that was perfect. Um, the way I simplify it is I say if you’ve sat in an ayahuasca circle, do they come up to you and ask you what music you want to hear?

Kyle Buller: Mm,

Matt Xavier: they do not. At least the ones I’ve been to, they’re not walking around the room going, well, what do you want to hear?

What do you want to hear? If I walk up and say, can you play this track? You know, that would not happen. Um, it’s about trusting that they know their music, like they know their medicine. And stepping back and surrendering is all part of this process. And you know, if you’re experiencing a piece of music that’s challenging, then it’s likely triggering something that needs to be worked on.

So I think it is better to just sit back, enjoy the ride, and trust that your guide has done the work to understand the music that they’re going to administer during the session. Um, so yeah, I think that it’s good to be open though to the client’s, um, you know, needs for that. I’ve worked with a lot of big musicians, pianists who are like.

You know, I’d prefer for a couple [00:41:00] piano pieces. You know, can you play this? I’ve had people give me notes from tracks that are really powerful, so I have to figure out where they fit in. Mm-hmm. And I’ve done those things. I’ve had people submit playlists from Spotify. I go through them, pluck a couple of tracks out that can work.

But primarily I like to try to just pre present something that they haven’t felt before, experienced before. Because that triggers different avenues in the brain. Mm-hmm.

Kyle Buller: Yeah. Um. Maybe a, a little bit more of a technical question. Sure. Um, with each track, is there a time limit that you don’t want to go beyond?

Mm. So like, you know, not selecting a track that’s like 10 minutes long.

Matt Xavier: That’s a great question because I was just talking to Trisha, Tricia, Eastman, Eastman. I just met her right before I came over here. Oh, yes. And Tricia, um, Tricia was talking about, um, she said, yeah, you, you can’t. She was talking to, uh, to I think Joseph or something, and she had said, uh, uh, what did she say?

She said, you [00:42:00] can’t just play three minute tracks, you know? Yeah. And it’s so funny you bring that up, that that just happened because it’s actually for me too short of tracks. Right. Or are the issue. Yeah. Um, because it, it’s changing the theme too quickly. Mm-hmm. Now you can do that if you’re doing harmonic mixing because you’re continuing the keys.

And so you can extend a two minute track multiple times, but um, I prefer things to be longer form and it’s good to keep long form tracks in your collection. Yeah. And so I have a bunch of stuff from Pearl Eternal, that’s another project of him. And um, his stuff is 30 minute pieces. Oh wow. Yeah. And he’ll

Kyle Buller: use that in some of your sessions.

Matt Xavier: Oh, absolutely. Yeah. The best part for the summit phase, which is about two and a half hours in the best ones, are those long form tracks. 30 minute tracks such Makes sense. Such just play. Yeah. And um, give space. They don’t have as much movement, they have more expansiveness. And so I think using tracks like that,

Kyle Buller: yeah.

Just remember having like some of those longer tracks in places and be like. [00:43:00] How long did that go on for? Yeah, like it felt like an eternity. Like can you change it? You know? It’s like,

Matt Xavier: yeah, I

Kyle Buller: know. Sometimes it could be maddening for some folks, but Yeah,

Matt Xavier: but that’s why if you’re using a 30 minute piece, understand it, make sure it doesn’t have a ton of changes because a lot of those tracks, you know, could like classical music over 30 minutes changes Multiple times.

Multiple times, yeah. But with long form, something that’s

Kyle Buller: like repetitive.

Matt Xavier: Exactly. Long form a. Especially things like Pearl. Look up Pearl, look up Eternal. His other project, he’s got, um, some amazing, uh, Ludwick. Simis is his name, and he’s got so many long form tracks that are really psychedelic, have beautiful emotionality and play long form.

And those are really good. So that if a client is feeling, um. You know, really overwhelmed. If you really need to drop what you’re doing and tend to an experience, move to a long form track, let that carry the session. And I have a bunch of those tracks that really help ease things. So if a client’s in a strong ego death and they’re, um, then they’re needing a lot of attention and support, then I’ll just [00:44:00] switch to long form.

Mm-hmm. And then just, uh, give full support and attention to the client until they’re stabilized in that, and then move back over to doing that psychedelic soundtracking again. As you’re going. Yeah.

Kyle Buller: Thinking about like emotional tone, how the client’s responding. Music, somebody’s having a really difficult time, they’re in the middle of their peak.

Do you take a music track that’s a little bit softer to play that. Or do you kind of take this theory of like, they’re in this and let’s amplify it a little bit

Matt Xavier: more? Yeah. Wow. Um, my gosh. To do what? The second part of that is you need to know your client.

Kyle Buller: Yeah.

Matt Xavier: You 100% need to have a very strong rapport with your client to be able to push that boundary.

I know that there’s a celebration in the community. I’m all about safety. Um, I know that we celebrate ego death. The articles do, it makes for good copy. Yeah. Um, but unfortunately it misleads clients to believe that that’s what makes for essential healing. Mm-hmm. And they come in wanting that big experience.

Uh, [00:45:00] so I think if, you know, you let the moment decide. Uh, you can see whether the client can handle it. You know, in Gestalt we trust that the client has the capacity to, um, to handle a lot more than we think they can. So I lean into that trust and I trust the medicine as well. Um, but if a client’s struggling, if they have limited experience, I don’t think pushing them beyond that is going to, um, be advantageous to what they’re doing.

So I’ll switch to something that’s calmer, and again, that’s the importance of being able to attune and be involved. Yeah. Is to not push clients beyond their limit, but instead to, um, support them in the experience. ’cause there’ll be future journeys where you can push those boundaries a little further.

Right?

Kyle Buller: Yeah. Yeah. Um, I’m seeing that we’re probably getting at time here. Sure. And I could just keep going. Yeah, sure. Whatever you need. I love this. Just love this topic. Mm-hmm. Um, maybe more personal question here. Mm-hmm. Who are some of your favorite artists? Like, what do you like to listen to? Wow.

Matt Xavier: Okay.

So first to touch on that, um. The traditional book and index will tell you about all topics in the book. I didn’t do that. [00:46:00] This book index has all the artists that are featured within the paragraphs, all the recommendations, the ones that wound up on the protocols, that’s all in the pages. So, um, right off the bat, I will say that I use a lot of music from Awakened Souls, which is, um, Cynthia and James.

Bernard, they make fantastic music that is, um, so beautifully produced. Um, I love inquiry. Uh, Lacey gave me a wonderful review of the book. I’ve used her music a bunch, um, for Ascent music. I love Helios. Uh, his music is fantastic, synchro. Um, his music’s amazing for, it’s got that energy, that sublimation in it.

Um, Chica, which is an old rave, uh, a rave producer, he makes beautiful expansive tracks, especially his older material. Um, I really enjoy, uh, Joel Mo. Um, he’s from Sweden. He has a project called Dam on, uh, a strangely isolated place, and so that has some really wonderful energy. It’s useful in the ascension.

Um, who else do I use? Of [00:47:00] course, the king. John Hopkins. Mm-hmm. I mean, he is just unbelievable. I have, um, him mentioned in the book multiple times, I use his, uh, track immunity closes all of my first protocols. Every client that, um, I’ve worked with has had that as the final track on the four, the end of the fourth hour.

But all of his other work, he understands, um, the sonic soundscape. He understands, um, psychedelics. His music just translates so well. And then Pearl and, uh, eternal, um, slow Meadows music is great for the come down that final stage. Um, a really great homecoming. And, um, what was the last one? Endless melancholy.

Mm. Um, his music is just fantastic for this work. It just triggers so many emotions. And music for remembering is, is such a beautiful, um, experience to create for clients.

Kyle Buller: I don’t think I’ve heard of most of these people. Yeah. So I’m excited to dig, I’m deep into dig in as well. So I guess that brings up another question.

Like what’s your thought on using like, a lot of these, [00:48:00] like, I don’t know, they might be more popular, but I’m just gonna use the term independent artist. Mm-hmm. Please. Um, versus like say a bigger artist name. Um, and people might recognize, so like, like Brian Eno, Brian Eno, Seeger Ross, Lisa Gerard. Like, some of these folks are like,

Matt Xavier: oh, I, I use Lisa’s work in the book.

I love Lisa. And on, uh, protocol too. Yeah, yeah. From Whale Rider. I used a couple of tracks from, uh, from, from that Fantastic music. What do I think about it? Well, I mean, psychedelics are sizzling. So you gotta pick tracks that Sizzle. Sizzle. Yeah. They have to have a sizzle. Yeah. You know, I don’t like things that are a little bit too sigh, muy, and stripped down.

Yeah. You know, it has to have it, it has to have that thing. And I know it’s subjective and everybody thinks what that is is different. Yeah. But um, that’s why I think it’s good to try out with medicine and ask yourself, is this triggering the emotions, the memories, the visuals that I would like. That I think my client would like.

Um, but I think there’s space for it all, you know? Yeah. Music for airports, it works. ’cause it works, right? [00:49:00] Yeah. Um, apex Twins, uh, and, uh, what is it? The am ambient volume, I think. Yeah. Three or something. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. All of those tracks work really well because they work, right? So there’s nothing wrong with using them if they would.

Kyle Buller: I, yeah. And I, I think I, I do it more from like one’s association with that, right? So like. I don’t know. I just, I know I shouldn’t use this track all the time, but I love, like part of Lisa Gerard’s, like some of the stuff in the gladiator. Oh yeah, yeah. And like that works really well for breath work for like that homecoming.

Absolutely. And like people are like, man, I really love that gladiator track.

Matt Xavier: Yeah. But you know what I use in, um, in, in protocol two. I use, uh, Han Zimmer’s work from, um, interstellar. And I use it to go all the way down because I use all minor chords on that one. And so I go all the way down and at the very bottom I use that one piece from, from the film where there’s tons of space and then you build and it gets that crescendo at the end and us.

And [00:50:00] then from that point, I use that to then launch back up. Yeah. And um, and so it’s a tool and Hans understands all of that. But he has

Kyle Buller: some really great tracks too. He does.

Matt Xavier: He does. Yeah. And I’ve used, um, a track from The Martian. Yeah. You know, that cinematic flavor and the rise and fall that comes along with that, um, matches the medicine experience and use it, it can be used really well and the ascension stage, you know, things like that.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. So I, I, I don’t think it’s a problem, you know, just, of course I say this as kindly as possible. Try to stay away from the cheese. Yeah. But, um, that’s subjective. You know, I’ve got my techno buddies who are like, eh, you’re using too many major chords. You know, so everybody has, you know, a lot of different, uh, opinions about that.

Kyle Buller: I think that’s what makes music so tricky, right? ’cause it is such a subjective experience.

Matt Xavier: But there’s some things that match. Yeah, yeah. You know, there are keys that primarily when you play it, if I ask you, you’re gonna say, it makes me feel love. Whereas other ones make you feel afraid. Um, but then the variances on that will differ from person to person.

[00:51:00] Yeah. Yeah.

Kyle Buller: So I know you just named a lot of artists that I think you use in this stuff. Are there, what, what other type of music do you like to listen to?

Matt Xavier: That’s great. You know, well, you know what changed my life was Pink Floyd. Mm. Um, when I first smoked weed, I got brought to a, uh, I think it was 16 and a half, and I got brought to a.

A, um, a planetarium and I sat down and I looked up and I said, is this music? And my buddy Chris Corto is like, oh my God, this is, this is music. And I said, I couldn’t even believe it. And so I got so deep into classic, um, psychedelic rock before I moved into electronic. And then what do I do to cleanse my palate?

Um. I really love Kings of convenience. Um, their music is, uh, super folky and really nice. Nick Drake, um, just into folk music and stuff. That feels good. Uh, so yeah, I listened to those things from time to time. Um, I grew up around hip hop. I mentioned all that in the book. So of course I love Tropical.

Actually, last night we were listening to Midnight Marauders by Tropical [00:52:00] Quest Oh, sweet. At the state capitol. And then they were blowing off fireworks. And we’re sitting in there and just totally having a blast. And I hadn’t listened to that album in ages, and my wife and I were just having a blast listening to it.

So I, you know, I vary from time to times, but I admit I am totally addicted to, um, electronic ambient, yeah, yeah. Techno exploration. And I’m constantly working with it, so I, I want to consume it as much as I can with breaks in between.

Kyle Buller: Who are some of like your favorite hip hop artists?

Matt Xavier: Oh, for sure. I grew up around like, I’m gonna go way back.

So I was given, uh, mix tapes by Special Ed, EPMD and this was at summer camp or family owned a summer camp up in upstate New York. And, um, some of the inner city kids would just, um, slip me these tapes and I would listen to, uh, very early Beastie Boys Nice. Or things like that. But then, uh, later on I went through the tribe called Quest phase, uh, the de la soul phase.

Um, you know, eventually I think I. You know, slick Rick and all those things are great. Eric B and Raki. So I’m more of a classic oriented, cool hip hop, um, [00:53:00] hip hop lover. But, uh, you know, eventually graduated into psychedelic rock and dove into obvious, obviously, led Zeppelin, Jimi Hendrix Cream, um, pink Floyd.

Uh. Anything like the doors were, you know, always so big. Beatles were really big in my family, so Yeah. Yeah. You know, it was, I was introduced through those realms, but definitely made me love music as much as I do. Yeah. Yeah. Sweet. Yeah,

Kyle Buller: I am starting to get back into like my early two thousands hip hop fades again.

Yeah, right. I kind of put that, who isn’t? Yeah. And it’s just like, I’m like, oh man, I’ve been listening to this music in so long. But it’s

Matt Xavier: so good. I think everybody’s coming back to it because the current rhythms are really, um, really edgy. Yeah. And they don’t flow as much. And so when we hear those flows, like last night I was completely bugging out listening.

To a tribe called Quest. Yeah. And I was just listening to the inflection of his voice and the rhythms and the musicality of it. And so I really miss that in hip hop and I’m, I’m hoping that that comes back. Um, ’cause it was very psychedelic. Yeah. We, we smoked a little [00:54:00] weed and dropped in and it was just fantastic then.

Yeah. Yeah. It’s such a good time. Yeah. Yeah.

Kyle Buller: Um, any, so I’m sure people listening, they are either probably creating playlists or thinking about creating playlists and introducing music. What’s like somebody’s feeling like really just like stuck and confused. Like, where the hell do I start? How do I get started here?

Besides like, you know, digging into the book and the literature. Oh, sure.

Matt Xavier: Um, yeah, so in here there’s a section called Therapeutic music Collecting. And so what you wanna do is go to, um. Start at Spotify. Make it easy. You know, there are playlists created by a bunch of artists that are in the book. Um, the people that have already kind of skimmed through that and created lists that you can start from, um, start there, go on Bandcamp, you know, and, and actually hunt around and get music because there’s music on there that isn’t mm-hmm.

Elsewhere. And start by just listening to your music and finding your instrumental music and seeing which instru instrumental music you’ve been driven to. And what actually triggers something in you and then start reading up [00:55:00] on, you know, good psychedelic therapy, music. I put a bunch of, um, resources in there about, you know, places you can go, magazines you can read, uh, podcasts, you can listen to, blogs, you can read.

Um, you could just go through those and actually start to skim through and learn about the artists. Sign up for some of their email lists. They’re gonna send you weekly or monthly emails that will kind of curate some of those selections for you. Go through and pull those tracks out that really stick out and then start to separate them away.

But don’t be afraid.

Kyle Buller: Yeah.

Matt Xavier: Do not be afraid of music. You know, it is, it, its so wonderful. Um, be in love with it. Mm. And, uh, that, that’s where I think it starts is really turning on music and remembering how much you love it and what it triggers in you. And that drive and knowing how powerful it is gonna be for you and your client.

Let that be something that guides you. And it’s so easy.

Kyle Buller: Yeah.

Matt Xavier: Listening to music, you know, just, if it’s Spotify, throw it on and skim and go, no, wait that, yeah, put that in a playlist. [00:56:00] Start by creating four stages. In there. And then every track you’re listening to and those you do it, and those four stages,

Kyle Buller: like you would categorize ’em as like climb, summit, that’s it.

Matt Xavier: Climb summit, descent de, and then while you’re listening, don’t forget to just. Just go, oh, that’s right. Let me add that there. Yeah. And you will not regret it because later on you’re gonna have 30 tracks in each one of those, and now you can start to pull and create lists. Yeah. So fall in love with it and remember that it’s fun.

It’s not work to listen to music.

Kyle Buller: Yeah. Yeah. And maybe also listen to things that might scare you a bit, very much. Not saying scary music, but you know, I’ve listened new stuff. It’s like music outside my comfort zone. Yes. You know, I’ve listened to like some world music. I’m like, do I really like this? And I listen to it.

I’m like, actually this is gonna work really well. Mm-hmm. You know? And it’s like, yeah, just. You know, push your edge there.

Matt Xavier: Be open for change. Be open. Yeah. Yeah, definitely. I mean, that’s what psychedelics help us do, right? Is to kind of break down the boundaries between us and what we think we can do. And so as that happens, then open yourself up to sound and let the sound then break down those boundaries further and open you up to [00:57:00] new possibilities.

And just let that to, you know, continue to expand over time. Yeah.

Kyle Buller: Matt, this has been super fun. I feel like we can keep going. Um, where can people find your book and find your work?

Matt Xavier: Sure. So the book is available on Amazon. Um, it’s also available through all stores. Um, you can get it in paperback, hardcover, and, uh, Kindle.

You can find that there. The, um, audio protocol, the first one is available on a strangely isolated place. And so, um, that feature got posted last week with a full interview and everything. Um, that’s also found on SoundCloud, so you can find it at through the isolated mix series. Protocol two is gonna be released on, uh, the Deep Breakfast podcast series, which is on SoundCloud, and that is an ambient electronic exploration.

Cool. And, um, and you’ll find tons of other amazing mixes from incredible producers on there. And so that will be July 17th. Um, that will be available. And then you can go to my website and I have, uh, music recommendations and things on there. And I’m starting to add more resource resources to the new website that we just [00:58:00] launched.

And so, um, yeah, you can just find me through integrated psychedelics.com. I’m also on Instagram and you know, just reach out through those methods. Uh. Yeah, I’m down to help and eventually, by the way, I will create a training program. Sweet. And, you know, um, I’ll get there. But this is soaking up so much attention That’s Yeah.

Yeah. That, uh, everyone’s like, you need do a training program one step at a time. I’m like, oh man.

Kyle Buller: Well, I mean, you have the outline. I do have the whole outline. Just putting the content then together in a way. But

Matt Xavier: for sure, I mean, pick up the book. It’s an easy read. I did not write it, um, to be complex. I wrote it in language that I could understand, and so you, you, you won’t get lost on it, and I think it’s a good starting point.

Um, check out the mix too. The mix will give you an idea of how transitions and mixes sound, what the stages sound like, and use it out on, you know, try it out on your. Or with a client, see how it works. And then you can take, you know, the playlist that’s associated with it and you can start to alter it on your own and make your own mixes

Kyle Buller: and stuff.

Sweet. Amazing. Yeah. Well, thank you again, Matt. Absolutely. It’s been super fun. Really appreciate it. Yeah, thank you so much. I’ve been really looking

Matt Xavier: forward to, to sitting with you guys. I mean, psychedelics today [00:59:00] has been on the forefront for, for ages and you guys are really amazing. So thank you for doing the work that you do as well.

Thank you, man. Yeah, absolutely man.

Kyle Buller: That was.

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Dr Case Newsom – Creating Safe Spaces: The Zendo Project’s Approach to Psychedelic Support

In this episode, Joe Moore sits down with Dr. Case Newsom, an emergency room physician in Denver and Medical Director for both Zendo Project and Stadium Medical. They explore how psychedelic harm reduction is merging with event medicine at concerts, festivals, and large-scale gatherings.

Dr. Newsom shares his path from osteopathic medical training to bridging emergency medicine with psychedelic peer support. He explains how the Zendo Project has expanded beyond Burning Man, and why collaboration with medical teams matters. The discussion highlights new triage protocols, cultural shifts in Colorado, and the legal challenges that still stand in the way of safer events.

Topics Covered

  • The role of the Zendo Project: Peer support, harm reduction, and creating grounded spaces in chaotic environments.
  • Stadium Medical’s model: Covering Denver’s biggest venues and connecting emergency care with psychedelic peer support.
  • Developing medical triage protocols: A simple system that reduces unnecessary ER transports while ensuring sitter and guest safety.
  • Colorado as a hub: Why Denver and Red Rocks are central to psychedelic culture and harm reduction innovation.
  • Legal and regulatory challenges: The impact of the RAVE Act and limits on drug checking services.
  • Research and data collection: Building stronger studies to show venues and first responders the value of harm reduction.
  • Future concerns: Ibogaine’s cardiotoxic risks, the rise of AI-designed drugs, and why medical involvement is urgent.
  • Ketamine in the ER: How ketamine provides pain relief and can create meaningful patient experiences when used with care.

Links & Resources

  • Zendo Project – Volunteer opportunities, training, and events
  • Stadium Medical – Event medicine services in Denver
  • Follow Dr. Case Newsom on Instagram: @casenewsomething
Transcript

Joe Moore: All right. Here we are. Welcome back to Psychedelics. Today I am joined live by Case Newsom, medical Director at Sendo Project Stadium Medical, is that what it’s called? That’s right. And an emergency room physician working in Denver.

Dr Case Newsom: That’s right.

Joe Moore: Uh, we have a visitor try to keep that dog out.

It’s like typical ER

Dr Case Newsom: work, right. Just getting into it. And,

Joe Moore: yeah. So, um, we have a lot to get into today. I’m really excited because, um, you know, I’ve been a fan of Zendo for a long time. I, and I actually got to see you all work at the recent Phish shows in Boulder. I, you know, went to two of the three nights.

I, I missed one of our mutual friends who worked only the, the middle night. But, you know, just, um, excited to chat about that. Excited to chat about this kind of medical protocol you put together that got implemented. So went recently at Zendo, a Burning Man, and, um. Yeah, there’s just so much [00:01:00] else we can talk about.

So I hope this is the first of many.

Dr Case Newsom: Absolutely. Thank you for having me. Really excited to be here. Beautiful home. Beautiful warm vibes from you, Joe. I appreciate the opportunity.

Joe Moore: Yeah, I’m really, yeah, thank you. And thanks for driving up for this. I, I always love it when people make that effort. It’s just nicer to be in person.

Dr Case Newsom: I got to hang with the troll for a minute there and wander Breck for a bit. I haven’t been here in a couple years. Gorgeous day for it.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. So let’s kind of, um, before, before we were running the tape, can you give us, um, what is Zendo Project?

Dr Case Newsom: Sure. Zendo project is a harm reduction group that utilizes.

Peer support principles. Our main focus is on supporting people through not down. We work at events. We have an education outreach, uh, program as well. The entire focus is on helping individuals feel resourced to sit with individuals that are having psychological distress. And we don’t [00:02:00] have any particular methodologies or practices per se, that you are bringing tools into those encounters, but rather you’re just trying to act as a grounding space for people to be able to process what’s emerging for them, whether it be psychedelic oriented, psychoactives of other sorts, or even just psychological distress.

Um, anybody that seems to be having a challenging time. We’re more than willing to help. Um, we started at Burning Man over a decade ago now and have subsequently come out from Burning Man into other expressions in the, the festival scene. Um, other psychedelic industry expressions. Um, and it’s honestly been this really beautiful growth of.

Those principles now starting to manifest in other groups as well, doing similar things. And now where, when I was joining in, there was this obvious collaborative intention with medical individuals, EMS, emergency medical services, or the healthcare establishment at creating safe [00:03:00] containers with specialization.

And how we’re able to respond to emergencies in large gatherings is kind of where I am mostly utilized, but also working in an education way of helping teach individuals that are in therapy positions in healthcare, or even just in social settings. And having that composure and being able to, as we say in medicine, take your own pulse first and be able to create a safe place for people to be vulnerable.

And hence the name Zendo Project. ’cause the Zendo is based on the methodologies of going into a space sitting. Sitting. Sitting until it hurts and then continue sitting until it no longer hurts anymore.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Mm. Yeah, I, uh, I’ve always been kind of, um, itchy around zen practice itself, but I understand, and you get a lot of that with sitting with people like I, you know, um, it’s no secret.

Dobbin spent a lot of time in Hochberg breath work and there’s a lot of [00:04:00] sitting Absolutely. And a lot of not doing. Mm-hmm. Um, which is humbling. Right. But that’s like your presence is the thing often.

Dr Case Newsom: Absolutely. Yeah. I would say that this is, uh, an intention that’s outside of Zen practice or Buddhism in particular.

Um, but that we were gifted a zendo by, uh, Buddhist practitioners at the beginning of the project, and it only felt like it was a perfect, um, space for us to do the work that we are trying to do. But of course, we have gone beyond that structure now at this point where it was literally a physical space at Burn Now.

I mean, we’ve done. Zendo project inside First Aid at Red Rocks now, like it’s literally on a, a gurney in the corner, you know, and we can create that space even in chaos. I mean, we’ve had Zendo project, uh, sanctuary next to stages at festivals where it’s super loud, you know, but even in the midst of all that, you, with your human element as a sitter, you can still [00:05:00] help occasion something profound that’s going to be coming through energetically and the person needing the help.

Um, and you can just do that even in the midst of chaos, as long as you are grounded yourself. Let’s talk a little bit about stadium.

Joe Moore: Absolutely. What is Stadium?

Dr Case Newsom: So Stadium Medical is, in my opinion, the top of the line event medicine, EMS agency. They’re special in that they don’t do a ton of, I guess, I guess I should say, we, we don’t do a ton of festivals per se, but rather we are based in Denver and we cover essentially all significant concerts and sporting events, um, and gatherings in the Denver metro area.

Mm-hmm. And, and beyond a bit. Um, but we cover, say, uh, empower Field, uh, we cover Red Rocks Ball Arena, mission, you name it, Folsom Field, which we hung out at Phish. Um, and so their job is to be a legitimate healthcare. Front facing service at these large gatherings, [00:06:00] but it’s based in venues. Mm-hmm. So they don’t build up spaces and break them down, like say, um, a more festival focused EMS agency.

We have transporting ambulances. We do have a 9 1 1 catchment area. Um, we do inter-facility transports taking a person, a patient from one hospital to another. So it really is a full fledged, uh, agency and they are spectacular already at providing a skillful medical encounter. Mm-hmm. But they, mm-hmm. Also, because this has been their business for like 20 years, they were already getting pretty skillful with what the Zendo project does.

Um. So I was put in touch with them a few years ago when I started helping coordinate physicians, working some of the heavier shows at Red Rocks so that people could be managed right there on site rather than, you know, in having a ambulance transport to an er. You know, we’re now, it’s an even worse condition for those people to be experiencing something be deep and [00:07:00] profound.

And when I was working at Red Rocks a few years ago, it, it just kind of became this clear relationship between me and the stadium folks that I appreciated what they were doing and their wisdom there. They appreciated that I was, um, bringing some bonafides in the psychedelic world and in prior event medicine that I had done.

And so it ended up working out that their medical director at the time, um, who has a great legacy retired and I came on as one of two medical directors for them. Um, I focus on the event medicine side and then a buddy of mine, um, a. The very good Dr. Sam Smith covers the 9 1 1 and IFT and yeah. So it’s been a, um, a career deepening for me to be able to bring my emergency medicine and my, uh, psychoactive medicine knowledge into that context there and stadium is flourishing.

Honestly, I couldn’t be happier to be working with them.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. And, and this kind of thing is not part of normal med school rotations. Right.

Dr Case Newsom: Not quite, I would say that, uh, [00:08:00] there’s a lot of personal learning in medical school. Mm-hmm. Perhaps. Yeah. You know? Mm-hmm. It’s, it’s a very, I, I really love medical school.

Um, many physicians. Where did you go? I went to a school called Lake Erie College of Osteopathic Medicine, and I went to a, uh, a satellite campus in near Sarasota in Florida, which was pretty spectacular. I’m studying on the beach all the time. Um, I was there with my now wife. She was a year ahead of me as well.

And it was a really glorious time. Um, but when you’re reading and studying all this, and, you know, we were talking earlier about systems and you’re getting into the way the body works with itself and how complex it is. Also, how beautiful that this could even emerge from hydrogen atoms from the sun, you know?

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

Dr Case Newsom: Um, it’s an opportunity there to really start to work with altered states, um, to really understand in different ways how this really manifests. Um, it’s, it’s just. Brilliant to be able to dig into that. And when you’re in school, you have nothing to do but study, [00:09:00] right? Like that is the main thing.

Mm-hmm. And you’ll never have that kind of freedom or, um, the expectation that you have time to read forever. You know, you get into clinical work and now studying becomes very tertiary to your prime objective, which is seeing patient, patient, patient. Um, so that was a really formative time for me.

Residency as well, when you go on and you do your actual clinical deepening after your basic studies in the classroom. And all of that was, was, I mean, I was starting to get into event care then as well. Um, that was playing music a lot and, um, discovering arts, discovering poetry. Um, I was in Pennsylvania, I was hiking a lot, uh, somehow in residency, finding time for all this.

And, um, yeah, the qualities that have led me to be a good fit with Stadium Medical were emerging at that time. Um, and yeah, honestly, I wish I could have the kind of time to just read again

Joe Moore: and

Dr Case Newsom: as soon as I started getting some time to myself, I had kids, you know? Mm-hmm. And that’s a whole nother personal study

Joe Moore: that takes [00:10:00] a lot of time, it turns out.

Yeah. Can you, before we, um, I kinda want to like rewind the tape a little bit too, but before we do that, um, how, how did you make the decision around like, um, allopathy versus like the do path, like osteopathy kind of path?

Dr Case Newsom: That’s a great, great question. Thanks for asking that. Um, the things that drew me towards osteopathic principles were that it feels a lot more.

Holistic to me. And that’s kind of a trope to say so, but it comes from somewhere that really is the case. You think a lot more about how the musculoskeletal and nervous system then manifest illness when not tended to or maintained properly. And so there’s a bit more of an intentional prevention sensibility with how you encounter the body and how you think about patients and the situations they’re in.

And one step beyond that is once you understand how you can engage a person’s better health, they can get towards good health by how they [00:11:00] move, how they live, how they exercise, how they eat, how they breathe, all that, um, you can start to empower patients to their own good health rather than just supplying a corrective, um, like a pharmaceutical or something, which.

I mean, love pharmaceuticals, they have their role. We have some technological whizzbang imagery, you know, in medicine that’s really great. But being able to quickly show a patient, um, where they’re holding tension, where their posture is not necessarily in their favor, you can actually coach them on a two or three minutes exercise or some sort of movement or breathing technique that then they can take for free with.

Mm-hmm. As long as they just have the intention and are willing to do it. And it’s also helped me in my own health, right? I mean, I’m nearing 40 things are starting to hurt, starting to have those aches and groans and things. And the way that you move is how you heal that stuff, you

Joe Moore: know? Mm-hmm. Great.

Awesome. And then how did, um, how did this whole kind of, well, what came first, like event [00:12:00] medicine, like stadium or the zendo interest?

Dr Case Newsom: I started working with Stadium Medical about five or six years ago when I took over coordinating.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

Dr Case Newsom: And, uh, coordinating at Red Rocks. That is. Um, and I started working with the Zendo project formally at Psychedelic Sciences 2023.

Um, I’d had some prototyping discussions with, uh, Chelsea Rose, the executive director, um, and a couple other staff members at Zendo prior to that. Um, and we’d kind of hashed out like, what is a medical director? What could a medical director do for you? Um, you know, Zendo project is a front facing harm reduction entity.

It wasn’t immediately obvious that you would need medical bonafides for that. Um, but once you are stepping into. Peer support and harm reduction alongside healthcare entities or security. Mm-hmm. Service lines like you’re gonna need to have some amount of [00:13:00] medical assessment and observational skill. Um, and so that discussion I was able to have with them intelligently because of my few years being a medical director with stadium and understanding how you, you know, teach individuals that are looking to you for knowledge, um, and how you create protocols, how you ensure adherence to them, how you do quality assurance, improvement and so on.

And really just being part of the flow as somewhat an advisor, somewhat a director, somewhat a clinician. So it felt very natural to start working with Zendo project because I saw some simple things that could be done, you know, um, and to my knowledge, uh, nobody had really had that discussion with them specifically.

Now, Zendo project. The people in there are very bright, like they were getting a sense that they were needing something like this. Um, but when I was able to come and give it some heft, then it became pretty clear. But I couldn’t have had that discussion were it not for Stadium.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. And

Dr Case Newsom: similarly, excuse me.

Uh, one of the reasons I was able to help Stadium so much too is that I had [00:14:00] started. Creating some content and lecturing EMS agencies and police and sheriff departments and things in the activism days, you know? Mm-hmm. In 2018, 2019, and the decrim phase there in Denver, and it was clear that physicians and first responders were gonna need a little bit more education on how you can maintain composure with these sorts of encounters in the field when individuals are having a, a hard time.

Um, because it can be very volatile in the wrong setting. And if you don’t posture with comfort and leading with your warmth, then that’s gonna encourage that person to spin out even further. And so that con, that content I was developing and starting to, to lecture and um, and hearing some of the back and forth with some of those first responders was informative for how I could also then bring that wisdom to Zendo project as well.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. We’ll see how that light goes. So, um, yeah, it’s hilarious trick your has arrived. Yeah, I’ll fix that in a minute. So [00:15:00] the next thing is like, is there, is there like a unique set of concerns for Colorado based events? Like you getting started at Red Rocks, for instance? Like you probably saw some somewhat unique things.

Dr Case Newsom: Yeah, that’s a nuanced question. Um, what I would say is at. At the fundamental level, Denver and Red Rocks in particular have clearly become, uh, a destination for EDM for individuals that are looking for a spectacular experience. And a lot of it, of course, is, um, is young individuals that are new with the medicine, if you will.

And so just the population density and the number of, uh, incredible events that we have here is special, I think, um, in a way, I mean, I’ve had people that have traveled all the way from Europe and Asia to come to Red Rocks, and I’m taking care of them for their altitude sickness while they’re partying, you know?

Um, but the, I feel like we’ve crossed a, a critical mass [00:16:00] of Denver and Colorado at large, being a beacon for safe accessible. Experimentation with Psychoactives. And in a large part, I’m, I’m for that, it’s just that we do need to be skillful in how we can respond to that to keep safety, you know? Um, as far as Colorado, otherwise, I mean, there’s certainly regulatory stuff that’s unique.

Um, and the legislation that we’ve, we’ve seen and all the activism that we’ve engaged in, it’s a hotbed for discussion on how to do this right? How to do this well, maintain accessibility. Um, and there’s other people that could speak more fully about that, but we’re all in it here. Mm-hmm. You know?

Joe Moore: Right.

Like, this is, this is a hotbed for it. Mm-hmm. And it’s like the. Um, I guess the legal situation is, and, and, and like really the cultural situation such that, like, this is definitely, this is just part of the fabric of this place. Like, I didn’t, like, I was trying hard to [00:17:00] access this kind of stuff when I was in New England, in like Boston, and I could not, I could not figure my way out, uh, to like get, get involved in some way, even though it was hosting Burning Man meetups and like definitely all these things.

Um, it wasn’t until I was here and really engaged in the Phish world that I was able to actually, like, um, I did all of this study and then it took like, oh, I had to go to a Phish show and that was it, a show with the right people. I was going to Phish shows before I had access, but, you know, yeah. With the right people.

And then I was like, oh, cool. And you guys have this kind of like group care framework already built in, in your community For sure. ’cause Phish shows didn’t have Zendo project and, you know, and, uh, we can get into that in a moment. Not yet, no. And um, yeah, it was just, it was a fascinating and cool culture to see developing and sure, there was a lot of overuse and sure I was an over user, but that was radically educational for me and actually helps how I show up now for psychedelics today.

Dr Case Newsom: Mm-hmm. I think that’s a great point. Um, you know, Timothy Leary famously said, find the others, [00:18:00] you know? Mm-hmm. And, uh, there have been these nodes. That occur naturally since?

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

Dr Case Newsom: Well, I mean, probably, honestly, before I could even really think of it, but certainly in the sixties that we all understand and it feels like Denver is at that point now where, um, you can go there and rest assured that you will find others, if you will.

Yeah. And I mean, just the other day I was walking through the Rhino, uh, with my wife. Um, we had gone to this wonderful jazz show and then we were wandering just down the street just to take in the sights. And um, I mean, there were shows happening in the back of bars that felt like little miniature EDM Yeah.

Bangers.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

Dr Case Newsom: And there’s people all over the streets that are pushing psychedelic art and materials and so on. You walk into some of the newer bars and it’s just clearly informed by the psychedelic experience and it’s just right there in the nightlife. Mm-hmm. I’ve just had never seen anything like that.

It’s same back. Shout out, shout out

Joe Moore: to Beacon and Mockingbird. I’m sure there’s plenty of others, [00:19:00] but you know, it’s, you named it. Yeah. It’s really, really beautiful venues and just the design and like, you know, so beautiful. It’s not just about maximizing sales at the bar, it’s like, seems to be fundamentally about connection.

Dr Case Newsom: Yep. Maximizing the experience there feels like. Mm-hmm. Yeah. We wandered through before it got busy and I was still like in awe I had never been. Mm-hmm. I was in Beacon particularly and amazing. Honestly. Right. Definitely aimed to bring some folks there and Patron there.

Joe Moore: Yeah. Yeah. I love it. And um, yeah, so it’s in, it’s in the fabric of the place and we were at a point, um, kind of sixties, seventies counterculture hub, like famously, I think Bear Oley spent a bunch of time here manufacturing, uh, LSD and probably plenty of others.

So, you know, it’s, and the way I put it in the music scene is, you know, not every New York band or Florida band makes it to la. Not every LA band makes it to New York or Florida. Everybody makes it to Denver. Pretty much. And like when I started like engaging in the music scene here, [00:20:00] I was flabbergasted by my level of access to music and, you know, with nightlife and music comes substance and, you know, um.

It’s, it’s a, it’s a fascinating cultural experience and experiment.

Dr Case Newsom: Totally. Coming from Florida, I’ve always thought of Denver in terms I could understand having grown up there, it feels like a port city,

Joe Moore: you know? Yeah.

Dr Case Newsom: For the ocean of the mountains, if you will. And everybody just stops in here. There’s like this great continental divide.

Mm-hmm. And it feels like you just gotta like metaphorically gas up, fuel up, get inspired, ground down in Denver, and then move on, continuing in your flow. And yeah. I couldn’t feel luckier to be living here. And I, I don’t know if there would’ve been this career path that I found myself on, kind of bridging harm reduction healthcare outreach, still maintaining my emergency medicine work, but having all of this other opportunity to make a difference.

I’m not sure I would’ve been able to do that in any other place, honestly.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

Dr Case Newsom: It’s hard to prove a negative. I’m not in those other places, but, um, there’s just no [00:21:00] question that it’s a feedback loop here. I’m feeling fully inspired by where I’ve landed and we’ll continue on deepening all of this, you know?

Joe Moore: Yeah. Um, so Zendo was kind of, has an interesting founding story. It kinda like came about in Burning Man a lot of interesting ways and, um, it developed into a really interesting cultural institution. It’s a, it’s a 5 0 1 C3 on its own now, but it was historically fiscally sponsored by maps, I think.

Correct, correct. Yeah. And now, now that it’s standing on its own, I’m really curious to see how it will unfold. Um, but what it has done, you know, beyond how it’s gonna unfold is inspired a lot of organizations to start up more local, um, regionally appropriate, I hope, organizations offering somewhat similar services.

Have you, have you all kind of thought about that or thought about how you’re inspiring elsewhere? Uh,

Dr Case Newsom: we think so much. It’s one of my favorite things about these people. Um, I, I’d like to speak on the regional Yeah. Point there. Um, we have been [00:22:00] brainstorming how to create. Something like a dispatchable model in which we can help encourage local individuals to coordinate and execute on their own.

Harm reduction version. Mm-hmm. Um, we’ve been lovingly calling it like zendo in a box, you know, where we could literally just send supplies and create some task sheets and some know-how. Um, and vet a coordinator, for instance, train them up and then they can start to roll it out. Um, where we know that the principles will be upheld, um, and kind of how we do our process both.

And that includes how you build the space, how you interact with other service lines, how you have the tactical approach that we have for green dots in the field, like just doing the work. And this is one of the big things about the Denver pilot that we’re engineering, where we’re starting to create a small regional, like spoke and wheel sort of model right there.

Mm-hmm. For how we can do these events more on a weekly basis kind of deal. Mm-hmm. And then we’re hoping to study that [00:23:00] honestly, and we’re gathering data from participants and the services that we’re working with, hoping to do an impact assessment. Mm-hmm. Study this, publish it, and this can encourage more adoption.

In other metro areas or other regional smaller events like say Regional Burns or other festivals. And I, I would, I would just love for the way that we do this work to just happen everywhere, whether it’s Endo Project or not. Mm-hmm. And I mean, there’s no question that the, the brand is super recognizable and I’m, I mean, every time I wear a shirt like this, I’m getting hollered at, it’s awesome.

But it doesn’t have to be, it could just be anyone that’s doing a thoughtful, skillful approach at harm reduction. And you are definitely starting to see that now. Um, but one of the big questions is. How do you get the industry at large, whether it be healthcare or first responders or you know, the music industry and venue producers, et cetera, to understand that this is a version of harm reduction that is much more tactical and skillful as a point of care, as opposed to disseminating information or [00:24:00] offering, you know, drug testing and this kind of stuff, which all super valid.

But harm reduction is such a huge tent term now, and Zendo project, I feel like is one of the pioneers at helping create a actual service out there covering the field. Mm-hmm. And you are seeing that everywhere now and it’s beautiful, but I really hope that we can expertly create that crafted so that we know that the model will work and be sustainable in the future.

Joe Moore: Yeah. There’s um, a few things here. So, um. There’s legal stuff that gets in the way sometimes for how we actually want to help people based on the science and based on experience. And that’s stuff that really needs to get worked on and figured out, right? Like, I don’t, I don’t know the answer other than probably let’s eliminate those laws that are getting in the way of us helping people.

Um, but the, the part two here, there was a presentation at Horizons, I think probably 18 or 19, I think it was the same year. Carl Hart was there. I think it was 19 maybe. [00:25:00] And, um, this presenter from the uk, I think from the Loop was this really amazing organization over there. They implemented, actually not, not Zendo style work, but more like drug checking work.

Mm-hmm. 80% year over year reduction in hospitalizations by one. Implementation like that. My gets gracious. Wow. You know, that’s England. It’s not Denver. England has a different drug culture Sure. By a long shot. Um, but you know, by, so this is the thing that is actually in fact often illegal. Not, not what Zendo is doing.

Zendo is quite legal, but like actually being able to say, Hey, is your thing safe or not? Cool. Great. No, it’s not. And a lot of people were just throwing out the stuff that they mm-hmm. You know, had after their anonymous testing.

Dr Case Newsom: Yeah. Um, thanks for naming that. That is incredible stat. I had not heard that.

Um, I need to find that and read about it. Uh, not surprised though. Um,

Joe Moore: because when we know our dose and actually what we’re doing, which is a problem with prohibition and drug markets in [00:26:00] general, um, we can then make more informed decisions. Not like, here’s some ibuprofen powder. You know, good luck.

Dr Case Newsom: You were speaking to my civil liberties perspective here, man.

Yeah. It feels like we should be able to be knowledgeable on what we’re buying, and we should have the autonomy and agency to pursue whatever sort of mind alteration we want, and it should just make it so it’s as safe as possible by having it be open and mm-hmm.

Joe Moore: Uh,

Dr Case Newsom: easy to vet, you know, and I know that that’s a whole deeper conversation, but I mean, famously, one of the things that gets in the way of us doing our work as well as, you know, epochal organizations like Dance Safe and SSDP, these other groups are amazing, is the Rave Act.

It just, it gets in the way of producers or legislators feeling comfortable at working to promote safer practices. Event

Joe Moore: producers, not drug producers here. Did I say drug producers? You just said producers. Oh, I just wanted to specify Event producer wanted specify.

Dr Case Newsom: Totally. Yeah. Um, drug producers keep doing your thing safely.

Please, please. Um, yeah, it’s, I mean, it, it makes it [00:27:00] so that, uh. We already have an uphill climb at being able to bring best practices into these industries because of the fearfulness for these in these folks that are putting on big events. It’s going to look like, like in a legal sense, that they’re aiding and abetting illicit use.

And I just like, I have so many issues with that. Like just like how you, you can’t stop individuals from. Being the way that they are. Why in the world would we just continue to worsen their predicaments in the event that they get their head over their skis or get into something that’s impure or that they’re in a uncomfortable setting?

Mm-hmm. They’re being tackled, you know, and restrained and sedated even instead of being able to be supported through like,

Joe Moore: yeah,

Dr Case Newsom: it just on on every level. It’s meritorious for me to bring harm reduction in, but I do understand that there’s a lot of regulatory issues there, and since I’m not somebody that has capital or has the opportunity really to create these spaces [00:28:00] overall, like a festival or like a venue, I understand it gets really in the weeds, but we all need to.

Form a coalition and advocate against some of these laws, in my opinion.

Joe Moore: Yeah. I was on the phone with my county health department ’cause I wanted to like understand what their positions were. Um, like one of the few places in county, I think they’ve improved it recently and we we’re kind of like a county thing ’cause population’s so sparse here.

Sure. Um. Was they, you know, they, to pick up fentanyl test kits, you have to go to the sheriff’s department, which like, I have some, you know, strange opinions on because like, do I want to go be near police? Usually? Not usually. Yeah. Like my boy Sarco, I’ll go hang out with, but like, and Diane from, from Leap for sure.

But like, I, I like, I have a hard time saying, oh cool, like, I’m about to go do drugs, let me get these things from you guys. And, and you know, um, I, I think that’s, um, misguided and kind of like a strange use of [00:29:00] tax dollars when we could say like, okay, what’s the easiest way to do this and get this in front of people?

It’s clearly not making them go interact with police who they’re already kind of nervous around. Right? Yeah. Um, so I was chatting with them about that and then I’m like, okay, cool. What do you have next? Oh, a needle exchange program. Great. Cool. But. How much bloodborne pathogen is happening from like needle users in this county.

And they couldn’t give me any figures. Wow. They’re like, we just got the grant, so we’re doing it. I’m like, Hmm. And then I was like, okay, here’s, here’s what you guys wanna do. If you wanna reduce deaths a lot. And hospitalizations a lot is county based anonymous drug checking. And they, they just kind of freaked out and got nervous because politicians and like government workers are kinda inherently conservative ’cause they wanna keep their job.

Dr Case Newsom: Totally. Yeah. It’s, um, it’s really hard to do the right thing. Um, there’s also some practical limits to being able to. Create excellent data. Mm-hmm. Um, and be able to process it [00:30:00] through. Um, a good example would be, uh, when I, I was asked, uh, recently by a large city in Colorado. I’m still kind of working on this relationship, but, uh, they’ve asked me to come and lecture their, their 9 1 1 dispatch team, like the entirety of fire and sheriff and police and their nine one one call center dispatchers and stuff.

Can’t wait. And I was talking with them about, um, data and, you know, how many encounters do you think that first responders are having? How many calls, um, how long does it take to get to psychoactive related or psychological crisis calls? And they’re relying on a lot of. I mean o older software in the first place, um, or imprecise, uh, detailing of what an encounter really is.

So then they’re relying on, well, what does the doctor in the ER diagnose the person with? And we’re gonna try to work backwards from. Oh, okay. So clearly we are gonna know how many people are using LSD and having crisis because [00:31:00] it’s gonna say so in the, in the medical books. Right? Not at all. I mean, they, even me, I’m guilty of it.

I just diagnose people with altered mental status. You know? ’cause you gotta keep moving. You can’t possibly dial in the details of every encounter so that then you can do a data poll from software. So there’s just a lot of, um, practical, but also this sort of underlying print like sensibilities of individuals if they’re willing to get into those deeper discussions.

Like the fentanyl test strip, you’re talking, there’s so many things that get in the way of being able to be really intellectual about these. When am

Joe Moore: I gonna be honest with a physician I’m working with about what I consumed? Like that’s a really interesting thing. Um, and then back to prohibition. How do I actually know what I consumed?

Dr Case Newsom: Mm, good question. Adulterants novel

Joe Moore: adulterants are coming like crazy and

Dr Case Newsom: Totally, yeah, for sure. Uh, this is gonna send me down a rabbit hole of the future of designer drugs too, and how it’s gonna be impossible to keep up as we start having more and more developed. The cost of [00:32:00] developing is gonna be cheaper.

You’re gonna have AI that’s like producing like shulgin level compounds, like on the daily, you know? Mm-hmm. It will be impossible to keep up if we don’t have just an open and almost like. Intellectual discourse about this and how you can be an expert in this field, but I don’t know how easy it is to prioritize a career in like drug harm reduction right now.

It’s just, there’s a few people that do it really brilliantly, but they have so many headwinds they’re trying to overcome and I feel like we could get there, uh, with aid of technology.

Joe Moore: AI assisted robotic chemistry, um, or AI owning it is fascinating, right? Mm-hmm. Like, you know, once these things kind of can have their own crypto wallets and like access to like, you know, all these services, it’s gonna be fascinating to see how that unfolds because there’s like, Leonard Picard famously says the amount of like who mm-hmm.

Not only was like, you know, this LSD guy, but the GOAT by the way, he, um, yeah. Find the others. He made a lot of others didn’t he? [00:33:00] He predicted the fentanyl crisis in a, in a, um, paper he did at Harvard, and then it got picked up by Rant Corporation, and this is in the nineties, he predicted the Fentanyl crisis.

Um, and all it takes is unscrupulous actors and a little bit of chemistry and, you know, you can make this thing. And now with the advent and, um, cheapening of computation and robotics and these things like the speed at which this is coming. So to me, that that concept, the way you laid that out, like AI robotics and like, you didn’t say robotics, but you know, the idea is that.

Um, this is a greater incentive for government organizations to work towards deprioritizing, decriminalization and, and potentially legalizing towards safe supply. Mm-hmm. As, as a solution, as a hedge against these drugs that might be wildly more damaging and addicting. Right. Might be. We don’t know yet.

Right.

Dr Case Newsom: So much we don’t know. And the only way tos come to know something is to put a lot of energy and resources and support into it. Mm-hmm. I’d love to see that happen.

Joe Moore: Yeah. So here again

Dr Case Newsom: with maybe Denver is on the front perhaps, you know.

Joe Moore: Let’s hope. I hope so. [00:34:00] Yeah. Um, here to help. Yeah. I love how high speed my rant was there.

Um, I’m here

Dr Case Newsom: for it. I know, I, I was telling you earlier, I usually talk at 1.25 x speed and that’s just the way I like to live, man. I’m here for it.

Joe Moore: Yeah. My audio books are a 2.5, so I know my head can’t keep up sometimes with, uh, what my mouth tries to do. So anyway, like the back to Zendo here. Um, so you kind of entered in 23 mm-hmm.

And you were able to create or co-create a new kind of medical triage protocol. Can you talk about like what was ingredient in that and what, what kind of did you output?

Dr Case Newsom: Yeah, totally. Uh, thanks for asking, man. Getting into brass tacks about the med triage protocol. This is, this is where I thrive. This is my favorite stuff.

Yeah, totally. Um, so. What we needed to do at Zendo project was not only have a person to act as a liaison with emergency medical services so that there was ongoing constant dialogue and making sure radio communications and presentations were clean with who [00:35:00] arrives at the Zendo project mm-hmm. Versus who’s arriving at security or medical from the field, et cetera.

We had to have an individual that’s actually credentialed practices healthcare in some form, whether EMT paramedic, nurse, physician, um, at the front of the Zendo project because we needed to make it that the sitters that are doing the grounding work and observing and validating the person’s experience, they need to feel comfortable that their person is safe, the guest is safe, and we couldn’t ask that every sitter have medical credentials, you know, obviously.

Yeah. So what I needed to be able to do was create a position and a workflow that ensured that we had an observational quality at all times. And so, uh, when people arrive, they are encountered by a greeter that’s getting a sense of if they’re the person is needing support. And the medical triage individual’s job is to, with open and [00:36:00] vulnerable and soft language with composure and the same grounded energy that you would expect of any Zendo project volunteer.

They need to be able to encounter that guest and get a sense that they actually are not facing a medical risk, excuse me. Which is difficult of course, because the special sauce about Psychoactives is that it is very activating and modifies the way your physiology is working. And so people do end up with a lot of abnormal looking medical signs, like vital signs can be abnormal.

Um, they can have altered mental status, et cetera. They could be even presenting delirious, like in our medical term there, where they’re in and out of attention. And a typical medical assessment there. Will be abnormal, just almost categorically, you know, in the event that Psychoactives were used, of course a lot of folks are not using substances when they come to Zendo, but this is a large cohort of our guests.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

Dr Case Newsom: And so I needed to be able to create a protocol that was sensitive to [00:37:00] the abnormalities that are expected. In a person that’s presenting that way so that we could smartly still allow entry so that we’re not just sending every single guest to medical and then they get lost to the peer support services that really they’re, they’re needing benefit from.

And so that was a little bit tricky, but um, with my emergency medicine training and. How I’ve held space for, you know, now decades for individuals under the influence or in the, uh, headspace that’s really activating. I, I was able to build something that allows admittance for most individuals, particularly since we also have the medical triage volunteer coming through the zendo itself and checking in with each sitter and each guest on a routine cadence, like every 30, 60 minutes.

Mm-hmm. Just swinging through and touching base and. I mean, every time it’s, you get on the ground, you are attuning to the guest, but you’re always [00:38:00] maintaining a little bit of the directive of just trying to suss out if they’re having any particular feelings that might be medical, uh, in nature or any sort of distress that’s actually physiologic, um, that has implications for their health safety.

And then you move back to the front and you rinse and repeat. And so it was, it was this delicate thing of, um, sensitivity and specificity, which, you know, doctors talk about all the time of how you dial in the effectiveness of a, of a test or a screen. And that’s how I approach the med triage protocol. Mm.

And I must say, since we’ve rolled it out, um, you know, two plus years ago, we haven’t had a single medical issue in the Zendo, which I think is fantastic. And really, we, we only escalate a handful of folks to medical for each event. Um. To put some numbers to this when we were at Phish, where UME got to kick it for a minute, which was awesome.

Also, shout out to that three night run at Folsom Field. That was incredible. Just a couple weeks ago, [00:39:00] um, I guess it was 4th of July, so a month ago, um, we had an expectation from Stadium. Stadium was working the medical side. Mm-hmm. We had an expectation of maybe 25 to 30 transports over that three night run, and we diverted about 25 to 30 presentations from First Aid towards Zendo instead, like as in, they weren’t even evaluated by medical because we were able to help bring them to Zendo.

Since we have a medical person there that’s able to do some observation and the number of transports we had was only seven. For the whole three nights. So, I mean, it was like an order of magnitude almost difference from what we expected. And we didn’t have a single medical malady, uh, express itself in the Zendo and were that to have revealed itself.

I’m confident we would’ve been able to recognize and escalate them back to medical and Stadium would’ve been more than happy to manage. And then they can go from there with their workflow, or in the event they tighten everything up, they come back to [00:40:00] Zendo, you know? Mm-hmm. Um, so really it is, it’s this beautiful push and pull with, uh, the other service lines that we have where we can actually, using the protocol that I’ve built, offload some of their strain.

Mm-hmm. You know, and make it so that not only are you removing, quote, a hazard from the field where that person could fall, they could hurt somebody else. Yeah. Hurt themselves, whatever. We’re also now allowing them to process their experience. So we’re getting a two for one with that episode there. Um, and they’re doing it safely because we have a medical person there at all times observing.

Joe Moore: I love that. Like, can you gimme like a couple high kicks of things that would make people wanna, you know, get, um, redirected towards med services? Like, uh, uh, irregular heart things, blood pressure?

Dr Case Newsom: Sure. I mean, a classic one, uh, when you are overly exposed at, say, burning man mm-hmm. It’s gonna be that you have temperature dysregulation, right?

So you’re, you’re hot, you’re cold and [00:41:00] resistant to some passive warming or cooling. Mm-hmm. Some people are just not quite getting back to safe temperatures in a matter of 15, 20 minutes, which is where I have that dialed in, then they would go up to medical for more further support fluids, that kind of thing.

Um, certainly abnormal heart rates or arrhythmias would be a, a classic thing that we would get all bent outta shape about in, in healthcare. Mm-hmm. But essentially everybody has an elevated heart rate when they’re coming in and they’re distressed. So we allow for that. You know

Joe Moore: mm-hmm.

Dr Case Newsom: On the understanding that we are keeping close tabs and we need to see it improving in short order.

Mm-hmm. And because of the way we have the space, almost everybody’s nervous system settles, their heart rate improves, but say, uh, we’re talking

Joe Moore: like 10 to 30 minutes-ish, or Yeah. Yeah.

Dr Case Newsom: I mean, honestly, some people it’s within a minute, you know? Totally. Of course, if it’s anxiety or psychologically oriented and they’re having like a reic, you know, adrenaline type response mm-hmm.

They, you, you get into a grounded space and [00:42:00] immediate nervous system reset. You know, other folks, it is that they’re also hot, they’re dehydrated, whatever. Mm-hmm. And so we can support them with those, those basic, uh, peer support items and they get better in, in, yeah. Within a few minutes. Um, and if not, or if they’re moving in the wrong direction, then they go to medical.

You know, um, another one would be, uh, if a person just cannot support their own weight, you know? Mm-hmm. Like, we are not really able to like, manage a person like nurses would be able to expertly assist a person with their body functions and stuff if they can’t hold their own weight. So things like that, we just, as much as we’d love to support them, they have to go to medical.

But of course when we have a good relationship with medical mm-hmm. By having a medical director at Zendo, especially if I’m also a medical director at Stadium, we bring Zendo into the medical area and now we’re able to provide some peer support right there and make the EMTs and paramedics job all the easier so they can focus on the strident medical expression of that person’s.

Uh, issue, you know, as opposed to them also now [00:43:00] having to constantly be redirecting and agitating the patient with all the red shirts and everything, which you need for visibility, but just having a zendo person coordinating within medical mm-hmm. Makes all the difference too. So this really is becoming like a bit of a matrix that we’re able to support in the field, in medical, at the security office in Zendo.

Joe Moore: Yeah. Um, ugh, I wanna go in a million places here, but, so let’s, let’s point out one, one, like really obvious advantage. Um, at this Phish situation, which was extraordinary. It was the first time I think Phish had Zendo, which is great. And, uh, yeah. A lot of people were like, what is Zendo? And so, you know, I had to explain it a lot and I’m sure you did too.

As usual,

Dr Case Newsom: one of the busiest places at any festival or event is in the front of the Zendo project, which is so cool. People are so interested.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. That’s where I hung out. Um, but yeah, so this kind of tight integration with your role at Zendo and Stadium, like, you know, that that’s an obvious advantage, right.

And I think in time, [00:44:00] what’s gonna have to happen elsewhere right? Is like similar types of closeness in the organizations and coordination. Um, because you know, if there’s disc coordination between medical and these kind of like, um, zendo style service centers, like how Yeah. Like that’s just gonna have to be something we have to focus on to get that level of performance that you got from 30 to seven Totally.

You know, over three nights, which is crazy that that was a lot of people. It was not a small crowd. No,

Dr Case Newsom: no. For sure. Yeah. I mean, one of the hardest parts when you are still developing a, I mean, we are a scrappy, upstart organization. Mm-hmm. Right? And one of the, the hardest things is just having the conversation at all, like getting to the table with other safety officers and being able to discuss what it is that you actually do.

Mm-hmm. And how we can actually deepen our workflow to be more in collaboration. And one thing that happened at the Eclipse Festival outside [00:45:00] Austin, uh, last year, which my goodness, like life changing moment, I’ve never seen a solar close before. Incredible. Um, there was a, an amazing medical entity there, uh, called um, NES, uh, national Emergency Services.

They cover big festivals by Bonnaroo and, um, electric Forest, et cetera. And they had like, heard of Zendo project, but. You know, it was difficult to kind of have briefing discussions mm-hmm. Ahead of the, the event and so on. And, um, you know, everybody’s busy. Right. And like an additional meeting, you know, uh, with another service line can get a little bit heavy to, to carry all that as you’re prepping for an event.

We got there and at the event it was just kind of clear that there was some, uh, chunky bits with how we were getting guests arriving at the Zendo project. We were like a half mile away from First Aid and like their main like, sort of medical area and, um, we were constantly going to retrieve people from First Aid, et cetera.

They had some [00:46:00] explosive outbursts in medical that I was witnessing and, um, it was making everything feel unsafe.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

Dr Case Newsom: After just kind of like assessing the workflow there and where there was some discrepancies, like we sat down together, me and their operational leads, and we hashed out what supplies do we have?

Um, where can we like share resources? Can we borrow some extra radios? Can we borrow a four wheeler, et cetera, so we can do more of a field response? And it changed everything. It changed everything. Mm-hmm. Our workflow completely dialed in with the, just a few switches and we took that, learned from it, and now we like are bringing that example into.

Pre-event briefings and figuring out how we can start to work with entities that don’t know what the Zendo project is, but we’re, so we started creating things like a one pager. It’s like, this is literally what we do. Here’s how we, here’s who we take care of. Here are the things that categorically are not best served in our space.

Here’s our green dot [00:47:00] sort of approach and our field, uh, response. Like all this stuff so that then it’s easy for individuals and other organizations to realize what we do. You know, and that takes like an ongoing vigilance to be persistently, uh, advocating for your services and how expert we’ve made it.

Mm-hmm. And how professional we’ve leveled up peer support. I mean, that, that’s what kept me with the Zendo project when I was still first learning it and the opportunity to show by example. And we’re starting to see more and more organizations are just kind of now knowing what we do, you know, and realizing that it’s not something that they should have to be doing themselves.

’cause Division of Labor here mm-hmm. Leads to abundance. Let us do this part. Yeah. You guys can focus on your part and they get it. Now,

Joe Moore: do you have, so like over time, what I would love to see and you know, is more data that, that you can point to and stats Yes. To say, Hey guys, like this is gonna lower your burden.

This is gonna lower your liabilities. Like, how, how can we work with you given this [00:48:00] information being true? Absolutely. Are you guys working towards some data sets like that? Yes, indeed.

Dr Case Newsom: Outstanding. It’s, it’s like, oh man, it scratches the nerd itch in me. I’m so happy to be back in research. Um, I just, I love like, uh, sweating over data and the trends and what you can pull from it.

Mm-hmm. So then you can. Orient follow up questions. Yeah. What’s the next thing? Mm-hmm. And so we, we have a, an incredible crew, uh, as a research committee, um, at Xeno Project. Uh, a lot handful of folks that have like PhD level researchers. Um, and they are donating their time, uh, for us to be able to level this up.

And one of the refrains, um, Nima, who’s brilliant and is kind of the de facto lead for research, he says it took this like 12, 14 years for us to go from zero to one. He’s like, and in the next couple of years, we’re gonna need to go from one to 10. Mm-hmm.

Joe Moore: And the

Dr Case Newsom: only way to be able to do that is to really be skillful at data gathering, data analytics.

Then how we are [00:49:00] able to disseminate our findings. And so that is happening actively and it’s one of the benefits of the Denver pilot that I have my relationships with Stadium and have developed relationships with Argus, the security entity that we work a lot with, because I’m able to be this constant interstitial person that can be like kind.

Asking little questions here and there, like, what did you guys value about what we were doing there? Like, can we actually see, like what’s the data? How was it that we reduced the expected transports? Um, did you feel that your reliability was reduced with this? Do you feel that you’ll be able to even maybe down staff, save an ambulance for some nine one one call somewhere else instead of having to expensively up staff every single event that you’re expecting to have psychological distress be a prevailing issue, you know?

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

Dr Case Newsom: And like they are responsive to that. ’cause they see that this is value add. And it, it’s, it’s so exciting to me, but it’s also like all research. It’s, it’s slow going, you know? I mean, I published research in residency. [00:50:00] Almost across the board to become a physician, you have to. And so like I remember that it’s a different, uh, timescale than what I’m used to.

Mm-hmm. Um, but that’s cool because it just gives us all the opportunities to start to refine the questions and to then be able to craft an actual publishable, uh, piece that can demonstrate like monetary value and liability mitigation. Yeah.

Joe Moore: All right. So I’m gonna make this podcast even more Real World.

You open that door, so you got a, a puppy that really wants some attention. Hi puppy. Um, and yeah, so this will be helpful. This is the, uh, puppy room. So I, I’ve gone to these festivals and they actually like, have a ongoing joke that there’s a puppy room, and I saw this year at PS 25 that there actually was a dog room, like a therapy dog room, which I found fascinating.

And I think that’s cool as like a sensory thing for some people who can get overstimulated. Mm-hmm. Like I just, I just finished reading, um, a memoir of, um, autistic woman called, um, [00:51:00] oh gosh, I have to, I have to dig for the title, but effectively she didn’t get diagnosed until maybe 36. Whoa. Interesting.

Right. And which is actually really common. And then, you know, probably a little earlier than that and one of the, um. Wa so hard. One of the interesting stats they pulled was, um, one in 36 Americans being, um, diagnosed autistic and, or autistic. I don’t know, like getting an actual diagnosis is so hard.

Mm-hmm. Um, and expensive. And it actually comes with some things, um, jumping too. And it comes with some like burdens. Like you don’t, you don’t, you can actually lose some rights if you get a diagnosis in terms of like organ transplants and things like that. Mm. Oh wow. So in some states I didn’t know that.

Not every state. Um mm-hmm. Yeah. And, and definitely like some countries won’t let you. I, I think visit and or immigrate there, so like, I, it’s, so there’s a lot of interesting things. So anyway, that figure is probably, [00:52:00] um, not as high as it needs to be. Like I think there’s probably more so like sensory rooms similar to Zendo.

Mm-hmm. You know what, if people are having these kinds of like. Overwhelms that aren’t necessarily drug induced, it’s just how their nervous system operates. Right. And then they can, um, you know, go and chill and downregulate. Right. And they kind of get fixed, like you were saying, by like dropping into a lower intensity space.

Totally South by Southwest head. A sensory room, I guess. Maps, not even just the puppy room. They’re in the dog room. Mm-hmm. They had like, um, you know, uh, real deal sensory room. So it’s like we’re getting more and more information. We’re, we’re getting more and more aware of how to deal with neurodiversity.

Mm-hmm. In like, helpful, holistic and like compassionate ways. So I think, I think Zendo kind of plays a part in that.

Dr Case Newsom: I think so. Um, and in fact, we are of course a proud organization with many neurodivergent folks in our midst that brings all different sorts of perspectives for how [00:53:00] to be able to be in support of anyone showing up in need for some grounding and.

One thing I’ll say, we were talking about Colorado earlier. I feel like, um, we’re gonna be seeing more and more individuals that are neurodivergent, that are feeling inspired by the opportunities that psychedelics bring. Mm-hmm. For them to be able to deepen some sensitivities and to help flesh out some of the things that they’re hoping to flesh about the way that their mind operates.

And if we are not resourced well, to be able to support those individuals through their initial practices with these things. Mm-hmm. I mean, here I’m talking about, you know. The entire facilitation regulatory world. I’m talking about decrem and community models. I’m talking about emergency medicine, family, doctors, and so on.

We need to all be skilled at how to have these discussions and do it in a non-judgmental and grounded way. Mm-hmm. So that individuals that are, uh, [00:54:00] on their own healing path or on their own self-improvement enrichment path, they feel the actual support from the establishment, you know? Mm-hmm. Because I’m not so sure that, um, modern medicine, like has it all figured out, you know, on how to help support individuals that are feeling that they want, uh, a different perspective on their neurodivergence, you know?

Mm-hmm. And so I, I want to empower individuals to be able to do that themselves. But of course, we live in a society, right? Like we have to be able to also then support individuals as a sort of back and forth. Nobody can do this in a vacuum, you know? Mm-hmm. So showing up in support of their intentions is important,

Joe Moore: right.

So about five minutes left here. So what kind of big buckets did we not touch so far that you wanna make sure to touch on?

Dr Case Newsom: Oh gosh. Um, I mean, one of the things that I, I’m still very much in the learning phase, but do have a lot of curiosity [00:55:00] about is the healthcare. Ramifications, rather maybe the healthcare obligation to help with the emergence of Iboga.

Joe Moore: Mm.

Dr Case Newsom: Um, which is not Zendo project related at all, and I’m not an expert at all. But, um, having early discussions about how the healthcare establishment needs to just get real about psychedelics and plant medicines in general is. Coming to a fever pitch here shortly because of Iboga. And for listeners that don’t know, although I’m sure most do, there are some legitimate arrhythmia cardiotoxic risks to iboga, though it is such a profound aid mm-hmm.

For so many individuals in their path to healing, that we need to be able to figure out how to have an indust like the industry, the healthcare scene, the regulators, et cetera. They need to have a way to be able to safely roll out these services so that we’re not starting to see it happen in the underground, where people are gonna be put at [00:56:00] risk while they’re desperately looking for access to that.

Mm-hmm. And then having cardiotoxic episodes that would be pretty easily managed in a healthcare setting. But if we do not have healthcare settings for those, that brings in some unnecessary harms.

Joe Moore: Yeah, it’s a, it’s a huge thing. It’s coming fast, like Texas just threw in 50 million. Mm-hmm. And there’s other, other groups throwing in crazy amounts of money.

Ambio and Mexico’s growing like crazy. Yes. And, um, probably other places as well. I think, like, you know, we’re hurting as a psychedelic ecosystem, but the iboga people are doing pretty good right now. Mm-hmm. And for, for good reasons. But, um, this, this cardiotoxic thing is an Achilles heel on this project.

Yes. And we do need to mitigate it and we do need to talk about it. Um, and, uh. You know, when I talk to service centers, um, offering these things, I’m like, um, you know, I, I’m happy you’re being so safe, but I wonder how, based on science, um, like if we even have enough science to, [00:57:00] to inform this practice.

Mm-hmm. Like, do you really need an ICU level of care? Mm-hmm. Um, I, I don’t know, like for sure you need paddles. Yeah. The,

Dr Case Newsom: yeah, for sure. You need, and for sure you need the ability to do iv Right. Magnesium have the cardiac monitor on which, you know, I, I can’t imagine personally being in an extended psychedelic experience with all of the gadgets on and stuff, but it’s kind of like, yeah.

It,

Joe Moore: people seem to not care that much somehow. Yeah.

Dr Case Newsom: I mean probably because they appreciate the safety. Mm-hmm. And they come to it with a very specific intention. Um, and they. They realize what they’re embarking on, you know? Um, but yeah, the, and it’s, it’s such a huge conversation and there’s some really smart folks in the Denver scene and at large mm-hmm.

That are talking about this. Um, but I’m not hearing any. Healthcare reps or physicians, uh, that are actually coming out and like having the early pilot discussions.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

Dr Case Newsom: We need to be able to work towards these [00:58:00] channels for healing that need to be healthcare facility grade.

Joe Moore: Yeah.

Dr Case Newsom: And I mean, if we’re gonna get real on the issues of opiate overuse in America, like we have to have this discussion.

Yeah. In my opinion, you know, but I don’t want healthcare to get so behind on this that then it, it’s like failure to launch. Mm-hmm. You know, or that it starts to happen in the underground and it’s even worse than when the healthcare establishment was caught, uh, unprepared when cannabis, you know, became legal in Colorado and we started seeing all the hyperemesis vomiting syndromes and healthcare like, didn’t know how to handle that.

We figured it out. But iboga is even all the higher, uh, risk honestly, but also huge rewards if we can do it well.

Joe Moore: You gave me a good bridge here. Um, so in terms of opioid addiction, prohibition and um, kind of strange policies, do you feel like fentanyl’s getting a bad rap as an ER doc?

Dr Case Newsom: Oh, I just had this conversation the other [00:59:00] day.

In fact, I love it. I’ve had it a bunch of times.

Joe Moore: Doctors are always great with it.

Dr Case Newsom: Totally. Um, so like anything, it feels like there’s a use case for these. Biochemical tools. Mm-hmm. These neurochemical tools. Um, I use fentanyl every time I go to work on my patients, not on myself, but, uh, there is a skillful use to anything.

Um, and there’s also the safe context for its use for a, uh, virtuous intention, if you will. And I can’t, I have a hard time demonizing anybody, uh, with their use of substances when I appreciate that they have their own coping, you know? Mm-hmm. Um, it’s just that it is easy when you have dealing with an underground market to not be exactly super skillful or knowledgeable on what you’re using.

And so now we’ve made it that your coping is danger, more dangerous than it should be.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

Dr Case Newsom: [01:00:00] Um, so Fentanyl getting a bad rap. I, I think so because I use it. So like, how am I, how am I supposed to use a medicine in my patients, uh, when they have something that’s very painful and then turn around and also be like, eh, like, it’s, it’s probably

Joe Moore: every ER doc, not just you.

Dr Case Newsom: Yeah. I mean, yeah. I will say though, um, we are using more and more ketamine in the ed. Mm-hmm. Um, because of the, well, there’s a few factors there, but, um, one of them of course is like, there’s just kind of an overt sentiment, almost to a point of regulation where you have to minimize your opiate utilization in patients, even in an acute issue as much as possible.

Joe Moore: Mm.

Dr Case Newsom: Now. Partly that’s for understandable reasons. There are plenty ways to help somebody treat their pain. Like we can literally use Tylenol and Ibuprofen, and that helps like 80% of people in the er, you know? Um, and then you can use things like infused lidocaine where you’re actually literally doling nerves for the time that you’re in there.

I’ve not heard of that. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Oh, we could go, we could go deep on all [01:01:00] this. Um, you know, or, um, anti-inflammatories that you give IV are very, very helpful. Ketamine is a rising star, uh, in the ED for not just, um, you know, a, a dangerous psychological expression in which a person’s violent are gonna get hurt, or they’re gonna like, hurt their muscles from straining so much and so on.

Um, but literally at a lower dose just for pain. Mm-hmm. Um, but in a, in the patchwork. We need to have opiates of course, because they serve a very important role on patients with certain conditions. And like we have to be able to honor that. And it’s in the right set and setting, if you will, to go back to Timothy Leary.

Like we create this clinical approach for all these high risk, if you will, substances that we’re skillfully using. Of course, I know exactly my dose, right? I know exactly how much they’re getting when they’re getting it. Nurses are excellent at being able to like scan these things and dial ’em in. So it is like, it’s so clinical and so precise and tight.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

Dr Case Newsom: Um, not, not perfect, but still it’s [01:02:00] pretty good, you know? Mm-hmm. And so much so that I trust. That being said, um, ketamine is really helpful because it’s. It’s a totally novel pathway at alleviating the suffering that’s coming with pain, which is what opiates do anyway. They don’t actually really reduce pain sensation much just takes away your caring about it much.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm. Um,

Dr Case Newsom: which is great. But Ketamine’s also excellent in that. And, um, I’ve been using ketamine, uh, in the ED since I was in residency. Of course it was, you know, really started just before I started my training being utilized in the ED and not just for surgery, but like for setting joints and broken bones and suturing kids that are gonna have like a trauma experience if you’re holding them down and that kind of thing.

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

Dr Case Newsom: And, um, I, I’ve actually found that there are some ways that you can help to. Set the stage with the patient for what’s going to happen when you’re giving them ketamine, um, create the humanity that they deserve. Mm-hmm. In receiving [01:03:00] your healer’s presence, you know, and for me to have the honor of witnessing their suffering.

You can name that. Yeah. And let them know that they’re in a safe place and they actually can have a profound experience while I’m setting their shoulder or something. This has happened a handful of times and, um, I’ve coached the nurses on how to do this now. Um, I’ve coached other physicians and residents and stuff on how to bring the terminology similar to Zendo Project Nonjudgmental, you’re safe here.

Like it’s okay to be vulnerable, you know, trying not to seed their experience with any one thing or another by accident. And then they come out and they had something like a beautiful experience while you’re also working them through something that would be obviously traumatizing, otherwise opiates like, don’t do that, you know?

Joe Moore: Mm-hmm.

Dr Case Newsom: Um, and now admittedly, ketamine for pain. We’re doing lower doses, but still the intentions there, I think we can, we can create multiple benefits with the use of ketamine in an emergency situation that we just don’t talk about. And, um, it, frankly, [01:04:00] it’s not that challenging. It’s mostly just like recognizing your own role as the physician or PA or nurse in creating the setting for that person to feel safe as they’re having some technical work done, but for them, they can have a psychological moment that’s special, you

Joe Moore: know?

Yeah. I love that. I, um, before I tee you up for a, for a close here, I’ll, to share a story where I wish you were the attending doctor. Oh, please. We, uh, my partner and I spent, um, Valentine’s Day in the ER not that long ago on a kind of like a pinched nerve lumbar situation. Yeah. I’ve never seen her in so much pain in my life for hours and hours and hours and like.

You know, we went to one of the nicer ERs up here, actually drove an extra 45 minutes and, um, not naming the hospital. Um, we, uh, yeah, it got delayed ’cause there was like an emergency kind of helicopter landing where somebody was way more in a acute danger. Mm-hmm. But, you know, the, the treatment was IV [01:05:00] acetaminophen.

And I’m like, you know, on one hand cool, but like when we left the, the pain wasn’t really any better at all. And I’m hear it like, okay, like okay, she could kind of walk, but like barely. And I’m like, you know, somebody with a little more fluency and I little less fear. Sure. You know, um, that could have been a much better scenario.

Mm-hmm. Um, and I’m like, oh God. So like, you know, um, yes, in some cases we need to use less opioids as, you know, we’ll speak for clinicians. Yes. A little bit less opioids for sure. Sure. Especially in the chronic aspect. Mm-hmm. But like this idea around like. Insurance providers, hospitals kind of directing how clinicians should be doing care as opposed to clinicians operating in the way they think is best.

Preach is just outrageous anyway, and we’ve

Dr Case Newsom: got, we’ve gotten so used to it, unfortunately. Mm-hmm. Because you cannot take care of patients in any other way. Uh, you know, like we, we are, we are always beholden to many different, um, [01:06:00] priors

Joe Moore: mm-hmm.

Dr Case Newsom: That the establishment situates on the shoulders of a physician, you know?

Mm-hmm. And this is a huge discussion. Like, I, I love the hospital that I work at. I love all the people that I work with. It’s just that it’s so much deeper than that even, you know? Mm-hmm. And the situation with the IV acetaminophen. It’s a great medicine. It’s not necessarily comprehensive for each person, but now you’ve created something like an order set where it’s like, don’t use opiates, use this.

And you just like click the thing and then you move on. ’cause you’ve got so many patients to see

Joe Moore: and that person needs

Dr Case Newsom: to leave and it’s just, and they can walk. That means they’re good. And it’s like we have only at the bare minimum addressed the emergency quote unquote, by making sure that they’re safe.

Joe Moore: Yeah.

Dr Case Newsom: But like we really, with a little bit more thoughtfulness and this can become kind of natural. It’s not like this is a struggle every time you can make it so that you’re actually really benefiting that person and they’re feeling that they’ve been more cared for. And this is both. Medicinal and otherwise, like, it’s, it can be also just with your presence and helping co the do piece, the osteopathic piece.

[01:07:00] I would love to talk to your partner mm-hmm. And be like, okay, what led to this? Like mm-hmm. How can you do some reparative movements? Right? How do you orient your days around, like the right kind of getting stuff loosened up and healing up, you know, and like, no IV drug is gonna do that. It’s all of it.

This is,

Joe Moore: this is, uh, my role in the relationship and I, I did, uh, I did a, a really ridiculous mountain bike crash ages ago. Drove myself to the ER after peeing blood, and then I was like, I, I was hesitating to hear that. Do I need attention? And like it took hours. ’cause I was so dehydrated. And I was like, uh, and then I called my military vet buddy and he’s like, no, I’ve never seen that.

You should probably go to the house. I drove myself there after doing all sorts of really intense work was so, and I was refusing pain meds the whole time. Wow. And then I got to do a three day stay after getting a taste for Dilaudid at, um, St. Anthony’s West ICU for a bit, which is, you know, it was a good learning experience.

Mm-hmm. I’m a little more chill [01:08:00] and now I know to not refuse pain meds when uh, they’re offered. Yeah. I’m sorry

Dr Case Newsom: that happened. That sounds like a terrible episode.

Joe Moore: Yeah. You know. Thank you. But I’m, I’m mostly, mostly better. Everything, everything,

Dr Case Newsom: everything leads us to right where we are. Right,

Joe Moore: exactly. So where can people follow you and Zendo and Stadium?

Dr Case Newsom: Oh, excellent. Um, so I am personally on Instagram, um, at Case New something. Um, there’s also zendo project.org, uh, and Zendo project is on Instagram as well. Um, and frankly if you wanna sign up for our email listserv, there is like a volunteer interest form on the website and, uh, we service that every day.

Um, we have a spectacular team that runs tech for us. Um, shout out to Armando Jessa, Jess. Um, they do a great job, um, and all volunteer interest is heard and responded to. Um, yeah, and we have a, a monthly newsletter that comes out to emails. Um, and then we’re always [01:09:00] posting updates on our, our various socials about events that we’re gonna get into.

Um, we’ve got a couple coming down the pike. Especially at Red Rocks, I’m super excited about. I cannot wait. Um, yeah, there’s a real blossoming of the Zendo project and it’s gonna take more hands on deck, so any interest is appreciated. Please reach out.

Joe Moore: Yeah. And second it on the training, everybody says it’s extraordinary somehow.

I haven’t taken it yet, but I’ll get there. Oh, you haven’t taken the SIT training? Get me in. Get me in. We’ll do it. Oh,

Dr Case Newsom: it is, it is first class, I think. Mm-hmm. It, it is so excellent. Yeah. Um, Tim and Simone are fantastic educators building on, uh, Sarah and Ryan and some of the legacy work that’s happened at Zendo that founded the organization.

It’s just, I just couldn’t be more inspired by these individuals I work with. I say it all the time. I found a wellspring of inspiration. Mm. And I hope that everybody can find that particular setting to really express their own skillset.

Joe Moore: All right. Dr. Casey Sen, thanks so much.

Dr Case Newsom: Thank you, Joe. This is really a delight.

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Kat Murti – Students for Sensible Drug Policy, Meta Censorship, and the Fight for Science

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In this episode, Joe Moore is joined by Kat Murti, Executive Director of Students for Sensible Drug Policy (SSDP), the largest youth-led network working to end the war on drugs. SSDP organizes at the campus, local, state, federal, and international levels, with more than 100 chapters across the U.S. and sister organizations worldwide.

Kat shares her personal journey into drug policy reform, from witnessing DEA raids on AIDS patients in the 1990s to fighting for civil liberties as a student at UC Berkeley. She explains how SSDP empowers young people to challenge outdated laws and promote policies rooted in compassion, scientific evidence, and human rights.

Topics Discussed

  • The War on Drugs as a War on Us: Kat’s early realizations about the drug war’s racism, injustice, and destruction of civil liberties.
  • Her Path to SSDP: From working on California’s Prop 19 cannabis campaign to serving on SSDP’s board and eventually becoming Executive Director.
  • Meta Censorship Campaign: Why Meta’s restrictions on drug education and harm reduction content harm communities, and how SSDP is organizing public pressure to protect freedom of information online.
  • Forced Institutionalization & Executive Orders: Kat critiques recent federal moves to expand forced treatment, cuts to naloxone training programs, and the misguided use of tariffs as “solutions” to the overdose crisis.
  • The Fight Against DEA Scheduling of DOI & DOC: Why these research chemicals are vital to neuroscience and medicine, how SSDP challenged the DEA in court, and what’s at stake for future research.
  • Illogical Drug Policy & Careerism: How prohibition persists due to political incentives, propaganda, and entrenched bureaucratic interests.
  • Building a Better Future: Realigning incentive structures, embracing harm reduction, and supporting community-based solutions to drug use.

Key Takeaways

  • The war on drugs is deeply racist, anti-science, and erodes civil liberties.
  • Meta’s censorship of harm reduction information actively endangers lives.
  • Forced treatment doesn’t work—addressing social conditions and providing safe housing does.
  • DOI and DOC, rarely if ever used recreationally, are critical to medical research, and scheduling them would halt decades of progress.
  • Real reform means both ending prohibition and creating environments where people feel supported, connected, and empowered.

Links & Resources

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Dylan Beynon – Mindbloom – At Home Ketamine

Headshot of Dylan Beynon - CEO of Mindbloom with Psychedelis Today podcast cover art.

PT welcomes Dylan Beynon, CEO and Founder of Mindbloom, one of the largest providers of legal, at-home ketamine therapy in the U.S.

Dylan shares the deeply personal story that led him to psychedelic medicine—including the tragic loss of his mother and sister to addiction and mental illness—and how these experiences continue to fuel his mission to make psychedelic therapy affordable and accessible for all. Mindbloom has now facilitated over 654,000 sessions across 38 states, offering both sublingual and subcutaneous (injectable) ketamine in a comprehensive treatment program that includes preparation, integration, music, journaling, and even generative AI art.

The conversation dives into common criticisms of at-home ketamine, the benefits of guided treatment over IV infusions, and the disturbing influence of Big Pharma in media narratives—especially the growing PR push behind SPRAVATO. Dylan also breaks down what makes Mindbloom’s outcomes stand out, why they recently added injectable ketamine, and how their safety data challenges popular misconceptions.

Joe and Dylan also touch on the potential future of at-home MDMA therapy, regulatory hurdles, and what it will take to scale these powerful treatments to millions of people in need.

If you’re in the psychedelic field, considering ketamine therapy, or curious about the ethics and economics of psychedelic medicine, this episode offers a powerful look behind the curtain.

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Paul Gillis-Smith – Psychedelics, Religion & Lisa Bieberman

Paul Gillis-Smith

In this episode, Joe Moore sits down with Paul Gillis-Smith from The Center for the Study of World Religions to discuss a range of fascinating topics. They begin by discussing the Harvard Divinity School and the CSWR’s mission and history. The conversation delves into the work and legacy of Lisa Bieberman, a pivotal figure in the 1960s psychedelic harm reduction movement. It explores her contributions to the field through her Psychedelic Information Center. They also touch on the Quaker traditions and their intersection with LSD use, showing how spirituality and psychedelics can coalesce. Paul also talks about upcoming psychedelic and chaplaincy workshops, emphasizing the importance of spiritual care in psychedelic experiences. This episode is rich with historical insights and contemporary applications, making it a must-listen for anyone interested in psychedelics and spirituality.

Paul Gillis-Smith @ CSWR

Center for the Study of World Religions

Psychometric brahman, psychedelic science: Walter Stace, transnational Vedanta, and the Mystical Experience Questionnaire

00:00 Introduction and Initial Setup

00:34 Meeting at Penn’s Psychedelic Conference

01:14 Postdoctoral Presentations and Indigenous Plant Medicine

03:27 Understanding CSWR and Its Evolution

07:21 Harvard’s Study of Psychedelics in Society and Culture

09:11 Personal Academic Journey and Interest in Psychedelics

11:58 Role at CSWR and Ongoing Projects

18:59 Lisa Bieberman: A Pioneer in Psychedelic Education

40:53 Quaker Theology of LSD

41:58 Meeting Structure and Frequency

42:46 Profound Simple Truths

45:41 Transition to Quakerism

48:45 The New Jerusalem Prophecy

53:02 Quakerism and Its Influence

01:11:25 Clinical Chaplaincy and Psychedelics

01:18:39 Conclusion and Future Projects

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Diane Goldstein, Sarko Gergerian and Rick Doblin

Rick Diane and Sarko

This podcast comes from the Aspen Psychedelic Symposium from last summer. It features Diane Goldstein who is the executive director of Law Enforcement Action Partnership, Sarko Gergerian a police officer from Winthrop, Mass and Rick Doblin from MAPS.

This panel was introduced by Zach Leary and was a highlight of our trip to Aspen’s conference last year.

We discuss new ways in which police should or could consider psychedelics and drugs more generally.

Thanks to Aspen Public Radio, Aspen Psychedelic Resource Center, Healing Advocacy Fund and Aspen Psychedelic Symposium for allowing us to share this podcast.

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Natural Medicine Alaska

Natural Medicine Alaska

In this powerful episode of Psychedelics Today, we sit down with the team behind Natural Medicine Alaska to discuss their groundbreaking efforts to bring psychedelic reform to the state. With some of the highest rates of depression, suicide, and substance use disorders in the nation, Alaska stands at a pivotal moment in the movement for mental health transformation.

Joe Moore speaks with Gina Randall, David Karabelnikoff, and Noria Clark to explore the origins of their movement, the importance of traditional healing protections, and their 2026 ballot initiative to decriminalize plant medicines and establish a regulated therapeutic model.

The discussion dives into:

  • The personal journeys that led each guest to this work
  • How Alaska’s libertarian spirit aligns with psychedelic reform
  • The push to make Alaska the first state to include Ibogaine clinics in legislation
  • The urgent need for veteran and first responder access to psychedelic therapy
  • Fundraising and grassroots efforts to get the initiative on the ballot
  • The role of Alaska’s natural landscape in healing and psychedelic integration

With national psychedelic policy at a crossroads, Alaska has the opportunity to become the North Star of this movement. Listen in to learn how you can support this critical campaign!

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🎧 Listen & Subscribe: Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and all major platforms.

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Erica Siegal LCSW – NEST and SHINE Collective

Erica Siegal LCSW


Joe Moore sits down with Erica Siegal, founder of Nest Harm Reduction and Shine Collective, for a deep conversation on psychedelic harm reduction, ethical facilitation, and the evolving psychedelic landscape. Erica shares her journey from the Grateful Dead lot scene to festival harm reduction, social work, and leading initiatives to support survivors of psychedelic-related harm.

The conversation covers:

  • Erica’s background in hospitality, social work, and psychedelic harm reduction
  • The mission of Nest Harm Reduction in offering psychedelic therapy, integration, and community education
  • The work of Shine Collective, a nonprofit supporting survivors of psychedelic harm and abuse
  • The challenges of ethical facilitation, power dynamics, and the importance of clear boundaries
  • How the psychedelic community can better address harm, accountability, and survivor support
  • The intersection of Jewish spiritual traditions and psychedelics through Shefa

This episode is a must-listen for those passionate about harm reduction, ethical psychedelic practice, and building a safer, more accountable psychedelic culture.

Shine Collective
Nest Harm Reduction
Shefa

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Neil Markey – Beckley Retreats

Neil Markey

In this episode, Joe Moore sits down with Neal Markey, CEO of Beckley Retreats, to explore the transformative power of psychedelic retreats. Neal shares his personal journey from Army Ranger to consultant to leading one of the most respected psychedelic retreat organizations, detailing how meditation and psychedelic therapy helped him heal from trauma.

The conversation covers:

  • Neal’s military background and his path to psychedelics
  • The mission and structure of Beckley Retreats, an offshoot of the Beckley Foundation
  • How their retreats integrate meditation, preparation, and integration for long-lasting benefits
  • The legal landscape of psilocybin in Jamaica and the Netherlands
  • Challenges and lessons from running a psychedelic retreat business
  • The future of psychedelics, from global access to potential federal policy shifts

Whether you’re curious about immersive psychedelic retreats, the intersection of mental health and psychedelics, or the evolving legal landscape, this episode is packed with insight.

Learn more about Beckley Retreats here.

Hear more from Neil on Psychedelics Today here.

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Microdosing, Psychedelic Science, and the Future of Mental Health with Paul Austin

Paul Austin - The Third Wave

In this episode, Joe Moore of Psychedelics Today sits down with Paul Austin, founder of The Third Wave, to dive deep into the evolution of microdosing and its growing role in psychedelic culture. Paul shares how his journey with microdosing LSD led him to launch The Third Wave in 2015 to make psychedelics more accessible through education.

The conversation explores the latest research on microdosing, including clinical trials demonstrating its potential benefits for depression, mental clarity, and creativity. Paul and Joe discuss the nuances of different microdosing protocols, the role of psychedelics in performance optimization, and the impact of these substances on neuroplasticity. They also tackle key challenges, such as the lack of robust clinical research due to regulatory hurdles and the perceived risks associated with overuse.

Beyond microdosing, they touch on the broader psychedelic landscape—regulatory shifts, emerging coaching models, and the future of psychedelic-assisted transformation. The discussion even ventures into intriguing intersections between psychedelics, AI, and the possibility of extraterrestrial intelligence.

Tune in for a thought-provoking conversation on where microdosing fits into the larger psychedelic resurgence.

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Exploring Psychedelist with Louis Dorian

Louis Dorian

In this episode of Psychedelics Today, Joe Moore sits down with Louis Dorian, the visionary behind Psychedelist, a groundbreaking global platform designed to support the emerging psychedelic movement. Described as a “cyber city” for all things psychedelic, Psychedelist connects individuals with treatment providers, educators, facilitators, legal experts, and even vetted product vendors in an effort to enhance accessibility and safety in this evolving space.

Louis shares his journey into psychedelics, from early rave days to a transformative encounter with high-dose LSD and psilocybin that shaped his worldview. He opens up about the struggles of navigating trauma, loss, and the shortcomings of Western psychiatric care, leading him to develop his own trauma-processing techniques blending meditation, breathwork, and psychedelics.

The conversation also dives deep into the broader implications of drug prohibition, harm reduction, and the role of skill-building in responsible psychedelic use. Whether you’re a seeker, a skeptic, or a professional in the field, this episode offers a compelling exploration of the psychedelic landscape and the power of intentional community building.

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Tune in for an eye-opening discussion on the future of psychedelics, regulation, and self-exploration!

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Neeka Levy and Zach Skiles – Healing Ukraine Trauma

Psychedelic research is growing rapidly, but how do we help regions in active conflict?

In this episode of Psychedelics Today, Joe Moore is joined by Neeka Levy and Zach Skiles of Heal Ukraine Trauma, a nonprofit bringing psychedelic-assisted therapy to veterans and civilians affected by war. They discuss the organization’s origins, the impact of intergenerational trauma in Ukraine, and the evolving role of psychedelic treatments in a war-torn nation.

Nika, a first-generation Ukrainian-American and neuroscience-trained psychiatric nurse practitioner, and Zach, a Marine veteran turned psychologist, share their journey into this work, highlighting the importance of group ketamine therapy as a scalable, culturally aligned solution. They explore Ukraine’s complex regulatory landscape, the need for rigorous research, and the challenges of working in a war zone.

They also touch on the role of psychedelics in processing moral injury, the importance of including family members in healing, and how Ukraine’s collectivist culture influences therapeutic approaches. With insights on historical trauma, ethical considerations, and the potential future of MDMA and psilocybin therapy in Ukraine, this conversation sheds light on a vital, evolving effort.

To learn more or support Heal Ukraine Trauma, visit their website.

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